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March 31, 2003 COLOURED.
had a scare yesterday... went online for a short while and my forehead suddenly felt hot... hey hey, other ppl kena welcome to the aids club, i kena welcome to the sars club... got offline immediately and drank 500ml water, wash my face, put a wet towel over my forehead and just not thinking about anything... i noticed that my face quite red, maybe its the sun burn that's making me hot...
and nigel was down there telling everyone to get more excercise and swim to cool down... lol, i challenged him but it most probably wun happen at all cos i sweared i wun see him in this lifetime liao...
CM4 fever has hit my class... installed it at INW practical class and tried networking but to no avail... can only play single player... we're targeting wednesday during our INP lecture, tutorial and practical sessions cos we can then play network... and after this week, hes going for his reservist and another lecturer will step in, which means CM CM CM!... done my cover letter, verilog used chiobu's 1, in fact most of us used chiobu's 1, we all dunno how to write...
"just a nobody in ur eyes..." - hong
11:09 PM
March 30, 2003 COLOURED.
suffering from the after effects of the hot sun yesterday... now my shoulder blades pain pain... no clouds, only clear blue sky and the scorching sun... today is perhaps the hottest day of the year... happy sleeping only to be awaken by my father for me to pick up a call... the alien requests an audience with me and i have to oblige, failing which he will send me to exile...
so i went to orchard and saw uchu with this old man who has the pervert looks talking to him... hmm, someone interested in the alien eh... did our usual aimless walking along orchard and saw senzi... oh not senzi, sensi i mean... new fragrance by giogio armani... had a good laugh over the advertisement for that 1...
had lunch at far east upstairs before we went to see the commotion at level one... the wat samsung fun club 1 la... i just see a bit then a girl waved at me and asked "u veri familiar leh"... i totally blur... my first reaction was "yet another brilliant tactic by sales liao rite"... but she looks familiar as she keeps bugging me to register... turns out she is shandy, same sec school but diff class throughout the 4 yrs... she changed quite alot, although the features still the same, need to do a double-take then i can confirm is her by her voice and personality...
while i was still recovering from the shock, the host came up to me and stared... i stared back and he told me to say yes... and i like kena hypnotize like that stopid stopid said yes... oh shit, he's going to embarrass me liao... then he brought me to this booth and told me what i'm supposed to do... Play JAVA Game... so i played it as well as sano and uchu who oso said yes to him and played it... sano n i got 0.84km while the alien recorded a 1.6km!... later each of us got a goodie bag and poor alien lost the big prize by only 0.1km... lol, the reason behind the large gap between him and us is he keeping tapping the button while we just press and hold... how's that for brains, he's from a different world la i tell u...
later uchu wanted to collect his... everybody now... QqQQqQOOOooOOO~ bottle caps to redeem some freebies... got us to buy Qoo and while we were heading towards the Heeren, i saw Vanilla Coke across the road outside taka... so we went underground and got our Vanilla Coke... like water parade, cannot take it manz... stopped outside taka to rest and slowly finished the vanilla coke... began our old grading thing again and old frens came along as well... saw j n ike... by that time my stomach was calling for a timeout... too much gas, and that really puts me off vanilla coke... from now on, no more vanilla coke...
parted ways with j and ike as we went to heeren... got a QqQQqQOOOooOOO~ tote bag in return for all his efforts... he should have collected more and get that alarm clock, so much nicer... after that we went home...
anyway, i have trained enuf of pinball, so tml's INW practical i can show my gang my progress... my mother got suspicous of me going out for 2 consecutive days and that little foreign towel hanging on my window grille... she thought i had changed... so i better correct her b4 things get worse... "go out wif guys need to wear so nice meh"... cos i have no clothes to wear?... my father thought i was crazy when i wear my orange sweater out... fyi, i went to borders and i still came out shivering... this is not crazy... as for the towel, even though it has pictures of cute bears on it, it is cw's 1... i didnt bring the towel for gym the other time round and i promise to wash it for him... and yea, my plans got getting gloves have to be put on the shelf becos of poland... poland made me change my gameplan liao... why poland bu zhen qi 1... watever, i only have myself to blame...wondered how i managed to write so much after watching Dry Wood, Fierce Fire... and my DS still not done, and my SM quiz not yet studied... guess i have poor self-control... lol...
"the best thing to do in a war zone is to shut up..." - hong
11:01 PM
i waited, deng le you deng, deng le zai deng, deng dao hua er dou xie liao... until he neber called then i just went for swimming liao... still quite a number of people swimming mah, just that no more swimming class, must be those panicky parents... thought i was the only 1 swimming when i saw a botak head bobbing up and down... when i done my rounds, we're comparing who's the fairer among the both of us... yunxu come back the hands like chao tar, even more power than me... i look so white compared to him, lol... never swim in 2 weeks liao and my competitors still are so pathetic... i tink sano, yunxu and me can form the white-butt posse liao...
went to borders to update myself on music... one day i think i will get marilyn manson's contact lenses... black n white, freaks ppl out but it looks so cool manz... whole eye black black like sadako, white white like no pupil like that... went home and saw that blind man, u know that blind man who plays in tunnels around orchard... 11pm then go home, kinda hard work, somemore the ventilation also not that good at all, wonder how much he earns daily...
"May 11..." - hong
1:46 AM
March 28, 2003 COLOURED.
super frustrated yesterday for the poor handling of the module selection thing... but i must admit kwa t.p was quick to react, he sent an email today to inform us of the new allocation changes... accept 100 places but only 40 out of the 100 will be able to take higher maths... this is roughly about 2 out of 5 persons... i can only cross my fingers and hope for the best... if i had straight As for my previous maths papers then i can breathe easy... too bad i got a C last semester... who ask me dun wan hardworking, now regret oso no use... thats a real kick to the butt... if i cant get in, then i just accept it... i am stupid...
was worried sick when my sister didnt came home til 1am last night... me having some kind of double standards... other ppl come home late late i dun see it as unusual, my sister come home late late i get very worked up... why should i, she's 21 liao... she now into ktv, mostly when she came home late was becos she was busy singing...
promised to change for the better... right now, i have 2 maths tutorials not done, DS verilog code not written, CSW cover letter not done... so many things, so little time... actually i do have the time, just too lazy... ay, i'm wicked and i'm lazy... ah... wun u wanna save me... no time for work, got time for songs... i love to know if there's anyone who'd open his book and read it at home... cos i cant do it...
"depression period..." - hong
11:17 PM
March 27, 2003 COLOURED.
kiasuism doesnt pay after all... reached school at 7:55am and saw bryant n cw there liao... but we still have to wait for jonathan and weili... wait wait wait for about 10 minutes before we head off to SALC... chiobu called and said 13 out of 20 places for Higher Maths taken liao... so we rushed there and saw almost my whole class at SALC... the first sentence jimmy said was not a greeting... "Maths all taken liao!"... sia la, sian diao and just slowly log in and do the registration... sano lucky, managed to get in...
after that chicken rice gang go FC3 for breakfast while i am still recovering from the shock... nobody going for lessons... as we talked about the modules, they corrected me that there are 6 modules for next semester instead of the 3... i thought choose 3 then only study 3 can liao, the other 3 is actually considered core subjects and must be taken...
after maths lessons ended at 3, bryant, cw and i were on the MRT platform and about to board the train when laura called cw, he pulled us back and informed us that laura heard rumours of a possible increase in class size for Higher Maths... a ray of light for us as we all aiming for maths and wanted to drop embedded systems... as we waited anxiously for the return call, i was hoping for some miracle... later she did called and confirmed there was indeed another maths class... but they were all snapped up by 04 and 06 classes...
after all this mess, i got a feeling the whole selection thing will be scrapped... i can hear complaints all over especially for those who were late in selecting their modules as no other choices were available liao... perhaps the 1 person that felt the most damned is jonathan... 7 distinctions and several As throughout the 3 semesters... he was aiming for university but now he cant even get into the maths class just becos of the first-come-first-served basis... he went to talked to the overall head which he did increase the class size, too bad he didnt announce it, we were caught totally unaware and all of us felt it was unfair... maybe higher maths should be made a core subject so as to satisfy everyone though some hate maths... i'm still keeping my fingers crossed or at the very least the head can do is offer us a good explanation...
SARS has taken over Saddys and Bushys news headlines... even worse than the Mad Cow Diease come time back, a lot of people all paranoid over it... beri has been placed under observation after one of her company's employee has come down with SARS, hoped that shes fine... ppl has been given quarantine orders to stay home... government should send orders to all households mah, there are so many affected and only some has been given the stay-at-home-and-infect-ur-own-family orders... and now everbody is telling me not to go swimming... my uncle called yesterday and tell me to stay off the waters, beri said last night that i shouldnt swim during this period... i read the newspapers and they say swimming in the pool cant spread SARS... watever, leave it to fate...
"poor management..." - hong
11:04 PM
March 26, 2003 COLOURED.
cw today asked me my gold hair can pluck and sell or not... "can loh, u sell to traders according to gold market prices, sure rich 1"... almost all turn back to black liao la, should have asked me just after the holidays mah... anyway today DS tutorial gave me some ideas for my verilog liao... although i dunno can work or not...
had to go through the meeting today... it was raining and we had to get to T2128, walked along the winding shelters... even the shelters are leaking, they should do something about it... flunked my role perfectly... when its my turn to speak, i just froze and lost for words, then stammer whole way through... shit... thats wat i get for not rehearsing... the lecturer said our group could be more lively instead of being nervous... but the topic is on school stuff, wats so lively to talk about it?...
then we slowly made our way back to MLT2 for the final yr elective selection briefing... bryant finally bought his FHM Collection 2003... he has been eyeing it for a long time liao, keep bugging me to go buy... then that time at Dover MRT the shop there just sold out, look at his dejected expression funny sia... today he saw it at Popular in FC5... and bought it without any hestitation, ma kao he even jump queue sia...
selection starts tomorrow on a first-come-first-served basis with limited places... i wonder what am i gonna do... no idea to choose what modules... no one is taking maths, almost everyone has different selections... friends or for personal ambitions... in a dilemma leh... and even the chicken rice gang has caught the kiasuism bug... straight after the briefing, my whole class rushed to SALC for advanced booking for tomorrow's earliest slot at 8am... =)... first 13 PCs all snapped up by my class...
oh boy i love asp... unlike that vb... asp much more easier and i don't need jonathan's help at all for this project 2 so far... *great sense of achievement*... hehe, now they have to beg me for coding liao... lol...
went to collect my winnings at singapore pools then the auntie ask me whether i want to buy Big Sweep or not... wah lau, promote gambling nia... gambling is bad, why am i still doing it?... i play small amounts only, and right now i using my prize money to pay liao... so i wun feel the hot sensation in my pocket... =)... "hui tou shi an... repent and u still can turn back"... watch too much Dharma liao... that show blatant promote buddhism, but the funny thing is how come all the girls fall for the monk... lol... bald is sexy huh...
heard the news about MOE schools being shut down... i actually felt relieved that poly isnt affected... i might sound crazy but i rather continue the studies at the current pace than a rushed 1 if SP does shut down... i'll accept it if it shuts down cos it gives me a chance to go swimming liao... just hope those affected have a speedy recovery otherwise the mouth mask will become a fashion accessory for 2003...
"i am somebody, somebody, someone..." - hong
11:12 PM
March 25, 2003 COLOURED.
got on the MRT then i realised i forget to bring my towel for gym... rats... wanna play my discman then discovered that i brought flat batteries... rats... make my bag so heavy, bring an useless discman to school...
today cw neber go school sia... weili, bryant and him play cm until 2:30 last night... he said he still sleeping and he'll wait for me at the gym at noon... good thing he neber go school really, cos i can tell him to bring a towel for me... =)...
i tink i must go and get myself gloves... both my hands all blisters... cannot take dumbbells and barbells nia... then today lost weight also... so weird... last week i cant eat anything and i gained weight, now im eating very good and im losing weight... reverse psychology?...
tml still got the cosplay for meeting... i duno wat m i supposed to do leh... my chairman neber tell me anything... he say tml then discuss... in such a short time... i tink i will flop in it... lucky its onli group by group presentation... in front of whole class duno how xia suay manz...
"there's no need to show off in front of me... just u wait and we'll see who has the last laugh..." - hong
3:53 PM
March 24, 2003 COLOURED.
siao liao la... my shen ti really huai diao liao... my biological clock jumbled up liao... wide awake at nite and super sleepy in the morning... tried to correct it last week... now still haben change back... must quit my habit of napping in the afternoon... once nap liao at nite very active... not good for a student...
at school do that DS practical do until can pengz... see the state diagram oreadi blur blur liao... enter the inputs lagi worse... cover the whole state, then dunno whether got identify the input for this state or not... just hoped the end product turns out right... otherwise song bo liao... chiobu is the fastest among the class... others still doing the state diagram he oreadi written the verilog codes and assigning the correct pins, raedy for testing liao...
Internetworking practical is realli a waste of time... 5 minutes done the configuration on the lab sheets liao... the only flaw is that it cant work... cant ping USA and Singapore... and while that ah nei lecturer struggled to find out what's the error, the chicken rice gang were playing pinball on the workstation... 1 whole stretch down there playing sia... then when the lecturer come over we all press Esc and return to hyperterminal... it wasnt until the end of the lesson when that yang lecturer finally came over and spotted the mistake and rectify what needs to be done for the configuration to work properly...
the war is becoming a joke really... how come the news all completely different 1... each say they are having the advantage over the other party... then showed the dead soldiers and soldiers that surrendered... stoopid... just bomb bomb bomb until there's no one left to bomb... then everyone knows who is winning... anyway, the americans like dunno how to fly helicopters like that... fly there only for it to crash, haben even go there fire missiles or wat... super pathetic...
iraqi people oso quite smart nia... got their soldiers to cosplay as civilians and pretending to surrender... then when the US troops fell for their trick, it was too late, hundred over killed... time for US to get tough and whack them hard hard... it shouldnt have happen in the first place... in war, hu cares about ethnics or conventions or law... the most scheming wins...
the best way to stop my coughing is to stop talking... once i open my mouth then that's it... always tempted when i play my mp3s... opps, its ogg files now... recently just recovered but it just came back again... no thanks to the fastfood drinks... my sister's company got an employer hu kena that acute respiratory syndrome or dunno wat its called and ended up being warded in hospital... then she come back home coughing but she said she oreadi coughing long ago liao... or izzit i pass it to her 1...
