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September 30, 2003 COLOURED.
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Korn - Did My Time (Lara Croft : Cradle Of Life OST)
Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something to help the pain
Thats why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
Beaten
I feel so
Insane
I really
Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
O god the angers changing me
O god the angers changing me
5:12 PM
wat the hell did i do to deserve all of this?
the alarm clock rang but i turned it off...
i need more sleep, classes can wait...
10 minutes later, i hear irritating sounds coming from the neighbours...
tic tic tok tic tic tok tic tic tok...
mind u the sound wasnt soft...
the whole block can hear it clearly...
cant get to sleep becos of that...
muttered "got ppl die izit" angrily to my mother...
she say next door duno perform wat rites to invite the gods over...
wah lanz... its 7am in the morning...
if got ppl work night shift come back home wanna slp...
then becos of this stupid thing canot slp...
any humane person will confront them with a chopper loh...
somemore they go n hire this bloody sai gong...
tic tic tok until so loud...
even when ppl die oso no have so loud 1 loh...
and never so early 1...
wat gives them the right to tic tic tok...
hoping to get some 4D number or toto meh...
wan some numbers cfm tio then find jingjing la...
the gods wun be able to help la...
all they do is eat like pigs during the 7th month...
how else do u explain the big bottle of cooking oil being placed as offerings...
no person can ever gulp that down in 1 shot...
not even those jackass ppl...
chicken rice gang went to eat after 11...
i only had my breakfast 2 hours ago...
ordered something light...
but its bloody oily...
im having the morning sickness symptoms again...
first time playing street soccer in school...
not a very good experience...
regretted staying as goalie...
im very lousy with my hands...
and the opposition were hostile...
raining shots all over like free frag like that...
i think the ball hit almost every part of my body...
my family jewels depreciated in value when kena tio by the ball...
lucky he hit the ball not so hard...
otherwise i will be urinating blood over the next few days...
but its still okie, the worst has yet to come...
a guy rammed the ball straight up my jaw...
for a moment i was shocked...
shortly after i felt the pain...
first thing i did was to ask them if im bleeding...
i thought my teeth has caught the gums inside...
"no bleeding" they assured me...
but i felt some discomfort on my jaw...
it signals the end of my stint as goalie...
i've had enough...
time to get out and start my revenge...
i think i behaved like roy keane...
im not going for the ball animore...
more like kicking at their legs...
i think they will know how i feel when i break 1 of their legs...
after they left, another group of players came in...
the malays were laughing at our play...
i know my team play like shit la...
we onli have 1 skilled player in our team...
but it doesnt give them the right to be arrogant...
the more they laugh, the more i wanna whacked...
when i had the chance, i whacked the ball...
i thought it was going to hurt...
but then the ball lobang thru his legs and into goal...
sian sia, i wanna see his tears than me scoring...
in the end we lost both matches...
street soccer hard to play, esp for us newbies...
at least field still can anihow run about...
after we took a short rest, they were playing monkey...
i was sitting down one corner assessing the damage done to my jaw...
my lower jaw cant turn left n right...
back n front oso a bit of problem...
like jaw misalignment like that...
open my mouth oso got problems...
toy n jonathan told me not to move my jaw too much...
otherwise i will have a drooping jaw...
the hacking lab i duno wat was going on...
toy, jonathan n chiobu were working on the challenge...
while i dun understand a single thing abt wat they were doing...
not that i bothered to...
i was still worried abt my jaw...
while the rest of them headed home, i went to salc to publish blogs...
oso need to get more program samples...
now the fyp is like not moving anymore...
all it needs is juz 1 minor and 1 major thing and its all finished...
but its easier said than done...
even those sample programs are not able to do the major thing...
so while i was browsing thru blogs...
a ger was looking at me...
i didnt notice it at first...
then she started coming closer...
oh, yet another looking for cashcard...
does my face look like i own cashcards?
she walked to my side...
but she didnt said a word...
her face seems familiar...
and before i could muttered "weihui"
she intro her name first...
oh great, do i still look like the person 10 years ago?
or do i still look like the person 3 years ago...
oh man, i realli need a image makeover... lol
cos it meant i still look like shit...
she...
still the same as b4...
10yrs ago, 3 yrs ago...
the face is still the same n still so white...
juz like weixian...
never see him for 7 years yet his face still the same...
except that weihui now wear braces...
gers... always so vain...
maybe ppl didnt know...
she n i were from the same pri sch...
she transferred over during pri 3 i think...
and she's one of those who always ask "why are u so quiet"...
these ppl so clever...
once the question is asked, the ice auto melts...
while guys have been raving abt her at whatever schools she has attended...
i was neber once interested abt her...
i dun see anything special in her anyway...
zhenglong was gushing abt her during pri sch...
most of the normal academic guys were fantasizing abt her during sec sch...
now?
she's in the school of business which i tink the cycle will follow...
made a mistake when i thought she in her first yr...
lol... oreadi in her second liao...
looking at her face like she still newbie in sp wat...
go home eat was a difficult affair...
everytime i chew pain...
by the end of my meal however, i felt better...
my mouth can open bigger a bit liao...
so maybe excerising my jaw is better than not moving it...
my butt is feeling the pain again...
oh my, i cant walk properly again...
anyway, i slept at 10:30 last night...
i was too dead to watch jacky...
the sai gong...
the jaw...
sleep my worries away~...
"white on black is sultry" - hong
4:27 PM
September 29, 2003 COLOURED.
just like heathens thinking on our feat believe in god
we're one step two step three steps towards the graveyards
hello to the memory it seems that we forgot
- Audioslave "Bring Em Back Alive
wats wrong being a mummy's boy...
wats wrong being immature...
dun gers nowadays like to boss ppl ard...
although majority are still mcps...
got mcp must complain, got snag oso must complain...
then wat they wan, go some other countries to find some ang moh...
to get some romanticness out of them...
juz becos they lament sg guys are not romantic enuf...
so u can have a cute guy chatting u up while clubbing...
his words make you feel like u're the only ger in the world...
there is a very big BUT...
truth be told, u're not the only ger in the world...
he'll be doing his rounds very single night...
and every ger on the dancefloor becomes the onli ger in his eyes...
of cos wats being said in the papers doensnt reflect totally...
most of the time they juz happened to interview the minority...
which means it is possible to have 100 women complaining about their opposite...
while ard 2 million will be gushing about them...
2 million, there are more gers than guys in sg u know...
that's inclusive of gers aged 12 below and aged 65 above...
wat do such young gers adore?...
their kor kors, cousins...
i should have known...
i was a victim of sexual harassment manz...
wat abt those 65yr old grannies...
they are such a horny lot i tell u...
otherwise why are all the middle-aged men always topless 1...
if newspapers are to be believed...
sg gers like to set records (annabel chong)
sg guys have photo shoots for foreign mags (gay mags)
jpn gers orgasm in record time (jpn av)
all russians are rich (roman abra-duno-wat-vich)
beckham = soccer (he sucks terribly)
sg ppl are kaypoh (why is tnp showing extracts of beck's book)
and so much more...
ppl should boycott the sales of beck's book...
at the rate he is going, one wonders how many books he will publish...
look, i am writing abt my life as well...
do i expect any fees to be paid?
do i have a enter ur credit card details somewhere in my site?
its FOC...
i prefer to call it doing community service...
providing something useful for the mass...
in short becks is juz like RIAA...
ripping money off those blur blur victims...
bodohsexual, thats the nicest word ive ever heard...
some ppl juz duno the meaning of bu zi hao dai...
"black is sportY" - hong
5:44 PM
September 28, 2003 COLOURED.
YEAH
finally anomalic quits b4 me...
honggy scores!
i have a lot of things prepared...
but when things dun turn out the way i've expected...
suddenly im at a lost...
maybe i no needa waste my time thinking too much abt it in the first place...
winzip is now cracked...
so 2 is system mechanic pro... BLACKTASTIC!
i had such a hard time getting the right one...
and so sick of kena restart pc like very fun like that...
wow, my pc is now 5.2gb free...
its supposed to be 3 gb...
something strange is going on...
some funny formatting in the background?
the worst thing is i've lost my scandisk...
pizzas shouldnt be taken in excess...
jimmy suggested pizza hut for lunch since it has a buy 1 get 1 free promo...
so the six of us have 4 large pizzas...
hawaiian, chicken, beef, tuna...
toy could onli eat 2 slices b4 he have to rushed off for his driving lessons...
eat 1 or 2 slice still okie...
anything more than 3 slices can be so sick...
and i was trying very hard to swallow my portion...
after my 4th piece, i was on the verge of puking liao...
eat my 5th slice midway and go toilet to relief myself abit...
must drain my bladder then my stomach got more space to let in food...
unzipped my pants to ard 3 quarters down...
i neber buttoned my pants anyway...
and the best thing is nobody will notice it...
and it doesnt slip either...
anyway the 5th slice was the last straw...
and the results of the pizza eating contest is...
bryant - 7
jonathan - 6
jimmy - 6
junia - 5
me - 5
toy - 2
add the numbers up and u know there's 1 spare slice left...
we threw it away, nobody can finish it anymore...
i can hardly walk after that...
like tortoise like that, slowly stroll to the next classroom...
suffer some setbacks while testing my program...
back to the drawing board n back to square 1...
and the music server today quite lag...
so i got mtvs instead of music to listen...
AFI - The Leaving Song Part II
APC - Weak And Powerless
Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom
Korn - Did My Time(Tomb Raider OST)
limpbizkit - Eat You Alive (Live)
limpbizkit - My Way (Live)
Linkin Park - Numb
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love
Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit
Planet Hemp - Adoled
Static X - The Only
Zwan - Lyric
not bad leh, my record...
1 day get 12 videos...
since that spinjunction no more, i oreadi stop getting videos liao...
now i know google is such a great help...
AFI(a fire inside) is the band i wanted to try out...
same thing for static x...
