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November 30, 2005 COLOURED.
my my... yesterday duty i actually cannot wake up in time for my watch at 1130pm... wah lan eh, so surprised that i am so tired loh... lie down on the bed at around 9pm then i think i concussed liao... usually is the 230am one which i always struggle to wake up on time...
lack of sleep is getting more n more common ever since i started playing dota... like every weekday onli sleep 4 hours like that only loh... then go work always steam steam... last time even worse, play until next morning then go work straight away... onboard ship they tell me do what i also abit cannot absorb because my brain still abit in the dreamland... eh, not a bit... is A LOT!... my head always feel so light and my body seems to float... machiam i am this highly religious man who has attained the next level of meditation until i learn how to leviatate myself liao... so lack of sleep is good for those fatties who want to bluff themselves that they are still light because you do feel light... hahaha
today so special can go boat quay for some lion trail tour... hahaha like pri sch sec sch those excursions which the schools always organise after exams so that students dun go and fuck in the school compounds and distract the teachers from participating as well as they have to mark their papers... kinda stupid la, but at least good leh, can get out of the ship, no one to chase after you... yea i have enough suitors, so irritating sia, hahahha... talk cock la, all wanna chase me for work, this never do, that never do... got chance to run away then run loh... hahhaa
long time no see office ladies le... hahhaha way way way way way so much better than seeing so many butts who can rival JLo in the navy loh... felt stupid la, being singaporean then still have to go on this tour to know our country better... so xia suay leh, like alot of things we all duno loh...
the guide was talking about the various sculptures along the singapore river as part of the arts scene... wonder why they pay so much for all these sia... bring in all the arty farty movies ma, all the korean japanese asian movies that are worth watching... too bad my movies all lost le never watch... the sculpture so expensive for wat, just to let the kids sit on it and have a photo taken... the kid happy happy go urine on the sculpture... not happy then go shit on the thing... nonetheless i was interested at one sculpture only... and the was the first one she inro la, the rest not that interesting save for the kampung kidws tt one which is just by the side of the river one...
the picture above is fernando botero's bird... looks like some game boss like that... hahahaha he's well known for making his things all looked puffed up plump plump... like fat bastard like that... just that a cuter version... hahaha...
the guide showed us around some places... but i think one day i would go to the arts house and have a look la... she never bring us in but inside looks interesting... anyway they got screen a good lawyer's wife leh... hahaha got sex scenes de, watched before... :D
go the parliament house i am so surprised that it is actually so small... tv always show like very big like that, machiam got many many storeys like that... in reality no storeys loh... and i understand why the MPs are always caught sleeping in tv le... their chairs look so comfortable loh... i mean the normal seats for us already can doze off liao, i guess their seats no need to say la...
then we took the bus to the changi chapel and museum... and then the boring mentions about the war memorials blah blah blah come... saw some christian murals around n the guide was telling stories again... i always wondered are good artists all are christians meh, why i like never c satanic murals before... maybe followers of satan are not very good artists... whatever la, the only thing i enjoyed was the bus ride... i slept throughout... :X
so tired loh i tell u, reach bugis liao where they let us alight i still duno where am i le... and somemore i very slow then leave the bus... cannot think well... hahhaha
9:11 PM
November 29, 2005 COLOURED.
cb la, i think i am going to get confine again...
crazy one la, want us to know wat foreign warship has entered our harbour and all... duno cannot meh, wah lan i think he go ask any other PO i think they also duno... knn, we duno then kena scolding, like we got so much time like that to go find out... err actually got time la because i even got time to rest for a while after lunchtime le hahaa... but fuck la rest time is rest time, not work... somemore this week so busy with so many inspections going on he expect us to know this stupid thing...
then he go on about this small thing we also cant be bothered then how can they be assured that everything is in safe hands when they assigned us bigger tasks... at first i didnt know how naggy he was... until today loh...
sickening sia he hold us back for bloody 2 hours... talk so much, waste so much time, keep telling us what punishment we want.... last time when i was a trainee i always say i let him decide but i dun like to punish myself, so sadist man, i am not into sm... i am more of a tlc person la... hahaha or should i say that i prefered to be sm-ed than go sm ownself...
he everytime say is it worth it or not, of course not worth it la, but do we deserve it? of course not! cb want us to know these things for what when we got much more impt things to do... everyone is not happy but cannot say to him upfront la... say liao only die one word... the most he left you off but for the rest of ur life onboard ship sure kena aimed... so bo bian have to suck thumb and eat humble pie...
life in my ship is like playing a patience game... if you are an impatient person, chances you wun last long... be a slave, they wan sex, u give them sex, they wan u to eat shit, u go eat shit... just endure... slipknot sang a song with this line "bidding my time until the time is ripe"... so im waiting for the right moment, because then you know revenge never tastes so sweet! my senior said knowledge is king... and i shall work hard, i shall humiliate those who wanted us dead... i shall surpass my seniors...
but...
all that is talk, i can only dream of it...
too lazy to work to even achieve that, because i think i will have to stay in everyday to reach that level of zai-ness where even officers dun dare to touch you... so there you go, me crapping again... hahaa
duno why they mind so much when they dun hear u greeting them... crazy, i dun even to greet my parents or sister loh and they expect me to greet who? people who are my superiors whom i am not even close to... heck the only person i greet is the one i loved loh... the rest dun get to hear it from my golden mouth la...
sucks loh, dun greet never mind leh, is they make it look like everything is ok on the ouside, then hor they go and complain to my department people and my POs have to tell me to go n greet people because they dun wan to receive or hear any more complaints about me.... like what the fuck, no one said a thing, i assume everything i did was right... cb, you love to hear good morning good afternoon so much i shall record it down and play it continously over the PA system every 5 minutes...
oh ya, about the confinement, i am not confined yet, but most prolly yea... hahaha because i think no matter what we are going to get confined anyway... he wanted us to do this specific task within this week... sounds simple but he confirm will ask something which is not from that scope one... that cunning fag, he die die will make us stay back if he fancies it... so i can just say this saturday and sunday i will be at ship loh... dun bother dating me, its a waste of time... hahaha if theres any date at all...
ok... last but not least, u want me to mention u right... dun regret hor!
meihui i love you!
hahahhahahaa... relax dun suffer from asthma attack, still friends k :P
1:24 AM
November 27, 2005 COLOURED.