"why do people defend him... when he's not worth defending at all..." - hong
11:28 PM
March 23, 2003 COLOURED.
arGh... i can go nuts... play game halfway then it returns back to my desktop without saving... the application oso gone... purposely make me see my wallpaper izzit... today eyes sleepy sia... uchu keep calling me... tell me go online to find yunxu then tell him to call him... so mah fun... still ask me wanna go out or not... sunday i dun go out 1 leh, stay home sleep...
lucky sano said something about DS... otherwise i would have clean forgotten about it... then i tml will have nothing to hand up and c that black face of my lecturer...
"can be human dun wan u wan to be dog... ay ler buay song ar"... lol... we must break out of the system!
eckz... DS practicals always looked easy... but nowadays i fear the labs liao... especially what happened last week... 7-segment display got the wrong results... stress nia... done my state diagrams for the mini-project liao... just pray that it works nicely this time...
"abstain abstain abstain..." - hong
10:57 PM
i really hate to say it... but that's the truth... prorgammers are born with the talent... while it took me eternity to write my own code with errors... it took jonathan only 20 minutes to give u a basic 1 that works... these things ar... either u understand or u die trying to understand...
meet up wif sano and uchu at orchard today... saw lid for a while... but i cant remember her face liao... wif no idea wat to do, we went walking... then decided to pay ano a visit... tangs ground floor that biotherm happened to have a star appearance later on... Miriam Yeung, Yang Qian Hua... wah sey, 3 guys surrounded by 1 whole big bunch of girls... i thought of seeing Miriam yesterday, but then 7pm i at home eating... then today happen to see her, so quite happy... she wore so much make-up that her face is as red as her shirt... her chinese oso not bad sia... later she signed her posters and passed them around then wat the hell, why are the girls grbbing them... it should be us guys leh... should have shouted "YANG QIAN HUA, I LOVE YOU"... then i will get the poster from her personally... lol... watever, i wun say it cos i dun love her wat... love her acting in shows only... anyway she made a brief appearance only and she left liao... as fast as u can say "bye bye"...
so we went upstairs to find daniel yam... saw no daniel... so we went up to see DoA Beach Volleyball, Halo, watches, bla bla bla... read from newspapers that bugis village got 1 small hut sell Swatch at $35 - $55 only... all authenicated ones... thought of getting a Swatch Skin or any stylo milo 1... buy liao oso dunno got wear or not leh... since i planning to get a Nike graphical wristband... that one uchu say got orange 1 but cant find it... have to bid for time liao...
walk walk far east go look at sano's design at the printing shop... lol... the owner takes everybody's designs and put it as display leh... need to pay royalties 1... then uchu got message and we went for lunch with ano at 4?!?!... lunch at 4... not bad nia... then ano accidentally spilled her drink and we wait for her to clean up while uchu took the opportunity to puff away in the open air... was surprised at how fast her pants dry up... cant even see from afar... power sia...
then we parted ways with ano and went to taka go find that wristband but to no avail... went heeren go c that Style @ Orchard fashion show... buay tahan those male models man... all look so fit 1... i must bulk up liao... 60kg not enuf... must aim 65... now oreadi 59 liao... then sano left earlier cos he got sth on...
went upstairs to action city where they now sell a lot of those $9.90 bearbricks la, evirob la, rubricks la, to-fu la, so many sia... like a series of things for u to collect but u dunno wat is that design becos the package neber show... u must buy liao open then u know... uchu like one of the collections and since he fancied 8 out of the 13 available designs, he decided to get 1... opened liao and he didnt get the 8 out of 13... he got tt 5 out of the 13 he dislike... lol... got 1 evirob like not bad leh... somemore no need to tikam which box to take becos the boxes all diff colour for each design... if i was younger, i sure save up to buy these stuff, then c how lucky when i get a secret design... those hu collect bearbricks sure burn hole in pocket nia... so many series to collect... if dun wan to get a same design 1, can choose to purchase a design that u need but at a higher price... the rare ones sell for $100 plus... ex nia... unless i got regular income... otherwise i can only say cool~...
uchu n me go cineleisure for long john's... stay there quite long la... come out heard familiar music at Youth Park... CHOU PI JIANG IN DA HOUSE... i like their songs... very nice leh... bit like limp bizkit pattern but they sing mostly cantonese and they r locals... must support mah... then we go youth park c them perform... afterwards got this cd giveaways... the first 3 to come up on stage will get their cd free... i thought nd some challenge or what then i neber go up... the malays all go up and get for free, no nd to do anything nia... then another cd up for grabs, this time will some vouchers... question is wats the name of this event... shit la, i didnt know then let another person take liao... never mind... still got another cd, this time give free handphone and vouchers... asked how many members are there in Chou Pi Jiang... Shit la... i like them but i dunno they how many members... i count halfway then a ger go up say answer liao... wasted man... maybe i go buy their album... but like waste money cos i hear them live perform always the same few songs... maybe the other songs in the album isnt that nice...
after they finished their set... the youth park got set up this big screen show The Mummy Returns... they should show nicer ones mah... like Volcano High... lol... my fren say sux but i like... we sat down and tok cock a bit... actually not a bit, its a lot... then left at 9:30... end of story...
"i got the urge..." - hong
12:06 AM
March 22, 2003 COLOURED.
maybe the new color should please a lot of ppl... others say sth about it i wouldnt give a damn... now that u've stepped in... i must do something about it... and i do deserved a kiss for that... =)
2:24 AM
Bush And Saddam In An 2 Out Of 3 Falls Match
- Tables, Ladders, Chairs Match
- Hell In A Cell Match
- 60min Ironman Match
let them beat the hell out of 1 another =)... that's what the news agencies need to keep them alive, more news = more extensive coverage = more ppl tuning in = high tv ratings = Mediacorp proudly showing off its AC Nielsen ratings... footage from the war all showed the same things 1... the missile fired from the cruiseship, that nightvision view... its hard to miss it, having replayed over and over...
hate the hourly updates on the showdown in iraq... for goodness sake... there are ppl out there who dun care a shit about the war and they just want some entertainment, not some saddam bush playing catching with each other... we all know the results liao, saddam cannot run as fast as bush wat... now even the news got the parliament thing liao... tok about wat else... but my sister say got 1 MP complaint that the cubicles in the ladies toilets should be the same as the guys 1... interesting...
this table is for sano =), since u request, i shall play this song...
| Subject | MST | Lab |
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| Maths | 88 | N/A |
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| Digital Systems | 82 | 100 |
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| Internetworking | 80 | 89 |
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| Internet Programming | 65 | 71 |
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| Server Management | 36/50 | 90 |
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go school c no one outside the classroom... i thought i got my timetable wrong... or maybe i got the date wrong... even if i was early, edwin would be there b4 me... never mind, no cause for panic... carry on reading my newspaper while trying to be cool standing outside the room alone... almost finished half of the papers liao and still no one in sight... sensed something's wrong and i went to SALC to go free access liao... cant be bothered to find out what happen exactly...
3pm time for next class and hey hey no one's there again... this time i'm getting worried... luckily i finally saw a familiar figure by the name of fadil... dun like him from the start but was just relieved to see him enter the room... then one by one the chicken rice gang sauntered in... turned out they went to T2123 go watch video for the meeting thing... heng ar... never go watch that stupid video... going to do asp again... actually its the same as vb but i like asp so much more... it seems easier... or maybe its the mentality thing... project2 part1 done liao... not really perfect, hope lecturer can be flexible abit then my coding then work... otherwise gone down the drain...
"Bush Bush Bush Saddam Saddam Saddam... put them together and u'll get B.S" - hong
12:34 AM
March 20, 2003 COLOURED.
i have to apologise for not going irc since monday... time and money contraints forbade me to do that... now its just max. 10 minutes a day to publish my blog... anyway i wun be missed much since i dun go around pm strangers, so not much know me la...
people has been raving about the war... betting on how long will it end... im more concerned about a pervert who disturbed me in the toilet... there i was doing my little business, then this guy was beside me, staring... not my face of cos, im not that handsome... he was looking below... comparing size or wat i thought... then i saw him looking in another direction at another guy, oso looking below... the pervert reminded me of The Hot Chick... maybe he oso dunno how to piss properly... "Why Dun U Take A Picture Of It?"... i quickly zipped up and left... looked back and saw him looking at another victim's one... really crazy, he got his own to look at it all day and all night long mah... wat for look at other people's 1...
back to the war... quite a lot dun really support the war... i dun c anything wrong wif it really... the signs are all there after all... look at it in a different way... why did countries purchase military weapons and armory... too much money izzit then buy those expensive warheads... buy liao never use like wasted, then if rusty liao oreadi cannot use, must buy new ones, waste more money... the only way to stop is for all the makers of these weapons to stop manufacturing them, then the countries all no weapons and defence systems... and that oso means... NO NS!... the government budget can then go to other important ministries like helpng the econiomy or health or education bla bla bla... whee! im crapping liao...
anyway, its time for Saddam to take a break... always under pressure from foreign countries... he likes stress izzit... look at his hair... still so black black 1... any normal person confirmed hair white until like white color liao... ermm... white color is the closest thing to white hair, cant find a better description liao... he had powers for so long liao, trying to beat Suharto's 35-yr rule in Indonesia izit... even beat liao oso no Guiness Book Of Records for him...
okie enuf of my crapping... must be that American Idol 2... pushed my WWE Afterburn until midnite... make me so pissed... lol... actually still got my CSW haben do yet lah... will do, right away m'dm!...
"its in our nature to kill kill kill" - hong
5:47 PM
March 19, 2003 COLOURED.
oh my goodness... super lethargic today... got back more papers with promising results... but cant beat good o' chiobu... he got 99 for his DS... the lecturer purposely didnt give him a 100 becos he didnt list the working for 1 of the questions... anyway the lecturer mark like anyhow mark like that leh... tick cross tick cross still can get full marks for a question, all ticks yet minus 1 mark... siao ding dong...
internet programming even more funny... my short questions all wrong still can get 65... he dun wan to show us the paper, only tell us our marks... i think he read another person's score instead of mine... dangerous leh... project 2 machiam like last yr's networking project, asp again... but this time more cheem, dunno all the commands how to execute it... the textbook oso no have things to do with asp, lucky i never buy, otherwise waste money... have to rely on w3schools liao...
after school, chicken rice gang went out for lunch... toy, jimmy, chicken all wait for bus while bryant and i go take the mrt... from dover to clementi only 1 stop but so what, got concession mah, must make full use... go up escalator and saw weili still at bus-stop puffing away... then left only us 5 go eat that western food very nice 1... too bad there very hot, poor ventilation, dun have the thing to suck the smoke out...
finished lunch liao only 12:30... i still have to wait until 1pm b4 i can go find my mother... so i went to Jurong Entertainment Centre c c look look... the arcade and ice palace still there, the rest all dead liao... a lot of ppl at the fuji ice palace sia... dunno how they skate, traffic jam, knock here knock there... hold oso hold wrong person hand sia...
went jurong east library to pass my time... nearly fell asleep there while reading the new paper... the smell of books so strong and so old... the library never bother to update 1... all tattered and torn... i swear everything is the same 10 years ago... they never bother to change the arrangement abit... the magazine section i found 1 dated 1997... hello? now is oreadi 2003 liao leh... still got 1997 edition of magazines...
getting sleepy easily... esp evening time when its time for dinner... weak liao...
"2, nothing wrong with me" - hong
10:14 AM
March 18, 2003 COLOURED.
2192 minutes amounted to $44+... blood sucking singtel... ppl using 56k of cos need more online time mah... not like broadband whereby no need to slowly load images and flash sites... anyway kena scolded for that 2192 minutes... but i tink sano may be worse off than me... good luck mate...
i say i'll study hard... and where was i at the DS lecture? -- at FC4 eating... not that i wanted, all of them want to go and eat... i'm not eating well these few days, especially my lunches... got the urge of vomitting, stomach's feeling bloated... wished it go away by itself, i hate to vomit... that feeling of the food coming out from the mouth is urgh... must learn to fart and burp more liao, force the air inside to come out...
Rui En come SP machiam like no news like that... didnt even know that today she coming, only read that on the newspapers in the evening...
couldnt help noticing the smilie's teeth on the tag-board... green green one... lol, like grow mould like that... nice... lucky i neber cahnge the color to red, then got bloodied teeth... or even yellow teeth for those smokers...
today my mother birthday, no wonder she got bird nest for herself, feeling rich liao... i never get anything for her... i can hear someone saying i'm unfilial liao rite... say what they want... i believe in filial in the long term, not just 1 special day only... those only 1 day ones are all bloody losers trying to act cute manz...
going to the gym has become a two person affair liao... bryant nowadays not coming, can only blame his gf for making him so tired, haiz... toy everytime say i have the shape but i look around always see people better than me... but i like that... drives me even further to do better and be in better shape... was shocked when toy and bryant confessed they were out of breath by the half lap in swimming... this is very ridiculous... they are not those who stay home and play games all day long, they still got play basketball somemore... zhen de shi ren bu ke mao xiang sia...
"1, nothing wrong with me" - hong
10:59 PM
March 17, 2003 COLOURED.
acquisition
WHAT IS YOUR STATE OF LIFE?
11:27 PM
back to school with a new attitude... began a new life in high spirits but my morale dropped after the lecturer talked about the DS mini project... seems like very cheem, have to draw out state diagram and its moore output by myself without help from the book... worst is to type out correct verilog code in order for the pld to work...
practical tests :
Digital Systems - 100
Server Management - 90
Internetworking - 89
MST :
Internetworking - 80
surprised myself with the mst score really... even more surprised when i found out i got all my short questions right and 5 MCQs wrong... each MCQ 4 marks, hiong manz... dun really care about my practical test marks... they only make up a minute percentage of the overall... 1 A down, 4 more to go... was aiming for 3 As this semester after a barren spell last semester... only 80% and above is considered an A... i thought 75 is sufficient... neber mind, whats 5%...
my sister condemn bai se yu mao... lol... quite weak vocals, not strong enuf is her comments... which i really agree, but that bai se yu mao got that jay feel... so still can listen to... and i still like it... dunno why...