AFI keeps appearing in rock magazines...
and wayne static keeps appearing as guest vox...
i thought AFI is juz one of those yucky bands...
one look of davey havok n u know...
he n his pierced lip...
but he showed looks can be deceiving...
its a nice song 2...
nevertheless he should have learnt from jonathan davis...
jonathan davis and gang... great song
makes u wanna head bang automatically...
and his weird looking mic stand that has featured in so many of korn's vids...
of cos theres that angelina jolie who appeared in the vid...
i think the videos i have today are somehow related...
think of korn n limpbizkit comes to mind...
after all jonathan davis was the one who discovered fred...
live songs are always nice...
provided u knoe how to pull them off...
which all boybands cant even do a decent job...
thats why rock always rule...
they scream oso wun go out of tune 1...
too bad live performances oso mean no one to help sing "DAMN URE SO HOT" lines...
linkin park juz happened to appear on my list of downloads...
becos a lot of the links cant work...
and linkin park was available...
i liked them b4...
but not after the rest of the world catches up with them...
duno why, im not into those over-popular bands...
take fool's garden n that lemon tree monstrous hit...
before it hit #1, i thought it was nice...
once it stayed at #1 for duno how bloody long...
i felt sick of it...
did i tell u that i hate ketchup song to the core?
that was becos i dun even like it in the first place...
fountains of wayne's vid was cool...
if onli all moms are that hot... LOL
anyway i got it becos of the preview pic...
same goes for planet hemp's 1...
but planet hemp bluff me...
show some kinda lame stuff n music...
at least APC's weak n powerless is the real thang...
i have seen it in school anyway...
APC (A Perfect Circle)...
doesnt ring any bell?
how abt james iha (ex smashing pumpkins)
or twiggy (ex marilyn manson band)
APC members mostly are from other bands...
super video but song sounds strange...
the other ex smashing pumpkins is billy corgan now wif zwan...
and his drummer i forget wat name...
feels so weird to see corgan sing something happy...
smashing pumpkins is nice, they shouldnt have split...
marilyn manson is doing better n better...
the metallic dentures...
the white n black contact lenses...
the overly drawn lips
the ghastly white make up...
the black fingernails...
heck, he painted them red in This Is The New Shit!!!!
tv should show more of rock videos...
original in creativity...
and no lame 1 person sing, 4 persons zuo bo...
"white is so innocent" - hong
12:10 AM
September 26, 2003 COLOURED.
How Horny Are You? Find out!
6:26 PM
Which Kid's TV Character are You?Find out!
6:22 PM
Rin, you are hard-working and popular, loved by
all. You may not be very unique, but survival
is really all that matters.
Which Spirited Away Character are you?
6:20 PM
i was sleeping like a pig while it was raining away...
i dun know who closed my windows...
i dun know why is the area so wet...
i dun even know wat time it started raining...
i dun know who touched me in my sleep...
exactly like wat drunk ppl love to say...
"i cant remember wat happened last night"
smart ppl attract the smart...
smart ppl attract the dumb...
dumb attract the dumb...
does the dumb attract the smart?
maybe 1 or 2...
their screws must be loose somewhere...
helped my sister install the dialer program...
actually i was kinda reluctant...
knowing that she is very bad at multi-tasking...
she will wait for the website to load completely before proceeding...
n ppl all know that school sites are strictly off limits when surfing from home...
esp. when u have slow connections...
cos they always take forever to load...
think i have to cut down more on online time liao...
was lucky to get 62 for software...
he was giving out pity marks to everyone...
i mean some answers were blatantly wrong yet he still mark it rite...
"if u wan to deduct marks, dun find me... if u wan add marks, come find me"
words of a nice lecturer u say?
more like trying to keep his track record perfect...
so he can boast to his future classes...
tried to do some pre-enlistment documentation online...
when i realised i've forgotten my password...
tried all sorts of passwords i have thought of...
rejected one after another...
selected the 'forgotten ur password?'...
and it asked the security question which was set by me ages ago...
"WHO DO YOU LOVE?"
'who do u need, who do u love, when u come undone'
i thought die liao...
always treat these optional logins so casually...
i put in 'singapore'...
wrong, so i dun love singapore at all...
i began to tink hard...
i dun wan to go through the process of calling the ns staff...
it wasn't hard to think of another possible answer...
hit jackpot immediately...
no prizes for guessing who that person is...
so great, another new password will be sent to my mail soon...
toy oso forgot his password as well...
his security qn was quite easy...
"wat is my ic"
i thought that was a trick question...
he said the answer was simply his ic no.
no wonder its so easy to hack into accounts...
left bryant to fill the details by himself...
so many data must give...
like the whole family go ns like that...
been relaxing abit the past 2 days...
my fyp's part almost done...
i juz need to test it out for 10 minutes to confirm that it works...
too bad the SD domain's still down...
and the other group is using the only station available...
toy is doing the checksum, bryant is doing the read file...
i can focus on software miniproject...
which lefts financial, wireless, network management ones still unattended...
watever, im returning the useless bible over the weekend...
"black on white is so drool-inducing" - hong
4:46 PM
September 25, 2003 COLOURED.
attended the stupid talk for SAF...
clever ppl should have known that the compulsory thing was juz fake...
guessed my brain's too engrossed with fyp rite now...
its okie anyway...
went inside the sp convention hall for the first time...
the fire staircase smells so new...
but its a nice location for making out...
provided u have power lungs...
we used the staircase for obvious reasons...
we're testing to see whether next time got emergency then can escape or not...
the escape plan was a success...
have to complain abt the long flight of stairs though...
to accomodate more lovers maybe...
so the rest went home while the 3 of us rushed to our project lab...
i wanted to try out my code...
it doesnt work...
then for some reason it works...
the program hates me...
toy click click then can work...
hard to describe the lecturer's expression...
its like he has seen a miracle like that...
i know we're lazy...
but we're not that dumb...
maybe bryant n toy are...
but im certainly not...
becos all the code is exclusively written by me...
with many references from sample programs all over of cos...
hell yea, it works...
we were celebrating while toy discuss the checksum problem with the teacher...
played abit and realised its a big UH OH...
even if we set the wrong settings, the device still can change the data...
if only they buy the idea that ours is a multipurpose 1...
got more work to do...
anyway the lecturer has oreadi told us what is required to get the 50%...
and im pretty optimistic abt it...
time flies...
spent 2 hours making connection to database without realising it...
that done, and configuration done...
watz more need to be done...
writing part is as good as finished...
left that hard read...
which bryant will do...
and that nice 10000 numbers toy have to manually type in the database...
thought of helping him...
but gave up when the numbers are juz too much to handle...
i need a break...
"white is full of ompH" - hong
3:27 PM
September 24, 2003 COLOURED.
the way some women sit can be so enticing...
today quite weird...
my eyes like auto aim on gers...
guessed my big H is coming...
http://www.acircularmotive.net/apc/Weak_and_Powerless-VCDacm.mpg
64/1.68� = 22.68...
more realistically...
64/1.66� = 23.23...
i have never hit 1.68 b4...
but its quite a magic number...
considering that sano, uchu n i all say we are 1.68...
maybe becos roberto carlos is oso 1.68...
70/1.68� = 24.8...
he was so nearly over the 25 mark...
i dun see him being unhealthy if he does overshot the mark...
wif his 7% body fat onli...
i need about 6kg of meat to get his thighs...
and then we share the same stats liao...
chicken's bmi is onli 15.9 which is so cool...
i think gers oso hard to beat him...
i think i quite low maintenance leh...
its been 3 weeks since i went to gym...
now oso lazy run liao...
spent too much time staring at the program codes...
but still no spare tyres or saggy breasts...
laziness sets in when u know napfa tests onli start from dec onwards...
i dun consider palying soccer as running...
very easy out of breath... and sweating 2...
i need more than half an hour to stop sweating after play...
and that is onli accomplished wif a towel around...
gers tink that guys who sweat look cool eh...
then they better come to their senses...
wet guys look cool alright...
but no sweating guys pls...
which crazy ger likes to be hugged by a sweaty guy anyway...
even the guys all avoid like flies...
thats y i love playing topless...
always put water for my team 1...
would u still call a program as a keygen...
when all it does is to help u restart the pc and does nothing at all...
some kinda dumb program...
and im still stuck at the 30day evaluation period...
going to crack that dumb winzip as well...
and winrar...
and mirc...
in short, i'll register every thing in my pc that's not registered...
system mechanic pro offers some funny firewall n antivirus...
didnt install it as it requires me to delete my avg n zonealarms...
the name sucks too, who so clever go n name it as panda...
sounds so china...
those system tweaking stuff never fails to amaze me...
ive always heard of emptying the recycle bin doesnt mean the data is lost forever...
u can actually retrieve it using some programs...
and so it was there...
all sorts of music zips n mp3s that i have deleted after converting...
of cos there's a program that can help u permanently delete information...
53096 items deleted on my first run...
over two and a half years worth of accumulated rubbish...
all can be retrieved...
argh...
my mother cut off that white hair from my head...
took so much efforts to grow it...
juz 1 snip and its gone...
exactly like my white arm hair...
sian...
now is to try growing white leg hair...
"black is so ooH ooH ooH..." - hong
9:39 AM
September 23, 2003 COLOURED.
the first time the channel was rejected...
i can still take it...
cos that nick was beri's ex...
i thought it was hers until i told her abt it...
the 2nd time it was rejected...
i am pissed...
this time i used familiar nicks...
save for that literati...
i thought since he helped out with #adm...
might as well help in here...
guessed all guys are juz fucked up...
help gers dun help guys...
who knows, he was not the culprit...
but some people that i've actually known...
the 3rd time around im taking no chances...
im roping toy in for a lil help...
soon he will know why i stay up late at times...
anyway vultures are oreadi spotted in the channel...
had a hard time bathing today...
cuts on my arm n leg while retrieving the ball under the barb wire today...
guess im not suited for SM sessions...
cleaning the wounds are such a ouch ouch affair...
im juz a gentle beast...
hugged my snoopy for some comfort...
4cm long on my arm...