loansharks are having it hard these days... they lend people money then still have to pay money... its a lose-lose business but duno why are they still doing it... maybe they are the good samaritans who donate out of their own money to the "charities" and the "charities" dun appreciate what the sharkies have done for them...
they are so poor thing you know, they lend ppl money then dun have enough money for themselves to type and print out a letter to their borrowers' homes, end up have to use paint and write on their walls... somemore they kena ridiculed for being so childish to vandalise the walls... wah liew, give them some money la then they will buy a good pentium 4 computer where they can write letters to their borrowers and also keep a database using ms access wat... keeping records in paper is so out of date le... not that they dun wan la, is they no money!!!
i duno how they make profit la, lend ppl money then ppl run away dun wan to pay... friend lend friend money and friend run away is already very cb liao... then loanshark lend stranger money, the stranger dun wan to pay is cb already right, stranger worst than a cb lj go n tell the police to catch loanshark... imagine friend lend friend money and the borrower tell police and police catch the lender... what kind of logic is that... the world is so unfair!!
loansharks also got families to feed ok... dun think they tattoos all over and burly and so crude no one want hor... they attract all the beauty queens and pretty girls becos they are bad boys... thats what the gers always say right, they like bad boys compared to nice guys... ya so these guys have the most chio gers and of course they have families la... imagine keep lending money where u get ur income, somemore no one return you money and the police keep chasing you becos too yandao liao even the police also interested in u... but they dun like u for what u are, they chase the sharkies for their money... sounds familiar... some girls also go after men for money... police = women :X
pity them when news are out that the lawmakers are condemning the sharkies to hell... no doubt hell is nice and warm but putting them to bankruptcy is no good... maybe they are jealous of the fact that they have such beautiful wives they want the husbands to go bankrupt so that they can take over them... hahaha nice people are nice on the outside but evil on the inside just for ur info yea... hahahaha
hopefully some sharkies have seen what i have written then they will form a sharkie association and make me their official spokesperson who will rally for them... long live sharkies! hahaha, who knows next time i borrow money from them they give me free credit...
10:44 PM
November 25, 2005 COLOURED.
wtf thats boa??? looks like kim ha neul sia... speaking of her... long time no see asian movies le... missed them so many never see... but lazy to download also haha...
1:45 AM
my officer broke the news to me that i cannot go iraq liao... if i am still together with her then maybe i wun feel anything ba, can spend more time with her... but then again we are not together liao, so abit the sian la, cannot go + no extra money... unless buy duty loh, but now not a lot are selling liao hahaha...
i think end up i am the one who has to go and sell duty because i going to pull my wisdom tooth out next month... the good thing about it? 5 days mc... the bad thing? no one to cover ur duty unless you can find people willing to swop which is rare... hahaha, bo bian la, too smart is like that one, have wisdom tooth...
one of the guys in the ship like 2 years older than me hor, no have wisdom tooth at all loh, he say never extract before because no have how to extract... surprised sia, but also make sense la since he is quite stupid de... hahaha
sell duty abit bo hua but hor considering for 5 days mc... quite worth it eh, haha we shall see la... at first everything plan swee swee one within our own watch but when i heard that they are going to reshuffle our watch i sian le... going to change new team which is not bad la, but i prefer my current team though... only consolation is i am not in the same watch as the cannot-make-it indian... indians already have a bad impression on me le, and he made it worse instead of something that can change my mindset about indians... but im not a racist though, girls hate indians more, duno why...
anyway i never expected to be chosen to go for iraq anyway... mainly because i am still a newbie and duno a lot of things... xue keep giving me the faint glimmer of hope that i can go by saying her chief wants me... i appreciate it if he really does want me to go but if hes just saying it just for public relations purposes then i find it sian la kena cheated... from my understanding is that my ship doesnt want to release me because too few people le... they only let me go when they get a replacement for me...
am i such an important asset to my ship that they cannot release me that easily? ya... they need me to clear rubbish, wash dishes, carry things, painting, chipping, sweeping, mopping... in short they need a maid la...
i am so sian loh, i am seriously thinking about talking to my officer about attaching me to other ships for sailing... i dun want to stay in harbour la... sucks like that how to learn... best trainee leh, 2 years time come back together for course again i think i end up worst trainee loh... shall see how la, getting more and more disillusioned in life... i dun wanna end up nua like the rest of the people...
alot of people think that i fear my chief and i would behave very obediently when he is around... thats why they keep lamenting that i am beginning to slack just because my chief is not around anymore... i fear him? no i dun, even if hes around i will find chance to slack one loh... i only hate him thats all... his stupid voice so irritating, talk so much n so loud and so rude somemore... think i gonna show him my stare-me-one-more-time-you-will-die look instead of the fearful look everytime he look at me... cb he so short and useless wanna act like ah beng... hes only know how to talk big and hold the boss's balls one... cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb
but of course la i cannot be so rebellious... what he tell me to do i just do loh... sometimes i will purposely act very shagged so that other people will notice then think to theirselves wah lau francis so ke lian... then they will pity me and treat me nicely when they need me to do things... this is tactics...
told u le i am a simple person who dun ask for much in life... but its the circumstances that forces me to be bad at times... i am simple, but if need be, i am going to be someone who would give everyone a shock of their lives...
that tuesday i go find the big boss to sign something then he noticed that why some officers never sign, i say i will go and ask them to sign but he said no and expected them to do it by themselves... then he demanded to see some officers who didnt sign the book... i tell you i kena stun loh... the first thing on my mind was siao liao la, this time sure kena squeezed in the middle, sure die...
i tell him never mind la i will go and find them but he insisted on seeing the officers and demanding an explanation from them... i thought from that day onwards, i am going to get hell from all the officers liao for making them die... but they never do anything to me though i can already sense that, they are more careful with me le... they afraid to make me do things when they kena again becos of my actions... hahaha
i at first thought the boss not bad person then he come out with that stunt i totally speechless loh... its like tiger who can kill anyone it fancies... but duno good or bad la, i am now considered untouchable le becos of my exceptional performance during the slt and of course the stunt which i did to make all the officers die... news travel fast, the whole ship knows about it and the rest of the ships also in the midst of rumors-circulating machine le...
continue on saturday... now sleepy le...