"hey hey hey" - hong
11:18 PM
=Queens of The Stone Age
=here is something you should drop to your knees for and worship=
=but you were too stupid to realise yourself=
=a song for the deaf=
=that is for you=
a blog for the blind... got that idea from the above words...
got rid of all my useless links since i dun update them anyway...
only retained frens' blogs... easy maintenance next time...
and changed my colors for the 5th time...
anybody interested to look at the 4th color scheme can just click on my archives link...
since i m too lazy to change to my new scheme...
not really lazy, its troublesome... just ask anyone who uses that digital clock for publishing...
got rid of my shoutbox and replace it with a tagboard...
fed up with the shoutbox server being constantly down...
i know people will say its too damn bright...
BUT I DON"T CARE
i love to blind people...
i wan people to put on their shades when they visit my blog...
becos shades looks good on people...
yea, ano in shades is cool~...
watched glen and rod sports show about biathlons (spelling? pls correct me)...
got this 40-sth ar pek last time take part...
swim 1.5km, run 10km in 1 hour 23 minutes...
pro sia... the most i've ever run was 5km and that oreadi took me 1 hour...
zhen de hen pei fu ta... my role model...
for triathlons (pls correct on this one as well), i tink i no hope...
cycle part will give up...
maybe i'll take part in a biathlon someday... =)
called yunxu many times to inform him that i'll be late but to no avail...
turned out his hp is damaged...
must all guys going ns make those black-framed specs?
saw him wearing one and i thought who was he at first...
with no place to go... the only place i thought of is tiong bahru plaza... cos i remember that Rui En is having a sing-cum-autograph session... saw her in that TGIF but she got her face covered ala BoA... saw her in I Guess and wasnt impressed at all... but curiosity got the better of me and i decided to check her out... after all she's local, must support... her dressing punk punk but her songs all r&b, bit rock, bit pop... Singapore's Avril... in the dress sense i mean... wah sey, she even got a tattoo on her back... cant read the word, her hair keep getting in the way... love her Bai Se Yu Mao (White-colored Feather)... rest of her songs i wanna ZzZZzZ... her Shuai Bu Diao (Can't Shake Off) is good, but not that excellent... autograph session time, i observed she made efforts to take her time signing and chatting with her fans... not bad... and there's oso 1 crazed fan that 933fm dj knows by name, cos he keep bugging her to play Rui En's songs... why are crazed fans all nerdy looking?
anyway, Rui En's coming over to SP and NP for her school concerts... sia la, since when SP so good allow stars to come to our campus... Channel U's shows has never made it to SP (tink Quan Xing Zhong Dong Yuan and Zhi Chang Da Ming Xing)... maybe going for that 1... but i need more information first... go there the most wait for her to sing Bai Se Yu Mao only...
went home and there was baobei... everyone calls him that... his mummy go work and left him at my house... 1 year old kid... and his stay here sealed my decision...
I HATE BABIES!
people always talking about how cute, how chubby, how sweet, how smooth babies can be... they can say all they want... i dun like them 1 single bit... once they cry, its unbelieveable...
OH PLEASE SHUT THE HELL UP!
but the babies dun understand at all, they think u're trying to compete with them, see who can make the loudest noise... i have to admit i dun have any patience with them... i dun tink i can handle babies in future... bound to be reported to the police by my wife for child abuse...
senzi asked me why i go swimming n gym for... looks like it has a totally new meaning liao... i train so that i can make babies stop crying permanently... i'll probably silenced them if they make a sound for at least 5 seconds...
i dun wan any babies in future, even though they may be fun to play with at times... they can make me sink into depression anytime... which reminds me of 1 thing... no babies = no sex... oh well whatever, give and take, pleasure and pain... must sacrifice... will any temple accept me?
"freak on a leash" - hong
1:07 AM
March 15, 2003 COLOURED.
spent my whole friday night doing something... =)
major revamping my blog soon...
was unsatisfied with the color scheme and had to keep doing over again...
fact that i spent a long time doing it is becos...
i took time off to figure all the weird things which web designers did...
n i redid everything...
tink i'm not made for designing... i duno how to mix-match around to come up with nice colors...
and i oso will be changing my shoutbox... yesh, activetopic sux...
not that this new one will be good, quite a lot of features cant use unless u pay for it... =(
new look wun be ready until sunday...
had some minor glitches that nd to be fixed...
happened to go on 1 of my rare "10 recently published blogs" trip...
then i saw the template that made me redo mine...
its a thrill looking at somebody's blog who u dun even know...
a even greater thrill when the singlish is so blatant in the stranger's blog...
someone in secondary school who craps a lot...
everytime toks abt boys staring at her... lol, like she's a star...
11:34 PM
March 14, 2003 COLOURED.
i tink i bloody cock up my maths... even though i managed to do all of them, quite a number are all cocks... but wats past is past... looking forward to the 50% n 70% overalls when the semestral exams come...
i wun be online for quite some time... time to be shu dai zi le...
"i never know wat its like to be happy until ive known you" - hong
4:35 PM
March 13, 2003 COLOURED.
he plays with fire...
one by one he strikes the matches...
matches formed in a circle around him...
he embraces the warmth given to him...
the fire was getting bigger...
he cant get out of the circle of death...
there he was left burning...
i looked from afar...
sniggering at the state he's in...
brought it all upon himself...
he should know...
he has been burnt after all...
give me peace...
i should be studying at 1am yesterday and what was i doing?... busy doing quizilla... started the crazy 900 over slides to be tested at 2am... slept at 4... awakened by the damn ringing of phone at 7...
it has neber happened before, now it occurred twice in a week... my mother say she forget to bring her glasses... girls, so vain... short-sighted then wear glasses all the time la... still want to take out for what... somemore my mother is oreadi in her fourties liao... no nd to tackle any more guys liao...
passed the phone to my father and went to sleep again... found myself grumbling again as my father shook me up and asked me where she left her glasses... i cant find it either and i plonked to bed again...
*RINGGG*
damn it damN it daMN it DAMN IT... her specs actually was in her bag all along... from then on, i cant sleep properly liao... lie on bed at 9 only to doze off... woke up at 11 just becos i was feeling hungry and slept again... rushed for my lunch outside at 1:30 before heading to school... not say i am a pig... im not 1 hu can sleep for 4 hours and wake up feeling refreshed... i need a full 10 hours... something which i didnt have since sec sch... they say u can sleep forever when u die, so now must sleep less... all crap... wats the difference between a living dead and a dead sleeping?... maybe the living dead can walk, but thats abt it...
thought nothing of the boy struck by the lamp post who had passed away... my father was saying something about it for some time... since he's brain-dead, might as well just let him die, even if he does awake, he'll be a vegetable... only strain their pockets further...
my mother was even saying they should donate the boy's organs since its the "in" thing now... NKF has been stressing its organ donation quite frequently... some dun like the idea becos they scared the dead cannot live in the afterlife without his organs... how do they know there's another world to live in anyway... have they died before? or some smart alec who can foretell the future warned them?... they should kill themselves to find out... just in case they manage to come back to their bodies, i'll promise to look after it...
talks of war has been going on and on... now everyone pities Iraq and Saddam and condemned the US... suddenly they have become the big evil power... demonstrations... people of all sorts walk across streets... protesting outside US embassies... dipping himself into the icy cold waters for peace?, more like getting himself into the Guniness Book of Records (which he did, after all thats his aim, the "NO WAR" painted on his head is just for show)... taiwanese monks kneeling down pulling a vehicle on the roads, self torturing... they need some SM...
why am i saying all these?... i should be doing my maths now!
"give me a gun and i'll shoot them down, im a marksman after all" - hong
6:38 PM
Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
1:57 AM
You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!
Which Infamous Criminal Are You?
1:34 AM
March 12, 2003 COLOURED.
i courted death... not once or twice... but thrice...
however death rejected me... its not the time now...
maybe i shouldnt worry so much about tests... after 3 tests gone, just a glance from the lecture notes is sufficient to earn a pass... SP lives up to its name (Sure Pass)...
then i can sleep earlier than the current 3-4am sths...
then again...
i think among the chicken rice gang...
i studied the least and at the last minute one...
others all prepared a week ago and discuss so many terms that i dun understand...
i got a feeling... unexplainable...
i think i have received some enlightenment or sth...
this semester looks pretty good for some results that hasnt been appearing for quite some time...
i tink there are quite alot of people who looks like me...
maybe its the "in" thing... LOL... nah, more like i copy people...
in sec sch, my friend say i look like his pri sch fren...
zero says i look like his cousin...
and yesterday beri was telling me about so-called 'sightings'...
she'll always go "HONGGGGGGG" and questioned me liao...
said sth about a identical me on a bus...
been quite some time since i took a bus around CCK anyway...
heck, i never even go to Lot 1 for a year?...
watever, watever...
just 1 more tikam paper to go...
and 1 brain-wrecking paper to go...
then i can say hello to swimming...
after all, its just the MST...
"the weak ones are there to justify the strong..." - hong
4:00 PM
March 11, 2003 COLOURED.
no time to blog... got 4 chapters haben touched yet... anyway today's test quite alright... no FeaR~
11:20 PM
March 10, 2003 COLOURED.
as i expected, the test was as easy-going as the lecturer's face... raised my expectations to 60%... will be satisfied with a 70%... i can be calculative at times... so that i know how much effort i must put in for my semester exams come May...
now its internetworking thats driving me crazy... happily did tutorial for first 2 chapters... totally given up after that... no wonder the MCQs will be given a high percentage... for fear of too much failures...
checked out the tutorial answers and i felt the lecturers should be sacked... word for word all from the lecture notes are identical with the answers... what happen for those who like to memorise by hard if their answers all the same 1 word for word... kena questioned for cheating ar...
The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
I don't want you and I don't need you
don't bother to resist, I'll beat you
It's not your fault that you're always wrong
the weak ones are there to justify the strong
the beautiful people, the beautiful people
it's all relative to the size of your steeple
you can't see the forest for the trees
you can't smell your own shit on your knees
Hey you, what do you see?
something beautiful, something free?
hey you, are you trying to be mean?
if you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean
there's no time to discriminate,
hate every motherfucker
that's in your way
the worms will live in every host
it's hard to pick which one they eat most
the horrible people, the horrible people
it's as anatomic as the size of your steeple
capitalism has made it this way,
old-fashioned fascism will take it away
"die die die liao" - hong
11:11 PM
March 09, 2003 COLOURED.
Pagan Poetry
Pedalling through
The dark currents
I find
An accurate copy
A blueprint
Of the pleasure
In me
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
A secret code carved
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
A secret code carved
He offers
A handshake
Crooked
Five fingers
They form a pattern
Yet to be matched
On the surface simplicity
But the darkest pit in me
It's pagan poetry
Pagan poetry
Morsecoding signals (signals)
They pulsate (wake me up) and wake me up
(pulsate) from my hibernating
On the surface simplicity
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
But the darkest pit in me
It's pagan poetry
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
Pagan poetry
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
She loves him, she loves him
This time
She loves him, she loves him
I'm gonna keep it to myself
She loves him, she loves him
She loves him, she loves him
This time
I'm gonna keep me all to myself
She loves him, she loves him
And he makes me want to hurt myself again
She loves him, she loves him
She loves him, she loves him
And he makes me want to hurt myself again
11:41 PM
more or less done with my DS... done as in I'M FINISHED... but there is some improvement compared to yesterday... thanks to of cos my class irc channel... always buzzing with activities come exams time... all will be discussing a lot of things that i never even hear b4... but it gives me a guideline as to what things to notice and try to grasp hold of... good thing i keep logging on, then can ignore that channel and concentrate on chatting... LOL...
listening to bjork helps... i can shriek like her when i dunno how to do... then got the haunting 'i love him, she loves him' in pagan poetry... was left in shock yesterday when my sister say DS is the easiest to score... i thought she was crazy, then again, i dun have the proper foundations drilled inside me...
the rest of subjects haben even touched yet... looks like i have to hug buddha's leg again as usual... maybe exchange for my pillow better, wait his leg too hairy, not nice to hug... maybe got an even better person suitable... *pouts*...
sometimes living in a house with a clear view of the surroundings is not really desirable... saw many lightning flashes... like taking picture like that, every now and then flash flash flash... if i had a digital camera, i take all the pics and post here... the other time i happened to saw a rainbow, clear full view of it, something that dun happen very often...
the baba siaos have hit the news again... this time the lecturer doing a sexy dance wearing a bare-back dress... uRGh... pity the neighbours having to watch this disgusting act... wat next?... pole dancing in a bikini by the lamp post?... *vomits*...
tml i'm aiming for a 50%... my targets are always lower than what i am capable of... when get back test paper if more than 50% then happy liao, if less than 50% then can say its expected... self comfort perhaps... better than set high standards and unable to achieve it then get depressed over it... my sec sch fren everytime like that, he studies more than me yet he always fear for the worst... crazy, stress himself over nth...
Continous Play over Kaori Mochida WinAmp:
Bjork - All is Full Of Love
Bjork - Pagan Poetry
Bjork - Human Behavior
Bjork - Army of Me
Massive Attack - Butterfly Caught
"wo deng ze ni hui lai..." - hong
10:56 PM
3:02 AM
March 08, 2003 COLOURED.
Take the Malice Mizer personality test
took this after i saw neo's 1 =)
11:43 PM
now everybody is not picking on my hair... my mother thought i copy someone from B.A.D... instead they are fussing over my skin...
sister - wah... become so black liao, like louis koo like tt...
father - hmm... looks like malay liao...
cousins - hehehe... looks like indian... ah bu nei nei...
lady boss - be careful ar, wait got skin diease...
uncle - wat lousy sunblock u use...
uncle - wat good suntan lotion u use...
friend - hey hey african, u speak english?...
yours truly - no comments...
i love to be louis koo, share same birthday... if only i have a tiny fraction of his coolness...
went to my aunt's house for dinner yesterday... some sort of gathering for her daughter's birthday... saw my hong yi or red aunt watever u call it... since they like to call names by 1 word, hong hong hong hong hong... often get called wrongly... hmmm, i tink she's the first person i ever set eyes on... and i was well, about 7 that time... puppy love can be so funny sometimes... whenever got watch tv while everybody's enjoying the show, im down there staring at her like a lovestruck fool... then when she noticed, she will tell my mother say how come i look at her like that, so cute~... of cos she didnt know wat i was tinking then... 14yr age gap, hows that for a jie di lian... lol... she's oreadi 33 now and pregnant with her first baby... her husband super youthful... dont look his age at all... and hes hyper, able to talk to anyone anytime... my cousins all call him uncle papa, dunno wats that for anyway... im too old for that...
siao liao la... today flip through DS... dun understand a single bit... all like foreign like that... right now im just lazing around, lying on bed, not doing anything... its good, didnt give me any unwanted stress... see that book i oreadi feel sick man... all i have to do is believe in miracles... leave it to fate, pass then pass, fail then is expected... hoped that the test paper is as easy as the lecturer's face...
watched volcano high again, this time with my sister... neber get bored watching it... all the funny xiao dong zhuos by the guys makes it so funny...
listen to shino's songs can brainwash my mind... i just forgot all the little details that i have miraculously managed to recall from DS... keep going "wo zi ke yi pei ni chi chi cha~"... fret not, its not the end of the world yet, just 2 more days before the test... must not stress myself... tml watch more tv and that stoopid michael jackson interview... is he using the interview to raise his flagging popularity?... suddenly he's become the talk of the town again...
very tempted to call and say "hello... hao hao zhao gu ni de shen ti... bye bye..." but it sounds very awkward right...