5cm long on my leg...
and that love bite on my shoulder blade...
when someone sink his teeth into the other day...
soccer can be a bloody affair...
all of a sudden there's so many mini projects to be done...
network management, hacking, wireless, software, financial...
not forgetting the big fyp...
jimmy said next week must hand in liao...
which was quite a shock...
but still alright becos their group have not made much progress as well...
most said its oct 10+, which is about 3 weeks...
whatever...
i predict by the time the deadline's up, at most onli can complete half only...
finally got back network management paper...
78, not bad considering all of the ex07s lose me except for chiobu...
he got 98...
maybe the lecturer mark wrongly...
cos i dun think i deserve such high marks...
class average was 60+...
so there are dumber ppl out there after all...
"see the world in my eyes and u know why..." - hong
10:36 AM
September 22, 2003 COLOURED.
Wait, wait for me
Wait, please wait for me
Even though its gonna crumble down
I keep building till you come around
Even though its gonna fall apart, break my heart
I keep building till I die
- Limp Bizkit "Build a Bridge"
it takes a lot of listens to get to like freddy's new album...
its juz not loud enuf, a bit mellow...
esp since many songs are abt him being lonely...
one track features snoop dogg in it...
snoop d-o-double-g...
they do all sorts of nice intros...
l-i-m-p bizkit is rite here and stuff...
i oso have one leh...
im a HO-to the N- double G- u wanna know Y
okie my intro sucks...
not going for class gathering even though i have confirmed my atttendance earlier...
i juz dun feel like going...
why should i bother to open my eyes big big for them...
when i was considered an outcast last time...
never mixed wif them at all, always in my own world...
anyway my eyes are stinging from yesterday's session...
not that i mind...
theres no one to fight over the lameness...
all of them are tucked in bed early...
actually i wanted to go out...
but then its not sunny enuf...
the weather is so cool...
which juz makes home feel so much nicer...
yesterday juz feels so good...
im not looking at any c++ programs at all yesterday...
spent 2 hours staring at lifeless irc...
it isnt interesting at all without anomalic around...
and uchu's slping again...
sometimes i really questioned my existence...
"4get all the memories, 4get all the possibilities" - hong
its a big dumb world out there...
everyone and everything is dumb...
when i was young...
parents have the intelligence of a juz fertilised egg...
they told me not to play wif my uncle's keyboard...
wait the whole computer spoil then i will receive spanking...
but the problem is the power switch is not on...
"please stand behind the yellow line"...
i once asked why must stand behind yellow line...
they said the cement quality behind the yellow line is not that good...
too many ppl standing on it will cause it to give way...
but i dun see it collapsing when ppl do the magic trick while waiting for the doors to open...
and of cos there's that incident about sweets n itchy butts...
they say that if u look at trees n green things, u wun need glasses...
now my room is painted lime green and i dun see my eyesight improving...
tv is even dumber...
as long as you r the good guy, you wun die...
and ur gun doesnt seem to run out of ammo...
u can dodge endless bullets and walk off from explosions unharmed...
while the bad guys always seem to be hit by ur oh-so-accurate shooting skills...
n a sexy lady will always appear in the midst of the action...
when a guy n a gal are kissing, the man will let the ger lie on bed nicely...
and the next day the ger pronounced she's pregnant with her clothes still intact...
if kissing makes ppl pregnant then they should ban their kids from kissing them...
its incest, plain incest...
and the relationship is hard to figure out when ur mother is pregnant wif ur baby...
should the baby call grandmother or call the father as his older brother...
next time when a ger brings you to a dark room...
dun ever let her unbutton her clothes off...
cos the "Infected with HIV" words will illuminate off her chest...
and the guy will wonder whatever happened to those boobs...
aliens must have abducted her...
beer ads always show those sexy ladies in bikinis...
actually you can see it for yourself too...
esp after u have downed about 5 bottles...
and then u realised how come the coffeeshop suddenly got so many chiobus with devil figures...
u prolly nd a sober fren to knock u out of ur senses...
the aunties in the coffeeshops are there for a reason, not to be ogled by drunk men...
young ppl always like to fren u then dun fren u that stuff...
i was a victim of it, my sister always used that tactic against me...
ended up i always going "fren la fren la" b4 she relented...
c, i so young oreadi a SNAG liao, so submissive...
gers who dun snap up this rare deal is their own loss...
n i m not sorry, i m not sorry...
this is wat u deserve...
kids always laugh when they point middle fingers at each other...
they'll point fingers and go "hor hor, scold bad word"...
playing catching even dumber...
we'll go "twist" and show victory signs...
and the catcher cant do a single thing at all...
which defeats the purpose...
how the hell is the catcher supposed to catch ppl...
when ppl go "twisting" all the way...
maybe i learnt to kick ppl's legs from playing pepsi cola 123...
back then it was legal alright...
if u dun aim a kick at them, u cant win the game...
i told my mother that i love a girl when i was juz primary 1...
imagine the reaction she had when i told her that...
remembered she said something like "not bad, not bad" when she saw her...
anyway i soon forgot her when i saw miaoling...
loyal readers will know who is she...
radio plays love songs...
they didnt play songs that were deem violent...
and any songs that featured the word fuck...
there's a song titled "Bitch" last time...
P10 banned the word n beeped out the "bitch"...
and replaced it with a new song title...
while other other stations are playing the original one with the title "Bitch"
i duno why they banned the words...
like wat fred durst sings in hotdog...
"aint it a shame that you cant say fuck, fuck's just a word and its all fucked up"
and suddenly eminem's music is appearing on radio...
if his songs can even be heard on radio...
i dun see why there's no slipknot song around...
not even a single song okie, at least marilyn manson has sweet dreams...
if like that then they might as well banned those love songs...
they shouldnt teach kids to go "i'll make love to you like you want me to"...
that was a boyIImen hit which was the song of the year...
4get wat year liao but it was receiving a lot of airplay...
they're teaching kids make love, not war...
make love as in having sex...
if the love songs are banned...
there's no need to show alien-abducted women with their worded chests on tv...
"u have no future if u dun study hard"
why is it then those 22 men chasing after a soccer ball...
u better check out the stadium carpark...
and be amazed by the lamborginis, porches, ferraris...
toyota? honda? they dun exist there...
and most of them were school dropouts...
maybe this situation is onli possible in european countries...
but hey, look at wat s-league players are getting...
much better than working ur ass off in a stressful environment...
soccer players onli come for some training...
and getting paid for that 2...
if having ur right ear pierced means u're gay...
then david beckham would have been cheating on victoria for quite some time now...
so does all the other soccer stars...
as for me, i have to balance out...
cos its juz plain stupid to have 1 ear full of holes n the other is so clean...
that to me, is juz real dumb...
trying to be a gd boy on 1 side n a bad boy on the other?
queueing up to get the hello kitty for ur gf...
for all the efforts and hard work u have been through...
does she appreciate it when she decides its over?
try asking her to queue up to buy 50cent ice-cream for u n she'll sulk...
next time tell her to get the things she wan herself...
but relent if she tries the "fren u dun fren u" tactic...
its bloody deadly n effective...
of cos it helps to enhanced ur SNAG image...
its dumbness for ppl queueing days n nights to get tickets to NDP...
okie it was in the past since everything is done electronically now...
anyway, i dun see what for queue up juZ to get tickets...
for that slim chance of appearing on tv ?
or juz to sing the national anthem once in 365 days...
i dun see any ppl opening their mouths whenever the national anthem is played in schools...
nobody bothers to sing it...
unless they are forced to stay back becos it was not sang loud enuf...
if they wanted to appear on tv...
try the condo or hdb queues...
so many of them appeared on tv...
but the onli problem is they were covering their faces with newspapers...
juz wat is wrong wif those people...
others queue until so jialat juz to appear on tv...
now they got chance they dun wan appreciate...
prefer to hide their faces...
thats y i said the world is dumb...
being dumb is a virtue, everyone is born with it...
"are u being dumb, or juz plain stupid" - hong
8:31 AM
September 20, 2003 COLOURED.
late for class as usual...
my eyes were tired...
toy came half n hour late and talking abt the trojan thing...
if im not wrong, maybe its the new worm...
that disables the antivirus n firewalls...
anyway, juz use netstat on command prompt to check connections...
if u see ports up to 1024 appearing...
most prolly sth fishy is going on...
actually that was wat he told me...
i not so free to go command prompt to check everytime...
supposed to be doing fyp during the 3 hour break...
thank goodness ys came early and said he was bored...
which means... SOCCER!
meet up with the rest of my piggies n doggies at salc...
nah, they're the chicken rice gang, not pigs n dogs...
that term is onli used when they are disrupting my studies...
bryant n i weighed the pros n cons...
there won't be anything much to achieve even if we do fyp...
since i haben got my code up yet...
pretty crowded field with 6 teams playing...
we tried to find a dry surface before deciding to challenge one of the teams...
the team is really a very good example of how fast young kids grow...
they are yr ones yet they look older than me...
2 days ago i accidentally touched a lady's bottom...
today i accidentally touched a guy's privates...
wats going to happen next...
accidental gay? accidental rapist?...
felt sorry for the guy...
my hand slapped his lil brother quite hard as i was trying to tackle the ball...
that's life...
sometimes u got to learn the hard way...
it was quite funny playing wif them...
one of them told ys that i too muscular, cannot compete for ball with me...
that was 1 of the funniest things i have ever heard...
comeback for weili...
i think the opposition quite afraid of him when they saw the scars...
