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January 31, 2003 COLOURED.
the gods have answered calls from singapore to produce its own water instead of importing from our good neighbour malaysia by bursting their bladders damn hard... so hard that i reckon today will have the highest amount of rainwater collected... set a new record perhaps...
so hard that i really have to swim inside a tub... too bad i dun have a tub and have to make do with a spray... spray water at myself and imagine i'm swimming... its all in the mind~...
chest still aches from the wednesday gym... do too much 10 degrees chest... at least i know there's some effect... they're working overtime to harden n thats cool...
today hk movies rulez... watched 2 vcds My Lucky Star and The Lioness Roars... miriam yeung and tony leung, cecilia cheung and louis koo... 8pm watched Tong Ju Mi You, tony leung and sammi cheng... 3 actresses all nice... actors also...
reunion dinner dunno eat wat sia... normal things which we eat everyday... no steamboat... eat a lot of rice and no meat or veggies... loading carbo as much as possible over the weekend... 7pm go grandparents house eat some sushi... but then taste like "chao sing chao sing" 1... dun dare eat too much...
got my ang baos liao... tml go back there oso no rewards... watch tv only... nowadays quite a lot of $2... no more $10... always envy people who bloody rich get $50 from some uncle or auntie never even see b4 1... count myself lucky... some parents got charge commission 1 sia... must take a certain amount from the takings... dunno they take oso for what... to reduce cost or buy the latest slimming products...
mother watched news and saw the newscaster wearing clothes which she herself has...
that shirt from "bo seng li" (no business) 1...
"wat the heck is bo seng li"... "bossini loh"...
ya ya... yunxu if u read this... 8th feb (saturday) free or not... jack jio me go his house ktv... hope the girls dun go then i can anyhow sing...
"wo he ni shou qian shou... shuo yao yi qi zou dao zhui hou..." - hong
11:30 PM
on the way to school heard someone blasting his earphones... marilyn manson's fight song... that guy put it on repeat mode... keep looping over and over again... his shirt read "SP Karate", maybe he listens to that to get hyped up... interesting is he's playing the resident evil ost version of fight song... more aggressive drumming and the chorus... if any christians listen to it they will probably feel sick...
the death of one is a tragedy...
the death of millions is just a statistic...
didnt go cmpb today... jimmy's grandfather pass away last night... just 2 more days to CNY only... sad sia...
beginning to accept my maths lecturer... always thought she kinda sucks... today she showed her funny side and she even said "kiam pa" to students who dunno how to do the question... violent sia...
sometimes when they have to do some things to get our attention... cant believe that digital systems lecturer can come up with that lightning analogy so that we can apply what we have learned... stupid sia...
lucky never buy any singapore pools for bryant and cw... help them save money but then i no more free gym... sian sia...
after lunch play carrom again... got some unfinished business to settle... in the end bryant n i lost to cw and chicken again by 1 only... suay sia...
"flies are waiting... in the shadow of the valley of death... they slit our wrists and send us to heaven... the first flower after the flood..." - brian warner
12:10 AM
January 29, 2003 COLOURED.
i want to sleep but i cant sleep... feeling drained out... with my cough... after CNY i will either lose my voice or cough like someone who smokes 50 fags a day... cw and chicken yesterday was asking me hot or cold... white or green plegm, cant cough out any... the only thing that bothers me is my itchy throat... cant talk much either, people wun know anyway since im always in stealth mode...
had no idea what lecturer was going through in the digital systems tutorial... never even touched the book... just copy his answers then mark attendance and went mind-drifting again...
internet programming getting harder and harder with all the cheemology codes coming in... worse is theres no practical session this week due to the CNYE... during the tutorial whole class all surfing by themselves, not doing the practice excercise...
check out scarification during the lesson... try www.bmezine.com it's not hyperlinked so have to copy paste the address... can check out those harmless pics of the ear piercings... quite alright, still dun understand how they managed to do a double lobe hole... for those more adventurous and just digested their meals... can take a look at male and female genitals piercings... of cos scarification is not so simple than just plain piercing... look at those who cut patterns nicely on their bodies... only for those who dare... tattoos cant compare to scars... they're the real deal... *salutes
seems that most students have gave themselves early CNY holidays... lunch hour liao FC5 still got space to eat... wanted to go gym striaght away but decided against it as cw last week kena food poisoning... better let our food digest first... go SAC play carrom... kena trashed by cw n chicken... lucky win the last game wth bryant... otherwise no mood to gym liao...
at the gym.. felt like a superstar surrounded by my 10 bodyguards... a lot of people there and all size big big 1... even the instructor wear his shirt like wan to tear already like that... cannot inhale too much... must be very uncomfortable...
kept wondering whether swimming pool will be closed on CNYE or not... hope not then i can swim whole day... maybe do 100 if i like it...
I am not your rolling wheels
I am the highway
I am not your carpet ride
I am the sky
I am not your blowing wind
I am the lightning here
I am not your autumn moon
I am the night
the night
hmm and yea ano... not sure if u heard this 1... one of my fave from qosa... esp dig the part where piano and violin comes into play...
Queens of the Stone Age - Mosquito Song
I know I know the sun is hot
Mosquitoes come and suck your blood
Leave you there all alone
Just skin and bone
When you walk among the trees
Listening to the leaves
The further I go the less I know, the less I know
Where will you run?
Where will you hide?
Lullaby's to paralyze
Fat and soft, Pink and weak
Foot and thigh, tongue in cheek
You know I'm told they'll swallow you whole,
Skin and bone
Cutting boards, hanging hooks
Bloody knives, cooking books
Promising you won't feel a thing at all
Swallow and chew, eat you alive
All of us food, that hasn�t died
Simmering, pick and pluck
Tenderize, bone to dust
The sweetest grease
The finest meat you'll never taste
So you scream, whine and yell
The supple sounds of dinner bell
We all will feed the worms and trees so don't be shy
Swallow and chew, eat you alive
All of us food, that hasn�t died
"oh no dun u keep ur good luck to urself..." - hong
11:24 PM
no idea how come i managed to crawl out of my bed after throwing the alarm clock away... normally once i whacked it down and plomped to my bed... its dreaming time again...
reached school a tad too early... inside the lecture theatre only got 3 ppl... sit down there like zombie for a while when sano came and update me about things... later lessons start liao then i start to drift off again as usual... go there enjoy air-con and a cure for insomnia thats very effective... lecturers voices can switch my mind off...
after 10am the chicken rice gang go FC4 eat liao... not attending lectures after 10...
eat halfway then kena stomach ache, bo bian tell bryant to help eat my fries... shit, spend extra 30 cents for fries then give him eat... i can't even wear my pants properly liao... have to unbutton for some comfort... that's a bad thing... right now i only have 1 pair that i can wear without any discomfort... like that how to survive... think i have to wear corset liao...
cw angry that he work out so long liao still no six pack... bryant suggested adding ice to the waist helps... i suggested tying strings around his waist to achieve that 2 lines needed... maybe can try put a rubber band around the waist... if too tight then can try wristband...
after we settled our stomachs... bidded farewell to jimmy who wants to go back for the lecture cos he didnt take his bag along... said adios to bryant who has to wait until 12 b4 he meets his gf go watch 8 mile... put cw n me aeroplane to watch 8 mile with gf... somemore he say he want to watch it but his gf not interested in hip hop stuff...
left weili at the bus stop... chicken tag along with cw n me go orchard... its a good thing really, at least they can talk more then i no need stress so much think about talk what cock... took 106 and saw the designer... the one that's working at my mother's place... turned out he was going to california fitness centre... my mother say dun go there gym cos there is the meeting place for many gays... since he go there, then i cfm condemn that place liao...
go heeren then machiam like walking in the cementary... annex so empty, legs stretched big big walk also no problem... action city no more One Ring only got witch king 1... then chicken said sth abt the popularity of bearbricks... heard ppl say b4 on irc, didnt know what was that until i saw it with my own eyes...
go around annex then wait for that accessories shop to open... that 1 got sell the necklace + ring... then c c look look a lot all not shiny 1...
walk far east in search of that chao ah beng long long ring, cant find any... went kino go c magazines... finally read that Teenage with BoA on front cover... boring, same old new over and over...
flipped through FHM when chicken go "wah lau"... the reason i dun buy any issue is i dun read the whole mag... only flipped to the bar room jokes and true stories... and the occasional sensation report... like this month they put the top 100 jackass stunts... then chicken c liao say later he go buy... look whos wah lauing now... also saw 1 intereresting report, not sure in singapore FHM or the original 1... said sth abt scarification... which means scarring urself to create a nice pattern... something like tattoo like that, except it cant be undone...
were busy arguing among ourselves whether marriott is a type of bird...
go home then my mother stuff a mattress inside my cupboard... house-cleaning she explained... clear my sper messy table... wipe off all the dust collected over the past year... hmm my room more for celebrating hari raya, so green... next time i must paint my room red liao... go anywhere also c red...
my mother sentenced my snoopy, mr bean bear, chinchilla to hang by the window... relatives are coming over and she wans to air it... just wait for a day when the sun is bright... then can put them out to suntan... like some mushrooms or herbs that need sunlight...
"can i find a way to get into your heart... whisper in my ears, words i long to hear..." - hong
1:36 AM
January 28, 2003 COLOURED.
unbelievable... my class got 4 ppl playing TCM and now there's 2 more that wants to try it... really getting addicted to it until CM4 comes out...
after my server management lab is over... we got 3 hours break... went to basketball court to laze around... my friends will always play first then later i join in...
this type got tactic 1... they play long liao then they very tired... so later when i join, i wun be xia suay as they wun be able to reject my ball... lol
long time never play liao very rusty... cw wanna 1 on 1 against me... dun really like the idea as 1 on 1 cruelly exposed my biggest weakness in bball... the inability to drive inside... nevertheless, i managed to win him 5-3, not sure how either... quite chao tyco...
play somemore ABCs with jimmy, weili n cw... then got ppl wanna challenge... 4 on 4, we're always on the losing side... just too lousy perhaps... we're the only team who likes to talk and crap around while playing... that's why we arn't that serious...
always like to run around in circles then the opposition run here run there... but in the end the ball i oso neber get... help my opponent gain fitness!
walking like a pregnant woman...
hands on my waist, back arched... hurt my back after clashing with a guy for a rebound... he wasnt any worse either... scatched him a no. of times... lol
after basketball go to FC3 for lunch... very hot but weili say got sperm-spraying machine that cools the surroundings... actually that's the mist-sprayer that they put up, must have tio many complaints for its poor ventilation...
got a call from cw that tml not going gym... bryant kena go out with gf... so going wif cw to buy his ring at orchard...
valen hsu was on shi zhi ru kou today... saw her on tv singing songs last week... the first person that i really go "waH!" before BoA...
obsessed with her songs since that fateful day... gonna get her cds from yunxu when he comes out... always in my memory...
"its so precious when u have good wishes..." - hong
2:21 AM
January 26, 2003 COLOURED.
wanted to slack for second day running... my mother got other ideas...
she forced me to go jurong point with her to buy CNY clothes for me... and that after much questioning from my sister, my relatives, my friends asking me i buy oreadi or not...
know jurong point like the palm of my hand... at least the 3rd storey i mean... that's the first thing i always do when i get there...
buy CNY clothes will cfm buy from Crocodile 1... 2nd floor 1... cos that's where she's the boss...
whos the boss?, not my mother of cos... her shop used to be situated at beauty world centre which is beside my godmother's shop... that's how they got to know each other... "2 yrs never see liao grow so tall!"... i remember i havent grown any taller since sec sch...
i always find it funny when they call her "ah chris"... isnt chris a guy's name?...
tink her full name is christine, you know la, elder ppl like to call ppl by ah wat ah wat 1... like me... hmmm, maybe i should call neo ah chris nxt time... sounds cooL~
crocodile has improved in its sense of fashion... there's better shirts around now... and i got 2 shirts in 10 minutes... saw another 1 but my mother oreadi pay liao... 2 for 60... quite a no. of checked shirts, saw a very colorful 1... thought of trying it on and laugh at myself but under people i know, i tend to be more 'guai'...
"want to buy underwear or not?, long time never buy new ones liao leh"
"no need la"
fact is i cant wear them anymore... thought of getting boxers but they dun have...
didnt know where the toilet was at 2nd floor, only know the 3rd floor 1... brought my mother upstairs to relief herself... then 2 beng bengs came out from the toilet and saw me, "piak piak piak"... walk until so noisy, they not handsome enuf to attract attention so they have to make noises so ppl will look at their hideous faces and snigger... they stared at me i stared at them... no harm anyway... both of them look like gong kias, machiam idiots...
noises, noises
people make noises
people make noises when they're sick
nothing to do except to hold on to nothing
no one is safe
after that take 157 to beauty world...
trip down memory lane #1
didnt know 157 has changed its bus route, i thought it went in the wrong direction when it went past my grandparents flat which they used to live in at the back...
as the bus zig zag its way around... it reached jurong west... my old home, most shops remain... a luxury which my current home doesnt have...
never underestimate the power of gossip... supermarket below my old hse is gone, my mother say the boss kena tio cancer and has to close down his shop to look after his health... used to buy seaweed from his shop from pri sch...
what used to be a field has become a place for the sick and elderly... out of convenience since theres the jurong polyclinic just across the road... didnt know polyclinics are closed on sundays...
"what if ppl suay suay ill on sunday then how?"
"then they have to endure until monday loh!"
past the winding roads of bukit batok and towards bukit timah... the slope's no longer there... sth which i always enjoy from young when the bus would go up the slope and u can feel it... like a aeroplane landing and taking off that sensation...
watched all the condos and private housing line up 1 by 1 along the streets... i wan 1... dunno how to get around doing it, but i will get it... no matter what... save, scrimp, be thrifty!
love psychedelico - nostalgia '69
listen to love psychedelico cos they'll bring you back memories from the past... it just comes naturally since their music as the band name suggest... psychedelica~
memories
went to my godmother's shop for a visit.. my mother wanted to get some items to make CNY decors... when i was young, its virtually a bag per visit... my godmother treat me very well, always telling me to take any bag i fancy, and stuff money inside my pocket when my mother's not around... always look forward to CNY when she gives me angbao... cos she can pack a powerful 1... in the past she is the biggest 'donor', even more than my parents... now times have change my parents give more but she's still right up there with the big boys...
always called her 'dayi' and not "ganma"... not sure why also... asked my mother b4 about how she became my godmother, she said i was the only male after my godmother's own son "ah seng"... not gangster mind u, formerly in OCS, now studying in university... somemore no need pay school fees one... he got so many scholarships and bursaries to spare... most eligible bacheloR!, not me though...
back to beauty world... the shops were still there, save for 1 or 2 newbies... familiar faces all over... the shop i used to buy tidbits using the money my godmother gave is still there...
beauty world centre became ang ang all over... all CNY things u can find are here... then they dunno spend how much on electricity to put that mass lightings over the building...
overheard 1 shopper saying "this place is the only place got the CNY feel... all other shopping centres all dead 1!"
always feel awkward in front of people i know, esp when i have nothing to say... my godmother always have high hopes for me... always say i cfm will go university 1... too bad i dun plan to go university... unless its interesting, studies are always boring with the stupid theories... study oso dunno study for what, just to gain knowledge only... come out work all not related 1... in the end only waste money go make Singapore Poly more pretty to attract their victims...
went beauty world plaza (not centre) to buy the decors... my mother machiam like dajie down there... she knows all the people there since she was young... go here go there also kena recognised 1 then always hear the same remarks "wah so big liao ar" over and over again when they saw me...
lady boss (ah hua or ah huay, c all those gangsters names)for the decors looks young to me... my mother say she got 5 children and was divorced cos her husband marry cheena bride... the husband wan her to accept the new bride but she dun wan, then the husband beat her until she was bloodied and sent to hospital... it was in the news before but i never read it... btw, the father-in-law rented her the shop out of pity... the husband also has a shop at the entrance but ah huay is enjoying more business even though hers is situated inside the building... my mother says ppl go there becos her service very good, the husband 1 all heck care, dun bother to serve ppl...
trip down memory lane #2
play more love psychedelico songs...
my mother always like to talked abt beauty world... about its glory days and then the 2 fires that burned the entire building...
took 67 to cck interchange... then she will point here point there... showing me where she used to help out or work or live...
trip back home
u can try playing dead music here...
welcome back to the auntie auntie land... maybe i should style myself to be a aunty killer... then i can get them to buy things from the bloody far yew tee coffeshop to my house...