12:08 AM
November 23, 2005 COLOURED.
chicken nei nei!! who keep listening to the songs sia knn so fast used up bandwidth!!! hahahaha... nvm now i will try to change to another server smaller space but more bandwidth... 5gb bandwidth, let u hear until sian... hahaha
the designer vagina is pretty interesting... seems that people are getting more open le... vagina tightening, sewing up, trimming, remove excess flesh... i thought only prostitutes would do that, but guess who are the ones doing it... it could be your very own girlfriend or friend who did it to make their bf happy or they love themselves too much that they must make their whole body perfect...
what makes a nice looking vagina anyway... some mention about having a symmetrical shape... im wondering why they spend so much money on doing it when only one or two people can see only... its not like you are carrying ur brand new lv bag and showing it off to the public, you cant open ur legs wide wide at the mrt and shout "lai ah lai ah, see the great opening" right... i mean you can try la, and alot of people definitely will see la, and you definitely will go n visit the police station la because the policemen are selfish people, they dun wanna share to the public they just order u to strip in front of them for their own pleasure.... selfish bastards...
why bother making it look so beautiful when you dun use it as your source of ricebowl... those shoot porn video need and those prostitutes loh, unless you really love ur vagina so much that very few minutes you have to check down below and make sure the hair never stand, and all comb nicely then i nothing to say...
to the guys who tell their gers to do that becos they feel the holes are too big, ever wonder why ur dicks so small size? spare a thought for ur gfs please... they never tell you go n stretch your penis or eat tiger penis already good enough le...
12:40 AM
November 20, 2005 COLOURED.
that day... the friday... black friday loh...
i could have killed 4 guys and injured another while my senior did one better than me as he nearly sent 5 people to hell... its a case of one outdoing another eh... hahaha serioulsy that day was no joke la... but duno why everything so suay one, maybe its ill-fated or wat la...
i cant go into much details la, can only say briefly what happened, cos whenever i think of it i always get the shivers... my senior was the one who started the ball rolling... we were supposed to receive some ppl from the shore when w are already out at sea... then have to go and prepare the ladder for ppl to climb in ma, guess what, the ladder wasnt properly secured... like only one side like that put nicely but the other side not in place yet loh... nobody noticed it until when they are returning back n coming down then they see how come the thing so loose... what happened next is history... my senior kena fucked loh...
that was in the afternoon, i was still okay with my performance and all... until evening time... must use the crane t bring the boat back onto the ship... then duno why the knot i tie to the crane not tight enough, the thing just slipped off the crane loh... the thing is, only i alone saw it, the rest never even notice it at all... then i was thinking should i tell them or not or just let them find out for themselves... but shit la, if i dun tell them first the ones below are going to suffer and tey are innocent loh... so i just fucked it la, kena fuck kena fuck loh i alerted them of the thing... then they just tell me go one side while they carry on with the thing...
deep inside i was thinking siao liao la, when its finished my PO will come and fucked me upside down, not only him, alot others whose lives have been entrusted to me... but duno why they didnt say a thing at all... he did some something, but he wasnt scolding me at all, he just said...
"francis, do you know what you have done just now"
he didnt raise his voice or speak sternly, it was in a friendly tone...
i just lowered my head and said yes i know where i went wrong...
that wasnt the end of my misery... whenever we are going to come alongside the wharf liao loh... the stupid person at the wharf never see on top, i throw the thing for them to catch then so nearly hit his head loh... tt thing if thrown from some height is very dangerous leh... but also my fault la for not shouting to attract attention before i commence my throw...
my senior and i committed grave mistakes that we could live to regret... he got himself some major punishment... but me... i can thank my lucky stars, they didnt punish me at all... 1
though if u look at it now, u may think nothing much wat... but i tell u that day it got me thinking... life can be so short sometimes... because death might not be caused by ownself but others also affect ur chances of living if they are not careful...
i was scared after that... i didnt talk to anyone at all... the only thing that i thought of is to call her and tell her something though its of no use already... call me silly but its such a relief to hear her voice... if u were in my shoes, you wouldnt find it silly to find ur loved ones immediately when something terrible has happened...
i am still suffering from the after effects of the incident but slowly recovering la...
10:04 PM
November 19, 2005 COLOURED.
yesterday's sailing is something which i would want to forget... knn from start to end kena fucked left right up down... they see any holes in me they just wanna poke inside...
morning one is not my fault leh... its obvious i not very good wif my seamanship so i am always abit slow in doing things de... i dun like ropes, its that simple.... chicken someone tell me go inside check something out... i cannot find then say dun have but later i saw it liao so i bring it up loh... then the crazy guy go down to see wat i was doing and say why never do this why never do that... knn say like i duno like that... i know la but then i was doing something else leh...
the most stupid thing is that particular ball buoy is always like that secured one and no one said a thing about it in the past... then he today say who teach you to secure like that one... wtf, long ago it was already like that le loh... then i bo bian lan lan suck thumb sit one corner and sulk loh...
morning one kena fucked for nothing is not a good way to start your day loh... somemore that day before i onli sleep 3 hours only because need to do my own department stuff... all thanks to the officer doing duty that day la... at first i thought no have firedrill because everyone so busy doing things and the next day got sailing ma... how i know i eating halfway at 850pm like that then kena the drill liao...
and the firedrill was the worst i have ever seen since the day i first learnt the quartermaster duties... everything went wrong loh and ppl dun seem interested to correct them either... everything is wrong, everyone blaming one another trying to find culprit...
then the rest i get fucked is i deserved it la... but why did i do it i also duno... elaborate more later when i am more awake... until now still haben sleep... intend to go tanning and sleep one hahhaa...
4:05 AM
November 17, 2005 COLOURED.
the sicko chicken break dances better than me!!!
2:59 AM
in the midst of completing my template... not quite complete yet, but i thought i better have something to show before i am kept busy tml n on friday when i have no time for anything le... hahaha write about other stuff later when i free... remind me abt harry pottter ok? haha... meanwhile enjoy jay chou's new album on the site...