"killer in me is a killer in you" - hong
11:19 PM
March 07, 2003 COLOURED.
cant sleep at night yesterday, ended up watching Volcano High until 5am... nice action movie, if tv drama got these sort of show, sure got high ratings 1... slick effects, cool school uniforms... hoe come singapore schools dun have that sort of uniforms 1... cool guys and girls... production costs for a tv serial will cost a bomb, but its still nice to watch... better than all those manga-inspired idol series...
heard a girl complain of no more energy to swim after just 3/4 lap... not even completed a lap... how pathetic can people be... noticed the posters pasted on the pillars for talent scouting at toa payoh on march 15th or 16th... quite interested until i looked at it closely...
Join Us
Minimum Requirements
- tread on water for 3 minutes
- swim 100m for the 4 recognized strokes
only know breaststroke, the rest all dunno how to swim... fully recovered from cough liao, must be the excessive chlorine i've drank over the past 5 days...
it has been a sunny week, then foggy these few days... today i finally see dark skies looming and thunder booming... sign for me to stop swimming and start to study... end of swimming season, hello to books... time to catch up with my friends who have been studying all week... =)
bie zai ku
wo jiu zai ni shen bian
bu hui rang ni you ren he wei xian
jing jing wo zhe ni de xiao shou
pei ni yuan li yi qie de hei mong yea
wei ni zuo se me wo dou qing yuan ~yao lan qu - tao ze~
"love is not about showing, its a matter of feeling" - yo-sun from Volcano High
4:35 PM
March 06, 2003 COLOURED.
a note i have to make, although its a bit too late... pls avoid swimming at Bukit Batok Swimming Complex for the time being unless you're confident that i'm free of any dieases... yesterday while swimming, i felt a stinging pain on my right toe... turns out it was bleeding... didnt kick off against the wall properly and hurt my toe... anyway yesterday i was there all by myself... the rest were lying on their towels reading books and enjoying the sun...
been tinking for quite a while as to how to convert my thighs to those of a sprinter's thighs... still a lot of work to be done, guess i'll have to run but that'll have to wait til june... have to eat more chicken thighs liao...
yesterday a stranger passed me a plastic container meant for my neighbour... weird, my neighbour always at home in the afternoon... later my mother explained my neighbour chose not to answer the door bell as she was afraid of the kid that the stranger was with... the kid is a hyperactive child even though she doesnt look like 1 at all...
my father predicted that i'll follow his footsteps some day... he said i'll find my wife at the pool just like how he found my mother... he even cheekily added that is my mother who tackled him first... i leave everything to fate, i dun like to create opportunities...
last night while i was sleeping, i heard mosquito buzzing around my face... slapped my face out of fun... moved my hand up my face when i felt a small body rolling between my hand and face... never been so accurate b4 sia... looked at the mirror and still can see the trail of blood along my face... cool~...
my father was watching the news about the car at mrt tracks incident when he saw some numbers... 1998... my mother said he crazy, the car no. was 9500... nevertheless he bought 1998 and last night he tio consolation prize... bullseye~...
often spread my legs so wide that i felt they have popped out of place... sibei sore... of cos that was due to the swimming, not some bedroom activity...
saw the guy who can swim faster than me today... for all the effort i've put in... i cant seem to better him... i even changed my style of swimming to almost identical as his and i still cant win him... i must hack off his legs in order to beat him... its his legs that makes him glide longer than anyone else... i tried but it'll only last a few laps, too straining liao...
swimming has made my neck become so thick that one of the round-neck tshirts i have has become a turtleneck... my breathing became so deep that anyone close enuf can even feel it...
on the mrt... this kid keep touching me... touch my elbow, touch my waist, touch my back, pull my shirt... blatant molesting i tell you... so ticklish that i could have knocked his head off with my elbow... luckily the outrage of modesty ended after 1 stop...
and yea.. my cough's almost gone now... i can whine like chris cornwell and kurt cobain, so should be no problem liao. =)...
"thank you" - hong
5:22 PM
March 05, 2003 COLOURED.
saw a very very familiar nick yesterday... ayuko... after much thinking did i find out that was my first email address... it was meant to be a cross between ayumi and eriko, back then jpop was the rage... now still keeping my chinarose, a song title from nanase aikawa...
had an outrageous dream last night... i will be in paradise if it comes true... it seems so real, the thrill of being found out, the smile... wow~... *slaps myself... in the end its just a dream...
whenever im curious about something and wanted to know the truth... i always dun have the guts to ask... for fear of being called a busybody, none of ur concern, being beaten up, being slapped, rejection, rebuttal, kena called insensitive, arrogance... all sorts of reasons...
went for swimming again... and while people are having dark circles around their eyes, im getting white circles... my hair is getting gold again, no not those on my head, its those on my arms... reckoned this week is a hot week, no clouds, just clear blue sky along with the clear blue water...
Fact: Flying Roaches Are Actually Pregnant Roaches
a lot has been said about my hair over the past 2 days... toy spotted a strand of white hair at the back... hoped to sprout some more white hair, then i have the perfect excuse to dye my hair liao... my hair has been heavily criticised by friends and families... apparently they have never seen these type of haircut at all... labelled the worst barber, the worst haircut, all the worst things associated with it... even the lady boss commented that though she dun follow fashion, she can still spot a good haircut from a bad 1... she even recommend me 1 salon nearby that give thier customers 'good' haircuts... for all the complaints, i feel its a refreshing change, at least better than my usual 1... well, to each his own... but no ones on my side... watever...
and the lady boss bugged me again about my marital status... would love to silence her with a "dun worry, u'll be on my list of guests for the wedding dinner soon"... and then she'll go "oh no, ure too young for that, for a young man, career comes first, marriage later"... all those contradictions...
my mother said something about han pan again... she seems to be the only one who can spots it, or does she need glasses... anyway i went home and check it out for myself... i dun see any, although i did see a white line across the back of my neck... tilted my head backwards and check the mirror again... she says i dunno how to wash properly, i say its a case of swimming breaststroke too much... esp when i love swimming in the sun, often tilting causes uneven tanning of my skin... hence the white line... wat kind of bloody reasoning is that... to me its logical reasoning...
watched GuessX3 about 5 persons who has successfully slimmed down... admired them for their out-of-this-world willpower... they'll have good figures and their bodies easier to build than a body with bones... i regretted not eating during recess in my pri and sec sch days, now i have to bulk up so that my mother will stop calling me pai gu xian...
"shoutbox come back pls~..." - hong
5:44 PM
March 04, 2003 COLOURED.
went to school for make-up lesson on DS... as the lecturer go throgh the tutorial, my eyes get bigger and bigger... siao liao la, what he draw i oso dunno simi thing 1... flipped to the lecture notes part and my eyes nearly popped out... the examples all need to do by ourselves 1... really siao liao la, never listen to lecture and take down anything becos i thought inside got some examples given... DS fail ding liao...
i've found a way to stop my coughing by a significant amount... seems that not opening my mouth helps a lot... i've noticed i will cough whenever i starts to eat lunch or dinner, talking, drinking, humming... so its best i stay mute for a few days, even though im already quite quiet, i can do even better~...
so nearly reached 59 but no i didnt... back to more eating liao... receiving praise from a gym regular is really music to the ears... although toy has said i have improved a bit, but its best when a stranger actually compliment cos they dun lie... as a friend some may juz say a few white lies to make me feel good or whatever, so that i will slack a bit while they leave me biting dust...
right now i still not sure wat topics to study for each subjects save for maths... wats there to worry about... i only start on saturday, perhaps to ease my mind a bit...
"The Sweetness Of Death By The Obsidian Knife" - hong
11:06 PM
March 03, 2003 COLOURED.
people used to ask me why im so cool and how they wished they can be like me... just shut urself from the the world... as simple as that... being surrounded by a bunch of fools doesnt help one single bit... maybe thats the real reason why im almost emotionless most of the time...
anyway... went for a haircut today... my family see liao gave it thumbs down... new hair looks like the guy from slam dunk, i tink is gong chen liang tian, if i can still remember the name... personally i feel is better than the cuts i had previously... maybe i'll start to keep it liao... looks good from the front... sidewise was urGh urGh... from the back i dunno, the barber showed me the mirror but i cant see without my specs anyway...
swim i did... thank goodness there was someone beside to set the pacing for me... otherwise i'll be swimming with no purpose... could have swam a lot... but no one wants to see the show at all... ate bread for lunch... i dun tink there's any food in the foodcourt that helps my cough, they only worsen it...
strepsils was even funnier... eat liao and it gave me a sore throat with phlegm... sea coconut only helps temp. they says salt water helps kill the bacteria but i cant finish it... watever, i believe it will go away by friday, if not maybe i've contacted TB...
seems that my class all start to prepare for MST liao... i still have to wait until saturday and sunday b4 i start work... im just not used to early revision, dun see the point when u forget all the things you studied for...
right now still converting my mp3 collection to ogg... spent 7 hours liao and still not done yet... maybe i have to keep my computer on for the whole night liao... saved some harkdisk space by over 1.3GB... and there's still more to be converted... i thought ranchoweb was going to close but hey hey, its activetopic who has stopped... just pray that its server is down and will continue to serve people all over...
"i live in silence..." - hong
11:20 PM
Valen Hsu - Ci Shi Kuai Le De Dai Jia
you mei you yi zhong kuai le
cen jing can mian fei che
guo hou bu hui bu se
you mei you yi duan ji qing
neng gou xiang yi shou ge
ting wan le jiu suan le
wo men zong huai ze xi wang
mian dui wei zi de jue wang
zhi dao wo men neng gou wei siao ze shi wang
you mei you yi ge fang fang
mian qiang wen ta chui ba
bu fu ren he dai jia
you mei you yi zhong xuan hua
qu zhong ren san yi hou
neng rang ji mo sheng hua
kuai le ze tong ku
dao di gai siao hai shi ku
hai shi yong bao ze hui siao shi de wan ju wo men cai hui man zu
yue da de kuai le
ke neng yue kuai yao jie shu
nan dao wo men yao chui xun de shi tong ku
fei ai ta bu ke
ren ze yan lei kuai le he bi ne
ai bu ai dou ke
you you se me kuai le guai bu de
3:36 PM
WooYEe~... fever, flu, blocked nose, cold all gonE~... what i got in exchange is a severe cold, much more serious than the one i'm currently having... damn... cough medicine, sea coconut doesnt work... my strepsils is for sore throats 1... die die... just hope i didnt pass my fever or flu or watever sickness i have to senzi now...
ate a lot for dinner recently... trying to fill up my stomach as much as it can goes... its going overtime... doing situps and digesting all that stuff... zhen shi xin ku ni le~... had a good hunch that i'll be 59 by this tuesday...
tried out this audio convertor... heard about ogg vorbis and stuff... tried converting my Shino Lin - Wu Ji Er Zhong mp3 to many versions of ogg... doesnt seem to have any difference, save for the big difference in filesize for a lousier bitrate...
i dun see the difference between bitrates really... 128, 192 all sounds the same to me... bryant said b4 about testing a techno track to really spot the difference... so i got my Scooter - Nessaja to do the work... in mp3, there is a difference... as for ogg version, no difference leh, still got that same sound as a 192 even though i converted to ard 50kbps... of cos it means saving of a lot of space... tinking of converting my whole mp3 collection to ogg files... 6.5gigs of music maybe convert to ogg will become 5gig or even less... as long as it doesnt eat up my space i dun mind... and the quality is around the same anyway... next time all mp3 websites should change to ogg... then they can upload more songs man...
i promised to treat valen hsu gently when i discovered one of the disc is alienated... Zi Shuo Gei Ni Ting tt cd dunno wat happen... underneath sticky... tried to wipe it but no use... anyway converted the rest of the 5 albums to ogg... lol... tml oreadi can return yunxu liao...
people are not what they seem to be in irc... got to know this guy nicked snake some time ago... i always thought he likes to chee hong girls only and a good for nothing lamer... until yesterday when he private chat with me... turns out he actually 1 smart ass... he knows trojans and hacking stuff... these sort of people i always held in high regards... becos i'll never figure out how do all these crap works and these people can just like this like that and then done -- he's infected... he even gave me a demo on how to flood someone out... gd thing im not on his bad side...
"training starts tomorrow..." - hong
12:35 AM
March 02, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up with flu, blocked nose, cold, cough... finally decided to start my own medication... sea coconut, panadol cold, panadol flu remedy... feels good...
went for a swim and after that i kept ahchoo ahchoo ahchoo all the way to the MRT... thank goodness i didnt ahchoo inside the MRT, otherwise i sure banned for life... reached orchard and saw no one... long time never come early liao... mostly i have much apologising to do... updated myself on music... kept note wat albums to download next time when im at school... Mudvayne - End Of All Things To Come, Asian Dub Foundation - Enemy of The Enemy, Groove Armada - Lovebox, Zwan - Jesus I, Mary Star Of The Sea... hope that i can be able to find mudvayne and asian dub foundation... most mp3 sites dun have these stuff...
actually today i wasnt in the mood for orchard... wanted so much to rest with all the sickness coming in... managed to get 2 free Qoo drinks... as long as its free, go and grab... felt weird to be in orchard without combing hair, look exactly like nerd... lucky im cutting it next week...
came back home and fever followed me as well... now im popping 2 dharmol tablets wif sea coconut to get over with it... its nice to have valen hsu to accompany over the long week break... yea, finally got them from yunxu... dun worry, i will treat her very well...
and yae.. for those who are mentally sick... feel free to download jackass stuff... human dartboard... setting fire on own hair and doing a flip... ice skating on thin ice... eating rodents and possums... and watching steve-o vomit over and over again... watch how he celebrate independence day with fireworks...