"you either get fit or get fat..." - hong
11:49 PM
didnt wanna go out today... its high time that i slack abit...
my sister say there's a flasher ard the neighbourhood... apparently someone had warned her after she became the victim...
makes me wonder...
if girls ogle at guys's washboards, then surely they'll open their eyes big big and go "WoW!" when someone flash them... however it's always the other way around...
maybe next time girls should sue guys for outrage of modesty whenever they are half-naked...
those who read today's Lianhe Wanbao will notice the last page about japanese latest fashion trend...
girls in see-through skirts whereby perverts doesnt need spycams anymore to do any upskirts... the girls just show it to them directly...
my mother says "like that then dun wear skirt what, just wear underwear can liao"...
in my opinion, they need warmth, therefore the skirt so their legs wont catch a cold...
makes me wonder again...
what about those who are anti-underwear...
watched mtv awards after 8pm... think i miss quite a lot... but Si Da Cai Zi is more impt than the awards for sure...
dun get the idea what makes avril tick... if i ever see her in real life, i'll freak out... she looks like a ghost... come to tink of it, english version of The Ring juz came out and is Avril that Samura?...
The New Paper was dissing Robbie Williams's performance, saying he was arrogant... i watched it and saw nth wrong with it... maybe the reporter prefers the grammys...
it seems whoever came to singapore will get a prize no matter what...
inspiration award to F4???... shld be Stop-Giving-Us-Nitemares... acting alright la but singing... ahem, just leave it to the people with the voices...
jtL for fave korea act???... i thought shinhwa was even popular than them by a mile... if BoA is present... i bet my life she'll win for sure and she'll hear wolf whistles from all the hot-blooded males in singapore...
first time heard sun yanzi new song... still got such powerful vocals, wonderful... she looks better now, although her face resembles Mark Lee... both have tangerine faces... seems only her singles nice only...
TCM TCM TCM whole day...
"the more i try to forget, the more it keeps coming back... thats when i stop trying and it just rewinds b4 me..." - hong
2:18 AM
January 25, 2003 COLOURED.
wanted to go play basketball in the morning but then i like to lie on bed... in the end when i crawl out already no time liao...
today CSW lesson have to go er mei shan... my friends n i lost our way getting up... its a different environment from shaolin temple... was used to seeing plain janes and joes who wear tshirt and jeans to school... hair messy becos they dunno how to comb hair... hokkien vulgarities heard every now and then... loud talking... lousy facilities...
then at er mei shan all put on make up la... hair all messed up to look stylo... fancy dressing like going to halloween party like that... ang moh speaking with some accents in the air...
"quantity doesn't equal quality"
felt uncomfortable around so many girls... got insecurities... prefer to be surrounded by engineered brains, that's us... =)
their free access printing free 1 sia... their labs got first priority in upgrading... unfair, well, nobody said the world's fair...
"miss... still miss..." - hong
2:02 AM
January 24, 2003 COLOURED.
tried TCM whole night... finally got my winning formula... turns out quite well, after losing a couple of matches initially...
shocked to find the tortoise missing when i got home... turns out my father take it along his journeys while working.... crazy...
not much to put today... my life's a bore...
"miss..." - hong
12:02 AM
January 22, 2003 COLOURED.
who says irc has no life...
went into #singapore out of boredom using another nick and i got 3 requests straight away... i wasnt using my honggy, then again the nick that i used last night was meant for sth else, not to identify myself as a lady...
was late was late... can be on time... yet i just off the alarm clock and got back to sleep... missed my 9pm lesson... whatever, i reckon by the time i reach there, already 9:30 liao, late for 1/2 hour = might as well dont go... save all the trouble trying to explain i like sleeping a lot... went for the 10pm practical... quite interesting, too bad its VB and i dun understand a single meaning to the coding...
lunchtime all my classmates wanna go home... lucky got jimmy wanna eat, went mcdonalds to settle lunch... now the McStaff clever, got a lot of Big Macs prepared already... missed my chance to claim a apple pie...
went swimming after that... treat it more of a relaxation thinggy nowadays... esp after my heavy lunch and yesterday's workout... calm waters, makes me think about what happened in the past 3 months...
received a call at 9pm... someone wanted my particulars... dunno who that person was, whenever somebody call, i just cant seem to know who is it speaking... gave him my address anyway... i think is yunxu but he shld be in ns by now... not sure, ask him when he gets out... "to fill in particulars of close friend", sounds more like sabotage to me... whatever...
li kai wo ni shuo shi wei le wo hao...
dan ni ke zi dao zhe jun hua sang ren bu shao...
"u gave me happiness i neber felt before... sadness too..." - hong
11:29 PM
January 21, 2003 COLOURED.
took my own sweet time doing big business in the morning... since i'm late... there's no need to rush things... reached school 1/2 hr late and the lecturer still going through the first question...
SP recently has been doing a makeover... clean the T12 area... plant flowers... hang up banners... all just for the big event which will happen at the end of this week... they even cordoned off a section of a car park... maybe they're doing a bazaar sort of thing, with huts set up all over...
skipped the 2nd lecture for some free access... been 3 weeks since i touched a school pc... quite a feat, considering i used it at least once a week last time around... downloaded all my school lectures... keep my mind at rest... so that i won't forget to dl it in future...
went to chinese garden kfc for lunch with cw n bryant... after that we went upstairs for the gym... i was just looking outside the window, not doing anything... waiting for my food to digest... later cw complained of stomach pain then he went outside and rest at the sofa... it pays to rest first before doing any excercise... found out later that cw was sleeping after bryant n i thought why he so long still haben come in...
concentrated on the cardiovascular and assisted chin-ups... no time to carry any dumbbells... i always have this thing with cardiovascular excercise... once i get going, my mind tends to drift away to dunno where... then its mind over body from there and my legs will do the job on its own... no need to force it, it just seems to have energizer batteries on it...
tried climbing on the assisted chin-up when i felt my lovely left calf muscle harden like a rock... my oh my oh my... love it, just love it... wanted to get off the machine but then i already positioned myself liao, so the heck with it as i bear the pain to do 1 set of 10 before getting off... hobbled to cw and bryant where they spend an eternity at the weights there... sat down and stretched my bloody useless leg... got better but still as tense...
"Pain, Made To Order"
go changing room and cw was looking at himself on the mirror, flex here flex there, checking whether got wings or not... wish i got enuf meat... and yea i'm 57kg liao... at this rate, it's going very well and maybe by end of june, i'll have a new target to achieve...
CNY coming soon... my mother want to buy me clothes... i told her dun bother... i after new year then buy shoes can liao... lol... still haben clear my desk yet... my books all collect dust, buy liao for display only... if only there are any interested viewers who can appreciate art...
"i dun have anything to say... only you can feel it..." - hong
6:00 PM
January 20, 2003 COLOURED.
got my $50 without having to ask... my mother happened to see a receipt of my purchase... discussed about my plans on a career with the army... she told me to proceed with caution... if i'm really interested, then sign on after my studies... she didn't want me to regret in future... but i dun think i'll have any future any way...
didnt sleep well for the whole night... tried to but whenever my eyes are closed, images of her surfaced and that scene keeps repeating over and over again... i dun wan to watch it... didnt want it to happen either... yet it seems so real... in the end i stop myself from sleeping at 4am and stayed awake writing this now...
today's server management quiz was really a quiz... 5 mcqs only, very tricky though since the answers were closely related...
the more i do digital systems the more i dun understand what am i doing... everything i did was to follow the instructions from the book itself... in the end i didn't learn anything at all... our class even managed to do 2 experiments today as our lecturer won't be free nxt week... i tink we can even finish the whole of the experiments available when we have 1/2 hour to spare...
went FC3 for some dessert... my friends warned me against their cold stuff... decided to tried it anyway and they were very true... the ice was so shuang kou that when u take a bite, can hear the cracking of the ice... now you know how crispy the ice is... they never cut their ice properly... when the new plaza opens on the 24th... FC3 is bound to run out of business...
my whole class was sick of attending the a-nei's practical... i know it's rude but my whole class all call the indian lecturer ah nei... his practical sucks like hell... in the end we amuse ourselves by making big big fonts...
feel ready to sweat myself crazy over gym tml...
"i dun wanna be a hero... neither do you..." - hong
11:16 PM
January 19, 2003 COLOURED.
"relax... it's over, you belong to me
i fill your mouth with dirt
relax... it's over, you can never leave
i take your second digit with me... love...
you are... my first, i can barely breathe
i find you fascinating
you are... my favourite, lay you down to sleep
it's all that i can do to stop... love
so blue... so broken, paper doll decays
i haven't left you yet
so cold... subversive, your eyes are full of bleach
tomorrow, i will go away again... love...
you are mine, you will always be mine
i can tear you apart
i can recombine you
all i want is to covet you all
you belong to me
i will kill you to love you." [love]
cheemology from corey taylor there... sunday is also known as slacking sunday... have to ask my mother for $50 to buy books otherwise i'm living on scraps... yesterday spent $20 liao... maybe i'll make a trip to cmpb next week...
it's raining the whole day... heaven is crying for us...
"i want you to be selfish..." - hong
3:19 PM
played sims until forget the time... rushed to meet sano n uchu at heeren...
was late for 25 mins... ~boy i miss ur kisses, all the time but this is, 25 minutes too late~... dunno why we meet there then go all the way to lido... cineleisure so much more nearer... bought tickets for Hero and went in straight away to catch the movie... my first time no need to wait, juz buy n go in relax liao...
show not bad... although i pity Flying Snow (Maggie Cheung), die so many times in the movie... she doesnt seem to age... so old liao yet still can maintain her looks, timeless beauty... Moon (Zhang Ziyi) was like a mad woman... chiong here chiong there, both hands holding weapons... still looks pretty in it... some sound effects pretty funny... can go check it out...
ate mcdonalds for lunch then go to youth park for the rap contest... too many are imitating voices... it's better if they use their own voice to rap instead of using a fake accent... it's not an imitating a star contest... most of the contestants fail at the freestyle segment where they have to tink of a rap based on a topic chosen by the emcee Jeremy Ratnam on the spot... 1 particular guy stand out... he doesnt look the bit... looks more like a normal slacker and he doesnt dress until like nelly or eminem or any other rap artistes...
Chou Pi Jiang was there to perform 3 songs while the judges decide the finalists... like them personally since they can come up with nice music and they're singaporean... Way to go!... wished they can sing some english songs n more chinese ones... i dun understand cantonese...
as expected the slacker was included as a finalist which on be held on zouk this wednesday... can't go anyway... i dun even have a hp to dl the logo required to enter...
later got jam x competition, where bands battle it out... since we cant leave the area as it was raining... we stayed there and listened to 2 bands playing... not bad... got 1 time this lamer posse stood down there looking down and not moving... then when the music starts they rock around pushing and punching people... 1 went onstage and tried moshing... later the power98 staff all had to get them off as they were a nuisance to the judges and they cant concentrate on the band... they're having their own kind of fun... not acceptable if it affects the others... reminds me of my npcc life... esp during guides campfire...
went to tangs to shop for uchu's clothes... he got some vouchers to use... clothes not bad, some prices are crazy some prices are reasonable... can check it out sometime once i get some cash to spare... then i went inside a fitting room with lots of clothes in it... tried on some of them, only like 1 of them... $89, long sleeve shirt, like cowboy cowboy type... then sano oso tried some of them...
dunno which bitch called us barbarians... no idea why she get so angry over what... if she say that again i'd slap her... who says women can't be touched, she deserved to be taught a lesson... You Are What You Say... barbaric woman, in the end we all ended up joking over the barbarian incident... we're NAB, New Age Barbarians... not bad, created a whole new era... even created a mini tongue twister abt barbarian, barbara and u know what... i reckon she was having her pms today...
after that we parted ways with uchu... missed my tv show becos of the tangs shopping... all set and ready to work it...
"wo wei tian xia, shui you wei wo..." - hong
1:01 AM
January 17, 2003 COLOURED.
today no free gym after all... my friend was struck down with flu last night while playing neopets...
didnt do too well in my vb quiz... scoring 18/30... as long as it pass... quite happy liao... ate the FC3 teriyaki chix... the chicken like not chicken like that... like vegetarian food... somemore so ex... but recently oso few people come to FC3 liao... going to die soon... exorbitant prices...
found out the sims so time consuming... can play until 4get the time 1... in the end i ended up with ...
- 4 wives
- 1 of the wives is married to another guy and has a child
- 1 bald guy whom i managed to kiss and hug
- my love for the bald guy is 100
- plenty of bitch fighting in my house (slapping, insults)
- 4 double beds
- tried luring another woman, nearly successful to getting a 5th 1 but 1 of my wife has call it quits
been calculating my money... hope to regain my $55 back soon... not by gambling again... got other ways... help my friend gain profits and i oso gain sth from it... kill 2 birds with 1 stone...
"i'm the 666th vistor!" - hong
11:10 PM
January 16, 2003 COLOURED.
i finally done my first tutorial at school, and a maths 1 at that... like that teacher so much that i automatic draw up a pen and start scribbling... reminds me of my sec sch days during recess stay in class piang maths h/w... actually there's oso a reason why i do my tutorial... those hu do until the specified no. of questions can go home straight away... left 45 minutes b4 the lesson...
have to do some revising on VB later at night... although i got 23/30 for my trial quiz... it was by sheer luck that i get so high... the qns asked were so cheem that i just anyhow choose the answers...
the wind is terrible... machiam i living on mountain top like that... the wind howls so loud that even my system of a down can't be heard...
tml got free gym liao... can practise my pull ups...