1:33 AM
November 14, 2005 COLOURED.
bloggers are getting more n more attention le... but how come no newspapers want to interview me eh... because i never put nude pics of me issit... wah lau i already sacrificed my snoopy le loh what more do u guys want... tsk tsk, got an inch now want a metre sia... like they say, no news is good news... i also dun wan too much publicity anyway, wait too many girls come disturb me i feel very paisey to turn them away... whahahahahha
the king of lameness is back :)
i dun like to be referred to as lame though, i prefer joker, sounds more professional and more class ma... lame is like slapstick which i dun like because i duno why do people want to slap the stick... so kinky sia... slapping the stick... ouCh!
there is a clear line between funny and lame really... one can walk properly, the other cant... so obvious right, anyway i can walk properly what, i dun hop on one leg, limp on one leg, catwalk, or walk with legs open big big... so i aint lame, im funny :)
so sad sia, the school teacher kena blacklisted just because she go and say something about her personal thoughts... teacher so what, also can hiao lai hiao qu ma, right or not xiao jun, hahahhaa.. you mean being a teacher must go church on weekends stay home accompany parents or grandparents or go library, then dress like lao auntie, cannot wear color bras cannot wear gstrings, cannot let their hair down, cannot dye hair, cannot drink, cannot gamble, cannot scold vulgarities, must remain virgin...
this type of person if u can find then tell me, i will teach her how to swim... wearing bikini of cos... hahahahaha...
no such person exist la, but if u are looking for male version got leh, is me, the ideal guy for a girl to bring home for their parents to scrutinise... LOL
except i dun go church la, i stay home lying around like tare panda...
its unfair for her la to behonest... if me i in navy then i am supposed to write about the water and the water and the water and the water and the water issit... cannot write about the land or the air otherwise people will start picking on me liao... oh yea, other than the water i can write about the number of big butt girls in the navy that we possess... absolutely out of this world... next time i go out to orchard no need to see them wear uniform also can identify which one is in the navy and which one is not... hahahhaa... duno why but navy houses girls with big butts... so guys with butt fetishes who dun mind their size can come and take a look at the big butt open houses... :D
today got the slt... dun ask me what is slt... just some kinda test la... beforehand everyone got the question paper le, so they all happy happy come to ship today prepared to score high marks for today's test... but guess what, we got a shock when we found out that they will be making us do another set of papers... all suddenly sian half then three quarter then sian full liao... they sulk la, but also cannot show it to the officers wait they know the papers have been leaked out...
then practical so power loh the questions... luckily i not the first one to go, is my lrns go take first then he one of the more intellect one among us so he know how to do all... then he came down and told us later how to tackle his questions which will be posed to us... really la if he never say the first 2 questions how to do i think alot of us also got problem loh... i confirm dun even know what to do de...
but hor... i am vey satisfied with my theory part... hehehe i never tell the rest la but i see i got all correct except for one question... hahahaha so happy... and i feel like i am so smart when i knew they got more wrongs than me... hhahaha told u le, their position can give up to me, i shall take over them and rule my department... hahaha... but i never tell them la, wait they say i arrogant then give me hell... i just tell them i got more rights than wrongs can liao... hahaha
i really find it stupid to be living in a bunch of people who always ask you all sorts of dumb questions which you duno how to answer then they scold u say why you dunoo.. but actually they also duno they just put on a front nia... this was very obvious based on todays test loh... i can say i am the 2nd highest after my lrns... he i cannot fight la, is he who lay the foundation for me one leh... then he also very smart smart de... too bad he going to be posted to other places soon...
template lazy to change la, u wan u can change for me loh... hahaha sunflower where got girly girly...
11:13 PM
November 12, 2005 COLOURED.
i cant believe i spent the whole saturday at home doing nothing but play game... the sun is good, i can go suntan but i just dun feel like it... trying to bluff myself i am alright and everything is fine... but... i should be okay la... hahaha... duno leh but this kind of feeling is worse than the one i felt 3 years ago...
totally absolutely no mood to say something funny now... give me a months time...
11:25 PM
to be happy with someone, you must have felt sad before...
what i didnt expect was the sadness came so fast...
i really duno what to react when i saw the message the moment i came back from sailing...
shell-shocked
stunned
stoned
world stop spinning
time stopped
heart stopped
eyes popped out
while the rest were talking, they didnt notice i was beginning to tear under the bright moonlight... i was sniffing but i just told them i got cold... not since that fateful incident have i ever felt so sad before... shit this one is the #1 on my sad list loh...
to leave me like this is so... shit la i think i am going to be quieter than before le...
:(
to like someone is easy
to love someone takes time
to forget someone takes eternity
how can you expect me to be the same old rubbish bin that i was, amusing you always... no doubt i need the drive to get me improving on my work but that was not the drive which i expected... but i wun blame you girl, because i love you too much to even do tat... frens we shall be but....
if you are reading this, i remember you saying the 3 words... so simple yet meant so much to me... god shit i am tearing, cannot la like that, i will become the very same guy which i always laughed at for being so weak when their gfs dun wan them... shit i shall find something to entertain myself... wun find gers la, i am not a bastard k... i am a snag... hahahaha
12:19 AM
November 04, 2005 COLOURED.
as of november 3rd... ur lovable xiao hong is single no more...
he's unsingle
he's attached
he's unavailable
he has been struck by love
yesh, the world's most eligible bachelor has been taken away... to all the secret admirers out there... sorry i told u didnt i, want me u have to come n get me... but none did so dun go n cry in some corner or what ok because i dun give a damn... LOL
the whole world can grieve to the lost of a man who knows how to treat a girl right.... (vomits vomits vomits) hahahha talk cock la, i am new to relationships leh...
but i am not joking, the silent killer is really in a relationship le... cheers jokers haha... talk more later, i go meet my ger le
8:34 PM
November 01, 2005 COLOURED.
i did something which i think i would have never done b4... such is the mystery of life which unlocks my hidden persona when i least expects it... now im feeling deja vu all over again... the exact same thing happened 3 years ago... somemore at around this point of time, so coincidental le ba... only this time i am bolder by at least 300%...
things i have did to a person which i would have never done b4 in the past:
1. get her hp number
2. sending gdnite msgs
3. secretly planning a big thing on my bdae just with her alone
4. finding excuses with frens just so i can be free to meet her
5. giving up easy money over a simple promise
6. asking her out
7. going to ktv with a ger alone
8. give tuition
9. overspend hp bill due to over msging
hmm wat else...