"wat comes around goes around..." - hong
12:48 AM
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March 31, 2003 COLOURED.
had a scare yesterday... went online for a short while and my forehead suddenly felt hot... hey hey, other ppl kena welcome to the aids club, i kena welcome to the sars club... got offline immediately and drank 500ml water, wash my face, put a wet towel over my forehead and just not thinking about anything... i noticed that my face quite red, maybe its the sun burn that's making me hot...
and nigel was down there telling everyone to get more excercise and swim to cool down... lol, i challenged him but it most probably wun happen at all cos i sweared i wun see him in this lifetime liao...
CM4 fever has hit my class... installed it at INW practical class and tried networking but to no avail... can only play single player... we're targeting wednesday during our INP lecture, tutorial and practical sessions cos we can then play network... and after this week, hes going for his reservist and another lecturer will step in, which means CM CM CM!... done my cover letter, verilog used chiobu's 1, in fact most of us used chiobu's 1, we all dunno how to write...
"just a nobody in ur eyes..." - hong
11:09 PM
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March 30, 2003 COLOURED.
suffering from the after effects of the hot sun yesterday... now my shoulder blades pain pain... no clouds, only clear blue sky and the scorching sun... today is perhaps the hottest day of the year... happy sleeping only to be awaken by my father for me to pick up a call... the alien requests an audience with me and i have to oblige, failing which he will send me to exile...
so i went to orchard and saw uchu with this old man who has the pervert looks talking to him... hmm, someone interested in the alien eh... did our usual aimless walking along orchard and saw senzi... oh not senzi, sensi i mean... new fragrance by giogio armani... had a good laugh over the advertisement for that 1...
had lunch at far east upstairs before we went to see the commotion at level one... the wat samsung fun club 1 la... i just see a bit then a girl waved at me and asked "u veri familiar leh"... i totally blur... my first reaction was "yet another brilliant tactic by sales liao rite"... but she looks familiar as she keeps bugging me to register... turns out she is shandy, same sec school but diff class throughout the 4 yrs... she changed quite alot, although the features still the same, need to do a double-take then i can confirm is her by her voice and personality...
while i was still recovering from the shock, the host came up to me and stared... i stared back and he told me to say yes... and i like kena hypnotize like that stopid stopid said yes... oh shit, he's going to embarrass me liao... then he brought me to this booth and told me what i'm supposed to do... Play JAVA Game... so i played it as well as sano and uchu who oso said yes to him and played it... sano n i got 0.84km while the alien recorded a 1.6km!... later each of us got a goodie bag and poor alien lost the big prize by only 0.1km... lol, the reason behind the large gap between him and us is he keeping tapping the button while we just press and hold... how's that for brains, he's from a different world la i tell u...
later uchu wanted to collect his... everybody now... QqQQqQOOOooOOO~ bottle caps to redeem some freebies... got us to buy Qoo and while we were heading towards the Heeren, i saw Vanilla Coke across the road outside taka... so we went underground and got our Vanilla Coke... like water parade, cannot take it manz... stopped outside taka to rest and slowly finished the vanilla coke... began our old grading thing again and old frens came along as well... saw j n ike... by that time my stomach was calling for a timeout... too much gas, and that really puts me off vanilla coke... from now on, no more vanilla coke...
parted ways with j and ike as we went to heeren... got a QqQQqQOOOooOOO~ tote bag in return for all his efforts... he should have collected more and get that alarm clock, so much nicer... after that we went home...
anyway, i have trained enuf of pinball, so tml's INW practical i can show my gang my progress... my mother got suspicous of me going out for 2 consecutive days and that little foreign towel hanging on my window grille... she thought i had changed... so i better correct her b4 things get worse... "go out wif guys need to wear so nice meh"... cos i have no clothes to wear?... my father thought i was crazy when i wear my orange sweater out... fyi, i went to borders and i still came out shivering... this is not crazy... as for the towel, even though it has pictures of cute bears on it, it is cw's 1... i didnt bring the towel for gym the other time round and i promise to wash it for him... and yea, my plans got getting gloves have to be put on the shelf becos of poland... poland made me change my gameplan liao... why poland bu zhen qi 1... watever, i only have myself to blame...wondered how i managed to write so much after watching Dry Wood, Fierce Fire... and my DS still not done, and my SM quiz not yet studied... guess i have poor self-control... lol...
"the best thing to do in a war zone is to shut up..." - hong
11:01 PM
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i waited, deng le you deng, deng le zai deng, deng dao hua er dou xie liao... until he neber called then i just went for swimming liao... still quite a number of people swimming mah, just that no more swimming class, must be those panicky parents... thought i was the only 1 swimming when i saw a botak head bobbing up and down... when i done my rounds, we're comparing who's the fairer among the both of us... yunxu come back the hands like chao tar, even more power than me... i look so white compared to him, lol... never swim in 2 weeks liao and my competitors still are so pathetic... i tink sano, yunxu and me can form the white-butt posse liao...
went to borders to update myself on music... one day i think i will get marilyn manson's contact lenses... black n white, freaks ppl out but it looks so cool manz... whole eye black black like sadako, white white like no pupil like that... went home and saw that blind man, u know that blind man who plays in tunnels around orchard... 11pm then go home, kinda hard work, somemore the ventilation also not that good at all, wonder how much he earns daily...
"May 11..." - hong
1:46 AM
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March 28, 2003 COLOURED.
super frustrated yesterday for the poor handling of the module selection thing... but i must admit kwa t.p was quick to react, he sent an email today to inform us of the new allocation changes... accept 100 places but only 40 out of the 100 will be able to take higher maths... this is roughly about 2 out of 5 persons... i can only cross my fingers and hope for the best... if i had straight As for my previous maths papers then i can breathe easy... too bad i got a C last semester... who ask me dun wan hardworking, now regret oso no use... thats a real kick to the butt... if i cant get in, then i just accept it... i am stupid...
was worried sick when my sister didnt came home til 1am last night... me having some kind of double standards... other ppl come home late late i dun see it as unusual, my sister come home late late i get very worked up... why should i, she's 21 liao... she now into ktv, mostly when she came home late was becos she was busy singing...
promised to change for the better... right now, i have 2 maths tutorials not done, DS verilog code not written, CSW cover letter not done... so many things, so little time... actually i do have the time, just too lazy... ay, i'm wicked and i'm lazy... ah... wun u wanna save me... no time for work, got time for songs... i love to know if there's anyone who'd open his book and read it at home... cos i cant do it...
"depression period..." - hong
11:17 PM
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March 27, 2003 COLOURED.
kiasuism doesnt pay after all... reached school at 7:55am and saw bryant n cw there liao... but we still have to wait for jonathan and weili... wait wait wait for about 10 minutes before we head off to SALC... chiobu called and said 13 out of 20 places for Higher Maths taken liao... so we rushed there and saw almost my whole class at SALC... the first sentence jimmy said was not a greeting... "Maths all taken liao!"... sia la, sian diao and just slowly log in and do the registration... sano lucky, managed to get in...
after that chicken rice gang go FC3 for breakfast while i am still recovering from the shock... nobody going for lessons... as we talked about the modules, they corrected me that there are 6 modules for next semester instead of the 3... i thought choose 3 then only study 3 can liao, the other 3 is actually considered core subjects and must be taken...
after maths lessons ended at 3, bryant, cw and i were on the MRT platform and about to board the train when laura called cw, he pulled us back and informed us that laura heard rumours of a possible increase in class size for Higher Maths... a ray of light for us as we all aiming for maths and wanted to drop embedded systems... as we waited anxiously for the return call, i was hoping for some miracle... later she did called and confirmed there was indeed another maths class... but they were all snapped up by 04 and 06 classes...
after all this mess, i got a feeling the whole selection thing will be scrapped... i can hear complaints all over especially for those who were late in selecting their modules as no other choices were available liao... perhaps the 1 person that felt the most damned is jonathan... 7 distinctions and several As throughout the 3 semesters... he was aiming for university but now he cant even get into the maths class just becos of the first-come-first-served basis... he went to talked to the overall head which he did increase the class size, too bad he didnt announce it, we were caught totally unaware and all of us felt it was unfair... maybe higher maths should be made a core subject so as to satisfy everyone though some hate maths... i'm still keeping my fingers crossed or at the very least the head can do is offer us a good explanation...
SARS has taken over Saddys and Bushys news headlines... even worse than the Mad Cow Diease come time back, a lot of people all paranoid over it... beri has been placed under observation after one of her company's employee has come down with SARS, hoped that shes fine... ppl has been given quarantine orders to stay home... government should send orders to all households mah, there are so many affected and only some has been given the stay-at-home-and-infect-ur-own-family orders... and now everbody is telling me not to go swimming... my uncle called yesterday and tell me to stay off the waters, beri said last night that i shouldnt swim during this period... i read the newspapers and they say swimming in the pool cant spread SARS... watever, leave it to fate...
"poor management..." - hong
11:04 PM
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March 26, 2003 COLOURED.
cw today asked me my gold hair can pluck and sell or not... "can loh, u sell to traders according to gold market prices, sure rich 1"... almost all turn back to black liao la, should have asked me just after the holidays mah... anyway today DS tutorial gave me some ideas for my verilog liao... although i dunno can work or not...
had to go through the meeting today... it was raining and we had to get to T2128, walked along the winding shelters... even the shelters are leaking, they should do something about it... flunked my role perfectly... when its my turn to speak, i just froze and lost for words, then stammer whole way through... shit... thats wat i get for not rehearsing... the lecturer said our group could be more lively instead of being nervous... but the topic is on school stuff, wats so lively to talk about it?...
then we slowly made our way back to MLT2 for the final yr elective selection briefing... bryant finally bought his FHM Collection 2003... he has been eyeing it for a long time liao, keep bugging me to go buy... then that time at Dover MRT the shop there just sold out, look at his dejected expression funny sia... today he saw it at Popular in FC5... and bought it without any hestitation, ma kao he even jump queue sia...
selection starts tomorrow on a first-come-first-served basis with limited places... i wonder what am i gonna do... no idea to choose what modules... no one is taking maths, almost everyone has different selections... friends or for personal ambitions... in a dilemma leh... and even the chicken rice gang has caught the kiasuism bug... straight after the briefing, my whole class rushed to SALC for advanced booking for tomorrow's earliest slot at 8am... =)... first 13 PCs all snapped up by my class...
oh boy i love asp... unlike that vb... asp much more easier and i don't need jonathan's help at all for this project 2 so far... *great sense of achievement*... hehe, now they have to beg me for coding liao... lol...
went to collect my winnings at singapore pools then the auntie ask me whether i want to buy Big Sweep or not... wah lau, promote gambling nia... gambling is bad, why am i still doing it?... i play small amounts only, and right now i using my prize money to pay liao... so i wun feel the hot sensation in my pocket... =)... "hui tou shi an... repent and u still can turn back"... watch too much Dharma liao... that show blatant promote buddhism, but the funny thing is how come all the girls fall for the monk... lol... bald is sexy huh...
heard the news about MOE schools being shut down... i actually felt relieved that poly isnt affected... i might sound crazy but i rather continue the studies at the current pace than a rushed 1 if SP does shut down... i'll accept it if it shuts down cos it gives me a chance to go swimming liao... just hope those affected have a speedy recovery otherwise the mouth mask will become a fashion accessory for 2003...
"i am somebody, somebody, someone..." - hong
11:12 PM
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March 25, 2003 COLOURED.
got on the MRT then i realised i forget to bring my towel for gym... rats... wanna play my discman then discovered that i brought flat batteries... rats... make my bag so heavy, bring an useless discman to school...
today cw neber go school sia... weili, bryant and him play cm until 2:30 last night... he said he still sleeping and he'll wait for me at the gym at noon... good thing he neber go school really, cos i can tell him to bring a towel for me... =)...
i tink i must go and get myself gloves... both my hands all blisters... cannot take dumbbells and barbells nia... then today lost weight also... so weird... last week i cant eat anything and i gained weight, now im eating very good and im losing weight... reverse psychology?...
tml still got the cosplay for meeting... i duno wat m i supposed to do leh... my chairman neber tell me anything... he say tml then discuss... in such a short time... i tink i will flop in it... lucky its onli group by group presentation... in front of whole class duno how xia suay manz...
"there's no need to show off in front of me... just u wait and we'll see who has the last laugh..." - hong
3:53 PM
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March 24, 2003 COLOURED.
siao liao la... my shen ti really huai diao liao... my biological clock jumbled up liao... wide awake at nite and super sleepy in the morning... tried to correct it last week... now still haben change back... must quit my habit of napping in the afternoon... once nap liao at nite very active... not good for a student...
at school do that DS practical do until can pengz... see the state diagram oreadi blur blur liao... enter the inputs lagi worse... cover the whole state, then dunno whether got identify the input for this state or not... just hoped the end product turns out right... otherwise song bo liao... chiobu is the fastest among the class... others still doing the state diagram he oreadi written the verilog codes and assigning the correct pins, raedy for testing liao...
Internetworking practical is realli a waste of time... 5 minutes done the configuration on the lab sheets liao... the only flaw is that it cant work... cant ping USA and Singapore... and while that ah nei lecturer struggled to find out what's the error, the chicken rice gang were playing pinball on the workstation... 1 whole stretch down there playing sia... then when the lecturer come over we all press Esc and return to hyperterminal... it wasnt until the end of the lesson when that yang lecturer finally came over and spotted the mistake and rectify what needs to be done for the configuration to work properly...
the war is becoming a joke really... how come the news all completely different 1... each say they are having the advantage over the other party... then showed the dead soldiers and soldiers that surrendered... stoopid... just bomb bomb bomb until there's no one left to bomb... then everyone knows who is winning... anyway, the americans like dunno how to fly helicopters like that... fly there only for it to crash, haben even go there fire missiles or wat... super pathetic...
iraqi people oso quite smart nia... got their soldiers to cosplay as civilians and pretending to surrender... then when the US troops fell for their trick, it was too late, hundred over killed... time for US to get tough and whack them hard hard... it shouldnt have happen in the first place... in war, hu cares about ethnics or conventions or law... the most scheming wins...
the best way to stop my coughing is to stop talking... once i open my mouth then that's it... always tempted when i play my mp3s... opps, its ogg files now... recently just recovered but it just came back again... no thanks to the fastfood drinks... my sister's company got an employer hu kena that acute respiratory syndrome or dunno wat its called and ended up being warded in hospital... then she come back home coughing but she said she oreadi coughing long ago liao... or izzit i pass it to her 1...
