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July 22, 2005 COLOURED.


today seems very surreal, becos everything looks n behaves so fake... first time go school no need to worry about anything... go in so fucking ba long long and machiam i am big vip like that... hahaha u cant do anything to me really... today pass out leh... enjoy while i can before i go n die inside the ship...

and the best trainee award goes to...

*drumrolls*

yours truly

its the L conspiracy la i tell you...

becos the prize they give is lee kuan yew books, so the winner must go to the same surname one, u understand? never mind, i also dun understand why give me such books which i dun read... they should like give 1 year free subscription of fhm or maxim or similiar mags like that genre...

its ok though, can put on my cupboard to impress visitors, esp gers just to show how well-learned i am... with the plastic protective cover still intact, i can test who is bimbo n who is not, haha...

all i can say is... i tink we didnt pass out nicely enough... wan to end liao still give the instructors all sorts of trouble until i really duno wat to say... i said there will be a no holds barred once i come back n i stick by my words...

everyone was anticipating my speech after they saw my draft that day... well i actually edited it a little yesterday so i guess i spoil the mood a little la hahahhaa... but at least my edited version is more honest... my draft was so fake that i couldnt bear to read it la, though people will c nothing unusual about the speech...

they told me to brace myself for the big secret... i thought it was going to be some news which will be very sian to me... but i only find it very interesting and more curious... hahaha

4:46 PM


even hotter stuff!!!

hahahahahaa, today i feel so enlightened... hahahaha... i am mad... someone send me to hospital...

thanks for all the info guys, but i want to play somemore...

whahahahahahahahahahaa

the one who looks like she's going to eat me up anytime...

whahahahahahahahahahaha

shes the only one who can still find time to joke with me in the middle of the night when i am supposed to be sleeping... i wanna test her... and i wanna be eaten by her... tt day her eyes... wild signs... only then can i know the real reason...

12:40 AM

July 21, 2005 COLOURED.


LOL i got some hot stuff fresh from the oven!

i heard some really damn interesting things i couldnt have imagine... hahahaa... looks like robin n i have to go for tiger shows to chill eh... whahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahha

i still dun believe it... but... lol i dun care.... hahahahahhaha... dun worry la my friends n enemies... i listen to all sorts of crap and the more the merrier...

u know wats my first response when i heard that... -------- HENG AH!

whahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahahhahaha

thanks for spying for me nonetheless... i may look gullible... sometimes i m indeed gullible... but most times i m not dumb... heck a quiet person always know more than any ppl becos he does things without anyone knowing... yes, u wouldnt know what i have done... i may look disinterested, but i am thinking... thinking thinking thinking...

in the end... i still wanna whahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha... i tink i am crazy...

11:28 PM


its thursday... and i am out... hahahha... and i wanna say something loh... no holds barred... about my class... but not now... wait til i come back from bangkok ba... i am going to give a very honest opinion le, dun care about what ppl think liao... may piss ppl off, but who cares, i am going to hell soon... hahaha

maybe its a bit too late to tok abt nkf... but whatever, u r never too late to whine anything about nkf... nkf sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa arks arks arks arks arks arks arks arks

so everyone has been making a big fuss over the amount of money n reserves they have and how they spent it... the question is not why the board are so greedy... instead it should be what took us so long to find out the money they donated is not being utilised properly...

year in year out, so many charity shows has been held... n the number has been ever increasing... nkf alone has the kidney, cancer, children... add together u have 6 shows a year by nkf alone... n the average amount of donations they collected is 5million per show... can u imagine... 5 * 6 = 30million in a year... an excellent turnover for a corporate company... but freaking obscene for a charitable organisation...

cancel off all the subsidies n deductions watsoever, do they realli spend 30million a year on helping the patients? i tink 30 million is sufficient to give free treatment liao loh... 30 million is enough for me to retire... heck i think 10million i also happy liao, i can donate my remaining 20 million to buy some stupid tank or plane or ship to display on my big garden... hahahaha.

so of cos la, too much money on their hands, what to do... they earn big bucks anyway... the remainder go n buy gold taps loh... plasma tvs for everyone, free cars, free social escorts, free wine, free dine, freee 5 star, free first class... hey, i remember i wrote something like that way back... whatever, ppl oso too much money nth to do so give charity...

i told u i never like charities... cos the ppl sucks, the organisation sucks, wats pitiful is the patients themselves...