"i sensed the tide has changed... maybe i wun feel so guilty after all..." - hong
4:56 PM
January 15, 2003 COLOURED.
started on a makeover... pretty amazed by other people's work... gave me more ideas to improve on my site... has been dull for quite a while now... *hint hint*... dear may get her butterflies after all...
found out my digital systems tutorial lecturer who also gives lectures in the same module is not bad after all... he did things that are easy to understand... or was it just a revision of what has been done since the past year...
lunching at FC4 when i saw sano... then we go to gombak together wait for yunxu... late as usual... today sano left early since he got his japanese class at 3... amazed at how he can carry 7.5... lol... i tink i'm going to start from small small liao... do from big big not used then not executed correctly... cannot cheat myself eh... spent most of my time doing weight-assisted chin-ups... slowly decreasing the weights to 46... set myself a new target to reach... 20 pull-ups by end of year... then i can no need to worry about my napfa... esp after hearing yunxu tok abt his class's average...
today's special... super big gulp for each of us... went to gombak stadium sit at the press area where there are primary schools and swiss cottage athetics training... saw my former cadets... time flies... when yunxu n i talked abt old times at swiss...
spending more time on excercising than at studies... hopefully after yunxu go ns then i got more time to concentrate on studies... not that he take up all of my time... i took up most of his time as he's the first person in mind when it comes to swimming or gym... lol... after he's gone for national duty... i'm left with my poly friends for gym... swimmming wise, no more ppl worthy of a challenge...
second week of school almost gone and nothing's done yet... but it'll start to get serious over the days to come... esp. internet programming...
"studies? i thought now still holidays..." - hong
6:11 PM
January 14, 2003 COLOURED.
lectures are forever boring... beginning to get restless... even skipped the last lecture with half an hour left... slept in the 2nd lecture... why can't they get singaporeans to teach... they all speak so funny that it's ridiculous... students dun pay money to laugh at how the lecturers speak...
noticed something abt sp today... they're going satanic... 3 inverted stars hung across the carpark... not sure not they trying to do... 3-star poly?... why not a five-star... add a crescent and they have a singapore there...
after my lunch at school... i was still unsure as to go gym or swimming... cloudy skies... decide to part with my friends at jurong east mrt to board the train on centre platform...
*see no evil*
i dun know wat is happening these days... no matter where i go... what i do... there's so many temptations...
today at the swimming pool quite a lot of people... tink singapore is opening up nowadays... all the girls were in bikinis...
was swimming over 22 laps before yunxu come... he came roaring like lion... then the competitive edge kicks in and me 2 starts to catch the sprinting bug...
later got 1 guy dunno whether he lost his sense of direction or wat... a lane away from me... i overtook him then he swam towards my lane... almost colliding on many occasions... hate his ripples a lot... strong currents keep getting me off course... as i touched 1 end... i kicked his face damn hard... not that i wanted it... whenever there's competition i would chiong all the way liao... he lamer, keep trying to show he can swim faster than me... of course he lost... he somemore swim 1 lap stop 1 lap stop... i was already in my 40s laps... once he was 1/4 ahead... then he was enjoying the view of a girl in white bikini while swimming... i sneaked from behind and overtake him then the ripples appear again... he was frantically slapping the water around...
i love bruising ppl's egos... esp. those big sized guys who tink they can swim a lot... see them stop b4 swimming even 50 gives me much satisfaction...
just as i like hurting ppl's egos... ppl like to hurt mine too... girls who swim freebreast (freestyle + breaststroke) always win, leaving me always pissed but i know they cant last long... if only i know how to swim freestyle then i can gauge how far can i go... right now i'm still a purely breaststroker... at the pool got 1 girl was doing the freebreast thing... cramped my legs damn hard in the process... but that was after my 50...
go home straight away sleep liao... dunno how come yunxu still got time to play game... lol... can't be bothered with tomorrow's tutorial... i never do them... like my maths tutorial though... guess thats' the only tutorial i'll do...
tomorrow gym... aint feeling any effects from my swimming today... achieve uchu arms... quite a reality soon, just give me 10 more kg of fat to burn, i'll overtake him in no time... lol...
p/s: yesterday i was feeling the monday blues... so i can get grumpy... when ppl not enuf sleep they get agitated easily...
"bie li kai wo shen bian... yong you ni wo de shi jie cai neng wan mei.." - hong
10:49 PM
January 13, 2003 COLOURED.
my class still split over whether to change the time table or leave it as it is... those who want to change are those that don't come in the mornings at all... they were only interested in the friday no school... for those who don't miss lessons like me will have to wake up early just to be on time... FUCK them...
foodcourt 3 is attracting the girls from the business side but its dissing me away... insane prices those food and beverages... so what if they make it into a environment with good ambience... hot as hell, no air-con... i much prefer the old FC3 with its cheap food and $0.50 drink... FUCK SP...
feel my sister rude sometimes... father complain abt something then she will go "shut up la"... my father can be irritating... the best way is to not talk at all and he will run out of things to grumble... my sister just like to talk back then my father will talk back then my sister will talk back... never ending... honestly i will slap her... she has no respect to the elders sometimes... and oso quite biased... keep saying bad things abt china ppl... she has to go ns to fully understand what its like to suffer hardship... then she will appreciate the things around her... not that i'm gd either... i hate a lot of things... i just keep it inside...
still... my sister is not bad at all... its becos of my father's constant ranting over the yrs that drive her crazy... nowadays my father talks less and its better... i always felt i'm not close, nor am i distant from my family...
unsure whether tml after school going gym with my poly frens or go batok swim... body felt a bit sore today although its not as worse as i imagined it to be... will be bringing my swimming and gym gear to sch tml... then everything goes from there...
"fury is what drives the spirit within me" - hong
11:09 PM
felt that this is the first proper gym thing i have done... concentrating on certain areas for some time before moving on to others... forgot about the 2.5 dumbell and took the 3 and later 5... still cant lift properly...
saw someone running with a tilted machine... was amazed and tried that 1 too... was very tired in the end... run like want to die... sweating like a pig whenever i do those cardiovascular things... after that run, it took the wind out of me and i pretty much could not walk...
quite many girls in the morning... by the time it's 2... all guys liao... first time spend 4 hours inside there... all those pain will come torromow, right now there's nothing as yet...
go home have my lunch and lay dead on my bed... what happen afterwards i dunno... my mind is blur...
"pls dun do sit-ups in front of me... dun ever wear white shirt that is short... i cannot take it..." - hong
12:03 AM
January 12, 2003 COLOURED.
today went queensway as scheduled with toy and jimmy... jonathan n ys not going... it was kinda expected when ys was weird yesterday... ask him then he keep saying 'wah lao stress stress'... then come up with poor excuses... jimmy thought he will come today but i was right... ys didnt turn up... more likely that he didnt have enuf money to buy the cap... even then he dun have to lie to us... can just follow us see see 1 wat... dunno wat he thinking...
sometimes i really hate queensway... always seem to get lost in it... walk around in circles... then when want to buy jeans which we saw earlier... we cannot find the shop liao... today funny sia... i'm the only person going there with a purpose to buy... in the end ended up me leaving empty-handed and them leaving with their nice and cheap jeans... toy suggested going orchard nxt week for more shopping... he's more familiar with clothes in orchard... today kinda my first time seriously look at clothes... always just look for fun... quite like the shirts in queensway... after chinese new year i go get new shoes... oso considering some shades that i saw at queensway... dunno can be fitted with degrees or not...
after that we went our separate ways n i head to orchard to see see... went to topshop recommended by toy... i much prefer queensway style of clothes... lol... orchard expensive sia... me no money oso, my mother tell me she rejected money from my godmother to buy clothes... say i tao hua yuan over liao, then cannot take...
then go borders read read until i happy... take mrt go home then for no reason it went to the bishan depot... later it was known that there's an accident at ang mo kio then they have to change tracks... waste a lot of time inside the mrt, it go so slow...
tml going gym liao... i feel very refreshed right now, not a single sprain or soreness detected...
"men are nothing but trouble... women are nothing but trouble... put them together and u'll get double trouble..." - hong
12:10 AM
January 10, 2003 COLOURED.
computer R.I.P last night... cant chat properly... msn keeps logging me off... then my whole computer hang...
listened to my bai yi tian shi and didnt do any excercise today... right now they feel great, esp my right elbow... quite alright liao... but my bai yi tian shi oso has to rest, cannot keep having late nights...
my class wanna change the time table schedule... something which i'm not happy about... i'm very satisfied with the current 1, if they wan to use the revised 1, it would be having 4 practicals in a day... enough to kill... esp when it comes to lab test... juz hope they dun change it for the whole semester...
go my mother's workplace then noticed the designer not around... remembered that he go send his gay partner back to new zealand... soon there'll be a new face once he gets back to work... the lao ban niang ask me again about i have gf or not... i 'errrm' for quite a while before saying no... scared she introduced me to some girls, i wun be interested... then she say my mother waiting for 1...
got offer from the alien himself about going bugis... but i cant tml going queensway to get my cap with my friends going window shopping... it's the only thing i can afford now =(... uchu power, other people come back from ns juz wan to rest... the moment he book out he wan to go out liao...
"triple h... scott steiner... brock lesnar..." - hong
11:23 PM
January 09, 2003 COLOURED.
still can keep my elbows straight... and now my legs are aching as well... they take a long time to loosen up... try sleeping at 8pm yesterday, in the end cant sleep at all and watch Life is Beautiful, that italian oscar award winning movie... solli to make her wait... 3:30am still haben sleep... oh my oh my dear... *hugz*
wake up in time, but not without my mother commenting i am like the tortoise at home... early in morning her eyes cannot open 1, then gong gong... i oso like that, early in the morning i do everything with my eyes closed... opening slightly only... it's so much relaxing that way than having to open eyes big big in front of your friends...
looked myself in the mirror and thought i should get some contact lenses soon... living on scraps currently but it's alright, i got the whole of 3 yrs to do that...
morning lessons the lectures are oh so boring... the usual crap that can cure people of insomnia instantly... afternoon maths tutorial the lecturer nice... ong cs... nags and yells, reminds me of my sec sch maths teachers... think i can do very well in this semester's maths liao...
arranged with my classmates about the queensway thing... me wan to go buy cap they all want to go buy chinese new year clothes... i after collect ang baos then go buy the clothes i want... lol... our class has changed a bit, now the chicken rice gang kinda trying to go out every week liao... finally we're behaving more like a class...
listening to queens of the stone age is like listening to crazy lazy people talking to you... in their album, in my ears i onli find the sky is fallin that intrigues me...
Queens Of The Stone Age - The Sky is Fallin�
[The Sky is fallin, human race that we are]
[Has left me crawlin, staring straight at the sun]
[All in a moment, I notice]
[Every dog has his day]
[I paid attention cost me so much to hate]
[For so long I saw only wrong]
[But now to remind it�s a waste of time.]
[Close your eyes and see the sky is fallin.]
[I wanted something, nothin, blank, I don�t know]
[It�s hard deflecting, stones are easy to throw]
[All in a moment I noticed]
[Hours days left behind]
[One wasted, useless, selfless]
[None of a kind]
[For so long I saw only wrong]
[Now to remind not to go back]
[To the low that has drained]
[My life so long]
[Close your eyes and see the sky is fallin.]
"push-ups at home versus spending money at gym... winner = none" - hong
3:51 PM
January 08, 2003 COLOURED.
dun feel like going to school today... the stoopid rain makes it such a nice day to sleep... did all things slowly... eat breakfast, changing, pack my bag with my swimming stuff... yea, not books... i dun bring books to school... finally i had 1 lecturer who can acutally speak english that i understand... all is fine except it's about visual basic... i hate vb...
today's dressing:
put on army 3/4 pants = bubba ray dudley
add on orange sweater = bucky lasek
take off pants = jay zhou
take off sweater = me in birthday suit =)
today he let us off early, since we managed to do his tutorial puzzles ahead of time, with his help of course, some answers are just absurd...
nowhere to go and still drizzling... went wif my classmates to eat kfc... yesterday eat, today eat again... sick of the 2pc chicken meal... i wan the fries back!...
after lunch, we parted ways... my friends not going swimming when it's raining... up to them, then i can concentrate on my own swimming =)...
reach batok swimming pool liao then sit down read the new paper wait for the rain to stop totally... first lap like shit... i cant stretch my arms fully as my elbows cannot be kept straight due to yesterday's gym... then my left leg take a long time to lock... virtually no feel of the water... after 3 laps then saw the tall figure walked in... no doubt it's yunxu... then got motivation to swim liao... today i feel invincible... overtake him for whole of 2 laps... cant blame, he never eat anything, woke up late as usual...
how to swim fast:
get angry
smooth water
get someone fast or faster to swim alongside
learn from girls
whenever there's yunxu around... i can swim fast... the rest of the people in the pool no kick... provide no competition... too lazy to wait for the SASA ppl... n they create too many ripples for my liking... learn from girls not as in look at them for inspiration... learn how to swim gracefully from them and apply ur own aggression to it... it works... for me at least =)...
dun feel like doing any schoolwork at home... just feel like sleeping... even though so far there haben been any major stuff coming up... just hope that i dun sleep at 9pm anymore... then again... nothing to do...
this is for you...
[So let me come to you]
[Close as I wanted to be]
[Close enough for me]
[To feel your heart beating fast]
[And stay there as I whisper]
[How I loved your peaceful eyes on me]
[did you ever know]
[That I had mine on you]
overcome your limits.. its all mind over body... - hong
5:30 PM
January 07, 2003 COLOURED.
lectures are so boring... tried listening to them... my eyes are closing... really good at making people sleep...
went gym after 12 at chinese garden... weigh myself and discovered i'm now 56kg... gained 1kg in 1 week... wow... january only... resolution of 60 in end 2003... lol can slowly achieve it liao...
going out with my poly friends really stress my whole body out... they spent the whole time working their arms... then i increased my load slightly liao... did more than in gombak... equipment more or less the same... just that more quantity...
run only 1.2km then had to stop... tired... angry that i couldnt finish my 20 minutes... maybe i must leave some time in between cardiovascular excercises... was doing rowing b4 that and proceeded to running straightaway...
those who went to that jurong east swimming to play the wave pool beware... there are eyes all over... the gym there has a clear view of the wave pool, can see all the hanky-panky all around... then i do my excercises as i look outside... not that i wanted it, the apparatus was facing the windows... the gym quite thoughtful... lol...
ate kfc which was downstairs as we talked abt how to achieve the ultimate body... my friend still wanna know how to get that 'mouse' out... he keep saying mine can come out but he canot come out... he got too much meat liao mah... me all bones... that's why... been eating well these days... can be sure to gain more weight soon...
managed to get 2 of them to go swimming with me tml at batok... dunno takumi oso going or not... after 12 then we go from school... wanted to go school swim 1, but lunchtime many people then they dunno how to swim so they dun wan... me oso dun wan so many people see me swim or my body... for her eyes only =)... only thing i scared tomorrow is i wun be able to swim properly, esp with them dunno how to swim... hope they give me 1 hour of freedom to swim my 50 first...
suddenly school has become boring again with the lectures... like that how to get distinctions... - hong
5:53 PM
January 06, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up 4 times over a 6 hour period of sleep... during that time i had a dream... for me to dream is really a miracle... it foresees the future... i wisHed...
go school see all the familiar faces again... and all the other poly students from other departments... found out that some of my classmates oso interested about a saf career, although some only wants to sign after their ns... some wan to sign now like me... still unsure...
new week = new books = new money gone... dunno like that i still can survive or not... today all practicals... not bad, cant take their accents... they should hire all locals nxt time... hate those indian lecturers who cant even speak properly...
foodcourt 3 now has transformed to a cafe... too little seats, no aircon, no 50cent drinks... it sucks in short... had to go to foodcourt 4...
went basketball court afterwards... if gers were there, they would be drooling at those half naked guys... looks like most had hit the gym during the vacation... all looked lean and muscles all over... was looking at every one of them and compare to mine... lol... wat a jokE!... they dun have my shoulder blades... anyway its all abt skills at the court... the bodies... only for those starers to c... was very rusty in my shooting... like shit... have to go for some shooting drills liao...
excercise schedule:
tuesday afternoon : gym
wednesday afternoon : swimming
friday morning : shooting
saturday : swimming (if)
more or less fixed... unless i feel like sleeping too much... not used to school... my eyes were dead by 3:30... need some time to adapt...