"why do people defend him... when he's not worth defending at all..." - hong
11:28 PM
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March 23, 2003 COLOURED.
arGh... i can go nuts... play game halfway then it returns back to my desktop without saving... the application oso gone... purposely make me see my wallpaper izzit... today eyes sleepy sia... uchu keep calling me... tell me go online to find yunxu then tell him to call him... so mah fun... still ask me wanna go out or not... sunday i dun go out 1 leh, stay home sleep...
lucky sano said something about DS... otherwise i would have clean forgotten about it... then i tml will have nothing to hand up and c that black face of my lecturer...
"can be human dun wan u wan to be dog... ay ler buay song ar"... lol... we must break out of the system!
eckz... DS practicals always looked easy... but nowadays i fear the labs liao... especially what happened last week... 7-segment display got the wrong results... stress nia... done my state diagrams for the mini-project liao... just pray that it works nicely this time...
"abstain abstain abstain..." - hong
10:57 PM
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i really hate to say it... but that's the truth... prorgammers are born with the talent... while it took me eternity to write my own code with errors... it took jonathan only 20 minutes to give u a basic 1 that works... these things ar... either u understand or u die trying to understand...
meet up wif sano and uchu at orchard today... saw lid for a while... but i cant remember her face liao... wif no idea wat to do, we went walking... then decided to pay ano a visit... tangs ground floor that biotherm happened to have a star appearance later on... Miriam Yeung, Yang Qian Hua... wah sey, 3 guys surrounded by 1 whole big bunch of girls... i thought of seeing Miriam yesterday, but then 7pm i at home eating... then today happen to see her, so quite happy... she wore so much make-up that her face is as red as her shirt... her chinese oso not bad sia... later she signed her posters and passed them around then wat the hell, why are the girls grbbing them... it should be us guys leh... should have shouted "YANG QIAN HUA, I LOVE YOU"... then i will get the poster from her personally... lol... watever, i wun say it cos i dun love her wat... love her acting in shows only... anyway she made a brief appearance only and she left liao... as fast as u can say "bye bye"...
so we went upstairs to find daniel yam... saw no daniel... so we went up to see DoA Beach Volleyball, Halo, watches, bla bla bla... read from newspapers that bugis village got 1 small hut sell Swatch at $35 - $55 only... all authenicated ones... thought of getting a Swatch Skin or any stylo milo 1... buy liao oso dunno got wear or not leh... since i planning to get a Nike graphical wristband... that one uchu say got orange 1 but cant find it... have to bid for time liao...
walk walk far east go look at sano's design at the printing shop... lol... the owner takes everybody's designs and put it as display leh... need to pay royalties 1... then uchu got message and we went for lunch with ano at 4?!?!... lunch at 4... not bad nia... then ano accidentally spilled her drink and we wait for her to clean up while uchu took the opportunity to puff away in the open air... was surprised at how fast her pants dry up... cant even see from afar... power sia...
then we parted ways with ano and went to taka go find that wristband but to no avail... went heeren go c that Style @ Orchard fashion show... buay tahan those male models man... all look so fit 1... i must bulk up liao... 60kg not enuf... must aim 65... now oreadi 59 liao... then sano left earlier cos he got sth on...
went upstairs to action city where they now sell a lot of those $9.90 bearbricks la, evirob la, rubricks la, to-fu la, so many sia... like a series of things for u to collect but u dunno wat is that design becos the package neber show... u must buy liao open then u know... uchu like one of the collections and since he fancied 8 out of the 13 available designs, he decided to get 1... opened liao and he didnt get the 8 out of 13... he got tt 5 out of the 13 he dislike... lol... got 1 evirob like not bad leh... somemore no need to tikam which box to take becos the boxes all diff colour for each design... if i was younger, i sure save up to buy these stuff, then c how lucky when i get a secret design... those hu collect bearbricks sure burn hole in pocket nia... so many series to collect... if dun wan to get a same design 1, can choose to purchase a design that u need but at a higher price... the rare ones sell for $100 plus... ex nia... unless i got regular income... otherwise i can only say cool~...
uchu n me go cineleisure for long john's... stay there quite long la... come out heard familiar music at Youth Park... CHOU PI JIANG IN DA HOUSE... i like their songs... very nice leh... bit like limp bizkit pattern but they sing mostly cantonese and they r locals... must support mah... then we go youth park c them perform... afterwards got this cd giveaways... the first 3 to come up on stage will get their cd free... i thought nd some challenge or what then i neber go up... the malays all go up and get for free, no nd to do anything nia... then another cd up for grabs, this time will some vouchers... question is wats the name of this event... shit la, i didnt know then let another person take liao... never mind... still got another cd, this time give free handphone and vouchers... asked how many members are there in Chou Pi Jiang... Shit la... i like them but i dunno they how many members... i count halfway then a ger go up say answer liao... wasted man... maybe i go buy their album... but like waste money cos i hear them live perform always the same few songs... maybe the other songs in the album isnt that nice...
after they finished their set... the youth park got set up this big screen show The Mummy Returns... they should show nicer ones mah... like Volcano High... lol... my fren say sux but i like... we sat down and tok cock a bit... actually not a bit, its a lot... then left at 9:30... end of story...
"i got the urge..." - hong
12:06 AM
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March 22, 2003 COLOURED.
maybe the new color should please a lot of ppl... others say sth about it i wouldnt give a damn... now that u've stepped in... i must do something about it... and i do deserved a kiss for that... =)
2:24 AM
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Bush And Saddam In An 2 Out Of 3 Falls Match
- Tables, Ladders, Chairs Match
- Hell In A Cell Match
- 60min Ironman Match
let them beat the hell out of 1 another =)... that's what the news agencies need to keep them alive, more news = more extensive coverage = more ppl tuning in = high tv ratings = Mediacorp proudly showing off its AC Nielsen ratings... footage from the war all showed the same things 1... the missile fired from the cruiseship, that nightvision view... its hard to miss it, having replayed over and over...
hate the hourly updates on the showdown in iraq... for goodness sake... there are ppl out there who dun care a shit about the war and they just want some entertainment, not some saddam bush playing catching with each other... we all know the results liao, saddam cannot run as fast as bush wat... now even the news got the parliament thing liao... tok about wat else... but my sister say got 1 MP complaint that the cubicles in the ladies toilets should be the same as the guys 1... interesting...
this table is for sano =), since u request, i shall play this song...
| Subject | MST | Lab |
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| Maths | 88 | N/A |
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| Digital Systems | 82 | 100 |
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| Internetworking | 80 | 89 |
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| Internet Programming | 65 | 71 |
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| Server Management | 36/50 | 90 |
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go school c no one outside the classroom... i thought i got my timetable wrong... or maybe i got the date wrong... even if i was early, edwin would be there b4 me... never mind, no cause for panic... carry on reading my newspaper while trying to be cool standing outside the room alone... almost finished half of the papers liao and still no one in sight... sensed something's wrong and i went to SALC to go free access liao... cant be bothered to find out what happen exactly...
3pm time for next class and hey hey no one's there again... this time i'm getting worried... luckily i finally saw a familiar figure by the name of fadil... dun like him from the start but was just relieved to see him enter the room... then one by one the chicken rice gang sauntered in... turned out they went to T2123 go watch video for the meeting thing... heng ar... never go watch that stupid video... going to do asp again... actually its the same as vb but i like asp so much more... it seems easier... or maybe its the mentality thing... project2 part1 done liao... not really perfect, hope lecturer can be flexible abit then my coding then work... otherwise gone down the drain...
"Bush Bush Bush Saddam Saddam Saddam... put them together and u'll get B.S" - hong
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March 20, 2003 COLOURED.
i have to apologise for not going irc since monday... time and money contraints forbade me to do that... now its just max. 10 minutes a day to publish my blog... anyway i wun be missed much since i dun go around pm strangers, so not much know me la...
people has been raving about the war... betting on how long will it end... im more concerned about a pervert who disturbed me in the toilet... there i was doing my little business, then this guy was beside me, staring... not my face of cos, im not that handsome... he was looking below... comparing size or wat i thought... then i saw him looking in another direction at another guy, oso looking below... the pervert reminded me of The Hot Chick... maybe he oso dunno how to piss properly... "Why Dun U Take A Picture Of It?"... i quickly zipped up and left... looked back and saw him looking at another victim's one... really crazy, he got his own to look at it all day and all night long mah... wat for look at other people's 1...
back to the war... quite a lot dun really support the war... i dun c anything wrong wif it really... the signs are all there after all... look at it in a different way... why did countries purchase military weapons and armory... too much money izzit then buy those expensive warheads... buy liao never use like wasted, then if rusty liao oreadi cannot use, must buy new ones, waste more money... the only way to stop is for all the makers of these weapons to stop manufacturing them, then the countries all no weapons and defence systems... and that oso means... NO NS!... the government budget can then go to other important ministries like helpng the econiomy or health or education bla bla bla... whee! im crapping liao...
anyway, its time for Saddam to take a break... always under pressure from foreign countries... he likes stress izzit... look at his hair... still so black black 1... any normal person confirmed hair white until like white color liao... ermm... white color is the closest thing to white hair, cant find a better description liao... he had powers for so long liao, trying to beat Suharto's 35-yr rule in Indonesia izit... even beat liao oso no Guiness Book Of Records for him...
okie enuf of my crapping... must be that American Idol 2... pushed my WWE Afterburn until midnite... make me so pissed... lol... actually still got my CSW haben do yet lah... will do, right away m'dm!...
"its in our nature to kill kill kill" - hong
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March 19, 2003 COLOURED.
oh my goodness... super lethargic today... got back more papers with promising results... but cant beat good o' chiobu... he got 99 for his DS... the lecturer purposely didnt give him a 100 becos he didnt list the working for 1 of the questions... anyway the lecturer mark like anyhow mark like that leh... tick cross tick cross still can get full marks for a question, all ticks yet minus 1 mark... siao ding dong...
internet programming even more funny... my short questions all wrong still can get 65... he dun wan to show us the paper, only tell us our marks... i think he read another person's score instead of mine... dangerous leh... project 2 machiam like last yr's networking project, asp again... but this time more cheem, dunno all the commands how to execute it... the textbook oso no have things to do with asp, lucky i never buy, otherwise waste money... have to rely on w3schools liao...
after school, chicken rice gang went out for lunch... toy, jimmy, chicken all wait for bus while bryant and i go take the mrt... from dover to clementi only 1 stop but so what, got concession mah, must make full use... go up escalator and saw weili still at bus-stop puffing away... then left only us 5 go eat that western food very nice 1... too bad there very hot, poor ventilation, dun have the thing to suck the smoke out...
finished lunch liao only 12:30... i still have to wait until 1pm b4 i can go find my mother... so i went to Jurong Entertainment Centre c c look look... the arcade and ice palace still there, the rest all dead liao... a lot of ppl at the fuji ice palace sia... dunno how they skate, traffic jam, knock here knock there... hold oso hold wrong person hand sia...
went jurong east library to pass my time... nearly fell asleep there while reading the new paper... the smell of books so strong and so old... the library never bother to update 1... all tattered and torn... i swear everything is the same 10 years ago... they never bother to change the arrangement abit... the magazine section i found 1 dated 1997... hello? now is oreadi 2003 liao leh... still got 1997 edition of magazines...
getting sleepy easily... esp evening time when its time for dinner... weak liao...
"2, nothing wrong with me" - hong
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March 18, 2003 COLOURED.
2192 minutes amounted to $44+... blood sucking singtel... ppl using 56k of cos need more online time mah... not like broadband whereby no need to slowly load images and flash sites... anyway kena scolded for that 2192 minutes... but i tink sano may be worse off than me... good luck mate...
i say i'll study hard... and where was i at the DS lecture? -- at FC4 eating... not that i wanted, all of them want to go and eat... i'm not eating well these few days, especially my lunches... got the urge of vomitting, stomach's feeling bloated... wished it go away by itself, i hate to vomit... that feeling of the food coming out from the mouth is urgh... must learn to fart and burp more liao, force the air inside to come out...
Rui En come SP machiam like no news like that... didnt even know that today she coming, only read that on the newspapers in the evening...
couldnt help noticing the smilie's teeth on the tag-board... green green one... lol, like grow mould like that... nice... lucky i neber cahnge the color to red, then got bloodied teeth... or even yellow teeth for those smokers...
today my mother birthday, no wonder she got bird nest for herself, feeling rich liao... i never get anything for her... i can hear someone saying i'm unfilial liao rite... say what they want... i believe in filial in the long term, not just 1 special day only... those only 1 day ones are all bloody losers trying to act cute manz...
going to the gym has become a two person affair liao... bryant nowadays not coming, can only blame his gf for making him so tired, haiz... toy everytime say i have the shape but i look around always see people better than me... but i like that... drives me even further to do better and be in better shape... was shocked when toy and bryant confessed they were out of breath by the half lap in swimming... this is very ridiculous... they are not those who stay home and play games all day long, they still got play basketball somemore... zhen de shi ren bu ke mao xiang sia...
"1, nothing wrong with me" - hong
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March 17, 2003 COLOURED.
acquisition
WHAT IS YOUR STATE OF LIFE?
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back to school with a new attitude... began a new life in high spirits but my morale dropped after the lecturer talked about the DS mini project... seems like very cheem, have to draw out state diagram and its moore output by myself without help from the book... worst is to type out correct verilog code in order for the pld to work...
practical tests :
Digital Systems - 100
Server Management - 90
Internetworking - 89
MST :
Internetworking - 80
surprised myself with the mst score really... even more surprised when i found out i got all my short questions right and 5 MCQs wrong... each MCQ 4 marks, hiong manz... dun really care about my practical test marks... they only make up a minute percentage of the overall... 1 A down, 4 more to go... was aiming for 3 As this semester after a barren spell last semester... only 80% and above is considered an A... i thought 75 is sufficient... neber mind, whats 5%...
my sister condemn bai se yu mao... lol... quite weak vocals, not strong enuf is her comments... which i really agree, but that bai se yu mao got that jay feel... so still can listen to... and i still like it... dunno why...