$60,000 is peanuts... or was it $600,000... either way it takes me at least 3 years to earn that amount, 6 figure lagi worse... like many many years... hahaha... i think ppl nd to donate to me leh... $60,000 to me is a lot liao loh, its not peanuts... so pls donate to me until i have enough until i can proclaim yea $60,000 is really peanuts...

tml go bangkok loh, and i still haben pack my bag... hahaha, ipod shuffle is nice, though i find 512mb like not enough like that... keep listening to the same songs... or becos i keep listening to audioslave... their new album really nice leh... must go hear... now i trying to force myself to like other bands la... but still haven delete audioslave from my shuffle yet, hehehehe... got gorillaz, coldplay, jamiroquai added extra liao... still no space for royksopp, queens of stone age, bravery, kaizer chiefs, razorlight... wtf...

anyway, my mother duno y so anxious... last week my mother ask me got find any ger in navy or not... -__-

then last sunday she told me go bangkok dun go call chicken... -___-

i am so innocent n guai, how can my mother doubt me... hmm i tink she knows me too well... WHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAa...

we shall see how much temptation can i resist eh... :D

10:55 PM

July 17, 2005 COLOURED.


i got things to do but i lazy to do nia... lol tuesday test i still haben practise yet... chiam liao la...

right now i cant focus properly leh, i waiting for further progress from something... something which i didnt expect but nonetheless a pleasant surprise... i just hope its just a strictly friend friend thing and nothing else... tt day wah lan eh, when i look at her eyes machiam like want to eat me up... WHERE'S MY MUMMY!!!!

hoho, i just bought ipod shuffle for $130... 512mb quite cheap hor... i never buy from retail, bought it from auctions nia... its brand new box never open before one... i thought he is one of those buy the oub discounted price of 129 one but think lai think qu doesnt make sense... whats the use of making $1 profit sia... anyway i met up with him at gombak for payment loh... thank goodness he live west side also or else i have to go all the way to town for the 2nd time... also not bad la if go town, can meet up with xue again... :D

turns out the seller got ipod shuffle for free sia, sign up for singtel broadband one... lucky him, earn free money, i also gain... so cheap loh... hahaha

this month get bonus like spent alot leh... later i going to buy earphones, from what i heard its $148... more expensive than my shuffle player, hahahhaa... going to get shure e2c earphones, should be good ba judging from their reviews... wanted grado sr60 but since they say the shure more suited for outdoors n less bulky than the headphones... i tink the decision has been made le...

i wanted to write about other things, but no time leh... so nua n so lazy to do stuff... hope to get more liberty this week... hahaha impossible la, already used up liao... then next week fly off bangkok le loh... lagi no time... i just scared we thursday night cannot go out, cannot means die... duno how to settle the things liao loh... money haben go n change yet sia...

6:27 PM

July 16, 2005 COLOURED.


am i in the conscious state of mind now? dun tink so... lack of sleep... wanted sleep but my hand itchy go message her... and end up using the late afternoon msg lai msg qu... hahaha... but i wan to last until night before i call it a day... so here goes...

after we rushed back home, cat come out with another stunt again... so i went with max only loh... i thought what everybody will be there liao left only 2 of us late but i didnt know guys are also good at being late as well... by the time we reach there like not a lot of ppl leh... there the crowd quite old la, all 30+ like that... just wanna chill n stuff... so i got my beer and i drink little little loh...

they were playing some games la then i cant drink from my glass in case i lose... otherwise end up i drink super alot... i lose quite a lot la drink until bladder wan to burst then go toilet break for a while... by that time most of the guys have already joined us liao then when i sat down to relax, i felt my stomach isnt feeling very well... starting to feel abit uneasy so i know i have to be careful liao... dun like the smell of vomit and i dun wan to dirty my clothes...

so i just stay down there break for a while, see them play first while i just watch watch loh... anyway i also cant drink much la... i not so stupid know i cannot drink but keep forcing it in end up own body so xin ku for what... all the talk about fuck vomit la, just enjoy can liao is bullshit la i tell u...