"there's no place for complacency... if only i can apply that to my studies instead of excercising" - hong
6:38 PM
You are so beautiful to me
Cant you see
You're everything I hope for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to mmMMmmmEEEE
1:21 AM
my mother veri clever... she doesnt bother to tickle my soles liao... she just off my fan and changed the power to her sewing machine... then she inside my room sew... the noise so loud... can live with it... but no fan worse... sticky = cant sleep...
only had my breakfast 1 hr earlier when i go my uncle's house for buffet... didnt eat much... no have anything i like 1... no chicken wings, otherwise i stuff myself crazy... go there c his month-old baby... a lot of hair then smooth smooth skin... he veri guai, let people hold then he down there make his mouth when he sleeps which looks like he's having a good time...
i hate to be in crowds... esp when i dunno all of them... no people ard to hide behind... just close my eyes and tink of her... i even doze off a bit... lol...
my relative was bugging me abt whether i got gf or not again... she says: "class no have gers then go look at other classes 1 la"... then i say dun wan la... she say my mother told her that i'm stingy...
i am in a way... my parents brought me up to be like that... how the hell do u survive with 50 cents when u're in pri 1... i dunno how i did it... but i just did... increment of 10 cents per yr doesnt make much difference... pri sch i dun eat during recess... juz save save save...
sec sch... used to envy ppl hu have quite a gd allowance... always stayed in class during recess to do my maths... i save... i save for the future... so my future gf/wife will have no worries financially... most ex i bought must be my pc... that time i felt rich when i was working... now... struggling to even have a spare $50 in case of emergency...
school's starting... but i'm looking forward to it... still a honeymoon, this semester sure to be a blast... all that will change when year 3 studies beckon... so enjoy while still honeymoon... coat me wif all the honey!... i'm juz too sweet to handle... lol... soli but i was crapping again...
napped at 8pm woke up and went back to sleep til 11... tired after a crazy night... but it worthed it, tok for nearly 5 hours... lol... feng le!
watched the wwe special look at their bodies give me extra drive to work hard in the gym...
"the cat never teaches the tiger how to climb trees for a simple reason"
12:56 AM
January 05, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up to a whole body ache... to get results... must first suffer... =)
shou qi pao yi li liang li san li si li zai wo shou... kan yan lei yi ke liang ke san ke si ke diao xia lai... lol, nahz me no cry... no woman no cry... only got blisters from that rowing... must invest in gloves soon...
weigh myself yesterday... 55kg... haben even end of the year and i only nd to gain 5kg more to get my resolution done... but then mi joy was short-lived, takumi oso weigh then he said the scale a bit of error... nvm, nxt week sch open go jurong east gym wif my poly friends then i go there weigh... 2 machines cant be wrong...
trying very hard to get my boa to dance no.1 and my sweetie for me... but cannot... even sara dun listen to me... lol... only can play sara, dont start now, id peace b... dance moves even can slow-mo 1... looks like failure's not an option... but... too rigid liao... lol...
"di di qu orchard zhao nu hai zi, ta na ni hui qu kan shu..." my father told my sister...
buRpz... time flies, from jan 1st to jan 4th liao... and b4 u can even fly to the moon, it's oreadi chinese new year liao...
continue my spring cleaning... b4 i only had 240mb left... now i got 1.64 gb... delete quite a no. of mpegs...
wanted to go out then rain... lucky my uncle was around then i can take his car to yew tee mrt... had dinner at 5 then go borders...
saw someone approach a foreigner about modelling... i assessed him and... the foreigner dun have wat it takes to be a model -- not tall, dun have build, not nice features... more likely the person is seeking a gay partner... the foreigner rejected his offer and his friend down there quiet quiet laugh at him... funny sia... then the foreigner look around him... red-faced~...
was ard 10:30 when a staff tell me to give up my stool to another customer... if no one was around... u can be sure i'll sock him in the eye and whack that stool across his face... of cos that was my inner thought, i just got up and left, furious abt wat happened... tink nxt time i go there i oso demand a stool from the staff... then i no nd to find places to sit or stand for so long...
went back and discovered my neighbourhood suddenly became alive... crickets singing... millipedes... thousand-legged worms... worms... cockroaches... and even a jumping frog was around... i wonder how that frog managed to get around here...
ate dinner at midnite... cant stuff myself too much... tml still got buffet...
this place is full of freaks... act pitiful, got sympathy from people... then when they got close to the "pitiful person"... he then focus his attention on his sympathesizers... then when they said they arnt interested... he'll haiz haiz haiz until another person pities him... this cycle doesnt seem to stop and i'm tired of seeing all this... someone juz take my eyes out... y go into relationships when u know u cant handle it... juz becos u c others have 1 means u must oso have so that u wun lose out?... if it works out well then fine, gd for u... dun work out well, u juz cry n cry and leave broken-hearted, wished it neber happened in the first place...
appeared happy to a section of his friends... appeared sad in another section of his friends... deep inside is he sad or happy... no one knows... only he knows...
"loyal?... i've always been loyal..." - hong
4:33 AM
January 03, 2003 COLOURED.
happened to c mariah carey performed her song on music station... cant help staring at her shoulders... scary... she got WINGS... tink she oso swim frequently... lol... her wings bigger than mine... unfaIR!... actually her new single not bad wat... just like her old songs... or even better... dunno why no one's interested anymore... all so into tt avril lag-dunno-wat... only like complicated... cant sleep last night by her words... grinning as wide as the jokEr from batman... was haunted by the channel 8 stars chn new yr song... eery....
hate mornings... i really do... 7++ got up then go school do things... today's catch:
linkin park - under attack (b-sides)
ayumi hamasaki - rainbow
finally managed to get my winamp... winamp 3 sux... going back to old school liao... played around with the dplayer... got boa dance moves... and practise sara at home! went foodcourt 4 for lunch... had chicken chop... nice, when school reopens... not so nice anymore, esp. when u keep eating it...
too free liao, reached gombak at 1pm... b4 that i was taking the mrt back n forth, passing time... then wait until takumi come... ard 1:40 liao...
gym gym time... signed in under a different name... lol... do all the things we do the previous time down there... except today got jog on track... 3.3km in 20 mins... long time neber run liao... somemore not used to it initially, legs keep getting in each other's way during the first 5 minutes... gave me a new resolution to make... 5km in 20 mins...
after gym go 7-11 buy super big gulp... regretted not sharing... in the end i went to gombak stadium go there relac relac... took off my shirt and sipped my big gulp slowly... looked like i juz ran on the stadium like tt... lol... then observing people run... see their running patterns quite interesting...
at home keep playing boa idance... esp like sara... no slp... dying... excercising... tiredness... living dead...
11:22 PM
BoA* ~~~
10:52 AM
How Emotional Are You?
Freezer. You feel nothing and wish to feel nothing so you find peace in the way you think, however, your emotions are more nuetral than balanced. Coldness and tolerance can be the ways of a passive heart.
said i was a stoner....
10:47 AM
What Kind of FLIRT are you?
lol... all girls 1
10:13 AM
which eye are you?
12:28 AM
150 to 250 You're dominated by your right brain, which makes you the artist. The degree in which you're dominated by the artistic brain depends on your score. The higher your score is, the more dominate this side of the brain is.
Not only are you highly creative, but you're also very emotional with a tendency toward sadness and despair. You have great spatial ability and are good at recognizing patterns. You would be at your best in a creative field such as graphical art, creative writing, poetry, music, drama, photography, etc.
Though the left brain has given man the means of survival, the abilities you possess to create and inspire has given humanity a reason to survive.
12:12 AM
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
12:01 AM
January 02, 2003 COLOURED.
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
11:44 PM
went swimming and saw no people when i walked past the medium pool... great, now the pool's all mine... wrong wrong wrong... competition pool so many people... it's crazy... started my first few rounds aggressively... too many competition liao... later takumi oso come then gave me the drive to step up a gear... in the end swim finish liao lef 2 of us there only...
rushed back home to change n head to orchard for my 'date' with uchu... managed to get takumi n sano to go as a foursome... long time never go out together liao...
was late when i reached there... we were decked out in the latest slacker fashion... i wore clothes that i used to sleep, complete with the slippers that make sounds when wet... really look awkward compared to the others... too bad uchu was the odd 1 out... hu's to blame, he's the alien... and he was showing off his arms again by wearing sleeveless...
cineleisure long john for lunch... the jokes back... reminds me of the jokers' past... uchu wan to watch movie, too bad no one's interested... then go to far east look at the level one... saw some ear studs... but then dunno how to wear... dunno where the opening of the stud sia... then shy to ask the person...
go delifrance at shaw so uchu can draw on his levis red tab plain white shirt... the rain doesnt seem to stop... after that he go marina with his sexual mates to meet his sergeant for dinner... we 3 take mrt home... all sleeping... wished the train will continue forever...
received a call from my poly fren jimmy... wanted to ask us out for movie... thing is... money tight, no movies to watch... have to scrapped my snow cap for now... burpz... got a feeling that this semester, our class will be having quite a number of activities... this holidays oradi have 2 invitations from my class, something which is unheard of when we first started together... ppl r beginning to get restless... can't wait to crap wif crappy ppl...
11:35 PM
January 01, 2003 COLOURED.
2003 officially... have to get used to writing the year now... felt very bad when i deprive ppl from sleep... look at my time table properly and discovered i dun have any 8 to 5 schedule... nt bad sia... finally thought of the students' welfare... or maybe it's for our class only...
went hunting today... uchu said if i'm going anywhere then call him... better not, dun wan to remind him of his past... didnt get to walk all the shops... not enuf time... 4pm down there by 6 i oreadi take mrt go home... have to be back early... initially helped my fren buy strike! liao... then go orchard plan to buy somemore, but then so many ppl... must get my $55 back... singapore pools earn too much money liao... not fair...
money's a prob... have to dig into my reserves after forking out cash for concession pass... just hope that my mother remember that it's a new month now... otherwise i can die liao... yunxu wan to give up his snow cap sia... very tempting since it's one of my resolutions... will tink abt it... haben return him his south park yet... nxt time got chance then give him... best b4 ns...
sometimes i wonder why my class so good... turns out that most neber go out countdown... compare to my sec sch frens... all go pubbing 1... and i always thought my class more havoc, turns out the other way... asked toy (B.T.H.K) why he neber go out... he say he waiting for ppl to jio... lol... sounds like me, although he got more frens to call him out anytime... then we decided if possible this yr countdown we'll go out... but if he cant wait... we can go chinese new year 1... no need sleep for the night... wait outside 7-11 so if hungry can go inside buy cup noddles eat... got an even more drastic idea... given any day just wait for a new day countdown... like that we will have many countdowns throughout the year... machiam like rehearsal for the real deal...
my sister say the sentosa 1 sucks... not enuf barricades... security not well done... not enuf baggage deposits... she somemore say ppl in the foam party throw beer bottles ard... throw here throw there... scary thought... she oso mentioned abt the banglas... they must be enjoying themselves touching women... they like so much go back to their homeland and touch their wives for all they like... whenever there's people squeezing... i only like to elbow ppl ard... esp. when there's pushing ard... look forward to 31st dec... but more importantly is that it inches closer to 2006...
11:26 PM
my moments for 2002... i cant remember most of it liao... esp the earlier months... my resolutions... i wun explain it.. they're self-explanatory... if anyone dun understand any of the resolution.. then too bad, u dun knoe me well enuf...
thoughts for 2002:
crazy moment:
jan 1st 2002... tt day i tink i siao liao... 31st dec 2001 i was at downtown east for the countdown... then i went home in the morning 6++... sleep for a while... then went to costa sands for j's chalet... actually i can stay at downtown east until its time to go j's 1... lol... tink i like my bed too much... for that i went to east side twice in 1 day... and i slept in both trips on the train...
funny moment:
play soccer at basketball court in sp... kickoff i took the ball with me and charge... then when i shoot, hit the defender and deflected to my head... i went "AdOI"... a sensational header~ and it went in... perhaps the most tyco moment ever in 2002... head pain but was rewarded wif a goal that i didn't really mean it...
defining moment:
oct 24th 2002...
its no fun w/o ano and neo online
its bored w/o them to talk to honggy
lol... its funny hoe it all started...
self-destruction moments:
definitely my 2nd yr semester 1 exams... dunno wat was i tinking... irc in the middle of the night and not doing any studying... lol... yea my results weren't that gd... no more As...
another 1 is continual eating chicken rice at the back of MLT2 when we're supposed to be listening to the lectures... i heard from my frens that they can smell the chicken rice from their seats... too bad the lecturer cant smell it...
walk fire enter devil moment:(zou huo lu mo)
worn out my new swimming trunks in just 1 month of swimming...
increasing the no. of laps from 20 to 100 in under 1 month... dunno wat realli happened that time... i and takumi juz do it like there's no tomorrow... dun really recommend spending time in the pool for 3 hours... unless u wan to suntan...
scary moments:
white spots start to appear on arms... its reduced now... thank god...
golden hair on arms... not scary really... makes me stand out from the rest... lol...
white butt... kept wondering how to get it to be the same tone as my body... if only there's a pool that allows nude swimming...
face wearing goggles area white... lucky i was wearing specs... otherwise i would get stares wherever i go... luckily its not so visible now...
hmmm... all of them have to do with my swimming... swimming's bad...
blogger-inspired moment
has seen some of my irc frens do blog b4 but was so into it... then anomalic told me to start 1... i did... although it was left stagnant initially... after a barrage of people oso started doing it... i had to do soemthing to my own blog...
2002 is best remembered for:
- the most number of brain freezes i had... always returned home after swimming with headaches...
- hugs are addictive... one thing leads to another... tt's y i refrain from it... but in the end i gave in to the temptation...
songs for 2002:
- scooter - nessaja
- scooter - the logical song
- way out west - mindcircus
- paul oakenfold - southern sun
- karen mok - ai
- jiang mei qi - dui ni er yan
- xie ting feng - huang
- shin - mei you ni de ye
- ayumi hamasaki - voyage
- the brilliant green - forever to me ~owarinaki kanashimi~
- love psychedelico - standing bird
- muse - new born
- nirvana - you know you're right
- eminem - lose yourself
- aqualung - strange and beautiful
- coldplay - a rush of blood to the head
- coldplay - amsterdam
- red hot chilli peppers - midnight
- red hot chilli peppers - by the way
still got quite a lot... but then i forgot liao... =(~
resolutions for 2003:
- to get my $55 loss back
- pay attention to lectures in MLT2
- swim faster than those SASA ppl
- get bigger arms
- learn to snack between meals
- eat 3 or more meals everyday
- reached 60kg by end 2003
- read more biographies
- learn abt religions
- get a snow cap
- get a choker
- aim for a distinction in any subject
- get a hp
in the end... a very fruitful 2002... lost some gain some... happy new year to all and wish everyone to be wiser as the clock ticks by...