10.confess
realli i duno wats up with me... all the abovementioned things... u beat me until i die n cannot get up becos i die liao i die die wun do de loh in the past...
for making me do all this in like wat? a matter of days? that is someone special for you...
shall continue on wednesday... now too steam liao... still haben slp, later go back ship duty.. hahaha
4:22 AM
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November 30, 2005 COLOURED.
my my... yesterday duty i actually cannot wake up in time for my watch at 1130pm... wah lan eh, so surprised that i am so tired loh... lie down on the bed at around 9pm then i think i concussed liao... usually is the 230am one which i always struggle to wake up on time...
lack of sleep is getting more n more common ever since i started playing dota... like every weekday onli sleep 4 hours like that only loh... then go work always steam steam... last time even worse, play until next morning then go work straight away... onboard ship they tell me do what i also abit cannot absorb because my brain still abit in the dreamland... eh, not a bit... is A LOT!... my head always feel so light and my body seems to float... machiam i am this highly religious man who has attained the next level of meditation until i learn how to leviatate myself liao... so lack of sleep is good for those fatties who want to bluff themselves that they are still light because you do feel light... hahaha
today so special can go boat quay for some lion trail tour... hahaha like pri sch sec sch those excursions which the schools always organise after exams so that students dun go and fuck in the school compounds and distract the teachers from participating as well as they have to mark their papers... kinda stupid la, but at least good leh, can get out of the ship, no one to chase after you... yea i have enough suitors, so irritating sia, hahahha... talk cock la, all wanna chase me for work, this never do, that never do... got chance to run away then run loh... hahhaa
long time no see office ladies le... hahhaha way way way way way so much better than seeing so many butts who can rival JLo in the navy loh... felt stupid la, being singaporean then still have to go on this tour to know our country better... so xia suay leh, like alot of things we all duno loh...
the guide was talking about the various sculptures along the singapore river as part of the arts scene... wonder why they pay so much for all these sia... bring in all the arty farty movies ma, all the korean japanese asian movies that are worth watching... too bad my movies all lost le never watch... the sculpture so expensive for wat, just to let the kids sit on it and have a photo taken... the kid happy happy go urine on the sculpture... not happy then go shit on the thing... nonetheless i was interested at one sculpture only... and the was the first one she inro la, the rest not that interesting save for the kampung kidws tt one which is just by the side of the river one...
the picture above is fernando botero's bird... looks like some game boss like that... hahahaha he's well known for making his things all looked puffed up plump plump... like fat bastard like that... just that a cuter version... hahaha...
the guide showed us around some places... but i think one day i would go to the arts house and have a look la... she never bring us in but inside looks interesting... anyway they got screen a good lawyer's wife leh... hahaha got sex scenes de, watched before... :D
go the parliament house i am so surprised that it is actually so small... tv always show like very big like that, machiam got many many storeys like that... in reality no storeys loh... and i understand why the MPs are always caught sleeping in tv le... their chairs look so comfortable loh... i mean the normal seats for us already can doze off liao, i guess their seats no need to say la...
then we took the bus to the changi chapel and museum... and then the boring mentions about the war memorials blah blah blah come... saw some christian murals around n the guide was telling stories again... i always wondered are good artists all are christians meh, why i like never c satanic murals before... maybe followers of satan are not very good artists... whatever la, the only thing i enjoyed was the bus ride... i slept throughout... :X
so tired loh i tell u, reach bugis liao where they let us alight i still duno where am i le... and somemore i very slow then leave the bus... cannot think well... hahhaha
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November 29, 2005 COLOURED.
cb la, i think i am going to get confine again...
crazy one la, want us to know wat foreign warship has entered our harbour and all... duno cannot meh, wah lan i think he go ask any other PO i think they also duno... knn, we duno then kena scolding, like we got so much time like that to go find out... err actually got time la because i even got time to rest for a while after lunchtime le hahaa... but fuck la rest time is rest time, not work... somemore this week so busy with so many inspections going on he expect us to know this stupid thing...
then he go on about this small thing we also cant be bothered then how can they be assured that everything is in safe hands when they assigned us bigger tasks... at first i didnt know how naggy he was... until today loh...
sickening sia he hold us back for bloody 2 hours... talk so much, waste so much time, keep telling us what punishment we want.... last time when i was a trainee i always say i let him decide but i dun like to punish myself, so sadist man, i am not into sm... i am more of a tlc person la... hahaha or should i say that i prefered to be sm-ed than go sm ownself...
he everytime say is it worth it or not, of course not worth it la, but do we deserve it? of course not! cb want us to know these things for what when we got much more impt things to do... everyone is not happy but cannot say to him upfront la... say liao only die one word... the most he left you off but for the rest of ur life onboard ship sure kena aimed... so bo bian have to suck thumb and eat humble pie...
life in my ship is like playing a patience game... if you are an impatient person, chances you wun last long... be a slave, they wan sex, u give them sex, they wan u to eat shit, u go eat shit... just endure... slipknot sang a song with this line "bidding my time until the time is ripe"... so im waiting for the right moment, because then you know revenge never tastes so sweet! my senior said knowledge is king... and i shall work hard, i shall humiliate those who wanted us dead... i shall surpass my seniors...
but...
all that is talk, i can only dream of it...
too lazy to work to even achieve that, because i think i will have to stay in everyday to reach that level of zai-ness where even officers dun dare to touch you... so there you go, me crapping again... hahaa
duno why they mind so much when they dun hear u greeting them... crazy, i dun even to greet my parents or sister loh and they expect me to greet who? people who are my superiors whom i am not even close to... heck the only person i greet is the one i loved loh... the rest dun get to hear it from my golden mouth la...
sucks loh, dun greet never mind leh, is they make it look like everything is ok on the ouside, then hor they go and complain to my department people and my POs have to tell me to go n greet people because they dun wan to receive or hear any more complaints about me.... like what the fuck, no one said a thing, i assume everything i did was right... cb, you love to hear good morning good afternoon so much i shall record it down and play it continously over the PA system every 5 minutes...
oh ya, about the confinement, i am not confined yet, but most prolly yea... hahaha because i think no matter what we are going to get confined anyway... he wanted us to do this specific task within this week... sounds simple but he confirm will ask something which is not from that scope one... that cunning fag, he die die will make us stay back if he fancies it... so i can just say this saturday and sunday i will be at ship loh... dun bother dating me, its a waste of time... hahaha if theres any date at all...
ok... last but not least, u want me to mention u right... dun regret hor!
meihui i love you!
hahahhahahaa... relax dun suffer from asthma attack, still friends k :P
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November 27, 2005 COLOURED.
loansharks are having it hard these days... they lend people money then still have to pay money... its a lose-lose business but duno why are they still doing it... maybe they are the good samaritans who donate out of their own money to the "charities" and the "charities" dun appreciate what the sharkies have done for them...