14 lovely stitches up his arm...
like juz recovered from some gang fight like that...
one plump guy fell under jonathan's challenge...
he deserves the oscar...
he fell hard and landed on his head...
i was near n saw his head rebound against the ground...
thats wat will happen to ppl who are juz so clumsy...
he couldnt get up for a while...
i thought he was suffering from mild concussion...
fancy giving ownself a knockout blow... cool~
and my frens all chided jonathan for such rough play...
he did nothing wrong at all, it was that fatso...
and finally for the first time...
i've been winning shoulder charged challenges...
i mean i kinda sent them flying the other direction when my shoulder bump against theirs...
i even had to hold his arm to prevent him from falling once...
not forgetting that pink tshirt guy...
looks like paikia, real proness in soccer...
had quite a hard time containing him...
then he took his shirt off...
tattoos all over, nice paikia...
or maybe he wanted to compare his physique against mine...
no chance he can win, i've been eating at irregular times...
so my pecs are still showing after 2 weeks of inactivity...
i was taunting him whenever he gets the ball...
maybe i duno wats good for me...
but watever, im a gentleman's hardman...
i always go in hard on ppl's legs...
im addicted to aiming kicks at their legs...
then thats when the gentleman part comes to play...
i always apologise after every kick...
was kinda hard at first when he dun respond to my apologies...
wif persistent sorries, he finally showed the signal that its okie...
GREAT, which means i can kick him 1 more time!
btw the match ended 1-0...
the first time we didnt concede a goal... happy~
reading about RIAA things after lessons ended...
congress is looking into the excessive lawsuits that RIAA has come up wif...
wow, congress quite free leh... not bad at all...
u know morpheus case was dismissed by the court?
the judge deemed it as a technology and not piracy...
he gave an apt example of video recorders...
ppl owning video recorders oso should be charged for piracy...
anyway, its quite hard for users of any p2p programs to be sued...
unless u're serving files...
otherwise leechers are very safe...
browsing at blog sites out of boredom...
forever those i miss her, i miss him stuff...
i love him, i love her things...
forever politics for north americans...
forever relationships for singaporeans...
up til now still haben seen one that realli fascinates me...
still no blog that has brought up that topic yet...
i have been waiting very long...
im losing my patience...
but i cant write about it anyway...
im not the right person to do it...
and 1 lamo said he chose his template from blogger winning designs...
and found it to be nice...
how nice can it be when u have other ppl using the exact same template as u...
then it looks like ur blog has a twin...
mine was taken from a girlish template...
all pinkish n white n full of stars...
but i edited the template...
got rid of the girly star n changed it wif the cross...
now i cant find one who has the same design as mine...
one which i can truly call my own...
another claims he's from a fucked up school wif fucked up teachers...
aint all schools supposed to be that?
school is juz a gathering place for pigs n dogs to chit chat n irritate teachers...
and its also the place where u neednt worry ur ass out over many things...
watever, its juz a big dumb world out there...
u'll know wat i mean over the next few days...
"radio is dead" - hong
12:10 AM
September 19, 2003 COLOURED.
did a search on registry mechanic on kazaa the other time...
managed to find lots of system mechanics instead of registry ones...
anyway the system mechanic helps to clear a further 500 entries from the registry...
which i think is way too obscene...
pretty scary too when it lists so many things that are deletable...
wait blindly delete then later system error no backup will song bo...
has been going to download.com to search for system utilities lately...
esp since toy's pc has a trojan inside...
if we never take this course i think we still blur blur anyhow download from internet...
his sister duno download wat thing then the pc tio...
its clever to get firewalls n antivirus that are not so famous...
anyone writing trojans will always have norton, mcafee, blackice, zonealarms in mind...
so ulu ulu brands are the best...
but i still using zone alarms, i duno got wat other firewalls good...
shucks...
software haben mark finish...
ended up going through the answers thru transparencies...
instead of giving out the papers...
SP is different...
ppl save the best for last, they save the worst for last...
at least they're considerate...
they know that too many setbacks are bad for health...
sent the resume thru email today...
not sure if the lecturer received it or not...
never send any acknowlegement note or anything...
anything, juz long as im not posted to pulau ubin for my attachment...
toy has been playing games at home...
bryant bought beckham's my side storybook...
yea, its a storybook, not a write-up on him...
me?
racking my brains trying to figure out how that darn visual c works...
why cant they be more hardworking...
sometimes i juz wonder if i should have friends at all...
wif all those pigs and dogs around...
they're good for company...
but they're teaching all the bad things...
do u know for the first time after two and a quarter years in poly...
i actually find a lecture meaningful...
and that when i was alone, without any of the pigs n dogs around...
my ideal situation initially was to read the papers...
and hopefully fall asleep...
but no, i was attentive...
even though i was about to doze off abit...
i still can catch the points...
all this happened...
juz becos i wanted to make sure our attendance wasn't full of zeroes...
ppl are always performing magic tricks on other ppl during peak hours at the mrt...
how else do you explain the phenomenal ability...
of ppl behind the yellow line suddenly end up inside the mrt without shuffling their feet...
occured to me so many times...
i now juz let the crowd push me inside...
save energy esp when u still need some sleep...
juz yesterday...
the passengers were my partners in crime when they help me molest a lady...
pushing and shoving from behind...
and helped brush my hand against her butt...
she turned around and stared at me...
wat was a innocent looking boy supposed to do???
[Dream Sequence]
when i was juz a little boy
i ask my mother wat will i be...
will i be pretty...
will i be sweet...
here's wat she said to me...
xiao lao shu, xiao lao shu...
watever will be will be...
the future is the present is the past...
xiao lau shu, xiao lao shu...
wat will be will be...
[End Dream Sequence]
when i was young, it was foretold i will touch someone's butt...
on that present day, i did touch it alright...
yesterday, i touched it...
i juz look at other directions as she look at my sian expression...
maybe she expected a excited look...
then at least she knows she still have the goods...
but c my sian look she oso sian...
i dun like mcdonalds new image...
uniforms in all-black...
like funeral like that...
even the counter staff oso changed to youths liao...
no more aunties...
i prefer aunties leh...
they're so much faster and efficient...
"shi ni gei le wo ai de yong qi" - hong
11:50 AM
September 18, 2003 COLOURED.
[Basement Jaxx - Good Luck (Feat Lisa Kekaula)]
i need loads of good luck...
got 75 for my maths...
and i am the lowest among the 5 of us...
jonathan got full marks, chiobu got 90, toy got 91...
bryant got 80+...
whatever, i juz know i cocked up alot of the answers...
so quite satisfied with my results...
normally i dun fare so well during the mst...
so far the grades i have been getting are above 70...
but its a different matter when i get my software and network management papers back...
software i expect ard 40 like that onli...
blame it for the drawing...
i sucks terribly in drawing, dun even know the specifics...
didnt bring my sports attire as i wanted to do some research for fyp...
in the end give in to temptation...
go play soccer with the rest under the hot sun for the second day running...
i have to stop halfway as my pigu pain...
told u i need to buck up on that area...
never train 1 then overstrained...
my lower back oso sour i tell u...
now i walk around like lao ah pek or pregnant lady...
walk with hands behind an arching back...
"u wan it, u take it!" - hong
10:57 AM
September 17, 2003 COLOURED.
limpbizkit - Eat You Alive
Hey you Mrs I dont know what the fuck your name is
Im drawn to you somethings magnetic here
If I could approach you or even get close to the scent that you left behind Id be fine
No doubt (no doubt) that you bring out (bring out) the animal inside
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
Hey you, Mrs. too-good-to-look-my-way and that's cool you want nothing at all to do with me.
But I want you, ain't nothing wrong with wanting you cause I'm a man and I can think what the hell I want, you got that
straight?
No doubt (no doubt) that I'd love to (I'd love) sniff on them panties now....
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
I'm sorry. So sorry (damn, you're so hot!!)
Your beauty is so vain (damn, you're so hot!!)
It drives me, yes it drives me (damn your so hot) absolutely insane
I just want to look at you
I just want to look at you, look at you all day
I just want to look at you, I just want to look at you all day
There ain't nothing wrong, no. There aint nothing wrong with that
Once you seep in (once you seep in) under my skin (under my skin)
Theres nothing, theres nothing in this world that could wash you away
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
I'D EAT YOU A-LIVE!
4:02 PM
oh great...
wat a nice way to greet me...
downloaded a registry mechanic keygen...
and it gave me a nice virus...
luckily i have learnt my lesson previously and updated my antivirus frequently...
and wats this zone alarms firewall asking me to pay some money to update...
didnt i cracked it earlier???
my license was fully functional okie...
which means i m entitled to 1 year's supply of updates n support...
okie...
channel's been reregistered...
i put it in caps lock...
its supposed to be...
cant be too feminine when it comes to this yea...
GREAT...
now my nice antivirus removed that virus along with that keygen...
which means i have to go download again...
got 80 for my wireless MST...
i needed it badly...
a nice cushion from the hard blow yesterday...
played soccer under the hot sun today...
too long never excercise liao my movements very retarded...
bryant not going for fyp tml...
sometimes i juz question if he is committed or not...
it seems like im the only one making the effort to write program...
borrow useless books...
and he's doing all the explaining to the lecturer...
while im juz a man in the background...
i dun mind really...
becos he wun take all the credit...
at this rate we're going...
i think we going to die liao...
FAN AH~
"wat i do... is all becos of u..." - hong
9:43 AM
September 16, 2003 COLOURED.
solli eh...
#stfu have to be reregistered again...
it was rejected on 29th August...
but it neber send a mail or anything, so i thought it was fine...
then today checked its status then know tio reject...
never mind, it will see its Q soon...
long time neber go for wireless lecture...
so few ppl in the morning sia...
she teach oso sian sian...
its really better not to come at all than be late...
come late she will say u not interested in her lessons...
and have to listen to her complaints...
eh ppl at least make the effort to come...
some like pig like that sleeping at home dun wan to come...
we come support her she oso dulan...
maybe its becos of the wireless test results...
i couldnt believe my practical marks for wireless...
a very nice 25 out of 100...
tt day i couldnt get the IE to work and thats 40 marks gone alone...
and the theory part i wrote some crap...
but it doesnt deserve such low marks...
i would be satisfied with a 40...
to make matters worse, onli 3 persons in my class fail the practical...
n the other 2 failers scored 40, which is far off from my pathetic 25...
first time score so low sia, sian diao...
can onli hope for my mst to help push the grade up...
which reminds me of the software test...
i will be very happy if i get 40+...
at least hacking better...
73 for lab, 71 for mst...
ex 07s in our class not bad...
the lowest 62 for mst...
rest of our class are hovering around 50+...
and thats becos they dun have the 100 MCQ answers...
maybe the lecturer mark very strict...