12:55 AM
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January 31, 2003 COLOURED.
the gods have answered calls from singapore to produce its own water instead of importing from our good neighbour malaysia by bursting their bladders damn hard... so hard that i reckon today will have the highest amount of rainwater collected... set a new record perhaps...
so hard that i really have to swim inside a tub... too bad i dun have a tub and have to make do with a spray... spray water at myself and imagine i'm swimming... its all in the mind~...
chest still aches from the wednesday gym... do too much 10 degrees chest... at least i know there's some effect... they're working overtime to harden n thats cool...
today hk movies rulez... watched 2 vcds My Lucky Star and The Lioness Roars... miriam yeung and tony leung, cecilia cheung and louis koo... 8pm watched Tong Ju Mi You, tony leung and sammi cheng... 3 actresses all nice... actors also...
reunion dinner dunno eat wat sia... normal things which we eat everyday... no steamboat... eat a lot of rice and no meat or veggies... loading carbo as much as possible over the weekend... 7pm go grandparents house eat some sushi... but then taste like "chao sing chao sing" 1... dun dare eat too much...
got my ang baos liao... tml go back there oso no rewards... watch tv only... nowadays quite a lot of $2... no more $10... always envy people who bloody rich get $50 from some uncle or auntie never even see b4 1... count myself lucky... some parents got charge commission 1 sia... must take a certain amount from the takings... dunno they take oso for what... to reduce cost or buy the latest slimming products...
mother watched news and saw the newscaster wearing clothes which she herself has...
that shirt from "bo seng li" (no business) 1...
"wat the heck is bo seng li"... "bossini loh"...
ya ya... yunxu if u read this... 8th feb (saturday) free or not... jack jio me go his house ktv... hope the girls dun go then i can anyhow sing...
"wo he ni shou qian shou... shuo yao yi qi zou dao zhui hou..." - hong
11:30 PM
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on the way to school heard someone blasting his earphones... marilyn manson's fight song... that guy put it on repeat mode... keep looping over and over again... his shirt read "SP Karate", maybe he listens to that to get hyped up... interesting is he's playing the resident evil ost version of fight song... more aggressive drumming and the chorus... if any christians listen to it they will probably feel sick...
the death of one is a tragedy...
the death of millions is just a statistic...
didnt go cmpb today... jimmy's grandfather pass away last night... just 2 more days to CNY only... sad sia...
beginning to accept my maths lecturer... always thought she kinda sucks... today she showed her funny side and she even said "kiam pa" to students who dunno how to do the question... violent sia...
sometimes when they have to do some things to get our attention... cant believe that digital systems lecturer can come up with that lightning analogy so that we can apply what we have learned... stupid sia...
lucky never buy any singapore pools for bryant and cw... help them save money but then i no more free gym... sian sia...
after lunch play carrom again... got some unfinished business to settle... in the end bryant n i lost to cw and chicken again by 1 only... suay sia...
"flies are waiting... in the shadow of the valley of death... they slit our wrists and send us to heaven... the first flower after the flood..." - brian warner
12:10 AM
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January 29, 2003 COLOURED.
i want to sleep but i cant sleep... feeling drained out... with my cough... after CNY i will either lose my voice or cough like someone who smokes 50 fags a day... cw and chicken yesterday was asking me hot or cold... white or green plegm, cant cough out any... the only thing that bothers me is my itchy throat... cant talk much either, people wun know anyway since im always in stealth mode...
had no idea what lecturer was going through in the digital systems tutorial... never even touched the book... just copy his answers then mark attendance and went mind-drifting again...
internet programming getting harder and harder with all the cheemology codes coming in... worse is theres no practical session this week due to the CNYE... during the tutorial whole class all surfing by themselves, not doing the practice excercise...
check out scarification during the lesson... try www.bmezine.com it's not hyperlinked so have to copy paste the address... can check out those harmless pics of the ear piercings... quite alright, still dun understand how they managed to do a double lobe hole... for those more adventurous and just digested their meals... can take a look at male and female genitals piercings... of cos scarification is not so simple than just plain piercing... look at those who cut patterns nicely on their bodies... only for those who dare... tattoos cant compare to scars... they're the real deal... *salutes
seems that most students have gave themselves early CNY holidays... lunch hour liao FC5 still got space to eat... wanted to go gym striaght away but decided against it as cw last week kena food poisoning... better let our food digest first... go SAC play carrom... kena trashed by cw n chicken... lucky win the last game wth bryant... otherwise no mood to gym liao...
at the gym.. felt like a superstar surrounded by my 10 bodyguards... a lot of people there and all size big big 1... even the instructor wear his shirt like wan to tear already like that... cannot inhale too much... must be very uncomfortable...
kept wondering whether swimming pool will be closed on CNYE or not... hope not then i can swim whole day... maybe do 100 if i like it...
I am not your rolling wheels
I am the highway
I am not your carpet ride
I am the sky
I am not your blowing wind
I am the lightning here
I am not your autumn moon
I am the night
the night
hmm and yea ano... not sure if u heard this 1... one of my fave from qosa... esp dig the part where piano and violin comes into play...
Queens of the Stone Age - Mosquito Song
I know I know the sun is hot
Mosquitoes come and suck your blood
Leave you there all alone
Just skin and bone
When you walk among the trees
Listening to the leaves
The further I go the less I know, the less I know
Where will you run?
Where will you hide?
Lullaby's to paralyze
Fat and soft, Pink and weak
Foot and thigh, tongue in cheek
You know I'm told they'll swallow you whole,
Skin and bone
Cutting boards, hanging hooks
Bloody knives, cooking books
Promising you won't feel a thing at all
Swallow and chew, eat you alive
All of us food, that hasn�t died
Simmering, pick and pluck
Tenderize, bone to dust
The sweetest grease
The finest meat you'll never taste
So you scream, whine and yell
The supple sounds of dinner bell
We all will feed the worms and trees so don't be shy
Swallow and chew, eat you alive
All of us food, that hasn�t died
"oh no dun u keep ur good luck to urself..." - hong
11:24 PM
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no idea how come i managed to crawl out of my bed after throwing the alarm clock away... normally once i whacked it down and plomped to my bed... its dreaming time again...
reached school a tad too early... inside the lecture theatre only got 3 ppl... sit down there like zombie for a while when sano came and update me about things... later lessons start liao then i start to drift off again as usual... go there enjoy air-con and a cure for insomnia thats very effective... lecturers voices can switch my mind off...
after 10am the chicken rice gang go FC4 eat liao... not attending lectures after 10...
eat halfway then kena stomach ache, bo bian tell bryant to help eat my fries... shit, spend extra 30 cents for fries then give him eat... i can't even wear my pants properly liao... have to unbutton for some comfort... that's a bad thing... right now i only have 1 pair that i can wear without any discomfort... like that how to survive... think i have to wear corset liao...
cw angry that he work out so long liao still no six pack... bryant suggested adding ice to the waist helps... i suggested tying strings around his waist to achieve that 2 lines needed... maybe can try put a rubber band around the waist... if too tight then can try wristband...
after we settled our stomachs... bidded farewell to jimmy who wants to go back for the lecture cos he didnt take his bag along... said adios to bryant who has to wait until 12 b4 he meets his gf go watch 8 mile... put cw n me aeroplane to watch 8 mile with gf... somemore he say he want to watch it but his gf not interested in hip hop stuff...
left weili at the bus stop... chicken tag along with cw n me go orchard... its a good thing really, at least they can talk more then i no need stress so much think about talk what cock... took 106 and saw the designer... the one that's working at my mother's place... turned out he was going to california fitness centre... my mother say dun go there gym cos there is the meeting place for many gays... since he go there, then i cfm condemn that place liao...
go heeren then machiam like walking in the cementary... annex so empty, legs stretched big big walk also no problem... action city no more One Ring only got witch king 1... then chicken said sth abt the popularity of bearbricks... heard ppl say b4 on irc, didnt know what was that until i saw it with my own eyes...
go around annex then wait for that accessories shop to open... that 1 got sell the necklace + ring... then c c look look a lot all not shiny 1...
walk far east in search of that chao ah beng long long ring, cant find any... went kino go c magazines... finally read that Teenage with BoA on front cover... boring, same old new over and over...
flipped through FHM when chicken go "wah lau"... the reason i dun buy any issue is i dun read the whole mag... only flipped to the bar room jokes and true stories... and the occasional sensation report... like this month they put the top 100 jackass stunts... then chicken c liao say later he go buy... look whos wah lauing now... also saw 1 intereresting report, not sure in singapore FHM or the original 1... said sth abt scarification... which means scarring urself to create a nice pattern... something like tattoo like that, except it cant be undone...
were busy arguing among ourselves whether marriott is a type of bird...
go home then my mother stuff a mattress inside my cupboard... house-cleaning she explained... clear my sper messy table... wipe off all the dust collected over the past year... hmm my room more for celebrating hari raya, so green... next time i must paint my room red liao... go anywhere also c red...
my mother sentenced my snoopy, mr bean bear, chinchilla to hang by the window... relatives are coming over and she wans to air it... just wait for a day when the sun is bright... then can put them out to suntan... like some mushrooms or herbs that need sunlight...
"can i find a way to get into your heart... whisper in my ears, words i long to hear..." - hong
1:36 AM
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January 28, 2003 COLOURED.
unbelievable... my class got 4 ppl playing TCM and now there's 2 more that wants to try it... really getting addicted to it until CM4 comes out...
after my server management lab is over... we got 3 hours break... went to basketball court to laze around... my friends will always play first then later i join in...
this type got tactic 1... they play long liao then they very tired... so later when i join, i wun be xia suay as they wun be able to reject my ball... lol
long time never play liao very rusty... cw wanna 1 on 1 against me... dun really like the idea as 1 on 1 cruelly exposed my biggest weakness in bball... the inability to drive inside... nevertheless, i managed to win him 5-3, not sure how either... quite chao tyco...
play somemore ABCs with jimmy, weili n cw... then got ppl wanna challenge... 4 on 4, we're always on the losing side... just too lousy perhaps... we're the only team who likes to talk and crap around while playing... that's why we arn't that serious...
always like to run around in circles then the opposition run here run there... but in the end the ball i oso neber get... help my opponent gain fitness!
walking like a pregnant woman...
hands on my waist, back arched... hurt my back after clashing with a guy for a rebound... he wasnt any worse either... scatched him a no. of times... lol
after basketball go to FC3 for lunch... very hot but weili say got sperm-spraying machine that cools the surroundings... actually that's the mist-sprayer that they put up, must have tio many complaints for its poor ventilation...
got a call from cw that tml not going gym... bryant kena go out with gf... so going wif cw to buy his ring at orchard...
valen hsu was on shi zhi ru kou today... saw her on tv singing songs last week... the first person that i really go "waH!" before BoA...
obsessed with her songs since that fateful day... gonna get her cds from yunxu when he comes out... always in my memory...
"its so precious when u have good wishes..." - hong
2:21 AM
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January 26, 2003 COLOURED.
wanted to slack for second day running... my mother got other ideas...
she forced me to go jurong point with her to buy CNY clothes for me... and that after much questioning from my sister, my relatives, my friends asking me i buy oreadi or not...
know jurong point like the palm of my hand... at least the 3rd storey i mean... that's the first thing i always do when i get there...
buy CNY clothes will cfm buy from Crocodile 1... 2nd floor 1... cos that's where she's the boss...
whos the boss?, not my mother of cos... her shop used to be situated at beauty world centre which is beside my godmother's shop... that's how they got to know each other... "2 yrs never see liao grow so tall!"... i remember i havent grown any taller since sec sch...
i always find it funny when they call her "ah chris"... isnt chris a guy's name?...
tink her full name is christine, you know la, elder ppl like to call ppl by ah wat ah wat 1... like me... hmmm, maybe i should call neo ah chris nxt time... sounds cooL~
crocodile has improved in its sense of fashion... there's better shirts around now... and i got 2 shirts in 10 minutes... saw another 1 but my mother oreadi pay liao... 2 for 60... quite a no. of checked shirts, saw a very colorful 1... thought of trying it on and laugh at myself but under people i know, i tend to be more 'guai'...
"want to buy underwear or not?, long time never buy new ones liao leh"
"no need la"
fact is i cant wear them anymore... thought of getting boxers but they dun have...
didnt know where the toilet was at 2nd floor, only know the 3rd floor 1... brought my mother upstairs to relief herself... then 2 beng bengs came out from the toilet and saw me, "piak piak piak"... walk until so noisy, they not handsome enuf to attract attention so they have to make noises so ppl will look at their hideous faces and snigger... they stared at me i stared at them... no harm anyway... both of them look like gong kias, machiam idiots...
noises, noises
people make noises
people make noises when they're sick
nothing to do except to hold on to nothing
no one is safe
after that take 157 to beauty world...
trip down memory lane #1
didnt know 157 has changed its bus route, i thought it went in the wrong direction when it went past my grandparents flat which they used to live in at the back...
as the bus zig zag its way around... it reached jurong west... my old home, most shops remain... a luxury which my current home doesnt have...
never underestimate the power of gossip... supermarket below my old hse is gone, my mother say the boss kena tio cancer and has to close down his shop to look after his health... used to buy seaweed from his shop from pri sch...
what used to be a field has become a place for the sick and elderly... out of convenience since theres the jurong polyclinic just across the road... didnt know polyclinics are closed on sundays...
"what if ppl suay suay ill on sunday then how?"
"then they have to endure until monday loh!"
past the winding roads of bukit batok and towards bukit timah... the slope's no longer there... sth which i always enjoy from young when the bus would go up the slope and u can feel it... like a aeroplane landing and taking off that sensation...
watched all the condos and private housing line up 1 by 1 along the streets... i wan 1... dunno how to get around doing it, but i will get it... no matter what... save, scrimp, be thrifty!
love psychedelico - nostalgia '69
listen to love psychedelico cos they'll bring you back memories from the past... it just comes naturally since their music as the band name suggest... psychedelica~
memories
went to my godmother's shop for a visit.. my mother wanted to get some items to make CNY decors... when i was young, its virtually a bag per visit... my godmother treat me very well, always telling me to take any bag i fancy, and stuff money inside my pocket when my mother's not around... always look forward to CNY when she gives me angbao... cos she can pack a powerful 1... in the past she is the biggest 'donor', even more than my parents... now times have change my parents give more but she's still right up there with the big boys...
always called her 'dayi' and not "ganma"... not sure why also... asked my mother b4 about how she became my godmother, she said i was the only male after my godmother's own son "ah seng"... not gangster mind u, formerly in OCS, now studying in university... somemore no need pay school fees one... he got so many scholarships and bursaries to spare... most eligible bacheloR!, not me though...
back to beauty world... the shops were still there, save for 1 or 2 newbies... familiar faces all over... the shop i used to buy tidbits using the money my godmother gave is still there...
beauty world centre became ang ang all over... all CNY things u can find are here... then they dunno spend how much on electricity to put that mass lightings over the building...
overheard 1 shopper saying "this place is the only place got the CNY feel... all other shopping centres all dead 1!"
always feel awkward in front of people i know, esp when i have nothing to say... my godmother always have high hopes for me... always say i cfm will go university 1... too bad i dun plan to go university... unless its interesting, studies are always boring with the stupid theories... study oso dunno study for what, just to gain knowledge only... come out work all not related 1... in the end only waste money go make Singapore Poly more pretty to attract their victims...
went beauty world plaza (not centre) to buy the decors... my mother machiam like dajie down there... she knows all the people there since she was young... go here go there also kena recognised 1 then always hear the same remarks "wah so big liao ar" over and over again when they saw me...
lady boss (ah hua or ah huay, c all those gangsters names)for the decors looks young to me... my mother say she got 5 children and was divorced cos her husband marry cheena bride... the husband wan her to accept the new bride but she dun wan, then the husband beat her until she was bloodied and sent to hospital... it was in the news before but i never read it... btw, the father-in-law rented her the shop out of pity... the husband also has a shop at the entrance but ah huay is enjoying more business even though hers is situated inside the building... my mother says ppl go there becos her service very good, the husband 1 all heck care, dun bother to serve ppl...
trip down memory lane #2
play more love psychedelico songs...
my mother always like to talked abt beauty world... about its glory days and then the 2 fires that burned the entire building...
took 67 to cck interchange... then she will point here point there... showing me where she used to help out or work or live...
trip back home
u can try playing dead music here...
welcome back to the auntie auntie land... maybe i should style myself to be a aunty killer... then i can get them to buy things from the bloody far yew tee coffeshop to my house...