they are so poor thing you know, they lend ppl money then dun have enough money for themselves to type and print out a letter to their borrowers' homes, end up have to use paint and write on their walls... somemore they kena ridiculed for being so childish to vandalise the walls... wah liew, give them some money la then they will buy a good pentium 4 computer where they can write letters to their borrowers and also keep a database using ms access wat... keeping records in paper is so out of date le... not that they dun wan la, is they no money!!!
i duno how they make profit la, lend ppl money then ppl run away dun wan to pay... friend lend friend money and friend run away is already very cb liao... then loanshark lend stranger money, the stranger dun wan to pay is cb already right, stranger worst than a cb lj go n tell the police to catch loanshark... imagine friend lend friend money and the borrower tell police and police catch the lender... what kind of logic is that... the world is so unfair!!
loansharks also got families to feed ok... dun think they tattoos all over and burly and so crude no one want hor... they attract all the beauty queens and pretty girls becos they are bad boys... thats what the gers always say right, they like bad boys compared to nice guys... ya so these guys have the most chio gers and of course they have families la... imagine keep lending money where u get ur income, somemore no one return you money and the police keep chasing you becos too yandao liao even the police also interested in u... but they dun like u for what u are, they chase the sharkies for their money... sounds familiar... some girls also go after men for money... police = women :X
pity them when news are out that the lawmakers are condemning the sharkies to hell... no doubt hell is nice and warm but putting them to bankruptcy is no good... maybe they are jealous of the fact that they have such beautiful wives they want the husbands to go bankrupt so that they can take over them... hahaha nice people are nice on the outside but evil on the inside just for ur info yea... hahahaha
hopefully some sharkies have seen what i have written then they will form a sharkie association and make me their official spokesperson who will rally for them... long live sharkies! hahaha, who knows next time i borrow money from them they give me free credit...
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November 25, 2005 COLOURED.
wtf thats boa??? looks like kim ha neul sia... speaking of her... long time no see asian movies le... missed them so many never see... but lazy to download also haha...
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my officer broke the news to me that i cannot go iraq liao... if i am still together with her then maybe i wun feel anything ba, can spend more time with her... but then again we are not together liao, so abit the sian la, cannot go + no extra money... unless buy duty loh, but now not a lot are selling liao hahaha...
i think end up i am the one who has to go and sell duty because i going to pull my wisdom tooth out next month... the good thing about it? 5 days mc... the bad thing? no one to cover ur duty unless you can find people willing to swop which is rare... hahaha, bo bian la, too smart is like that one, have wisdom tooth...
one of the guys in the ship like 2 years older than me hor, no have wisdom tooth at all loh, he say never extract before because no have how to extract... surprised sia, but also make sense la since he is quite stupid de... hahaha
sell duty abit bo hua but hor considering for 5 days mc... quite worth it eh, haha we shall see la... at first everything plan swee swee one within our own watch but when i heard that they are going to reshuffle our watch i sian le... going to change new team which is not bad la, but i prefer my current team though... only consolation is i am not in the same watch as the cannot-make-it indian... indians already have a bad impression on me le, and he made it worse instead of something that can change my mindset about indians... but im not a racist though, girls hate indians more, duno why...
anyway i never expected to be chosen to go for iraq anyway... mainly because i am still a newbie and duno a lot of things... xue keep giving me the faint glimmer of hope that i can go by saying her chief wants me... i appreciate it if he really does want me to go but if hes just saying it just for public relations purposes then i find it sian la kena cheated... from my understanding is that my ship doesnt want to release me because too few people le... they only let me go when they get a replacement for me...
am i such an important asset to my ship that they cannot release me that easily? ya... they need me to clear rubbish, wash dishes, carry things, painting, chipping, sweeping, mopping... in short they need a maid la...
i am so sian loh, i am seriously thinking about talking to my officer about attaching me to other ships for sailing... i dun want to stay in harbour la... sucks like that how to learn... best trainee leh, 2 years time come back together for course again i think i end up worst trainee loh... shall see how la, getting more and more disillusioned in life... i dun wanna end up nua like the rest of the people...
alot of people think that i fear my chief and i would behave very obediently when he is around... thats why they keep lamenting that i am beginning to slack just because my chief is not around anymore... i fear him? no i dun, even if hes around i will find chance to slack one loh... i only hate him thats all... his stupid voice so irritating, talk so much n so loud and so rude somemore... think i gonna show him my stare-me-one-more-time-you-will-die look instead of the fearful look everytime he look at me... cb he so short and useless wanna act like ah beng... hes only know how to talk big and hold the boss's balls one... cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb
but of course la i cannot be so rebellious... what he tell me to do i just do loh... sometimes i will purposely act very shagged so that other people will notice then think to theirselves wah lau francis so ke lian... then they will pity me and treat me nicely when they need me to do things... this is tactics...
told u le i am a simple person who dun ask for much in life... but its the circumstances that forces me to be bad at times... i am simple, but if need be, i am going to be someone who would give everyone a shock of their lives...
that tuesday i go find the big boss to sign something then he noticed that why some officers never sign, i say i will go and ask them to sign but he said no and expected them to do it by themselves... then he demanded to see some officers who didnt sign the book... i tell you i kena stun loh... the first thing on my mind was siao liao la, this time sure kena squeezed in the middle, sure die...
i tell him never mind la i will go and find them but he insisted on seeing the officers and demanding an explanation from them... i thought from that day onwards, i am going to get hell from all the officers liao for making them die... but they never do anything to me though i can already sense that, they are more careful with me le... they afraid to make me do things when they kena again becos of my actions... hahaha
i at first thought the boss not bad person then he come out with that stunt i totally speechless loh... its like tiger who can kill anyone it fancies... but duno good or bad la, i am now considered untouchable le becos of my exceptional performance during the slt and of course the stunt which i did to make all the officers die... news travel fast, the whole ship knows about it and the rest of the ships also in the midst of rumors-circulating machine le...
continue on saturday... now sleepy le...