"hey hey hey" - hong
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=Queens of The Stone Age
=here is something you should drop to your knees for and worship=
=but you were too stupid to realise yourself=
=a song for the deaf=
=that is for you=
a blog for the blind... got that idea from the above words...
got rid of all my useless links since i dun update them anyway...
only retained frens' blogs... easy maintenance next time...
and changed my colors for the 5th time...
anybody interested to look at the 4th color scheme can just click on my archives link...
since i m too lazy to change to my new scheme...
not really lazy, its troublesome... just ask anyone who uses that digital clock for publishing...
got rid of my shoutbox and replace it with a tagboard...
fed up with the shoutbox server being constantly down...
i know people will say its too damn bright...
BUT I DON"T CARE
i love to blind people...
i wan people to put on their shades when they visit my blog...
becos shades looks good on people...
yea, ano in shades is cool~...
watched glen and rod sports show about biathlons (spelling? pls correct me)...
got this 40-sth ar pek last time take part...
swim 1.5km, run 10km in 1 hour 23 minutes...
pro sia... the most i've ever run was 5km and that oreadi took me 1 hour...
zhen de hen pei fu ta... my role model...
for triathlons (pls correct on this one as well), i tink i no hope...
cycle part will give up...
maybe i'll take part in a biathlon someday... =)
called yunxu many times to inform him that i'll be late but to no avail...
turned out his hp is damaged...
must all guys going ns make those black-framed specs?
saw him wearing one and i thought who was he at first...
with no place to go... the only place i thought of is tiong bahru plaza... cos i remember that Rui En is having a sing-cum-autograph session... saw her in that TGIF but she got her face covered ala BoA... saw her in I Guess and wasnt impressed at all... but curiosity got the better of me and i decided to check her out... after all she's local, must support... her dressing punk punk but her songs all r&b, bit rock, bit pop... Singapore's Avril... in the dress sense i mean... wah sey, she even got a tattoo on her back... cant read the word, her hair keep getting in the way... love her Bai Se Yu Mao (White-colored Feather)... rest of her songs i wanna ZzZZzZ... her Shuai Bu Diao (Can't Shake Off) is good, but not that excellent... autograph session time, i observed she made efforts to take her time signing and chatting with her fans... not bad... and there's oso 1 crazed fan that 933fm dj knows by name, cos he keep bugging her to play Rui En's songs... why are crazed fans all nerdy looking?
anyway, Rui En's coming over to SP and NP for her school concerts... sia la, since when SP so good allow stars to come to our campus... Channel U's shows has never made it to SP (tink Quan Xing Zhong Dong Yuan and Zhi Chang Da Ming Xing)... maybe going for that 1... but i need more information first... go there the most wait for her to sing Bai Se Yu Mao only...
went home and there was baobei... everyone calls him that... his mummy go work and left him at my house... 1 year old kid... and his stay here sealed my decision...
I HATE BABIES!
people always talking about how cute, how chubby, how sweet, how smooth babies can be... they can say all they want... i dun like them 1 single bit... once they cry, its unbelieveable...
OH PLEASE SHUT THE HELL UP!
but the babies dun understand at all, they think u're trying to compete with them, see who can make the loudest noise... i have to admit i dun have any patience with them... i dun tink i can handle babies in future... bound to be reported to the police by my wife for child abuse...
senzi asked me why i go swimming n gym for... looks like it has a totally new meaning liao... i train so that i can make babies stop crying permanently... i'll probably silenced them if they make a sound for at least 5 seconds...
i dun wan any babies in future, even though they may be fun to play with at times... they can make me sink into depression anytime... which reminds me of 1 thing... no babies = no sex... oh well whatever, give and take, pleasure and pain... must sacrifice... will any temple accept me?
"freak on a leash" - hong
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March 15, 2003 COLOURED.
spent my whole friday night doing something... =)
major revamping my blog soon...
was unsatisfied with the color scheme and had to keep doing over again...
fact that i spent a long time doing it is becos...
i took time off to figure all the weird things which web designers did...
n i redid everything...
tink i'm not made for designing... i duno how to mix-match around to come up with nice colors...
and i oso will be changing my shoutbox... yesh, activetopic sux...
not that this new one will be good, quite a lot of features cant use unless u pay for it... =(
new look wun be ready until sunday...
had some minor glitches that nd to be fixed...
happened to go on 1 of my rare "10 recently published blogs" trip...
then i saw the template that made me redo mine...
its a thrill looking at somebody's blog who u dun even know...
a even greater thrill when the singlish is so blatant in the stranger's blog...
someone in secondary school who craps a lot...
everytime toks abt boys staring at her... lol, like she's a star...
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March 14, 2003 COLOURED.
i tink i bloody cock up my maths... even though i managed to do all of them, quite a number are all cocks... but wats past is past... looking forward to the 50% n 70% overalls when the semestral exams come...
i wun be online for quite some time... time to be shu dai zi le...
"i never know wat its like to be happy until ive known you" - hong
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March 13, 2003 COLOURED.
he plays with fire...
one by one he strikes the matches...
matches formed in a circle around him...
he embraces the warmth given to him...
the fire was getting bigger...
he cant get out of the circle of death...
there he was left burning...
i looked from afar...
sniggering at the state he's in...
brought it all upon himself...
he should know...
he has been burnt after all...
give me peace...
i should be studying at 1am yesterday and what was i doing?... busy doing quizilla... started the crazy 900 over slides to be tested at 2am... slept at 4... awakened by the damn ringing of phone at 7...
it has neber happened before, now it occurred twice in a week... my mother say she forget to bring her glasses... girls, so vain... short-sighted then wear glasses all the time la... still want to take out for what... somemore my mother is oreadi in her fourties liao... no nd to tackle any more guys liao...
passed the phone to my father and went to sleep again... found myself grumbling again as my father shook me up and asked me where she left her glasses... i cant find it either and i plonked to bed again...
*RINGGG*
damn it damN it daMN it DAMN IT... her specs actually was in her bag all along... from then on, i cant sleep properly liao... lie on bed at 9 only to doze off... woke up at 11 just becos i was feeling hungry and slept again... rushed for my lunch outside at 1:30 before heading to school... not say i am a pig... im not 1 hu can sleep for 4 hours and wake up feeling refreshed... i need a full 10 hours... something which i didnt have since sec sch... they say u can sleep forever when u die, so now must sleep less... all crap... wats the difference between a living dead and a dead sleeping?... maybe the living dead can walk, but thats abt it...
thought nothing of the boy struck by the lamp post who had passed away... my father was saying something about it for some time... since he's brain-dead, might as well just let him die, even if he does awake, he'll be a vegetable... only strain their pockets further...
my mother was even saying they should donate the boy's organs since its the "in" thing now... NKF has been stressing its organ donation quite frequently... some dun like the idea becos they scared the dead cannot live in the afterlife without his organs... how do they know there's another world to live in anyway... have they died before? or some smart alec who can foretell the future warned them?... they should kill themselves to find out... just in case they manage to come back to their bodies, i'll promise to look after it...
talks of war has been going on and on... now everyone pities Iraq and Saddam and condemned the US... suddenly they have become the big evil power... demonstrations... people of all sorts walk across streets... protesting outside US embassies... dipping himself into the icy cold waters for peace?, more like getting himself into the Guniness Book of Records (which he did, after all thats his aim, the "NO WAR" painted on his head is just for show)... taiwanese monks kneeling down pulling a vehicle on the roads, self torturing... they need some SM...
why am i saying all these?... i should be doing my maths now!
"give me a gun and i'll shoot them down, im a marksman after all" - hong
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Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!
Which Infamous Criminal Are You?
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March 12, 2003 COLOURED.
i courted death... not once or twice... but thrice...
however death rejected me... its not the time now...
maybe i shouldnt worry so much about tests... after 3 tests gone, just a glance from the lecture notes is sufficient to earn a pass... SP lives up to its name (Sure Pass)...
then i can sleep earlier than the current 3-4am sths...
then again...
i think among the chicken rice gang...
i studied the least and at the last minute one...
others all prepared a week ago and discuss so many terms that i dun understand...
i got a feeling... unexplainable...
i think i have received some enlightenment or sth...
this semester looks pretty good for some results that hasnt been appearing for quite some time...
i tink there are quite alot of people who looks like me...
maybe its the "in" thing... LOL... nah, more like i copy people...
in sec sch, my friend say i look like his pri sch fren...
zero says i look like his cousin...
and yesterday beri was telling me about so-called 'sightings'...
she'll always go "HONGGGGGGG" and questioned me liao...
said sth about a identical me on a bus...
been quite some time since i took a bus around CCK anyway...
heck, i never even go to Lot 1 for a year?...
watever, watever...
just 1 more tikam paper to go...
and 1 brain-wrecking paper to go...
then i can say hello to swimming...
after all, its just the MST...
"the weak ones are there to justify the strong..." - hong
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March 11, 2003 COLOURED.
no time to blog... got 4 chapters haben touched yet... anyway today's test quite alright... no FeaR~
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March 10, 2003 COLOURED.
as i expected, the test was as easy-going as the lecturer's face... raised my expectations to 60%... will be satisfied with a 70%... i can be calculative at times... so that i know how much effort i must put in for my semester exams come May...
now its internetworking thats driving me crazy... happily did tutorial for first 2 chapters... totally given up after that... no wonder the MCQs will be given a high percentage... for fear of too much failures...
checked out the tutorial answers and i felt the lecturers should be sacked... word for word all from the lecture notes are identical with the answers... what happen for those who like to memorise by hard if their answers all the same 1 word for word... kena questioned for cheating ar...
The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
I don't want you and I don't need you
don't bother to resist, I'll beat you
It's not your fault that you're always wrong
the weak ones are there to justify the strong
the beautiful people, the beautiful people
it's all relative to the size of your steeple
you can't see the forest for the trees
you can't smell your own shit on your knees
Hey you, what do you see?
something beautiful, something free?
hey you, are you trying to be mean?
if you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean
there's no time to discriminate,
hate every motherfucker
that's in your way
the worms will live in every host
it's hard to pick which one they eat most
the horrible people, the horrible people
it's as anatomic as the size of your steeple
capitalism has made it this way,
old-fashioned fascism will take it away
"die die die liao" - hong
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March 09, 2003 COLOURED.
Pagan Poetry
Pedalling through
The dark currents
I find
An accurate copy
A blueprint
Of the pleasure
In me
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
A secret code carved
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
A secret code carved
He offers
A handshake
Crooked
Five fingers
They form a pattern
Yet to be matched
On the surface simplicity
But the darkest pit in me
It's pagan poetry
Pagan poetry
Morsecoding signals (signals)
They pulsate (wake me up) and wake me up
(pulsate) from my hibernating
On the surface simplicity
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
But the darkest pit in me
It's pagan poetry
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
Pagan poetry
Swirling black lilies totally ripe
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
I love him, I love him
She loves him, she loves him
This time
She loves him, she loves him
I'm gonna keep it to myself
She loves him, she loves him
She loves him, she loves him
This time
I'm gonna keep me all to myself
She loves him, she loves him
And he makes me want to hurt myself again
She loves him, she loves him
She loves him, she loves him
And he makes me want to hurt myself again
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more or less done with my DS... done as in I'M FINISHED... but there is some improvement compared to yesterday... thanks to of cos my class irc channel... always buzzing with activities come exams time... all will be discussing a lot of things that i never even hear b4... but it gives me a guideline as to what things to notice and try to grasp hold of... good thing i keep logging on, then can ignore that channel and concentrate on chatting... LOL...
listening to bjork helps... i can shriek like her when i dunno how to do... then got the haunting 'i love him, she loves him' in pagan poetry... was left in shock yesterday when my sister say DS is the easiest to score... i thought she was crazy, then again, i dun have the proper foundations drilled inside me...
the rest of subjects haben even touched yet... looks like i have to hug buddha's leg again as usual... maybe exchange for my pillow better, wait his leg too hairy, not nice to hug... maybe got an even better person suitable... *pouts*...
sometimes living in a house with a clear view of the surroundings is not really desirable... saw many lightning flashes... like taking picture like that, every now and then flash flash flash... if i had a digital camera, i take all the pics and post here... the other time i happened to saw a rainbow, clear full view of it, something that dun happen very often...
the baba siaos have hit the news again... this time the lecturer doing a sexy dance wearing a bare-back dress... uRGh... pity the neighbours having to watch this disgusting act... wat next?... pole dancing in a bikini by the lamp post?... *vomits*...
tml i'm aiming for a 50%... my targets are always lower than what i am capable of... when get back test paper if more than 50% then happy liao, if less than 50% then can say its expected... self comfort perhaps... better than set high standards and unable to achieve it then get depressed over it... my sec sch fren everytime like that, he studies more than me yet he always fear for the worst... crazy, stress himself over nth...
Continous Play over Kaori Mochida WinAmp:
Bjork - All is Full Of Love
Bjork - Pagan Poetry
Bjork - Human Behavior
Bjork - Army of Me
Massive Attack - Butterfly Caught
"wo deng ze ni hui lai..." - hong
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March 08, 2003 COLOURED.
Take the Malice Mizer personality test
took this after i saw neo's 1 =)
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now everybody is not picking on my hair... my mother thought i copy someone from B.A.D... instead they are fussing over my skin...
sister - wah... become so black liao, like louis koo like tt...
father - hmm... looks like malay liao...
cousins - hehehe... looks like indian... ah bu nei nei...
lady boss - be careful ar, wait got skin diease...
uncle - wat lousy sunblock u use...
uncle - wat good suntan lotion u use...
friend - hey hey african, u speak english?...
yours truly - no comments...
i love to be louis koo, share same birthday... if only i have a tiny fraction of his coolness...
went to my aunt's house for dinner yesterday... some sort of gathering for her daughter's birthday... saw my hong yi or red aunt watever u call it... since they like to call names by 1 word, hong hong hong hong hong... often get called wrongly... hmmm, i tink she's the first person i ever set eyes on... and i was well, about 7 that time... puppy love can be so funny sometimes... whenever got watch tv while everybody's enjoying the show, im down there staring at her like a lovestruck fool... then when she noticed, she will tell my mother say how come i look at her like that, so cute~... of cos she didnt know wat i was tinking then... 14yr age gap, hows that for a jie di lian... lol... she's oreadi 33 now and pregnant with her first baby... her husband super youthful... dont look his age at all... and hes hyper, able to talk to anyone anytime... my cousins all call him uncle papa, dunno wats that for anyway... im too old for that...
siao liao la... today flip through DS... dun understand a single bit... all like foreign like that... right now im just lazing around, lying on bed, not doing anything... its good, didnt give me any unwanted stress... see that book i oreadi feel sick man... all i have to do is believe in miracles... leave it to fate, pass then pass, fail then is expected... hoped that the test paper is as easy as the lecturer's face...
watched volcano high again, this time with my sister... neber get bored watching it... all the funny xiao dong zhuos by the guys makes it so funny...
listen to shino's songs can brainwash my mind... i just forgot all the little details that i have miraculously managed to recall from DS... keep going "wo zi ke yi pei ni chi chi cha~"... fret not, its not the end of the world yet, just 2 more days before the test... must not stress myself... tml watch more tv and that stoopid michael jackson interview... is he using the interview to raise his flagging popularity?... suddenly he's become the talk of the town again...
very tempted to call and say "hello... hao hao zhao gu ni de shen ti... bye bye..." but it sounds very awkward right...