"you either get fit or get fat..." - hong
11:49 PM
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didnt wanna go out today... its high time that i slack abit...
my sister say there's a flasher ard the neighbourhood... apparently someone had warned her after she became the victim...
makes me wonder...
if girls ogle at guys's washboards, then surely they'll open their eyes big big and go "WoW!" when someone flash them... however it's always the other way around...
maybe next time girls should sue guys for outrage of modesty whenever they are half-naked...
those who read today's Lianhe Wanbao will notice the last page about japanese latest fashion trend...
girls in see-through skirts whereby perverts doesnt need spycams anymore to do any upskirts... the girls just show it to them directly...
my mother says "like that then dun wear skirt what, just wear underwear can liao"...
in my opinion, they need warmth, therefore the skirt so their legs wont catch a cold...
makes me wonder again...
what about those who are anti-underwear...
watched mtv awards after 8pm... think i miss quite a lot... but Si Da Cai Zi is more impt than the awards for sure...
dun get the idea what makes avril tick... if i ever see her in real life, i'll freak out... she looks like a ghost... come to tink of it, english version of The Ring juz came out and is Avril that Samura?...
The New Paper was dissing Robbie Williams's performance, saying he was arrogant... i watched it and saw nth wrong with it... maybe the reporter prefers the grammys...
it seems whoever came to singapore will get a prize no matter what...
inspiration award to F4???... shld be Stop-Giving-Us-Nitemares... acting alright la but singing... ahem, just leave it to the people with the voices...
jtL for fave korea act???... i thought shinhwa was even popular than them by a mile... if BoA is present... i bet my life she'll win for sure and she'll hear wolf whistles from all the hot-blooded males in singapore...
first time heard sun yanzi new song... still got such powerful vocals, wonderful... she looks better now, although her face resembles Mark Lee... both have tangerine faces... seems only her singles nice only...
TCM TCM TCM whole day...
"the more i try to forget, the more it keeps coming back... thats when i stop trying and it just rewinds b4 me..." - hong
2:18 AM
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January 25, 2003 COLOURED.
wanted to go play basketball in the morning but then i like to lie on bed... in the end when i crawl out already no time liao...
today CSW lesson have to go er mei shan... my friends n i lost our way getting up... its a different environment from shaolin temple... was used to seeing plain janes and joes who wear tshirt and jeans to school... hair messy becos they dunno how to comb hair... hokkien vulgarities heard every now and then... loud talking... lousy facilities...
then at er mei shan all put on make up la... hair all messed up to look stylo... fancy dressing like going to halloween party like that... ang moh speaking with some accents in the air...
"quantity doesn't equal quality"
felt uncomfortable around so many girls... got insecurities... prefer to be surrounded by engineered brains, that's us... =)
their free access printing free 1 sia... their labs got first priority in upgrading... unfair, well, nobody said the world's fair...
"miss... still miss..." - hong
2:02 AM
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January 24, 2003 COLOURED.
tried TCM whole night... finally got my winning formula... turns out quite well, after losing a couple of matches initially...
shocked to find the tortoise missing when i got home... turns out my father take it along his journeys while working.... crazy...
not much to put today... my life's a bore...
"miss..." - hong
12:02 AM
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January 22, 2003 COLOURED.
who says irc has no life...
went into #singapore out of boredom using another nick and i got 3 requests straight away... i wasnt using my honggy, then again the nick that i used last night was meant for sth else, not to identify myself as a lady...
was late was late... can be on time... yet i just off the alarm clock and got back to sleep... missed my 9pm lesson... whatever, i reckon by the time i reach there, already 9:30 liao, late for 1/2 hour = might as well dont go... save all the trouble trying to explain i like sleeping a lot... went for the 10pm practical... quite interesting, too bad its VB and i dun understand a single meaning to the coding...
lunchtime all my classmates wanna go home... lucky got jimmy wanna eat, went mcdonalds to settle lunch... now the McStaff clever, got a lot of Big Macs prepared already... missed my chance to claim a apple pie...
went swimming after that... treat it more of a relaxation thinggy nowadays... esp after my heavy lunch and yesterday's workout... calm waters, makes me think about what happened in the past 3 months...
received a call at 9pm... someone wanted my particulars... dunno who that person was, whenever somebody call, i just cant seem to know who is it speaking... gave him my address anyway... i think is yunxu but he shld be in ns by now... not sure, ask him when he gets out... "to fill in particulars of close friend", sounds more like sabotage to me... whatever...
li kai wo ni shuo shi wei le wo hao...
dan ni ke zi dao zhe jun hua sang ren bu shao...
"u gave me happiness i neber felt before... sadness too..." - hong
11:29 PM
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January 21, 2003 COLOURED.
took my own sweet time doing big business in the morning... since i'm late... there's no need to rush things... reached school 1/2 hr late and the lecturer still going through the first question...
SP recently has been doing a makeover... clean the T12 area... plant flowers... hang up banners... all just for the big event which will happen at the end of this week... they even cordoned off a section of a car park... maybe they're doing a bazaar sort of thing, with huts set up all over...
skipped the 2nd lecture for some free access... been 3 weeks since i touched a school pc... quite a feat, considering i used it at least once a week last time around... downloaded all my school lectures... keep my mind at rest... so that i won't forget to dl it in future...
went to chinese garden kfc for lunch with cw n bryant... after that we went upstairs for the gym... i was just looking outside the window, not doing anything... waiting for my food to digest... later cw complained of stomach pain then he went outside and rest at the sofa... it pays to rest first before doing any excercise... found out later that cw was sleeping after bryant n i thought why he so long still haben come in...
concentrated on the cardiovascular and assisted chin-ups... no time to carry any dumbbells... i always have this thing with cardiovascular excercise... once i get going, my mind tends to drift away to dunno where... then its mind over body from there and my legs will do the job on its own... no need to force it, it just seems to have energizer batteries on it...
tried climbing on the assisted chin-up when i felt my lovely left calf muscle harden like a rock... my oh my oh my... love it, just love it... wanted to get off the machine but then i already positioned myself liao, so the heck with it as i bear the pain to do 1 set of 10 before getting off... hobbled to cw and bryant where they spend an eternity at the weights there... sat down and stretched my bloody useless leg... got better but still as tense...
"Pain, Made To Order"
go changing room and cw was looking at himself on the mirror, flex here flex there, checking whether got wings or not... wish i got enuf meat... and yea i'm 57kg liao... at this rate, it's going very well and maybe by end of june, i'll have a new target to achieve...
CNY coming soon... my mother want to buy me clothes... i told her dun bother... i after new year then buy shoes can liao... lol... still haben clear my desk yet... my books all collect dust, buy liao for display only... if only there are any interested viewers who can appreciate art...
"i dun have anything to say... only you can feel it..." - hong
6:00 PM
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January 20, 2003 COLOURED.
got my $50 without having to ask... my mother happened to see a receipt of my purchase... discussed about my plans on a career with the army... she told me to proceed with caution... if i'm really interested, then sign on after my studies... she didn't want me to regret in future... but i dun think i'll have any future any way...
didnt sleep well for the whole night... tried to but whenever my eyes are closed, images of her surfaced and that scene keeps repeating over and over again... i dun wan to watch it... didnt want it to happen either... yet it seems so real... in the end i stop myself from sleeping at 4am and stayed awake writing this now...
today's server management quiz was really a quiz... 5 mcqs only, very tricky though since the answers were closely related...
the more i do digital systems the more i dun understand what am i doing... everything i did was to follow the instructions from the book itself... in the end i didn't learn anything at all... our class even managed to do 2 experiments today as our lecturer won't be free nxt week... i tink we can even finish the whole of the experiments available when we have 1/2 hour to spare...
went FC3 for some dessert... my friends warned me against their cold stuff... decided to tried it anyway and they were very true... the ice was so shuang kou that when u take a bite, can hear the cracking of the ice... now you know how crispy the ice is... they never cut their ice properly... when the new plaza opens on the 24th... FC3 is bound to run out of business...
my whole class was sick of attending the a-nei's practical... i know it's rude but my whole class all call the indian lecturer ah nei... his practical sucks like hell... in the end we amuse ourselves by making big big fonts...
feel ready to sweat myself crazy over gym tml...
"i dun wanna be a hero... neither do you..." - hong
11:16 PM
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January 19, 2003 COLOURED.
"relax... it's over, you belong to me
i fill your mouth with dirt
relax... it's over, you can never leave
i take your second digit with me... love...
you are... my first, i can barely breathe
i find you fascinating
you are... my favourite, lay you down to sleep
it's all that i can do to stop... love
so blue... so broken, paper doll decays
i haven't left you yet
so cold... subversive, your eyes are full of bleach
tomorrow, i will go away again... love...
you are mine, you will always be mine
i can tear you apart
i can recombine you
all i want is to covet you all
you belong to me
i will kill you to love you." [love]
cheemology from corey taylor there... sunday is also known as slacking sunday... have to ask my mother for $50 to buy books otherwise i'm living on scraps... yesterday spent $20 liao... maybe i'll make a trip to cmpb next week...
it's raining the whole day... heaven is crying for us...
"i want you to be selfish..." - hong
3:19 PM
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played sims until forget the time... rushed to meet sano n uchu at heeren...
was late for 25 mins... ~boy i miss ur kisses, all the time but this is, 25 minutes too late~... dunno why we meet there then go all the way to lido... cineleisure so much more nearer... bought tickets for Hero and went in straight away to catch the movie... my first time no need to wait, juz buy n go in relax liao...
show not bad... although i pity Flying Snow (Maggie Cheung), die so many times in the movie... she doesnt seem to age... so old liao yet still can maintain her looks, timeless beauty... Moon (Zhang Ziyi) was like a mad woman... chiong here chiong there, both hands holding weapons... still looks pretty in it... some sound effects pretty funny... can go check it out...
ate mcdonalds for lunch then go to youth park for the rap contest... too many are imitating voices... it's better if they use their own voice to rap instead of using a fake accent... it's not an imitating a star contest... most of the contestants fail at the freestyle segment where they have to tink of a rap based on a topic chosen by the emcee Jeremy Ratnam on the spot... 1 particular guy stand out... he doesnt look the bit... looks more like a normal slacker and he doesnt dress until like nelly or eminem or any other rap artistes...
Chou Pi Jiang was there to perform 3 songs while the judges decide the finalists... like them personally since they can come up with nice music and they're singaporean... Way to go!... wished they can sing some english songs n more chinese ones... i dun understand cantonese...
as expected the slacker was included as a finalist which on be held on zouk this wednesday... can't go anyway... i dun even have a hp to dl the logo required to enter...
later got jam x competition, where bands battle it out... since we cant leave the area as it was raining... we stayed there and listened to 2 bands playing... not bad... got 1 time this lamer posse stood down there looking down and not moving... then when the music starts they rock around pushing and punching people... 1 went onstage and tried moshing... later the power98 staff all had to get them off as they were a nuisance to the judges and they cant concentrate on the band... they're having their own kind of fun... not acceptable if it affects the others... reminds me of my npcc life... esp during guides campfire...
went to tangs to shop for uchu's clothes... he got some vouchers to use... clothes not bad, some prices are crazy some prices are reasonable... can check it out sometime once i get some cash to spare... then i went inside a fitting room with lots of clothes in it... tried on some of them, only like 1 of them... $89, long sleeve shirt, like cowboy cowboy type... then sano oso tried some of them...
dunno which bitch called us barbarians... no idea why she get so angry over what... if she say that again i'd slap her... who says women can't be touched, she deserved to be taught a lesson... You Are What You Say... barbaric woman, in the end we all ended up joking over the barbarian incident... we're NAB, New Age Barbarians... not bad, created a whole new era... even created a mini tongue twister abt barbarian, barbara and u know what... i reckon she was having her pms today...
after that we parted ways with uchu... missed my tv show becos of the tangs shopping... all set and ready to work it...
"wo wei tian xia, shui you wei wo..." - hong
1:01 AM
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January 17, 2003 COLOURED.
today no free gym after all... my friend was struck down with flu last night while playing neopets...
didnt do too well in my vb quiz... scoring 18/30... as long as it pass... quite happy liao... ate the FC3 teriyaki chix... the chicken like not chicken like that... like vegetarian food... somemore so ex... but recently oso few people come to FC3 liao... going to die soon... exorbitant prices...
found out the sims so time consuming... can play until 4get the time 1... in the end i ended up with ...
- 4 wives
- 1 of the wives is married to another guy and has a child
- 1 bald guy whom i managed to kiss and hug
- my love for the bald guy is 100
- plenty of bitch fighting in my house (slapping, insults)
- 4 double beds
- tried luring another woman, nearly successful to getting a 5th 1 but 1 of my wife has call it quits
been calculating my money... hope to regain my $55 back soon... not by gambling again... got other ways... help my friend gain profits and i oso gain sth from it... kill 2 birds with 1 stone...
"i'm the 666th vistor!" - hong
11:10 PM
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January 16, 2003 COLOURED.
i finally done my first tutorial at school, and a maths 1 at that... like that teacher so much that i automatic draw up a pen and start scribbling... reminds me of my sec sch days during recess stay in class piang maths h/w... actually there's oso a reason why i do my tutorial... those hu do until the specified no. of questions can go home straight away... left 45 minutes b4 the lesson...
have to do some revising on VB later at night... although i got 23/30 for my trial quiz... it was by sheer luck that i get so high... the qns asked were so cheem that i just anyhow choose the answers...
the wind is terrible... machiam i living on mountain top like that... the wind howls so loud that even my system of a down can't be heard...
tml got free gym liao... can practise my pull ups...