Benny Benassi - Satisfaction
Evanescence - Going Under
Kai Tracid - Too Many Times
Staind - So Far Away
Venke - Panic
got myself these videos...
as well as paul van dyk's reflections...
not much albums to download now anyway...
juz wasting some bandwidth on the videos abit...
pay school fees for internet access 1...
rather than listening to boring lectures...
went to orchard library after lessons ended at 5...
toy told me not to collapse on the floor looking at upskirts...
i was quite drowsy then, the medicine power...
but im still coughing...
although not so much...
maybe i must realli stop talking...
the bible was there untouched alright...
borrowed it and went to the sitting area listen music...
put on the headphones and the first thing i heard was stupid jazz...
switched to the alternative channel and there was radiohead...
blast the speakers...
actually i wanted to go off once i borrowed the book...
but then got radiohead, so i listened to the whole hail to the thief album...
the headphones nice, but too tight...
veri pain, make my ears red red...
on the mrt so wanting to sleep...
but cant becos there's no seat at all...
everyone of them is talking abt the mindef letter...
i juz received it when i got home...
whenever i thought about the medical, i always get a bad feeling...
i may seem healthy, wait check check then my inside actually many problems...
life is just so unpredictable...
"juz wishful thinking, we're 2 different..." - hong
12:30 AM
September 15, 2003 COLOURED.
September 12 Friday
my maths alot wrong...
answers all different from my friends...
be glad if i still have 70%...
then will chiong for semestral...
after all, this mst onli 25% overall...
not bad...
ppl are actually reading my blog...
i always thought ppl are more interested in wat is being said in the tagboards...
at least my efforts didnt go to waste...
sacrifice time to type instead of study...
has been scalding my throat quite often...
no idea how to stop coughing...
juz now in the morning i was feeling nauseous...
morning sickness, haiz...
in a few months time my stomach will show a bulge liao...
2 more days b4 #STFU is officially rejected...
getting impatient now, it shouldnt take so long...
and it also marks my 2 weeks of absence...
juz 1 more paper left...
juz $28 left...
tml to hell wif the paper...
tml is pirates of carribean day...
tml is ogle at OL at orchard library day...
tml is bible day... (visual c++ 6 bible -- everything u wanted to know on VC++)
tml is survive on $20 day at orchard (movie + food)
tml is bringing children on an excursion...
most of my classmates duno where is orchard library...
oso duno where is shaw...
where is cineleisure...
thats y its an excursion trip tml!
now im addicted to travis...
been listening to it nonstop since the day i downloaded 12 memories...
didnt know much of them when they first started out...
onli knew back then they are always competing wif coldplay for awards...
time:0200
erm, forget abt the pirates...
forget abt the OLs...
forget abt the excursion...
tml im visiting the doctor...
i feel like POW like that...
losing weight...
cant eat at all...
make me cant concentrate on studies...
too concerned wif my bloody stomach...
totally sick...
the onli good thing abt this is stomach muscles so visible sia!
no need cake oso can show clearly...
should have taken photo as a souvenir...
u know how it feels when u're hungry but u cant eat at all...
becos watever u put in ur mouth juz comes out -- thru ur mouth again...
i rather get well and start eating like a pig again...
than going thru this period...
during exams time somemore...
"oi oi oi... I EAT U ALIVE" - hong
September 13 Saturday
actually i was supposed to publish the friday's one on saturday...
but then the school free access neber open...
so bo bian...
i am very wide awake after juz 4 hours of sleep...
spent most of the time tossing and turning...
no one can sleep well wif an empty stomach loh...
4got to add that i was thinking abt ano when i fell asleep in the afternoon yesterday...
and guess wat i dreamt afterwards...
a cow bathing in its milk!
it was surrounded by this whole pool of milk...
very funny...
next time must tink of ano more then more funny things will appear in my dreams...
network management paper quite okie la...
give 6 marks away when i obviously knew the answer but didnt write it down...
too blur to react...
60% for this test...
my mcqs flunk big time...
bryant n toy decided not to watch the movie after i said i was not going...
they say dun wan 2 guys to watch together...
2 canot, then 3 can???
guys love threesomes...
went back to jurong west to find my doctor...
temperature measurements are now taken at the door...
so if i have a fever then will they give me mask to wear?
masks look sexy, esp the straps...
can pull and piak, so fun~
36.5�C...
first time record so low...
normally my temperatures at exam halls are ard 37.3�C...
sian liao, my metabol rate not high liao... not fit le...
told the doctor i have been coughing for over a month now...
he ask how many doctors have i seen...
erm, im a very one-person man...
told him i didnt see any at all...
he gave me a look...
like any doctor would when treating those stubborn elderly...
prescripted some medicine...
was writing a MC for me...
wow, tt means if my test results for today sux, i can cancel it with my sick leave...
but i tell him i no need...
why m i so honest...
he write halfway then crumple and throw...
the real cause for my wanting to vomit...
not suffering from morning sickness, love sickness, lonely sickness or internal injuries...
my coughing was too forceful liao...
thats why it made wat i eat come out...
i didnt tell anyone abt the contents of wat i vomitted on wednesday...
other than the usual brownies n other stuff...
i could see some traces of blood in it...
this is real vomit blood manz...
but i dun care much...
tried to vomit somemore to confirm if i coughing blood or not...
but i dun have anything inside to purge liao...
so... watever...
i was given the same cough mixture and some antibiotics...
i have neber finished the antibiotics he gave me whenever i visit him...
the doctor must like me for being obedient...
he told me to open my mouth and i showed him my throat...
he dun even need to put the stick in to force my tongue down...
i got practise at home 1, to make the throat show without moving my tongue...
why do doctors listen to heartbeats...
listen to it then know where got problem 1 meh...
then oso got listen from the back 1...
back no have heart oso can hear anything meh...
or he trying to eat my tofu...
anyway, i walked back to my old home...
old neighbourhood realli so nice...
all the shops so near, dun have to walk far to get wat u want...
many of the shops are still there after at least 20 years...
but some have changed...
now my old house downstairs got 4 salons sia...
last time onli 2...
a new one is offering japanese haircuts...
another one called love love unisex salon...
the hairstylists inside all wear tube tops sia, all wanna show some cleavage...
no wonder its called love love...
the old medicine shop is still there, the one where i always buy TNP...
electronic shop oso there with the 2 hiao lady bosses...
not bad, still got figure after all these years...
the only thing i dun miss about there is the lousy lift...
slow and small...
always have to endure the urge to piss whenever i come back home...
the new occupants changed our windows sia...
actually they should, one of our old window panes was broken...
now when i dun live here animore then they become more open...
their windows all open big big for strangers to see...
i like peeping tom like that walking past the flats leering...
some of their rooms oso neber close their windows...
basket nia...
last time i here, the windows all closed tight tight...
no chance to see anything at all...
play cheat...
left the block and proceeded to the park...
realli conspiracy nia...
last time down here realli no trace of gers at all...
then now i go got 2 gers jogging... #$^%#!#$%^
the tiny pond full of tortoises oso no more...
kena become cement pool...
duno what for they still keep the bridge...
down there do some pullups...
realli weak liao, can onli do 8...
walked past my old primary school...
a new 6-floor block has been built...
primary schools last time all max onli got 4 floors...
even the school uniform change liao...
suddenly feel like lao ah pek...
the new paper states today tiger time at chijmes...
basket... all plotting against me...
i have used up 3 out of 4 rides liao...
there's no way i can go out again...
then somemore sick canot anihow eat outside...
[FOR DEAREST TAKUMI]
honglin called...
and he said peijuan they all organised some sort of class gathering...
on next saturday 5pm at orchard...
most probably i will be there...
although go there sure go home veri soon...
duno if farhain going or not, she always ponten 1...
this is juz to inform u...
or maybe next saturday we go swim swim by ourselves n put them paper aeroplane?
[END OF TAKUMI]
"the time has come to peace the fuck out" - travis
September 14 Sunday
thought of going online last night...
but decided against it...
ano must be busy clubbing or eating stingray to go online...
and sano onli goes in for a short while...
which means even if i go back oso nobody...
and i needed some precious rest...
actually not...
i was watching summerslam...
the antibiotics is really some power stuff...
my morning sickness is gone...
my appetite is back...
i dun cough so much now...
the doctor said if im still coughing after 2 days...
he will change my medicine and give me some boosters...
like some booster pack like that...
for trading cards sia...
maybe when i stop coughing then i can sell my mixture to the drug addicts...
completed the japanese game!
so proud of myself...
all the wandering aimlessly finally has come to an end...
now to concentrate on fyp liao...
"oi oi oi" - hong
9:26 AM
September 12, 2003 COLOURED.
September 10 Wednesday
hacking test is juz as wat i expected...
save for that stupid 8-mark question which nobody seems to know the real answer...
should be scoring quite well...
min 70% is a very realistic target...
i need to score high, bo bian...
my hacking practical test oreadi get veri poor liao...
ever since that luvsan/msblast worm thing...
i have been downloading lots of utilities to protect my system...
as well as some nice tweaking software to enhance things a little...
download.com best site to find some funny things ppl invent to help us...
Highly Recommended : Registry Mechanic 2.0
i think this is the thing that i always wanted...
try on Start-> Run, type regedit...
then look at many foreign names which are not supposed to be there...
the fucking problem abt some software...
they let u install...
uninstall like completely remove like that...
but they never clear the registry keys for the software uninstalled...
ran this registry mechanic program...
and help me deleted 100 over useless keys from my registry...
actually still got some keys they failed to clear...
becos they got values in them so the program dare not delete...
if i can use klite, i will need some keygen...
the pro version can clear more stuff on the shortcuts...
nice nice program...
Highly Recommended 2 : FreeRAM XP Pro
love it... becos its freeware...
and at least better than cacheman...
cacheman doesnt work at all...
quite a lot of those RAM freeing software dun work on WinXP...
but this one does, and it rocks...