"killer in me is a killer in you" - hong
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March 07, 2003 COLOURED.
cant sleep at night yesterday, ended up watching Volcano High until 5am... nice action movie, if tv drama got these sort of show, sure got high ratings 1... slick effects, cool school uniforms... hoe come singapore schools dun have that sort of uniforms 1... cool guys and girls... production costs for a tv serial will cost a bomb, but its still nice to watch... better than all those manga-inspired idol series...
heard a girl complain of no more energy to swim after just 3/4 lap... not even completed a lap... how pathetic can people be... noticed the posters pasted on the pillars for talent scouting at toa payoh on march 15th or 16th... quite interested until i looked at it closely...
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- tread on water for 3 minutes
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only know breaststroke, the rest all dunno how to swim... fully recovered from cough liao, must be the excessive chlorine i've drank over the past 5 days...
it has been a sunny week, then foggy these few days... today i finally see dark skies looming and thunder booming... sign for me to stop swimming and start to study... end of swimming season, hello to books... time to catch up with my friends who have been studying all week... =)
bie zai ku
wo jiu zai ni shen bian
bu hui rang ni you ren he wei xian
jing jing wo zhe ni de xiao shou
pei ni yuan li yi qie de hei mong yea
wei ni zuo se me wo dou qing yuan ~yao lan qu - tao ze~
"love is not about showing, its a matter of feeling" - yo-sun from Volcano High
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March 06, 2003 COLOURED.
a note i have to make, although its a bit too late... pls avoid swimming at Bukit Batok Swimming Complex for the time being unless you're confident that i'm free of any dieases... yesterday while swimming, i felt a stinging pain on my right toe... turns out it was bleeding... didnt kick off against the wall properly and hurt my toe... anyway yesterday i was there all by myself... the rest were lying on their towels reading books and enjoying the sun...
been tinking for quite a while as to how to convert my thighs to those of a sprinter's thighs... still a lot of work to be done, guess i'll have to run but that'll have to wait til june... have to eat more chicken thighs liao...
yesterday a stranger passed me a plastic container meant for my neighbour... weird, my neighbour always at home in the afternoon... later my mother explained my neighbour chose not to answer the door bell as she was afraid of the kid that the stranger was with... the kid is a hyperactive child even though she doesnt look like 1 at all...
my father predicted that i'll follow his footsteps some day... he said i'll find my wife at the pool just like how he found my mother... he even cheekily added that is my mother who tackled him first... i leave everything to fate, i dun like to create opportunities...
last night while i was sleeping, i heard mosquito buzzing around my face... slapped my face out of fun... moved my hand up my face when i felt a small body rolling between my hand and face... never been so accurate b4 sia... looked at the mirror and still can see the trail of blood along my face... cool~...
my father was watching the news about the car at mrt tracks incident when he saw some numbers... 1998... my mother said he crazy, the car no. was 9500... nevertheless he bought 1998 and last night he tio consolation prize... bullseye~...
often spread my legs so wide that i felt they have popped out of place... sibei sore... of cos that was due to the swimming, not some bedroom activity...
saw the guy who can swim faster than me today... for all the effort i've put in... i cant seem to better him... i even changed my style of swimming to almost identical as his and i still cant win him... i must hack off his legs in order to beat him... its his legs that makes him glide longer than anyone else... i tried but it'll only last a few laps, too straining liao...
swimming has made my neck become so thick that one of the round-neck tshirts i have has become a turtleneck... my breathing became so deep that anyone close enuf can even feel it...
on the mrt... this kid keep touching me... touch my elbow, touch my waist, touch my back, pull my shirt... blatant molesting i tell you... so ticklish that i could have knocked his head off with my elbow... luckily the outrage of modesty ended after 1 stop...
and yea.. my cough's almost gone now... i can whine like chris cornwell and kurt cobain, so should be no problem liao. =)...
"thank you" - hong
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March 05, 2003 COLOURED.
saw a very very familiar nick yesterday... ayuko... after much thinking did i find out that was my first email address... it was meant to be a cross between ayumi and eriko, back then jpop was the rage... now still keeping my chinarose, a song title from nanase aikawa...
had an outrageous dream last night... i will be in paradise if it comes true... it seems so real, the thrill of being found out, the smile... wow~... *slaps myself... in the end its just a dream...
whenever im curious about something and wanted to know the truth... i always dun have the guts to ask... for fear of being called a busybody, none of ur concern, being beaten up, being slapped, rejection, rebuttal, kena called insensitive, arrogance... all sorts of reasons...
went for swimming again... and while people are having dark circles around their eyes, im getting white circles... my hair is getting gold again, no not those on my head, its those on my arms... reckoned this week is a hot week, no clouds, just clear blue sky along with the clear blue water...
Fact: Flying Roaches Are Actually Pregnant Roaches
a lot has been said about my hair over the past 2 days... toy spotted a strand of white hair at the back... hoped to sprout some more white hair, then i have the perfect excuse to dye my hair liao... my hair has been heavily criticised by friends and families... apparently they have never seen these type of haircut at all... labelled the worst barber, the worst haircut, all the worst things associated with it... even the lady boss commented that though she dun follow fashion, she can still spot a good haircut from a bad 1... she even recommend me 1 salon nearby that give thier customers 'good' haircuts... for all the complaints, i feel its a refreshing change, at least better than my usual 1... well, to each his own... but no ones on my side... watever...
and the lady boss bugged me again about my marital status... would love to silence her with a "dun worry, u'll be on my list of guests for the wedding dinner soon"... and then she'll go "oh no, ure too young for that, for a young man, career comes first, marriage later"... all those contradictions...
my mother said something about han pan again... she seems to be the only one who can spots it, or does she need glasses... anyway i went home and check it out for myself... i dun see any, although i did see a white line across the back of my neck... tilted my head backwards and check the mirror again... she says i dunno how to wash properly, i say its a case of swimming breaststroke too much... esp when i love swimming in the sun, often tilting causes uneven tanning of my skin... hence the white line... wat kind of bloody reasoning is that... to me its logical reasoning...
watched GuessX3 about 5 persons who has successfully slimmed down... admired them for their out-of-this-world willpower... they'll have good figures and their bodies easier to build than a body with bones... i regretted not eating during recess in my pri and sec sch days, now i have to bulk up so that my mother will stop calling me pai gu xian...
"shoutbox come back pls~..." - hong
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March 04, 2003 COLOURED.
went to school for make-up lesson on DS... as the lecturer go throgh the tutorial, my eyes get bigger and bigger... siao liao la, what he draw i oso dunno simi thing 1... flipped to the lecture notes part and my eyes nearly popped out... the examples all need to do by ourselves 1... really siao liao la, never listen to lecture and take down anything becos i thought inside got some examples given... DS fail ding liao...
i've found a way to stop my coughing by a significant amount... seems that not opening my mouth helps a lot... i've noticed i will cough whenever i starts to eat lunch or dinner, talking, drinking, humming... so its best i stay mute for a few days, even though im already quite quiet, i can do even better~...
so nearly reached 59 but no i didnt... back to more eating liao... receiving praise from a gym regular is really music to the ears... although toy has said i have improved a bit, but its best when a stranger actually compliment cos they dun lie... as a friend some may juz say a few white lies to make me feel good or whatever, so that i will slack a bit while they leave me biting dust...
right now i still not sure wat topics to study for each subjects save for maths... wats there to worry about... i only start on saturday, perhaps to ease my mind a bit...
"The Sweetness Of Death By The Obsidian Knife" - hong
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March 03, 2003 COLOURED.
people used to ask me why im so cool and how they wished they can be like me... just shut urself from the the world... as simple as that... being surrounded by a bunch of fools doesnt help one single bit... maybe thats the real reason why im almost emotionless most of the time...
anyway... went for a haircut today... my family see liao gave it thumbs down... new hair looks like the guy from slam dunk, i tink is gong chen liang tian, if i can still remember the name... personally i feel is better than the cuts i had previously... maybe i'll start to keep it liao... looks good from the front... sidewise was urGh urGh... from the back i dunno, the barber showed me the mirror but i cant see without my specs anyway...
swim i did... thank goodness there was someone beside to set the pacing for me... otherwise i'll be swimming with no purpose... could have swam a lot... but no one wants to see the show at all... ate bread for lunch... i dun tink there's any food in the foodcourt that helps my cough, they only worsen it...
strepsils was even funnier... eat liao and it gave me a sore throat with phlegm... sea coconut only helps temp. they says salt water helps kill the bacteria but i cant finish it... watever, i believe it will go away by friday, if not maybe i've contacted TB...
seems that my class all start to prepare for MST liao... i still have to wait until saturday and sunday b4 i start work... im just not used to early revision, dun see the point when u forget all the things you studied for...
right now still converting my mp3 collection to ogg... spent 7 hours liao and still not done yet... maybe i have to keep my computer on for the whole night liao... saved some harkdisk space by over 1.3GB... and there's still more to be converted... i thought ranchoweb was going to close but hey hey, its activetopic who has stopped... just pray that its server is down and will continue to serve people all over...
"i live in silence..." - hong
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Valen Hsu - Ci Shi Kuai Le De Dai Jia
you mei you yi zhong kuai le
cen jing can mian fei che
guo hou bu hui bu se
you mei you yi duan ji qing
neng gou xiang yi shou ge
ting wan le jiu suan le
wo men zong huai ze xi wang
mian dui wei zi de jue wang
zhi dao wo men neng gou wei siao ze shi wang
you mei you yi ge fang fang
mian qiang wen ta chui ba
bu fu ren he dai jia
you mei you yi zhong xuan hua
qu zhong ren san yi hou
neng rang ji mo sheng hua
kuai le ze tong ku
dao di gai siao hai shi ku
hai shi yong bao ze hui siao shi de wan ju wo men cai hui man zu
yue da de kuai le
ke neng yue kuai yao jie shu
nan dao wo men yao chui xun de shi tong ku
fei ai ta bu ke
ren ze yan lei kuai le he bi ne
ai bu ai dou ke
you you se me kuai le guai bu de
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WooYEe~... fever, flu, blocked nose, cold all gonE~... what i got in exchange is a severe cold, much more serious than the one i'm currently having... damn... cough medicine, sea coconut doesnt work... my strepsils is for sore throats 1... die die... just hope i didnt pass my fever or flu or watever sickness i have to senzi now...
ate a lot for dinner recently... trying to fill up my stomach as much as it can goes... its going overtime... doing situps and digesting all that stuff... zhen shi xin ku ni le~... had a good hunch that i'll be 59 by this tuesday...
tried out this audio convertor... heard about ogg vorbis and stuff... tried converting my Shino Lin - Wu Ji Er Zhong mp3 to many versions of ogg... doesnt seem to have any difference, save for the big difference in filesize for a lousier bitrate...
i dun see the difference between bitrates really... 128, 192 all sounds the same to me... bryant said b4 about testing a techno track to really spot the difference... so i got my Scooter - Nessaja to do the work... in mp3, there is a difference... as for ogg version, no difference leh, still got that same sound as a 192 even though i converted to ard 50kbps... of cos it means saving of a lot of space... tinking of converting my whole mp3 collection to ogg files... 6.5gigs of music maybe convert to ogg will become 5gig or even less... as long as it doesnt eat up my space i dun mind... and the quality is around the same anyway... next time all mp3 websites should change to ogg... then they can upload more songs man...
i promised to treat valen hsu gently when i discovered one of the disc is alienated... Zi Shuo Gei Ni Ting tt cd dunno wat happen... underneath sticky... tried to wipe it but no use... anyway converted the rest of the 5 albums to ogg... lol... tml oreadi can return yunxu liao...
people are not what they seem to be in irc... got to know this guy nicked snake some time ago... i always thought he likes to chee hong girls only and a good for nothing lamer... until yesterday when he private chat with me... turns out he actually 1 smart ass... he knows trojans and hacking stuff... these sort of people i always held in high regards... becos i'll never figure out how do all these crap works and these people can just like this like that and then done -- he's infected... he even gave me a demo on how to flood someone out... gd thing im not on his bad side...
"training starts tomorrow..." - hong
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March 02, 2003 COLOURED.
woke up with flu, blocked nose, cold, cough... finally decided to start my own medication... sea coconut, panadol cold, panadol flu remedy... feels good...
went for a swim and after that i kept ahchoo ahchoo ahchoo all the way to the MRT... thank goodness i didnt ahchoo inside the MRT, otherwise i sure banned for life... reached orchard and saw no one... long time never come early liao... mostly i have much apologising to do... updated myself on music... kept note wat albums to download next time when im at school... Mudvayne - End Of All Things To Come, Asian Dub Foundation - Enemy of The Enemy, Groove Armada - Lovebox, Zwan - Jesus I, Mary Star Of The Sea... hope that i can be able to find mudvayne and asian dub foundation... most mp3 sites dun have these stuff...
actually today i wasnt in the mood for orchard... wanted so much to rest with all the sickness coming in... managed to get 2 free Qoo drinks... as long as its free, go and grab... felt weird to be in orchard without combing hair, look exactly like nerd... lucky im cutting it next week...
came back home and fever followed me as well... now im popping 2 dharmol tablets wif sea coconut to get over with it... its nice to have valen hsu to accompany over the long week break... yea, finally got them from yunxu... dun worry, i will treat her very well...
and yae.. for those who are mentally sick... feel free to download jackass stuff... human dartboard... setting fire on own hair and doing a flip... ice skating on thin ice... eating rodents and possums... and watching steve-o vomit over and over again... watch how he celebrate independence day with fireworks...
"wat comes around goes around..." - hong
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