"i sensed the tide has changed... maybe i wun feel so guilty after all..." - hong
4:56 PM
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January 15, 2003 COLOURED.
started on a makeover... pretty amazed by other people's work... gave me more ideas to improve on my site... has been dull for quite a while now... *hint hint*... dear may get her butterflies after all...
found out my digital systems tutorial lecturer who also gives lectures in the same module is not bad after all... he did things that are easy to understand... or was it just a revision of what has been done since the past year...
lunching at FC4 when i saw sano... then we go to gombak together wait for yunxu... late as usual... today sano left early since he got his japanese class at 3... amazed at how he can carry 7.5... lol... i tink i'm going to start from small small liao... do from big big not used then not executed correctly... cannot cheat myself eh... spent most of my time doing weight-assisted chin-ups... slowly decreasing the weights to 46... set myself a new target to reach... 20 pull-ups by end of year... then i can no need to worry about my napfa... esp after hearing yunxu tok abt his class's average...
today's special... super big gulp for each of us... went to gombak stadium sit at the press area where there are primary schools and swiss cottage athetics training... saw my former cadets... time flies... when yunxu n i talked abt old times at swiss...
spending more time on excercising than at studies... hopefully after yunxu go ns then i got more time to concentrate on studies... not that he take up all of my time... i took up most of his time as he's the first person in mind when it comes to swimming or gym... lol... after he's gone for national duty... i'm left with my poly friends for gym... swimmming wise, no more ppl worthy of a challenge...
second week of school almost gone and nothing's done yet... but it'll start to get serious over the days to come... esp. internet programming...
"studies? i thought now still holidays..." - hong
6:11 PM
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January 14, 2003 COLOURED.
lectures are forever boring... beginning to get restless... even skipped the last lecture with half an hour left... slept in the 2nd lecture... why can't they get singaporeans to teach... they all speak so funny that it's ridiculous... students dun pay money to laugh at how the lecturers speak...
noticed something abt sp today... they're going satanic... 3 inverted stars hung across the carpark... not sure not they trying to do... 3-star poly?... why not a five-star... add a crescent and they have a singapore there...
after my lunch at school... i was still unsure as to go gym or swimming... cloudy skies... decide to part with my friends at jurong east mrt to board the train on centre platform...
*see no evil*
i dun know wat is happening these days... no matter where i go... what i do... there's so many temptations...
today at the swimming pool quite a lot of people... tink singapore is opening up nowadays... all the girls were in bikinis...
was swimming over 22 laps before yunxu come... he came roaring like lion... then the competitive edge kicks in and me 2 starts to catch the sprinting bug...
later got 1 guy dunno whether he lost his sense of direction or wat... a lane away from me... i overtook him then he swam towards my lane... almost colliding on many occasions... hate his ripples a lot... strong currents keep getting me off course... as i touched 1 end... i kicked his face damn hard... not that i wanted it... whenever there's competition i would chiong all the way liao... he lamer, keep trying to show he can swim faster than me... of course he lost... he somemore swim 1 lap stop 1 lap stop... i was already in my 40s laps... once he was 1/4 ahead... then he was enjoying the view of a girl in white bikini while swimming... i sneaked from behind and overtake him then the ripples appear again... he was frantically slapping the water around...
i love bruising ppl's egos... esp. those big sized guys who tink they can swim a lot... see them stop b4 swimming even 50 gives me much satisfaction...
just as i like hurting ppl's egos... ppl like to hurt mine too... girls who swim freebreast (freestyle + breaststroke) always win, leaving me always pissed but i know they cant last long... if only i know how to swim freestyle then i can gauge how far can i go... right now i'm still a purely breaststroker... at the pool got 1 girl was doing the freebreast thing... cramped my legs damn hard in the process... but that was after my 50...
go home straight away sleep liao... dunno how come yunxu still got time to play game... lol... can't be bothered with tomorrow's tutorial... i never do them... like my maths tutorial though... guess thats' the only tutorial i'll do...
tomorrow gym... aint feeling any effects from my swimming today... achieve uchu arms... quite a reality soon, just give me 10 more kg of fat to burn, i'll overtake him in no time... lol...
p/s: yesterday i was feeling the monday blues... so i can get grumpy... when ppl not enuf sleep they get agitated easily...
"bie li kai wo shen bian... yong you ni wo de shi jie cai neng wan mei.." - hong
10:49 PM
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January 13, 2003 COLOURED.
my class still split over whether to change the time table or leave it as it is... those who want to change are those that don't come in the mornings at all... they were only interested in the friday no school... for those who don't miss lessons like me will have to wake up early just to be on time... FUCK them...
foodcourt 3 is attracting the girls from the business side but its dissing me away... insane prices those food and beverages... so what if they make it into a environment with good ambience... hot as hell, no air-con... i much prefer the old FC3 with its cheap food and $0.50 drink... FUCK SP...
feel my sister rude sometimes... father complain abt something then she will go "shut up la"... my father can be irritating... the best way is to not talk at all and he will run out of things to grumble... my sister just like to talk back then my father will talk back then my sister will talk back... never ending... honestly i will slap her... she has no respect to the elders sometimes... and oso quite biased... keep saying bad things abt china ppl... she has to go ns to fully understand what its like to suffer hardship... then she will appreciate the things around her... not that i'm gd either... i hate a lot of things... i just keep it inside...
still... my sister is not bad at all... its becos of my father's constant ranting over the yrs that drive her crazy... nowadays my father talks less and its better... i always felt i'm not close, nor am i distant from my family...
unsure whether tml after school going gym with my poly frens or go batok swim... body felt a bit sore today although its not as worse as i imagined it to be... will be bringing my swimming and gym gear to sch tml... then everything goes from there...
"fury is what drives the spirit within me" - hong
11:09 PM
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felt that this is the first proper gym thing i have done... concentrating on certain areas for some time before moving on to others... forgot about the 2.5 dumbell and took the 3 and later 5... still cant lift properly...
saw someone running with a tilted machine... was amazed and tried that 1 too... was very tired in the end... run like want to die... sweating like a pig whenever i do those cardiovascular things... after that run, it took the wind out of me and i pretty much could not walk...
quite many girls in the morning... by the time it's 2... all guys liao... first time spend 4 hours inside there... all those pain will come torromow, right now there's nothing as yet...
go home have my lunch and lay dead on my bed... what happen afterwards i dunno... my mind is blur...
"pls dun do sit-ups in front of me... dun ever wear white shirt that is short... i cannot take it..." - hong
12:03 AM
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January 12, 2003 COLOURED.
today went queensway as scheduled with toy and jimmy... jonathan n ys not going... it was kinda expected when ys was weird yesterday... ask him then he keep saying 'wah lao stress stress'... then come up with poor excuses... jimmy thought he will come today but i was right... ys didnt turn up... more likely that he didnt have enuf money to buy the cap... even then he dun have to lie to us... can just follow us see see 1 wat... dunno wat he thinking...
sometimes i really hate queensway... always seem to get lost in it... walk around in circles... then when want to buy jeans which we saw earlier... we cannot find the shop liao... today funny sia... i'm the only person going there with a purpose to buy... in the end ended up me leaving empty-handed and them leaving with their nice and cheap jeans... toy suggested going orchard nxt week for more shopping... he's more familiar with clothes in orchard... today kinda my first time seriously look at clothes... always just look for fun... quite like the shirts in queensway... after chinese new year i go get new shoes... oso considering some shades that i saw at queensway... dunno can be fitted with degrees or not...
after that we went our separate ways n i head to orchard to see see... went to topshop recommended by toy... i much prefer queensway style of clothes... lol... orchard expensive sia... me no money oso, my mother tell me she rejected money from my godmother to buy clothes... say i tao hua yuan over liao, then cannot take...
then go borders read read until i happy... take mrt go home then for no reason it went to the bishan depot... later it was known that there's an accident at ang mo kio then they have to change tracks... waste a lot of time inside the mrt, it go so slow...
tml going gym liao... i feel very refreshed right now, not a single sprain or soreness detected...
"men are nothing but trouble... women are nothing but trouble... put them together and u'll get double trouble..." - hong
12:10 AM
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January 10, 2003 COLOURED.
computer R.I.P last night... cant chat properly... msn keeps logging me off... then my whole computer hang...
listened to my bai yi tian shi and didnt do any excercise today... right now they feel great, esp my right elbow... quite alright liao... but my bai yi tian shi oso has to rest, cannot keep having late nights...
my class wanna change the time table schedule... something which i'm not happy about... i'm very satisfied with the current 1, if they wan to use the revised 1, it would be having 4 practicals in a day... enough to kill... esp when it comes to lab test... juz hope they dun change it for the whole semester...
go my mother's workplace then noticed the designer not around... remembered that he go send his gay partner back to new zealand... soon there'll be a new face once he gets back to work... the lao ban niang ask me again about i have gf or not... i 'errrm' for quite a while before saying no... scared she introduced me to some girls, i wun be interested... then she say my mother waiting for 1...
got offer from the alien himself about going bugis... but i cant tml going queensway to get my cap with my friends going window shopping... it's the only thing i can afford now =(... uchu power, other people come back from ns juz wan to rest... the moment he book out he wan to go out liao...
"triple h... scott steiner... brock lesnar..." - hong
11:23 PM
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January 09, 2003 COLOURED.
still can keep my elbows straight... and now my legs are aching as well... they take a long time to loosen up... try sleeping at 8pm yesterday, in the end cant sleep at all and watch Life is Beautiful, that italian oscar award winning movie... solli to make her wait... 3:30am still haben sleep... oh my oh my dear... *hugz*
wake up in time, but not without my mother commenting i am like the tortoise at home... early in morning her eyes cannot open 1, then gong gong... i oso like that, early in the morning i do everything with my eyes closed... opening slightly only... it's so much relaxing that way than having to open eyes big big in front of your friends...
looked myself in the mirror and thought i should get some contact lenses soon... living on scraps currently but it's alright, i got the whole of 3 yrs to do that...
morning lessons the lectures are oh so boring... the usual crap that can cure people of insomnia instantly... afternoon maths tutorial the lecturer nice... ong cs... nags and yells, reminds me of my sec sch maths teachers... think i can do very well in this semester's maths liao...
arranged with my classmates about the queensway thing... me wan to go buy cap they all want to go buy chinese new year clothes... i after collect ang baos then go buy the clothes i want... lol... our class has changed a bit, now the chicken rice gang kinda trying to go out every week liao... finally we're behaving more like a class...
listening to queens of the stone age is like listening to crazy lazy people talking to you... in their album, in my ears i onli find the sky is fallin that intrigues me...
Queens Of The Stone Age - The Sky is Fallin�
[The Sky is fallin, human race that we are]
[Has left me crawlin, staring straight at the sun]
[All in a moment, I notice]
[Every dog has his day]
[I paid attention cost me so much to hate]
[For so long I saw only wrong]
[But now to remind it�s a waste of time.]
[Close your eyes and see the sky is fallin.]
[I wanted something, nothin, blank, I don�t know]
[It�s hard deflecting, stones are easy to throw]
[All in a moment I noticed]
[Hours days left behind]
[One wasted, useless, selfless]
[None of a kind]
[For so long I saw only wrong]
[Now to remind not to go back]
[To the low that has drained]
[My life so long]
[Close your eyes and see the sky is fallin.]
"push-ups at home versus spending money at gym... winner = none" - hong
3:51 PM
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January 08, 2003 COLOURED.
dun feel like going to school today... the stoopid rain makes it such a nice day to sleep... did all things slowly... eat breakfast, changing, pack my bag with my swimming stuff... yea, not books... i dun bring books to school... finally i had 1 lecturer who can acutally speak english that i understand... all is fine except it's about visual basic... i hate vb...
today's dressing:
put on army 3/4 pants = bubba ray dudley
add on orange sweater = bucky lasek
take off pants = jay zhou
take off sweater = me in birthday suit =)
today he let us off early, since we managed to do his tutorial puzzles ahead of time, with his help of course, some answers are just absurd...
nowhere to go and still drizzling... went wif my classmates to eat kfc... yesterday eat, today eat again... sick of the 2pc chicken meal... i wan the fries back!...
after lunch, we parted ways... my friends not going swimming when it's raining... up to them, then i can concentrate on my own swimming =)...
reach batok swimming pool liao then sit down read the new paper wait for the rain to stop totally... first lap like shit... i cant stretch my arms fully as my elbows cannot be kept straight due to yesterday's gym... then my left leg take a long time to lock... virtually no feel of the water... after 3 laps then saw the tall figure walked in... no doubt it's yunxu... then got motivation to swim liao... today i feel invincible... overtake him for whole of 2 laps... cant blame, he never eat anything, woke up late as usual...
how to swim fast:
get angry
smooth water
get someone fast or faster to swim alongside
learn from girls
whenever there's yunxu around... i can swim fast... the rest of the people in the pool no kick... provide no competition... too lazy to wait for the SASA ppl... n they create too many ripples for my liking... learn from girls not as in look at them for inspiration... learn how to swim gracefully from them and apply ur own aggression to it... it works... for me at least =)...
dun feel like doing any schoolwork at home... just feel like sleeping... even though so far there haben been any major stuff coming up... just hope that i dun sleep at 9pm anymore... then again... nothing to do...
this is for you...
[So let me come to you]
[Close as I wanted to be]
[Close enough for me]
[To feel your heart beating fast]
[And stay there as I whisper]
[How I loved your peaceful eyes on me]
[did you ever know]
[That I had mine on you]
overcome your limits.. its all mind over body... - hong
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January 07, 2003 COLOURED.
lectures are so boring... tried listening to them... my eyes are closing... really good at making people sleep...
went gym after 12 at chinese garden... weigh myself and discovered i'm now 56kg... gained 1kg in 1 week... wow... january only... resolution of 60 in end 2003... lol can slowly achieve it liao...
going out with my poly friends really stress my whole body out... they spent the whole time working their arms... then i increased my load slightly liao... did more than in gombak... equipment more or less the same... just that more quantity...
run only 1.2km then had to stop... tired... angry that i couldnt finish my 20 minutes... maybe i must leave some time in between cardiovascular excercises... was doing rowing b4 that and proceeded to running straightaway...
those who went to that jurong east swimming to play the wave pool beware... there are eyes all over... the gym there has a clear view of the wave pool, can see all the hanky-panky all around... then i do my excercises as i look outside... not that i wanted it, the apparatus was facing the windows... the gym quite thoughtful... lol...
ate kfc which was downstairs as we talked abt how to achieve the ultimate body... my friend still wanna know how to get that 'mouse' out... he keep saying mine can come out but he canot come out... he got too much meat liao mah... me all bones... that's why... been eating well these days... can be sure to gain more weight soon...
managed to get 2 of them to go swimming with me tml at batok... dunno takumi oso going or not... after 12 then we go from school... wanted to go school swim 1, but lunchtime many people then they dunno how to swim so they dun wan... me oso dun wan so many people see me swim or my body... for her eyes only =)... only thing i scared tomorrow is i wun be able to swim properly, esp with them dunno how to swim... hope they give me 1 hour of freedom to swim my 50 first...
suddenly school has become boring again with the lectures... like that how to get distinctions... - hong
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January 06, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up 4 times over a 6 hour period of sleep... during that time i had a dream... for me to dream is really a miracle... it foresees the future... i wisHed...
go school see all the familiar faces again... and all the other poly students from other departments... found out that some of my classmates oso interested about a saf career, although some only wants to sign after their ns... some wan to sign now like me... still unsure...
new week = new books = new money gone... dunno like that i still can survive or not... today all practicals... not bad, cant take their accents... they should hire all locals nxt time... hate those indian lecturers who cant even speak properly...
foodcourt 3 now has transformed to a cafe... too little seats, no aircon, no 50cent drinks... it sucks in short... had to go to foodcourt 4...
went basketball court afterwards... if gers were there, they would be drooling at those half naked guys... looks like most had hit the gym during the vacation... all looked lean and muscles all over... was looking at every one of them and compare to mine... lol... wat a jokE!... they dun have my shoulder blades... anyway its all abt skills at the court... the bodies... only for those starers to c... was very rusty in my shooting... like shit... have to go for some shooting drills liao...
excercise schedule:
tuesday afternoon : gym
wednesday afternoon : swimming
friday morning : shooting
saturday : swimming (if)
more or less fixed... unless i feel like sleeping too much... not used to school... my eyes were dead by 3:30... need some time to adapt...