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November 23, 2005 COLOURED.
chicken nei nei!! who keep listening to the songs sia knn so fast used up bandwidth!!! hahahaha... nvm now i will try to change to another server smaller space but more bandwidth... 5gb bandwidth, let u hear until sian... hahaha
the designer vagina is pretty interesting... seems that people are getting more open le... vagina tightening, sewing up, trimming, remove excess flesh... i thought only prostitutes would do that, but guess who are the ones doing it... it could be your very own girlfriend or friend who did it to make their bf happy or they love themselves too much that they must make their whole body perfect...
what makes a nice looking vagina anyway... some mention about having a symmetrical shape... im wondering why they spend so much money on doing it when only one or two people can see only... its not like you are carrying ur brand new lv bag and showing it off to the public, you cant open ur legs wide wide at the mrt and shout "lai ah lai ah, see the great opening" right... i mean you can try la, and alot of people definitely will see la, and you definitely will go n visit the police station la because the policemen are selfish people, they dun wanna share to the public they just order u to strip in front of them for their own pleasure.... selfish bastards...
why bother making it look so beautiful when you dun use it as your source of ricebowl... those shoot porn video need and those prostitutes loh, unless you really love ur vagina so much that very few minutes you have to check down below and make sure the hair never stand, and all comb nicely then i nothing to say...
to the guys who tell their gers to do that becos they feel the holes are too big, ever wonder why ur dicks so small size? spare a thought for ur gfs please... they never tell you go n stretch your penis or eat tiger penis already good enough le...
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November 20, 2005 COLOURED.
that day... the friday... black friday loh...
i could have killed 4 guys and injured another while my senior did one better than me as he nearly sent 5 people to hell... its a case of one outdoing another eh... hahaha serioulsy that day was no joke la... but duno why everything so suay one, maybe its ill-fated or wat la...
i cant go into much details la, can only say briefly what happened, cos whenever i think of it i always get the shivers... my senior was the one who started the ball rolling... we were supposed to receive some ppl from the shore when w are already out at sea... then have to go and prepare the ladder for ppl to climb in ma, guess what, the ladder wasnt properly secured... like only one side like that put nicely but the other side not in place yet loh... nobody noticed it until when they are returning back n coming down then they see how come the thing so loose... what happened next is history... my senior kena fucked loh...
that was in the afternoon, i was still okay with my performance and all... until evening time... must use the crane t bring the boat back onto the ship... then duno why the knot i tie to the crane not tight enough, the thing just slipped off the crane loh... the thing is, only i alone saw it, the rest never even notice it at all... then i was thinking should i tell them or not or just let them find out for themselves... but shit la, if i dun tell them first the ones below are going to suffer and tey are innocent loh... so i just fucked it la, kena fuck kena fuck loh i alerted them of the thing... then they just tell me go one side while they carry on with the thing...
deep inside i was thinking siao liao la, when its finished my PO will come and fucked me upside down, not only him, alot others whose lives have been entrusted to me... but duno why they didnt say a thing at all... he did some something, but he wasnt scolding me at all, he just said...
"francis, do you know what you have done just now"
he didnt raise his voice or speak sternly, it was in a friendly tone...
i just lowered my head and said yes i know where i went wrong...
that wasnt the end of my misery... whenever we are going to come alongside the wharf liao loh... the stupid person at the wharf never see on top, i throw the thing for them to catch then so nearly hit his head loh... tt thing if thrown from some height is very dangerous leh... but also my fault la for not shouting to attract attention before i commence my throw...
my senior and i committed grave mistakes that we could live to regret... he got himself some major punishment... but me... i can thank my lucky stars, they didnt punish me at all... 1
though if u look at it now, u may think nothing much wat... but i tell u that day it got me thinking... life can be so short sometimes... because death might not be caused by ownself but others also affect ur chances of living if they are not careful...
i was scared after that... i didnt talk to anyone at all... the only thing that i thought of is to call her and tell her something though its of no use already... call me silly but its such a relief to hear her voice... if u were in my shoes, you wouldnt find it silly to find ur loved ones immediately when something terrible has happened...
i am still suffering from the after effects of the incident but slowly recovering la...
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November 19, 2005 COLOURED.
yesterday's sailing is something which i would want to forget... knn from start to end kena fucked left right up down... they see any holes in me they just wanna poke inside...
morning one is not my fault leh... its obvious i not very good wif my seamanship so i am always abit slow in doing things de... i dun like ropes, its that simple.... chicken someone tell me go inside check something out... i cannot find then say dun have but later i saw it liao so i bring it up loh... then the crazy guy go down to see wat i was doing and say why never do this why never do that... knn say like i duno like that... i know la but then i was doing something else leh...
the most stupid thing is that particular ball buoy is always like that secured one and no one said a thing about it in the past... then he today say who teach you to secure like that one... wtf, long ago it was already like that le loh... then i bo bian lan lan suck thumb sit one corner and sulk loh...
morning one kena fucked for nothing is not a good way to start your day loh... somemore that day before i onli sleep 3 hours only because need to do my own department stuff... all thanks to the officer doing duty that day la... at first i thought no have firedrill because everyone so busy doing things and the next day got sailing ma... how i know i eating halfway at 850pm like that then kena the drill liao...
and the firedrill was the worst i have ever seen since the day i first learnt the quartermaster duties... everything went wrong loh and ppl dun seem interested to correct them either... everything is wrong, everyone blaming one another trying to find culprit...
then the rest i get fucked is i deserved it la... but why did i do it i also duno... elaborate more later when i am more awake... until now still haben sleep... intend to go tanning and sleep one hahhaa...
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November 17, 2005 COLOURED.
the sicko chicken break dances better than me!!!
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in the midst of completing my template... not quite complete yet, but i thought i better have something to show before i am kept busy tml n on friday when i have no time for anything le... hahaha write about other stuff later when i free... remind me abt harry pottter ok? haha... meanwhile enjoy jay chou's new album on the site...