these type of fuckers are selfish ppl loh, drink themselves silly... need their friends to bring them back home waste money loh... then somemore vomit oso duno how to vomit vomit on ur clothes, like sai one la these ppl... then bring back liao the next morning they treat it like nothing happen like that, dun even know what u did for them and not a single word of thanks... the only exception is when guy bring ger or ger bring guy home becos they will get sex in return... :D

if u wan to sleep, no need to waste so much money, just give me a call and i will try to knock u off with some nice hard object will do... anyway, im not pinpointing ppl la, just hope tt ppl who drink, drink wisely... if u meant celebrating is actually all about vomitting then up to u loh... everyday we can have a vomitting excercise one no problem...

ok back to where i stop, after i felt my stomach was abit uneasy, xue didnt wan to let me off for letting her drink quite an amount earlier... so we had a go at each other at the 5-10 game... initially she was the one losing but after a while it was a reversal of roles loh... end up i keep losing n keep drinking... but she good la, tell me sip sip can liao, no nd mouth or half... then her fren c oso gian becos she has been wanting to c me drunk ever since i stepped inside the pub... so she took over from xue n quite equal la... win lose win lose until again i lose steam liao keep losing... hahaha, then heng another guy took over from me end up she also drink quite alot...

after that i took a time out la... when i went to the toilet for the second time, i can feel the effects of drinking loh... cant walk straight liao... hahahhaa, feels so funny, i try to keep straight but cannot, legs like jelly... the feeling so weird loh even though u are very conscious of what u r doing but u just cant keep straight... maybe like sex nia, u know u are fucking but duno why u keep going in n out in n out... hahahhaa

i told my friend i cant drink liao n i sat next to her nua-ing... her fren still wan me to drink somemore... so my fren took me out for a breather... when i returned back, i started burping n felt better abit la... but i feel that i cant drink anymore liao loh... so i ust see the rest drink while i still nua beside her and see her drink... she n my fren help me drink alot... i drink 2 or 3 of the bloody big glasses like that only la, compared to the rest of them is like peanuts sia...

i tink drinking is enjoyable when ppl start talking crap... i really had no idea what my master was telling me sia... telling me wat work is work, play is play, ger is ger... really funny la, see him talk so seriously while the rest of us gathering around him laughing our asses out... duno if they are really sober or not... becos he can talk about serious things later when some of them went to the toilet loh...

after that we were supposed to play pool one, but hor we dilly dally until the rest go first, left our ppl still down there talking nonsense again... later everyone settle down liao then some went home loh while the rest go devils...

when i say the rest, i actually meant 4 of us... like from 10 over ppl left 4 of us... lol... my master went drinking again, one guy went slping on the table... leaving wilson n me still awake enough to check out the bar... first time i go clubbing la and i was a bit disappointed loh... so-called the most happening place to be hor, i never expect to see so many guys loh... outnumber the gers by alot... so sian...n so many guys are doing bar-top dancing... wtf sia... lucky i go in free one otherwise i confirm kao bei kao bu one... spend money to c guys on bar-top... sucks...

not a lot of ppl dancing la, can see most of them on the dancefloor standing down there duno wat like idiot sia... only when the music hits the climax then got ppl move their bodies... normal then all never move at all.. machiam like shooting commerical like that...

stay there for a while before i realised my master already went back home le... lol and we still leave our dear fren at the table sleeping all by himself... duno how many bapoks go n touch him sia, poor thing...

sent him home before we went for some supper... or breakfast if u call it... then i just wait for the first mrt loh...

so there is my first ever real drinking experience... maybe to the rest is no kick la, but i first time got that floaty feeling and the bad headache leh... duno would u call that enjoyable or not... sex would be more enjoyable without any headaches loh... body aches maybe la... i still dun find the joy in drinking other than the fact that seeing ppl get drunk is funny... i stick to plain water anytime thank you...

10:07 PM

July 15, 2005 COLOURED.


i got many things i wanna write... one week only yet so many things happen sia... but i cant write now la... becos i am going drinking later... LOL yea i am becoming those blood-shot eyed ah neis who drink like theres no tomorrow... haha c how la, going out with my class n other ppl who are posting out soon loh... they go drink to celebrate, i tink i drink a bit nia... never drink alot before, scared scared wait malu myself...

c how la, later i shall start my complaining when i come back, if i am still sober enough... if not then if i can stay awake lagi better, i can write far more crazy stuff when my fingers take over my senses... :D

7:56 PM

July 10, 2005 COLOURED.


everyone stay off swimming pools for now, becos apparently people cock eye never see properly add wrong chemicals end up the acids n alkalis produce a chemical reaction... chemicals hmm i am listening to my chemical romance at the moment, not bad not bad music...