"there's no place for complacency... if only i can apply that to my studies instead of excercising" - hong
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You are so beautiful to me
Cant you see
You're everything I hope for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to mmMMmmmEEEE
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my mother veri clever... she doesnt bother to tickle my soles liao... she just off my fan and changed the power to her sewing machine... then she inside my room sew... the noise so loud... can live with it... but no fan worse... sticky = cant sleep...
only had my breakfast 1 hr earlier when i go my uncle's house for buffet... didnt eat much... no have anything i like 1... no chicken wings, otherwise i stuff myself crazy... go there c his month-old baby... a lot of hair then smooth smooth skin... he veri guai, let people hold then he down there make his mouth when he sleeps which looks like he's having a good time...
i hate to be in crowds... esp when i dunno all of them... no people ard to hide behind... just close my eyes and tink of her... i even doze off a bit... lol...
my relative was bugging me abt whether i got gf or not again... she says: "class no have gers then go look at other classes 1 la"... then i say dun wan la... she say my mother told her that i'm stingy...
i am in a way... my parents brought me up to be like that... how the hell do u survive with 50 cents when u're in pri 1... i dunno how i did it... but i just did... increment of 10 cents per yr doesnt make much difference... pri sch i dun eat during recess... juz save save save...
sec sch... used to envy ppl hu have quite a gd allowance... always stayed in class during recess to do my maths... i save... i save for the future... so my future gf/wife will have no worries financially... most ex i bought must be my pc... that time i felt rich when i was working... now... struggling to even have a spare $50 in case of emergency...
school's starting... but i'm looking forward to it... still a honeymoon, this semester sure to be a blast... all that will change when year 3 studies beckon... so enjoy while still honeymoon... coat me wif all the honey!... i'm juz too sweet to handle... lol... soli but i was crapping again...
napped at 8pm woke up and went back to sleep til 11... tired after a crazy night... but it worthed it, tok for nearly 5 hours... lol... feng le!
watched the wwe special look at their bodies give me extra drive to work hard in the gym...
"the cat never teaches the tiger how to climb trees for a simple reason"
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January 05, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up to a whole body ache... to get results... must first suffer... =)
shou qi pao yi li liang li san li si li zai wo shou... kan yan lei yi ke liang ke san ke si ke diao xia lai... lol, nahz me no cry... no woman no cry... only got blisters from that rowing... must invest in gloves soon...
weigh myself yesterday... 55kg... haben even end of the year and i only nd to gain 5kg more to get my resolution done... but then mi joy was short-lived, takumi oso weigh then he said the scale a bit of error... nvm, nxt week sch open go jurong east gym wif my poly friends then i go there weigh... 2 machines cant be wrong...
trying very hard to get my boa to dance no.1 and my sweetie for me... but cannot... even sara dun listen to me... lol... only can play sara, dont start now, id peace b... dance moves even can slow-mo 1... looks like failure's not an option... but... too rigid liao... lol...
"di di qu orchard zhao nu hai zi, ta na ni hui qu kan shu..." my father told my sister...
buRpz... time flies, from jan 1st to jan 4th liao... and b4 u can even fly to the moon, it's oreadi chinese new year liao...
continue my spring cleaning... b4 i only had 240mb left... now i got 1.64 gb... delete quite a no. of mpegs...
wanted to go out then rain... lucky my uncle was around then i can take his car to yew tee mrt... had dinner at 5 then go borders...
saw someone approach a foreigner about modelling... i assessed him and... the foreigner dun have wat it takes to be a model -- not tall, dun have build, not nice features... more likely the person is seeking a gay partner... the foreigner rejected his offer and his friend down there quiet quiet laugh at him... funny sia... then the foreigner look around him... red-faced~...
was ard 10:30 when a staff tell me to give up my stool to another customer... if no one was around... u can be sure i'll sock him in the eye and whack that stool across his face... of cos that was my inner thought, i just got up and left, furious abt wat happened... tink nxt time i go there i oso demand a stool from the staff... then i no nd to find places to sit or stand for so long...
went back and discovered my neighbourhood suddenly became alive... crickets singing... millipedes... thousand-legged worms... worms... cockroaches... and even a jumping frog was around... i wonder how that frog managed to get around here...
ate dinner at midnite... cant stuff myself too much... tml still got buffet...
this place is full of freaks... act pitiful, got sympathy from people... then when they got close to the "pitiful person"... he then focus his attention on his sympathesizers... then when they said they arnt interested... he'll haiz haiz haiz until another person pities him... this cycle doesnt seem to stop and i'm tired of seeing all this... someone juz take my eyes out... y go into relationships when u know u cant handle it... juz becos u c others have 1 means u must oso have so that u wun lose out?... if it works out well then fine, gd for u... dun work out well, u juz cry n cry and leave broken-hearted, wished it neber happened in the first place...
appeared happy to a section of his friends... appeared sad in another section of his friends... deep inside is he sad or happy... no one knows... only he knows...
"loyal?... i've always been loyal..." - hong
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January 03, 2003 COLOURED.
happened to c mariah carey performed her song on music station... cant help staring at her shoulders... scary... she got WINGS... tink she oso swim frequently... lol... her wings bigger than mine... unfaIR!... actually her new single not bad wat... just like her old songs... or even better... dunno why no one's interested anymore... all so into tt avril lag-dunno-wat... only like complicated... cant sleep last night by her words... grinning as wide as the jokEr from batman... was haunted by the channel 8 stars chn new yr song... eery....
hate mornings... i really do... 7++ got up then go school do things... today's catch:
linkin park - under attack (b-sides)
ayumi hamasaki - rainbow
finally managed to get my winamp... winamp 3 sux... going back to old school liao... played around with the dplayer... got boa dance moves... and practise sara at home! went foodcourt 4 for lunch... had chicken chop... nice, when school reopens... not so nice anymore, esp. when u keep eating it...
too free liao, reached gombak at 1pm... b4 that i was taking the mrt back n forth, passing time... then wait until takumi come... ard 1:40 liao...
gym gym time... signed in under a different name... lol... do all the things we do the previous time down there... except today got jog on track... 3.3km in 20 mins... long time neber run liao... somemore not used to it initially, legs keep getting in each other's way during the first 5 minutes... gave me a new resolution to make... 5km in 20 mins...
after gym go 7-11 buy super big gulp... regretted not sharing... in the end i went to gombak stadium go there relac relac... took off my shirt and sipped my big gulp slowly... looked like i juz ran on the stadium like tt... lol... then observing people run... see their running patterns quite interesting...
at home keep playing boa idance... esp like sara... no slp... dying... excercising... tiredness... living dead...
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BoA* ~~~
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How Emotional Are You?
Freezer. You feel nothing and wish to feel nothing so you find peace in the way you think, however, your emotions are more nuetral than balanced. Coldness and tolerance can be the ways of a passive heart.
said i was a stoner....
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What Kind of FLIRT are you?
lol... all girls 1
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which eye are you?
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150 to 250 You're dominated by your right brain, which makes you the artist. The degree in which you're dominated by the artistic brain depends on your score. The higher your score is, the more dominate this side of the brain is.
Not only are you highly creative, but you're also very emotional with a tendency toward sadness and despair. You have great spatial ability and are good at recognizing patterns. You would be at your best in a creative field such as graphical art, creative writing, poetry, music, drama, photography, etc.
Though the left brain has given man the means of survival, the abilities you possess to create and inspire has given humanity a reason to survive.
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What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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January 02, 2003 COLOURED.
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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went swimming and saw no people when i walked past the medium pool... great, now the pool's all mine... wrong wrong wrong... competition pool so many people... it's crazy... started my first few rounds aggressively... too many competition liao... later takumi oso come then gave me the drive to step up a gear... in the end swim finish liao lef 2 of us there only...
rushed back home to change n head to orchard for my 'date' with uchu... managed to get takumi n sano to go as a foursome... long time never go out together liao...
was late when i reached there... we were decked out in the latest slacker fashion... i wore clothes that i used to sleep, complete with the slippers that make sounds when wet... really look awkward compared to the others... too bad uchu was the odd 1 out... hu's to blame, he's the alien... and he was showing off his arms again by wearing sleeveless...
cineleisure long john for lunch... the jokes back... reminds me of the jokers' past... uchu wan to watch movie, too bad no one's interested... then go to far east look at the level one... saw some ear studs... but then dunno how to wear... dunno where the opening of the stud sia... then shy to ask the person...
go delifrance at shaw so uchu can draw on his levis red tab plain white shirt... the rain doesnt seem to stop... after that he go marina with his sexual mates to meet his sergeant for dinner... we 3 take mrt home... all sleeping... wished the train will continue forever...
received a call from my poly fren jimmy... wanted to ask us out for movie... thing is... money tight, no movies to watch... have to scrapped my snow cap for now... burpz... got a feeling that this semester, our class will be having quite a number of activities... this holidays oradi have 2 invitations from my class, something which is unheard of when we first started together... ppl r beginning to get restless... can't wait to crap wif crappy ppl...
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January 01, 2003 COLOURED.
2003 officially... have to get used to writing the year now... felt very bad when i deprive ppl from sleep... look at my time table properly and discovered i dun have any 8 to 5 schedule... nt bad sia... finally thought of the students' welfare... or maybe it's for our class only...
went hunting today... uchu said if i'm going anywhere then call him... better not, dun wan to remind him of his past... didnt get to walk all the shops... not enuf time... 4pm down there by 6 i oreadi take mrt go home... have to be back early... initially helped my fren buy strike! liao... then go orchard plan to buy somemore, but then so many ppl... must get my $55 back... singapore pools earn too much money liao... not fair...
money's a prob... have to dig into my reserves after forking out cash for concession pass... just hope that my mother remember that it's a new month now... otherwise i can die liao... yunxu wan to give up his snow cap sia... very tempting since it's one of my resolutions... will tink abt it... haben return him his south park yet... nxt time got chance then give him... best b4 ns...
sometimes i wonder why my class so good... turns out that most neber go out countdown... compare to my sec sch frens... all go pubbing 1... and i always thought my class more havoc, turns out the other way... asked toy (B.T.H.K) why he neber go out... he say he waiting for ppl to jio... lol... sounds like me, although he got more frens to call him out anytime... then we decided if possible this yr countdown we'll go out... but if he cant wait... we can go chinese new year 1... no need sleep for the night... wait outside 7-11 so if hungry can go inside buy cup noddles eat... got an even more drastic idea... given any day just wait for a new day countdown... like that we will have many countdowns throughout the year... machiam like rehearsal for the real deal...
my sister say the sentosa 1 sucks... not enuf barricades... security not well done... not enuf baggage deposits... she somemore say ppl in the foam party throw beer bottles ard... throw here throw there... scary thought... she oso mentioned abt the banglas... they must be enjoying themselves touching women... they like so much go back to their homeland and touch their wives for all they like... whenever there's people squeezing... i only like to elbow ppl ard... esp. when there's pushing ard... look forward to 31st dec... but more importantly is that it inches closer to 2006...
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my moments for 2002... i cant remember most of it liao... esp the earlier months... my resolutions... i wun explain it.. they're self-explanatory... if anyone dun understand any of the resolution.. then too bad, u dun knoe me well enuf...
thoughts for 2002:
crazy moment:
jan 1st 2002... tt day i tink i siao liao... 31st dec 2001 i was at downtown east for the countdown... then i went home in the morning 6++... sleep for a while... then went to costa sands for j's chalet... actually i can stay at downtown east until its time to go j's 1... lol... tink i like my bed too much... for that i went to east side twice in 1 day... and i slept in both trips on the train...
funny moment:
play soccer at basketball court in sp... kickoff i took the ball with me and charge... then when i shoot, hit the defender and deflected to my head... i went "AdOI"... a sensational header~ and it went in... perhaps the most tyco moment ever in 2002... head pain but was rewarded wif a goal that i didn't really mean it...
defining moment:
oct 24th 2002...
its no fun w/o ano and neo online
its bored w/o them to talk to honggy
lol... its funny hoe it all started...
self-destruction moments:
definitely my 2nd yr semester 1 exams... dunno wat was i tinking... irc in the middle of the night and not doing any studying... lol... yea my results weren't that gd... no more As...
another 1 is continual eating chicken rice at the back of MLT2 when we're supposed to be listening to the lectures... i heard from my frens that they can smell the chicken rice from their seats... too bad the lecturer cant smell it...
walk fire enter devil moment:(zou huo lu mo)
worn out my new swimming trunks in just 1 month of swimming...
increasing the no. of laps from 20 to 100 in under 1 month... dunno wat realli happened that time... i and takumi juz do it like there's no tomorrow... dun really recommend spending time in the pool for 3 hours... unless u wan to suntan...
scary moments:
white spots start to appear on arms... its reduced now... thank god...
golden hair on arms... not scary really... makes me stand out from the rest... lol...
white butt... kept wondering how to get it to be the same tone as my body... if only there's a pool that allows nude swimming...
face wearing goggles area white... lucky i was wearing specs... otherwise i would get stares wherever i go... luckily its not so visible now...
hmmm... all of them have to do with my swimming... swimming's bad...
blogger-inspired moment
has seen some of my irc frens do blog b4 but was so into it... then anomalic told me to start 1... i did... although it was left stagnant initially... after a barrage of people oso started doing it... i had to do soemthing to my own blog...
2002 is best remembered for:
- the most number of brain freezes i had... always returned home after swimming with headaches...
- hugs are addictive... one thing leads to another... tt's y i refrain from it... but in the end i gave in to the temptation...
songs for 2002:
- scooter - nessaja
- scooter - the logical song
- way out west - mindcircus
- paul oakenfold - southern sun
- karen mok - ai
- jiang mei qi - dui ni er yan
- xie ting feng - huang
- shin - mei you ni de ye
- ayumi hamasaki - voyage
- the brilliant green - forever to me ~owarinaki kanashimi~
- love psychedelico - standing bird
- muse - new born
- nirvana - you know you're right
- eminem - lose yourself
- aqualung - strange and beautiful
- coldplay - a rush of blood to the head
- coldplay - amsterdam
- red hot chilli peppers - midnight
- red hot chilli peppers - by the way
still got quite a lot... but then i forgot liao... =(~
resolutions for 2003:
- to get my $55 loss back
- pay attention to lectures in MLT2
- swim faster than those SASA ppl
- get bigger arms
- learn to snack between meals
- eat 3 or more meals everyday
- reached 60kg by end 2003
- read more biographies
- learn abt religions
- get a snow cap
- get a choker
- aim for a distinction in any subject
- get a hp
in the end... a very fruitful 2002... lost some gain some... happy new year to all and wish everyone to be wiser as the clock ticks by...
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