Travis - 12 Memories
Kosheen - Kokopelli
Enigma - Voyageur
not happy wif my catches today...
i cant download iron maiden's dance of death...
and the speeds all so slow...
paul van dyk new 1 oso canot get, sian...
went to my old mtv site download out of boredom...
long time never update mtvs liao...
was doing some research on standing board jump while downloading...
need to train the buttock muscles n thighs to jump very far...
no wonder my standing board jump sucks...
my butt the onli area not firm enuf...
soft soft nice to pinch, but not nice for sports...
going to train pigu next time liao...
then next time wun have the chance to lau sai...
becos the buttock muscle power enuf to cake and prevent the watery shit from flowing...
SP got this RIAA notice put up eh...
saying 4 university students have been caught and forced to pay fines...
i dun see how it is possible to get us...
SP oreadi blocked ports, no adminstrator rights to install anything...
that means its impossible to have klite in school...
i always get my songs from the websites...
and they always say its for evaluation only...
i can oso say im evaluating the songs...
anyway, i think websites are safe...
cos they have the evaluation statements...
unless the authorities caught up wif the webmasters of cos...
like mp3wma, lmp3, music369, xuxule...
music369 and xuxule still exist, but then they dun provide links for download liao...
RIAA is killing music if they continue to stop listeners...
[Metallica - Frantic(MV)]
great album, but old-fashioned videos sux...
i mean hu wanna c James Hetfield, Lars and the likes...
showed close-up of their faces somemore... EEEE
james hetfield reali lao ar pek, beter shave tt goatee...
n that video all abt a car being overturned...
they should learn from limpbizkit...
[limpbizkit - Eat You Alive(MV)]
a better one...
fred kidnapping a ger to a forest and starts to....
sing wif a loudspeaker in front of her...
after crack addict, this song is oso nice...
cant wait for their new album...
also amazed at how fred durst can skate...
wif his size n all, the board sure piAk...
erm, that wasnt featured in the vid, thats his hobby...
rock bands should learn to be like the white stripes yea...
[The White Stripes - I Just Don't Know What To Do(MV)]
GUYS MUST DOWNLOAD THIS!
GERS SHOULD LEARN TO BE AS FIT AS HER!
how's a video if it shows a lady onli and doesnt feature the band at all...
they always say gers in pole-dancing all fit fit...
well, they dun look like fit, those normal normal pattern...
but their arms realli power...
i mean i have difficulty supporting my body weight using my arms onli...
somemore they can control the slide down slowly...
*hands down*
[BoA - Milky Way(MV)]
wat can i say...
she's good...
every video of her is nice, except for amazing kiss...
pity her hair for the vid is not so straight...
curls at the ends like jolin like that...
finally understand why hi^roko hates guys wearing sleeveless...
sleeveless is for the ladies...
guys juz cant wear it...
unless they have arms like uchu then alright la...
skinny skinny wear sleeveless is so...
tempting for the dogs...
nice bones...
sg guys are realli malnourished than sg gers...
most of their arms are thinner than gers...
its true, damn true...
i got do my research while inside the mrt 1...
today finally got time to rest and relac a bit...
tml no test, friday maths...
duno whether wan to do tutorial or not...
mostly i will juz be reading the notes...
oh yea, i saved the dress missy answers to play...
onli can managed 2 characters without answers...
and finally got to see missy naked in the comics as well!...
"BoA BoA BoA" - hong
September 11 Thursday
didnt go school today...
revision for maths took took long...
ended up not doing tutorial...
becos i dun understand many questions at all...
listening to the travis new songs help a lot...
quite a soothing effect when i was getting irritated...
esp. that lousy holland and stupid davids...
think travis is the onli band who sings clearly right now...
nothing much for today really...
my whole mind is too obsessed with maths to tink of anything to write...
another windows vulnerability...
lazy to patch, ppl cant hack me anyway...
not online how to hack, hack SP pcs loh, i dun mind...
15th on the lunar calendar...
didnt realise that...
i dun eat mooncakes anyway...
and today so cold...
no moon at all...
"how to buy BoA like that..." - hong
8:45 AM
September 10, 2003 COLOURED.
Deftones - Lucky You
They'll come soon
I keep waiting... and I wait...
Won't somebody...save me....
And if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home
And if you feel loved
If you feel lucky, if you feel loved
If you feel lucky, if you feel loved
You've crossed the walls - Excelled
Further along through their hell
All for my heart, I watch you kill
You always have, you always will
Now spread your wings and sail out to me....
So if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home.
Come and take me home.
Yeah if you feel love...
(If you feel lucky, if you feel loved)
4:23 PM
java theory test sucks...
a lot of the students taking the test oso stumped...
i pray...
i pray for a miracle...
i pray that majority of us fails...
the more the merrier...
then the lecturer have to revise the marks allocation liao :p
shouldnt have studied so much yesterday...
last night jacky wu got ruby lin!
eVonne hsu, jay chou, and another ger duno wat name...
onli watched the last part where ruby won, sian...
im going to kill that person who's suspected of having SARS...
SP is going to bring back its stupid STRES program on 18 Sept...
wats the use of it when they know we're all faking the temperatures...
who is so free to stick the thermometer inside the mouth for a gd 2-3 minutes...
didnt know that i have to write resume for the itp next year...
i thought everything's prepared nicely by the lecturers...
think i juz write some shit for my resume...
since u're going to work for sure regardless of shit resume or pro resume...
better hide some talents as well...
otherwise the employer will expect me to do all sorts of things...
programming languages?
j#, c++, visual basic, html, database...
only html is easy to understand...
the rest all onli remember basic basic...
if all list down then he expect me to write a sample program i song bo liao...
hobbies?
sleeping, ogling, fantasizing...
since i'll get a job anyway, list down napping, lazing, stoning oso no problem ar...
best if the company is a slacker company...
then can sit down surf net, download files from klite, chat chat online...
life is so fun... IF ONLY
overheard someone...
"wah, ur chest grow so big liao ar"
then a loud THUD as he delivers a chop to that "big-chested" guy...
nice way of greeting...
not so nice if u try it on gers...
was surfing to compare price plans between starhub n mysingtel...
basically the same...
saw that table which mysingtel has drawn up...
indicating how much u will pay depending on ur usage...
was compared to its other available plans...
turns out mysingtel is onli considered cheap when u spend up to 15mins online per day...
anymore than that n its daylight robbery...
since that access fee implementation...
have to pay $1.20 extra for every hour used...
obviously trying to get rid of dial-up users...
never mind though...
im aiming to get maxonline 1500 come december...
y settle for 256kbps when u can get 1.5mbps for the same price...
and the contract's juz nice 2...
use up to 6 months then cancel...
and then off to ns..
which means i wun appear in irc... save for some special occasions...
thats the primary reason why i posted that life in irc...
just 3 months without irc n internet wun die rite...
anomalic has gone through a lot longer than me...
needs for december (i will get it)
- broadband (sick of baseband)
- 80gb hard disk
- RAM (most prolly 256 to increase mi current 128)
- shoes (said it for many times liao)
- handphone (this is for real)
- pants (i cant fit into all of my pants now)
- shirts (all t-shirts torn liao, no thanks for trying to be hulk)
- underwear (enuf said, i hate them)
wants for december
- cd-rw drive (my cd-rom drive is dying)
- new spec frame (the paint is coming off)
- new lenses (wear n tear)
hopes for december
- promote to next stage (pray for fyp to pass)
- maintained 65kg (which means i gained a bloody 15kg since January!)
- swimming everyday
- as black n as cool as louis koo (same bdae brotheR, cool part cmi though)
- golden arm hair
- more white hair
- more mature (dun tink so)
- sg gers to like sg guys
- sg guys to treat sg gers better
- gays to continue being gays (must give chance)
- lesbians to go straight (more chances liao)
- RIAA chairman to be shot dead
- BoA to write a message on my shoutbox
- get 6000 vistors for my site (very tall order, satisfied with a 5500)
damn it...
have been taking ages to finish my meals recently...
my cough's back again becos of a stupid kickapo...
my mother tell me go see doctor...
she scared i excercise too much until i got internal injuries...
juz now finished my dinner n i vomited...
and its not my tortoise who caught cold...
i was the one who is having cold now...
hope everything's fine...
dun feel so good these days...
|u need to understand
|there's nothing strange about this
|u need to know ur frens
|u need to know that
|i'll be waving my hand
|watching u drown
|watching u scream
|crying out loud
|no one's around - Our Lady Peace "Clumsy"
"falling, well i remember falling, like a one man army" - hong
12:55 PM
September 09, 2003 COLOURED.
"If a bird sings for you every morning, and suddenly one day the bird stops singing, how would you feel?"
i will go ard celebrate jumping with joy...
birds ought to shut their mouths in the morning...
now i have a bird inside the fan now...
the old motor is croaking every now and then...
i used to think i was a deep sleeper...
after numerous experiments, i can conclude that the ringing keeps me awake...
whenever i wanted to fantasize, the creaking sound brings me back to the conscious state...
so what if i dun have internet at home rite now...
my sleep is still disturbed by the fan...
thought i would be in school early...
i was late for 5 minutes...
when i saw that MCQs onli account for 20%, i nearly faint...
"siao liao, sure fail"
later that section B quite normal...
a sure-pass paper wif some blur mistakes...
realistic target : min 70 (+/-10)
checked out my tagboard after 4 days of inactivity...
quite surprised that i actually had to go back 1 page to see where i've last checked...
then again, wif so many praises n criticism of people, i've expected it...
remembered i mentioned sth abt small world wif sammiz being my sister's ex classmate...
now rick is etoiles's colleague...