relax, swimming pools are always safe... as long as its not from the condo pool or private pool or any club pools... singapore sports council pools are very safe becos they have a reputation to maintain loh... but hor the incident happened at safra club loh... eh all the RPs never do ur work ah, let terrorists release poisonous gases inside military clubs... like tt i suggest since there is no difference between got guard or no guard, therefore we shouyld be exempted from duty... no need to stay back n burn weekends laa... never guard u see so safe... guard liao not safe one de... lousy sia

do u practise what u preach? apparently not... aids volunteers supposed to help those who are hiv positive ends up really volunteering for aids and they got what they wanted alright... they must have been good boys for santa claus to grant their wishes so soon... i want also dun have sia... the report is rather creepy though... it was talking about how the aids volunteers were highly educated, young and good looking... and more importantly they were very gay... what does this portray? gays are more sympathetic towards ppl? while normal straight ppl like us will run away when ppl say they are sick n need help... no wonder the gers like the gays loh... not becos they are goodlooking, hmm good looks count alot but they also possess the kind heart which i tink can score a lot of points loh...

no wonder... i shant get jealous of the gays anymore... *salutes* just dun come n find me for sex can liao... my pigu is sealed with superglue for extra protection... dun worry about my excretion too cos my pigu is meant to function like the trustworthy ziplock bag... its watertight and dick-resistant yet can allow me to shit freely and smoothly without any problems...

so this whole week everyone is excited about the bangkok trip... initially i wasnt so interested la, i just wanna go becos shes going and i had no idea what i wanna do over there... but as the days go by, i am getting more n more anxious as i started searching over the net at what is interesting over there... i really wanna watch tiger show for myself leh... hear from others that its a trans fucking ass show, sm show, special stunts show, parade... like everyone got different definitions of tiger shows... search in internet only give me wat white tiger, bengali tiger... u know the real tigers... i wanna know more about the fake tiger, not the real animal shows...

i thought since tiger show is included in most tour agencies packages, i suppose it is just a normal show, nothing much, onli show some breasts like tt n tts it... after i hear so many interesting things, i wonder how come they can advertise so boldy in the papers sia... anyway i want to catch it, its nice to see something out of this world then tt way u will learn more...

3:25 PM


if ppl are interested in u, then they will want to know more of ur past and ur present life and what is currently going on rite... tts y i am learning of her life slowly...

judging from the response i got, it seems that i am attracting quite a number of men... eh u all gay issit, so interested to know more of my life ah... keep asking me will u update will u update... like me say like me la, knn have to rely on my blog to know about my thoughts... tts how pathetic ppl are... they cant c anything interesting about me in reality until they see some juicy stuff down here...

if u understand me, u dun even need to come here loh, kukunadans... so just to spite u all, i shant write about my life... haha...

london has won the rights to host the 2012 olympics... but no one told them they were also tops in the terrorist favorite hotspots... so i guess they are quite popular ba... maybe singapore may want to think twice about selling the singapore brand to the rest of the world... who knows we may be the next no.1 destination everyone wants, also means terrorists will love us... somemore indonesia, malaysia n thailand so near... machiam like time bomb kena surrounded by terrorist countries waiting to attack... not that our neighbour countries are terrorists la, they are all friendly ppl loh... we got our relatives in malaysia, indonesia, thailand... we are so loving of cos we wun attack each other la...

except for idiot dumb extreme muslims who like their fellow dumb extreme christians still live in the old times... keep thinking of jihad jihad n crusade n crusade... religion is the cause of all evil... look at the chinese... praying to buddha who looks neither male nor female with the weird african hairdo which questions where did he originated... maybe its ok to pray to someone who is neither male nor female as he is the supreme one, the one who can be male or female or none at all and able to satisfy himself/herself without relying on others... self sufficient i call it...

b4 religion lovers start throwing eggs at me, should i call upon my satanic followers to use their pitch forks n their horns to attack?... at least satan more honest, kill becos we want ppl to die... not like other jesus or allah la... say lets have a war for the sake of greater good... so while buddha followers dumb dumb sit down n pray n think ppl wun kill them becos they look innocent enough, everyone loves picking on them so they end up dying...