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November 14, 2005 COLOURED.
bloggers are getting more n more attention le... but how come no newspapers want to interview me eh... because i never put nude pics of me issit... wah lau i already sacrificed my snoopy le loh what more do u guys want... tsk tsk, got an inch now want a metre sia... like they say, no news is good news... i also dun wan too much publicity anyway, wait too many girls come disturb me i feel very paisey to turn them away... whahahahahha
the king of lameness is back :)
i dun like to be referred to as lame though, i prefer joker, sounds more professional and more class ma... lame is like slapstick which i dun like because i duno why do people want to slap the stick... so kinky sia... slapping the stick... ouCh!
there is a clear line between funny and lame really... one can walk properly, the other cant... so obvious right, anyway i can walk properly what, i dun hop on one leg, limp on one leg, catwalk, or walk with legs open big big... so i aint lame, im funny :)
so sad sia, the school teacher kena blacklisted just because she go and say something about her personal thoughts... teacher so what, also can hiao lai hiao qu ma, right or not xiao jun, hahahhaa.. you mean being a teacher must go church on weekends stay home accompany parents or grandparents or go library, then dress like lao auntie, cannot wear color bras cannot wear gstrings, cannot let their hair down, cannot dye hair, cannot drink, cannot gamble, cannot scold vulgarities, must remain virgin...
this type of person if u can find then tell me, i will teach her how to swim... wearing bikini of cos... hahahahaha...
no such person exist la, but if u are looking for male version got leh, is me, the ideal guy for a girl to bring home for their parents to scrutinise... LOL
except i dun go church la, i stay home lying around like tare panda...
its unfair for her la to behonest... if me i in navy then i am supposed to write about the water and the water and the water and the water and the water issit... cannot write about the land or the air otherwise people will start picking on me liao... oh yea, other than the water i can write about the number of big butt girls in the navy that we possess... absolutely out of this world... next time i go out to orchard no need to see them wear uniform also can identify which one is in the navy and which one is not... hahahhaa... duno why but navy houses girls with big butts... so guys with butt fetishes who dun mind their size can come and take a look at the big butt open houses... :D
today got the slt... dun ask me what is slt... just some kinda test la... beforehand everyone got the question paper le, so they all happy happy come to ship today prepared to score high marks for today's test... but guess what, we got a shock when we found out that they will be making us do another set of papers... all suddenly sian half then three quarter then sian full liao... they sulk la, but also cannot show it to the officers wait they know the papers have been leaked out...
then practical so power loh the questions... luckily i not the first one to go, is my lrns go take first then he one of the more intellect one among us so he know how to do all... then he came down and told us later how to tackle his questions which will be posed to us... really la if he never say the first 2 questions how to do i think alot of us also got problem loh... i confirm dun even know what to do de...
but hor... i am vey satisfied with my theory part... hehehe i never tell the rest la but i see i got all correct except for one question... hahahaha so happy... and i feel like i am so smart when i knew they got more wrongs than me... hhahaha told u le, their position can give up to me, i shall take over them and rule my department... hahaha... but i never tell them la, wait they say i arrogant then give me hell... i just tell them i got more rights than wrongs can liao... hahaha
i really find it stupid to be living in a bunch of people who always ask you all sorts of dumb questions which you duno how to answer then they scold u say why you dunoo.. but actually they also duno they just put on a front nia... this was very obvious based on todays test loh... i can say i am the 2nd highest after my lrns... he i cannot fight la, is he who lay the foundation for me one leh... then he also very smart smart de... too bad he going to be posted to other places soon...
template lazy to change la, u wan u can change for me loh... hahaha sunflower where got girly girly...
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November 12, 2005 COLOURED.
i cant believe i spent the whole saturday at home doing nothing but play game... the sun is good, i can go suntan but i just dun feel like it... trying to bluff myself i am alright and everything is fine... but... i should be okay la... hahaha... duno leh but this kind of feeling is worse than the one i felt 3 years ago...
totally absolutely no mood to say something funny now... give me a months time...
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to be happy with someone, you must have felt sad before...
what i didnt expect was the sadness came so fast...
i really duno what to react when i saw the message the moment i came back from sailing...
shell-shocked
stunned
stoned
world stop spinning
time stopped
heart stopped
eyes popped out
while the rest were talking, they didnt notice i was beginning to tear under the bright moonlight... i was sniffing but i just told them i got cold... not since that fateful incident have i ever felt so sad before... shit this one is the #1 on my sad list loh...
to leave me like this is so... shit la i think i am going to be quieter than before le...
:(
to like someone is easy
to love someone takes time
to forget someone takes eternity
how can you expect me to be the same old rubbish bin that i was, amusing you always... no doubt i need the drive to get me improving on my work but that was not the drive which i expected... but i wun blame you girl, because i love you too much to even do tat... frens we shall be but....
if you are reading this, i remember you saying the 3 words... so simple yet meant so much to me... god shit i am tearing, cannot la like that, i will become the very same guy which i always laughed at for being so weak when their gfs dun wan them... shit i shall find something to entertain myself... wun find gers la, i am not a bastard k... i am a snag... hahahaha
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November 04, 2005 COLOURED.
as of november 3rd... ur lovable xiao hong is single no more...
he's unsingle
he's attached
he's unavailable
he has been struck by love
yesh, the world's most eligible bachelor has been taken away... to all the secret admirers out there... sorry i told u didnt i, want me u have to come n get me... but none did so dun go n cry in some corner or what ok because i dun give a damn... LOL
the whole world can grieve to the lost of a man who knows how to treat a girl right.... (vomits vomits vomits) hahahha talk cock la, i am new to relationships leh...
but i am not joking, the silent killer is really in a relationship le... cheers jokers haha... talk more later, i go meet my ger le
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November 01, 2005 COLOURED.
i did something which i think i would have never done b4... such is the mystery of life which unlocks my hidden persona when i least expects it... now im feeling deja vu all over again... the exact same thing happened 3 years ago... somemore at around this point of time, so coincidental le ba... only this time i am bolder by at least 300%...
things i have did to a person which i would have never done b4 in the past:
1. get her hp number
2. sending gdnite msgs
3. secretly planning a big thing on my bdae just with her alone
4. finding excuses with frens just so i can be free to meet her
5. giving up easy money over a simple promise
6. asking her out
7. going to ktv with a ger alone
8. give tuition
9. overspend hp bill due to over msging
hmm wat else...
10.confess
realli i duno wats up with me... all the abovementioned things... u beat me until i die n cannot get up becos i die liao i die die wun do de loh in the past...
for making me do all this in like wat? a matter of days? that is someone special for you...
shall continue on wednesday... now too steam liao... still haben slp, later go back ship duty.. hahaha
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hello, i am F.Lee
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Was a active blogger with some following in the past. now im back to blogging again for the world to listen to what i have to say almost about anything under the sky. some say im witty some say im bitchy but i am just a quiet and shy introvert with a different perspective from the rest. takes a long time to warm up to people but once i do, its hard to get rid of me. =D
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I love MUSIC
Music here! Get from Imeem.
Lyrics of music here!!
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