WHY
he doesnt look the sort who have what it takes to teach...
last time he was the one who introduced me to CounterStrike...
always talking abt his famed AK-47 headshots...
read that piece which neo posted...
not much to comment really...
seen something in a mag abt SPGs' preferences for ang mohs over locals...
said sth about sg guys are all mummy's boys...
which i tink is veri wrong...
i confessed i m a mummy's boy though...
but other than me n a few others...
the rest are all bad... bad as in veri bad...
u cant change a person's opinion on something...
cos they always base their nice theories on past experiences...
and u'r not him/her anyway...
next time u ask someone if he/she knows wat u're thinking...
u better pray he/she says no...
wat he/she tinks is not wat u tink...
wat u tink is not wat he/she tinks...
sure humans are made equal...
but their minds are totally different...
okie, im toking nonsense again...
maybe im lost...
i need to suffer more setbacks to understand life... (more PMS perhaps)
"onli when u're at the weakest do u find real meaning in life"
here i am after a 2 hour nap at 6pm...
and everyone is asking me i from last night sleep until now...
dun they know i today got test?
even ys thought i was busy sleeping while he was doing the test...
do i look like sleeping beauty?
am i so non existant that ppl think i m invisible when i dun speak a word...
u're not supposed to speak during test...
unless we're trading answers, then that's different...
raining in the evening...
n that stupid tortoise at the corridor dun wan to seek shelter...
go n get itself drenched...
she's too old to be a charlie angel...
and she can onli blame herself if she caught cold...
last time she was sneezing and gasping for breath when the weather is bad...
for the 2nd time in a week now...
lift stops at lower floor n the person refuses to take the lift...
do i look so psychotic?
i dun wear a trenchcoat with nothing beneath leh...
my uncle told me to go down to get something from him...
said he's coming from choa cku kang way...
and told me juz estimate ard wat time go down can liao...
sad thing -- i duno the distance between cck way n cck crescent...
juz went down straight away n wait...
why should i spend 7 hours reading some stupid stuff...
i juz hate programming...
practical is juz trial n error...
theory test is so sucky...
ask all sorts of questions not related to practicals...
and the english in the powerpoint slides...
its simple english but it seems foreign...
i'll be glad to get a 50% tml...
"theres something called ctrl + h..." - hong
1:21 PM
September 08, 2003 COLOURED.
September 3 Wednesday
|its just one of those days
|when you dun wanna wake up
|everything is fucked
|everybody sucked
well well well, wat to do...
bryant called me last night but i was slping...
actually i fell asleep while spending 4 hours defragmenting my pc twice...
he damn act cute...
he knows i sure stay up watch jacky wu 1 then neber call again...
said he dun wanna disturb me doing my private thing...
so he called this morning... while i was sleeping...
i was kinda expecting it aniway...
otherwise i today oso duno do wat...
i didnt know my sister haben wake up so i ate her breakfast 2...
early wake up the brain blur blur 1, sometimes i dun even remember wat i did...
my mother always like to tell me something in the morning while im still in bed...
then i always half listen half dozing off...
n she will go "oi oi" then tickle my soles when i dun reply her...
so wat if i reply and so wat if i didnt...
juz a lil "um um" will make her tink i have listened and she goes off...
and then back to my sleep again!
its the holidays n still so many ppl go sp...
all act cute like the kids in woodlands library...
surprised that toy decided to come...
he's supposed to come anyway, otherwise we will push all the blame to him...
TSO is away on course in the morning...
so we went SALC downloading... MUSIC...
Rob Zombie - Greatest Hits Past, Present and Future
Nickelback - The Long Road
Basement Jaxx - Kish Kash
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Take Them On, On Your Own
Various Artists - Techno Tuning 7
Abs - Abstract Theory
Jay Chou - Yeh Hui Mei
if im gonna fuck them...
i gotta add more to my collection...
i duno who the hell is abs anyway...
i thought the title sounds cool, and some website classified as electronica music...
but after sampling the first song, it sounds so POP... eeeerRrer
the workstation that im using got some mp3 folder which the previous user neber delete...
must be some ger... 5566, tension, stella, twins, a*mei... oh dear...
if not for RIAA, i wouldnt have taken them home on my cdrw as well...
|i get up when i'm down
|i can't swim but my soul won't drown
|i do believe i've got flare
|i got speed and i walk on air - Oasis "The Hindu Times"
the government is so crappy...
suddenly all the prices are increasing n i m feeling it liao...
go FC4 for lunch then the auntie tell me the food prices are up becos of the rent hike...
it must be quite high leh, considering 3 stalls have closed becos of it...
ez-link ez-link...
when it was first introduced... everyone complained...
now ppl settled liao then they claim they are making a loss...
obviously hinting of a price hike again...
actually it is so much better to use those old farecards...
no matter how u bend oso wun damaged...
in the end is the ez-link company that is the 1 so stupid...
make so hard for wat, trying to act class like credit card like tt...
to replace the old farecard so easy, juz use any transparency n do sth to it n tadA!...
some more the farecard nice, can always play cheat...
ez-link is the company try to play cheat wif u...
now wassup wif the swimming pools...
if the singapore sports council wans to generate future champions like me...
then sadly, singapore dun have any olympic champions in the future...
basket tt time they put the lao auntie outside the entrance i oreadi dulan liao...
then now in addition to the auntie, the price go up by 50%...
crazy, they closed so many swimming pools liao...
then now still increase price...
they tink they some condo pool or wat...
ass sickeners...
the pool is for the public...
it is for people like us where we can urinate, spit, salivate, or even shit in it...
not for those who feed grapes to one another beside the pool 1 loh...
the pool doesnt serve its purpose animore when it doesnt tink for the public...
|Coz all of the stars are fading away,
|Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
|Take what you need and be on your way
|And stop crying you heart out - Oasis "Stop Crying Your Heart Out"
okie, enuf of my "blame government" campaign...
i didnt pay any taxes... so sssshhh...
we got something going for our project liao...
which makes me think we can actually finish the project on time...
provided our lecturer put water abit...
i dun mind some golden showers... so long as i dun have to repeat a semester juz for fyp...
how i wish i can be as pro as jonathan or chiobu...
they dun have any problems wif programming...
they were the onli ones who scored full marks for the java practical...
pro ppl have their way of learning...
they dun listen to lectures...
instead, they spent their time at home trying to create their own program...
and troubleshoot along the way...
which is the most effective method of learning really...
but all the cheemo terms in vc++ i c oreadi make me sian liao...
so i spent my time yesterday comparing the 2 sample programs...
1 which my lecturer provide a bit, the other from a website...
so i started playing around wif the code at school...
and the infusion pump actually reacted!...
hey hey... its juz a small step...
but at least we know it is communicating wif the pc...
now nd to set 2 things at 1 shot n capture the response...
which can be done... provided we turn pro overnite... :(
actually bryant n i oreadi delighted liao...
cos we everytime go sch dun have any results to show...
then today give us a nice surprise...
it isnt so fucked after all...
after that i go guardian to check out price for suntan lotion...
seldom go inside then i gong gong walk ard...
n this lady come n ask me liao...
i told her i looking for suntan/sunblock...
i add the sunblock becos she's bound to say i so dark liao wat for need suntan...
then she explained to me the difference between suntan n sunblock which i oreadi knew liao...
simple excuse is to always say its for my fren...
so she squatted down n showed me the stuff...
the spray type n the apply type...
i wasnt listening to her aniway... i was looking at the spf...
how come suntan's spf so little 1, i neber c any going beyond 10...
sunblock needless to say, the max i've seen is spf 45, that one super power...
u can go lie under the sun for 8 solid hours and still remain bai bai nen nen...
i onli saw one spf 8, the rest i didnt c clearly as she kept wanting to grab my attention...
told her i tml then come again when i cfm wif my fren... (i not enuf money)
then she saw my face n say "u sunburnt leh"...
then she go no no, u cant use suntan or sunblock, u need some treatment...
anyway i got up n started to walk a little towards the exit...
n she said next time must come n find her... WAT!
i was tinking...
someone in her late twenties interested in me?????
that's the problem wif humans, they tink too much...
she followed up that sentence wif some introduction to facial care...
maybe her definition of come find her is in case i shy then i juz find her can liao...
cos she brought me to her counter n showed me all those cream...
it was obvious they were meant for women...
didnt look closely at wat was it anyway...
she said my skin looks a bit sensitive so that cream should be nice...
bla bla and it will make my face become shinier n smooth...
some gers go EEeeurGh when guys go for facials, pedicures, manicures etc...
now this lady is trying to get me to be vain n pamper my face...
even told me to try small bottle $10+...
she said she wouldnt intro the big one which cos $70+...
watever, i onli had $12 on my wallet...
i told her i dun have much money wif me n she said how come i dun even have $10...
she suggested using NETS to pay...
nice move, but my NETS at home and it has onli done 1 transaction so far since i got it...
in the end she bo bian, she sighed and said next time i must come again...
i tink she needs me for her commission... poor ger...
lol, i think thats the longest time i ever spent wif a salesperson...
normally i moved away as soon as they approach or juz the usual "browsing"...
btw, i always thought guardian, watsons n the likes are meant for women...
after all, the staff are women, women at different counters for some nice cream like her...
but actually its juz toiletries... n i dun c any male customers 2...
even though i got my coppertone sunblock from west mall guardian some time ago...
i did that on a hurry, juz grab n go...
"u better luvvvvee me" - hong
September 4 Thursday
hey, im getting on fine...
i dun get the urge to click connect...
although now i have a lot of time on my hands at nite...
oso nth to do, so im listening to my songs, blogging at nite...
thats y u c all the long long entries...
becos i take hours to complete 1!...
deleted my connection program in case my itchy fingers start to go out of hand...
installed mirc6.1 yesterday though... LOL
onli in times of desperation, u will find the real meaning of life...
david blaine did it his way by doing stupid stunts...
TCS can hire him for the charity shows...
better make full use of him before he's dead becos of the stunts...
then they no nd to raise money every single year...
i did it my way...
no life-threatening moves or full monty...
lying in bed is enuf to enlighten me...
i wonder if it will draw in calls for donation if i do that...
imagine a person lying in bed...
okie, change that to a seductive lady lying in bed...
that may pull in nice ratings...