its good, they die, they can attain their so-called nirvana, we are fulfulling their wishes alright... so satan ppl are doing a service to them at no extra cost... see how helpful they are... jesus n allah ppl still act act merciful say dun wish to kill but have to kill if not the rot will not stop... when in actual fact they are just the same as satan... but u cant have 3 good guys at the same time, so satan sacrifice himself for the good cause and became the bad guy in the show... u can liken satan to those poor volunteers helping the elderly homes... doing all the shit work without getting any recognition... but they dun complain... becos they like doing it... :D

the truth is the rot wun stop, as long as all religions exist.... but u know the above paras are just talking cock la... dun sue me just becos i insulted fictionous characters eh... like how can i be sued if i keep insulting pikachu and his lack of language, always act cute n pika pika throughout... his image may be tarnished la, but please he doesnt exist in this world unless u go n find me one live pikachu loh... then i will keep as exotic pet liao...

so i guess the countries bidding for the 2016 olympics should be afghanistan, iraq, iran, north korea, czech, northern ireland... n when any bomb goes off, it can be credited that hitler is brought back from the dead n neo-nazism is here to stay...

12:43 AM

July 09, 2005 COLOURED.


dun assume anything until u have seen it with ur eyes... then again, u cant confirm anything even if u have seen it with ur eyes... becos if u choose to believe ur eyes, then u will think we are together... so the moral of the story is...

PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK TOO MUCH LA

hahahhaa... i like to say ppl but i ended up snooking myself... i didnt duno wat to say when addressing of dear isnt really dear at all... u know wat i mean? u may think u know wat i mean, but u wun know la unless i make it until super obvious... becos she is also a she...

i hear people going "HUH"... a she is of cos a she... unless its a he?!?!

hohoho, i tink i make a good suspense thriller writer dun i? a rather lame one too... :D

neway, F stands for francis... it also stands for Frustration...

fucking frustation week loh... stunning n shocking news all over... see ppl so nua, and not interested to do anything... what to do? sulk and stand one corner suck thumb... shite, i cant think anything to write right now becos a ger distracted me just now by calling me... u know who la... tsk tsk

brb when i get back to bloggging mode...

11:30 PM

July 03, 2005 COLOURED.


now i know why those bank counters handling general enquries always take so long sia... it is not becos of the damn lao uncles lao aunties who dun understand a single word of english or chinese and keep asking the staff what is this what is that... u know old ppl la, u have to say ur point 10 times for them to barely catch the details... for them to fully understand will take 50 times of repeating in their ears...

it is not becos of ppl looking to make a quick buck by asking about the various investment plans which the bank offers... neither is it the ppl who took the queue ticket wrongly when they could just queue the line for general transactions for deposit or withdrawal bla bla...

[the reason]
the fault lies in the staff themselves... they are being far too friendly by going the extra mile... the extra mile is like many many miles loh... when i say they are being far too friendly doesnt mean those type of health centers masseurs' overfriendliness... wat i meant was, u took the ticket for a reason... so when u go to their counter and tell them wat u want... they give u wat u want... of cos they have to give u wat u want ma, u cant be served man if u asked for woman right... so after they give u wat u want, they will offer some special... they dun strip or show cleavage as special la... posb duno why hire so many old indians, strip liao ppl oso dun wan see loh... they will start hard selling their investment policies t0 u la, hoping that u will be psychoed into getting one...

this is not the first time liao loh, last time i went to process giro application then the indian auntie told me something about their bank's special investment plan out of the various plans... tt time i wasnt interested at all la, i just try to fake my way out asap... then today i go n get replacement atm card the ger again try to psycho me into getting another investment plan after she has processed my application for the atm... this time i tink my brain not functioning so i agree loh...

she was doing some calculations for me to see, she asked me how much i would like to see as example and i told her 1k... so when i saw the figures which wasnt so attractive to me, i wasnt that interested but it would be a good idea than putting inside savings account which generates little interest... i also duno why do banks implement personal savings accounts if they keep offering investment plans which has way better rates than the lousy 0.125%... might as well abolish personal savings and making everyone make that interest...

so i kinda agree la, saying i am up to it... then she ask me how much i would like to start off... she asked 1k? 2K?... then she mumbled a soft "5k? "... hehehe, i was thinking of 5k all along becos investment initially always needs a big sum to see results... so while she started filling in my personal particulars... she realised that i am not yet 21... to get involved in investment plans, one must be 21 n above... n my bdae just so happen to fall on october which means i am still 20... hahaha, she must be feeling so sian loh... after successfully persuading me then end up cannot becos i underaged... eh u try to pian xiao di di issit, i am protected under the law... whahahhahaha

then after that i wanted to go tan tan one... walk walk walk until the swimming pool see so many clouds so sian so i walk back home... then stay for a few minutes see the sun so bright so i decided to go back to the swimming pool... yea i feel like a charbo sia, so undecisive, cant make up my mind... but whatever la, spent a good 3 hours down there... and i actually slept for half an hour down there... goodness know got ppl molest me or not sia... at least ask for permission ma, then i let... see me never notice then molest is against the law loh...

then after that at home slowly eat lunch eyes so shagged and again feeling like charbo cant make up my mind whether to go out or stay home rest my eyes... decided to get out anyway becos i need my phone... after doing some little research on prices of phones i thought online actually sell cheaper... but i cant wait for the processing la, i need my phone asap... my initial stop was far east plaza but i remember what she had told me about toa payoh has good bargains... so i stopped over there first to check it out...

there really got a lot of those ah beng type of shops which u cant really trust la unless u know them well... anyway i was just walking around checking to see if they have 6021 on their display... all i can say is 6021 seems to be very shy... i didnt know of this phone at all until one of my fren mention it to me when i was asking them about wat phone to get... and the thing is most shops dun feature this phone on their display... the 3 big online shops also dun have the phone on their eshop... so any shop i see got put 6021 i will ask for the price...

the first shop i approached looks quite beng shop, their staff got 1 at first i thought is guy sia until she see me looking ard then ask what am i looking for then i know she is a ger... she said its $298... which is cheaper than the one at far east plaza selling at $318... but i scared how come so big difference sia, maybe they have already opened the package before liao... the second shop looks less ah beng and is very singtel... becos the shop is more spacious n really display like any of the major singtel, m1 or starhub shops loh... i thought since this shop is so singtel, i reckon their retail price of that phone will be quite high... so i go back to the first shop and decide to try my luck there...

i thought i will insist on a sealed package or else i will go far east plaza to buy... think is think, actually dun need to insist at all becos they have run out of stock liao... so i walked back to the very singtel look shop and asked them how much they selling loh...

surprisingly, they are selling at $298 as well... cheap than the $318 or the $310 or $305 from online purchase... even more cheaper than yahoo auctions loh... yahoo auction is at $300... so i get the phone from there although it looks a bit weird la while i took out my starhub sim card n present it to the singtel staff to help me put inside... rival rival but the staff dun mind la, anyway he works for singtel only wat...

so there i have it, a singtel sticker at the back of my phone while my network clearly states starhub... whatever, i noticed the sticker isnt straight at all so i decided to took it out... long live starhub! once a hubber, 4ever a hubber... so i took some time playing around with the phone... have some difficulties adapting to it la becos it got the joystick which sony ericsson users are more familiar with... anyway the first thing i did was to message my fren for her number and u know wat happen next la... so happy sia, can message her again after one week of no messages... :( but this time around i am more cheerful le... :)

wanted to go orchard to find uchu for my buys but too late liao, i have to catch the live 8 concert... more importantly i wanted the goodie bag... hhahahaaa, true blue singaporean sia... i quickly rushed there in hope of getting a goody bag... when i reached there n i see no counters around and so many ppl carrying the starhub bag i thought die liao, so fast finish the goody bag... until one china auntie approached me and ask me to help her take one goody bag... she give me brochure n say can exchange for goody bag with it... so i asked her where was the counter and she pointed to the place beside the steps one... she say she will wait for me here... i went over and there is a counter alright... at first i thought dun have becos i dun see any green color bags around so i a bit gong gong stay there ask the counter ppl "goody bag?" softly... "oh, goody bag" then they gave me one... fuck sia, no need the brochure la... just present urself can get the goody bag liao... so am i going to give it to the auntie waiting over at a place?

use ur brain la, what was i there for in the first place... i was there for the goody bag... not some gd guy who help ppl take extra goody bag for u loh... so i kept the bag for myself and i distanced myself from her, hoping she will not recognize me... i loitered there for a while, standing at the same spot where i used to catch epl soccer in the past... electrico plaed quite well for a local band i must say, i am impressed... then we watched the telecast of the live 8 until 2145 like that then i left for home le... if i have eaten my dinner then maybe i could have stayed back to watch the whole show... wanted to catch linkin park leh...

actually i wanted to get a clamshell phone one... and i was looking for other alternatives other than nokia... but my current situation forced me not enough time to slowly go through every single phone available... then later when i read the papers for hp offers i saw panasonic a500... though it came out quite some time liao i thought it fits wat i wanted... a clamshell with no camera... somemore its $100 cheaper than 6021... but buy liao la, wat to do... just live with it loh, i think i will be living with this 6021 for quite some time la... it really looks like a phone meant for the corporate ppl who dun give a shit about camera or radio or mp3... the good pt is it has bluetooth loh... if i buy panasonic a500 also very fast will change phone again la...

1:12 AM

July 01, 2005 COLOURED.


why do u find me when u r troubled...
why dun u approach me when u r happy...
dun u know that i am so lost in u...
or r u just pretending so as not to hurt my feelings...

i wrote something... then i erased it... wrote something about her la but i thought its not so good to show it cos ppl will think i have gone crazy le... so unlike me not to shoot when it is going to be an orgasm, this is called self-restraint... *so proud of ownself*

in case u still didnt know, i am not the person who likes writing drafts, editing over n over until the ang moh gao gao no mistakes then i go publish my post... i am like a hellfire missile --- fire n forget... i have to stop writing about her, only then can i get on with my life... she is a major distraction, i cant concentrate on my studies whenever i look at her... and i get jealous over mindless things, in short i am getting paranoid abt nothing...

all this talk about be a man, go for it... like i never go for it like that, things just arnt that simple la... everyone thinks if i ask, i will have high chance of succeeding... just like ppl think if ppl never c porn or peep at their parents or any couple making out ah, they will know how to fuck... pls leh, u never read news meh about couples who dun have babies is not becos low sperm count or low sex drive... is becos they duno how to fuck... something like that la, everyone knows its common sense, but some dun have common sense at all... -_-''

anyway oso partly my fault la, that day she fell sick then i go accompany her c doctor, germaine said sth to me which i feel very guilty la... how could i claim to like her when i didnt do anything out of the ordinary friend job scope to leave her with an impression... and whenever i face her, i always give her dull answers... whatever happen to all the crap shit jokes that everyone knows i am capable of as indicated in my friendster testimonials... i tink i really suck at talking to gers sia, hurhur... make that navy guys as well becos they haven felt my ultimate lameness as yet...

whatever, i want to get back to my nonchalant, happy go lucky kind of life... being in love is a very nice out-of-this-world feeling... but u only get that feeling when both parties feel the same way... if its one-sided, what to do... life is as miserable as watching days of our lives soap opera loh...

u know make police report hor... duno make report for what, like so serious in treating the case... then 1 week come back i saw one police car downstairs my flat... i thought what sia, so efficient ah, so fast got leads or what to my case... so i go back my house but my sister never tell me any good news leh... the first thing she said to me was "u just came back?" not a single mention of the missing hp case... so there u go, i put too high hopes on police liao... i should have known better... esp after watching them arguing over what should my case be classified under... is it 379 or is it not...

i assume that they are going to safekeep the phone until it becomes worthless for trading, thus i have to get a new phone asap... i think i am going to go on a shopping spree tml once i go make my replacement cards...

1.nokia6021 no contract
2.vans shoes
3.pony tee
4.wallet
5.maybe more polo
6.lookout for nice white strap watch

i saw a nice red strap emporio armani watch last time but when i check armani website, their catalogue dun have sia, machiam city chain selling pirated armani watches!

now i just a poor dude la, no money for anything... the idiot sales assistants everytime i walk in some shops hor, see me always spot the price tags think i those type of students like that... go n tell me the prices are before discounts... -_-''

what they didnt know is golden tortoise is standing right in front of them waiting for them to milk... come october or november i will be earning what a fresh graduate will be getting, maybe even better... by then lets count the number of times those credit card sales ppl will skip me whenever im walking along orchard road... right now, i am glad no one approach me for donations... hahah becos my $30 still has to be kept untouched loh...

tml go shopping maybe with fren, if i can get my new phone then can contact him, otherwise its going solo liao... then might as well go chijmes see live aid concert for a while as well as try to get free goodie bag... hahaha i wanna see got wat stuff inside the bag leh... free condoms n wristbands? catch me there...

11:35 PM

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