"i think, therefore i am."
i have been trying to understand the meaning of this lousy line...
from someone who makes his money juz by uttering pure nonsense...
such simple english, and ppl proclaim it to be a genius...
try teaching ur kid that line...
next time teacher ask him to start a sentence beginning wif a "I"...
c whether the kid will come home wif his face red red...
if its kisses, then gd for him, if its slaps, gd for u...
first of all, that line is a incomplete sentence...
becos of that, u will get penalized in exams...
and u may fail which results in having to repeat...
same thing wif art...
juz splash some paint accidentally and ppl will applaud ur works...
i tried explaining that it was abstract art to my pri sch art teacher...
it didnt work, he still failed me...
if one can become a great artist juz by drawing circles alone...
any babies can become rich too by selling their poo-poo art...
call me bad for insulting great ppl...
or u can say i m someone who dun appreciate art...
so those rich ppl or those who are so into art can spend hours looking at weird drawings...
they're trying to understand or feel wat the artist is trying to explain through his works...
to me, i think that any person can do that as well...
somemore he can do about 10 pieces an hour while an artist takes months to complete 1...
efficiency and common sense are the keywords here...
so if u not happi wif me, i got 2 words for u... (takumi knows wat the words are)
anyway, its juz brainless banter...
if u so serious wan to sue me for it, then i will sue u for slapping me wif a trout!
i got no idea as to go borders update on music or gym update body or swim update nosebleed...
i thought of doing all 3 but too bad i dun have enuf time...
so i went lot 1 go find guardian shop...
i m so scared of their staff...
every branch the staff all oh so friendly and always me the onli male inside...
even the suntan sunblocks oso put at the same position 1, all put below below hard to find...
i was kinda heng to spot it and tried looking for other varieties...
i mean yesterday i saw dark tan, protective tan, brown tan, bronze tan, white tan...
white tan is of cos the powerful spf45 sunblock...
but lot 1 onli have spf 8 1, dun have the red n yellow cap 1...
i was still pondering when the lady squatted down and ask if i need any assistance...
guardian should have specified that all staff must wear miniskirts to work...
then at least i will be happy to let them serve me...
i juz said i got wat i needed and got up...
she saw wat i got n asked whether i wanted better stuff...
not again, dun depend on me for commission manz...
i need a sugary saccharine sweety mummy to support mi leh...
while buying the ticket for gym, i spotted the SSC adjustment of prices from next month...
gym increase to $3...
its crazy... the onli thing left that's free is the stadium track...
CCK gym looks so spacious...
loads of space, little equipment...
i oso duno why, so much space for ppl to catwalk ard ar...
not sure if it was done on purpose or not...
can see the swimming pool from the gym...
exactly like chinese garden 1...
i was thinking if SSC will be using the same cards for swimming pools next month...
if like that then i will purchase many many b4 the month ends...
then i can save quite a lot leh...
imagine paying a adult fare on a weekday and going to chinese garden 1 during weekends...
save $1 loh...
but if SSC is as smart as SMRT then its useless since they have a time limit 1...
|i'm trapped in this world
|lonely and fading
|heartbroken and waiting for u to come
|we are stuck in this world
|that's not meant for me - Static-X "Not Meant For Me"
"wat waT WAT u wanna battLE mE?" - hong
September 5 Friday
if u dun have a angelic face then at least get a devilish figure...
i worked on it...
and i got my devil figure, now have to work on the angel face liao...
cosmetic surgery?... or go guardian for help...
i took a good look at myself last night when i cant sleep...
i try sleeping at 10 but ended up wide awake at 11:30...
i was shocked...
i always look at ppl's bodies and strive to have it...
i always wonder why theirs are better than mine...
little did i know, i was oreadi better than them...
and i kept working on it without realising it...
so i'll stop once ive reached 65, if i aim for 70 then realli become freak liao...
i look a bit on the thin side when im wearing clothes...
but if anybody has seen me doing pullups topless will know...
now i oso got a bit of problem pulling my body weight up liao...
this whole week has been guardian, guardian n more guardian...
today i take the train full of guardian advertisements...
i like taking that train...
it has a lot of health tips all over...
gd for someone like me who appreciates healthy lifestyle = no books...
dun feel so good swimming today...
monday i have no problems doing my 50...
today i struggling to complete it...
thankfully got some ppl swim beside me...
give me the motivation to keep up wif the pace...
and why is there a couple kissing in the pool...
chlorine water...
at least the water is not so bad in woodlands, not salty at all...
couples behave funny whenever they are in the pool...
i enjoy watching them, becos i was always laughing at their actions...
and its the onli place where the gers actually have the strength to piggyback the guys...
too long neber swim liao now not enuf breath...
cant dive properly past the 8 lanes now...
last time can slowly move oso can reach, now must chiong otherwise sure drown...
and i realised why SP pool the other length is so deep...
its not a olympic sized pool manz...
it measures 25m...
no wonder i c how come public pools so big then sp 1 so small...
spent 3 hours at the pool today...
the last time i stayed for so long was when i swam my 100...
spent 1/2 of my time there becoming one of the dead people around...
nice, first time i neber kena sunburnt...
i sat down on the pavement outside woodlands mrt eating my lunch...
look like beggar sia, but no ppl come n drop money leh...
there is a guy performing there anyway, wif a auntie beside him selling tissues...
the songs i heard while i was there all love songs nia...
basket, feel like whacking him...
zui ai ni de ren shi wo...
unchained melody...
yue liang dai biao wo de xin...
cant help falling in love...
have i told you lately...
i love it whenever he sings zui ai ni de ren shi wo...
always makes me wanna go up n sing as well...
but once he starts playing the yue liang song i wanna whack liao...
suddenly i was singing along...
like yearning for love like that...
now i feel im in the mood for love...
the feeling is juz nice if u have a gf beside u and u're singing to her...
anyway, if u 4get the lyrics can juz hum along, since the guy is providing the music...
come to tink of it, the auntie sell tissue quite smart...
wait the gf touched then cry, thats where the tissues get to action...
|you ask me love you got how deep
|i love you got how many points
|mine feelings oso real
|my love oso neber change
|the moon represents my heart
|light light one kiss
|used to touch ur heart
|deep deep one relationship
|become memory until now - Tao Ze(honghong remix) "Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin"
4get it, i dun have any aims for my love life...
come to tink of it, i dun have any aims for my life...
i juz wan to laze by the pool as the water drifts...
lying down looking at the skies come evening time...
completely makes me forget im in singapore...
how i wish i can be a wanderer, but that means i wun have any bed to sleep...
maybe being an adventurer is better...
everything singapore oso sponsor, so good...
why they wan to sponsor a person who is pursuing his hobby...
they might as well get slipknot n marilyn manson to hold concerts here...
after all, the chinese music scene got the SARS concert n ZPop concert...
zouk got its zoukout...
there should be some for rock mah, not that live n loud...
that's for the ah pek ah chek to go n listen 1...
bring on korn, linkin park, metallica, radiohead, coldplay, papa roach, muse, system of a down...
or even better, get BoA to come...
YIKES... the government is ghosting mi pc...
prices for usage of sports facilities wun increase...
WhEE, thats nice...
next move = allow downloading of music for free?
they should listen to my views more often...
soon, all sorts of porno will be making their way to a television screen near u...
eating bananas for the past few days...
bo bian have to eat a lot otherwise it will rot liao...
my father duno go which ulu ulu jungle cut down 1...
crazy 1, sometimes he oso go that kranji beach get some lalaks...
looks like he cant get over his kampong days...
|Something told me to tell you
|Not to tell me what to do
|I am what I fuckin' am
|Many have tried to change this man
|Life's always been an uphill fight
|Some things I do you may not like
|Something told me to tell you
|Don't give it to me - Coal Chamber "Something Told Me"
"i am the name of the game" - hong
September 6 Saturday
i was wrong...
my face was burnt for the 2nd time in a week...
neber put enuf protection... sian...
any ger c me sure become happy...
becos they will think i blushing when i look at them...
looks like im back at my old habit again...
tml then start my revision for the tests next week...
supposed to be sleeping early throughout the week but cant sleep...
instead of taking some books to read, im busy listening to mp3s...
i still have 600 more to clear before i can hear my latest collection...
went borders to update more stuff...
kerrang!, circus, revolver, Q, men's health, fhm, wwe, raw...
no artist appeared on all the covers...
AFI, chino moreno, beyonce, andrew, cynthia, dudley, kane...
not much news either...
have to wait for month's end where limp bizkit will prolly be on the covers...
men's health veri interesting, esp the workout part...
teach a lot of things that should be done correctly...
n i should start working on the stationary bike...
otherwise i can neber get nice quadriceps...
oh how i hate my eyes...
my eyes sux, small n lifeless...
gers wun even bother to take a 2nd look...
i know, becos i oso like ppl with sparkling eyes...
its better to be cyclops and go ard zapping ppl with a red laser beam...
make all of them scream for ecstasy... erm more likely its pain...
duno if there's something wrong wif me...
my eyes always feel tired for no reason...
cant open big big for too long...
try resting my eyes but the strain still doesnt go away...
onli when i go n sleep then okie...
but i cant possibly go sleep every now n then...
guess there are no nerds ard at orchard library...
all the programming books are left untouched...
bryant's highly recommended vc++ bible book orchard got 2 nia...
at woodlands keep kena loaned out...
but i lazy to borrow...
too busy looking at OLs, so many sia, ZER0 would have loved it...
the main reason for not borrowing is i cant borrow now...
otherwise veri fast date due then sian...
wait until tests over then go n borrow...
scanned some of the new songs i've got...
jay chou is mumbling again...
hard to figure wat he is singing as he release more albums...
even the kid featured in 1 of his songs sings much clearer...
nonetheless, quite a unique album wif quite many new inventions to his music...
tt abs is realli pop siah... deleted it straight away...
next time i must practise QC liao...
nickelback new album not bad...
always thought they will onli survive on "how u remind me"...
although the lead guy still looks gay to me...
|I'm cold, I'm ugly
|I'm always confused by everything
|I can stare into a thousand eyes
|But every smile hides a bold-faced lie - Slipknot "Diluted"
"u're nothing but a penetration" - hong
September 7 Sunday
plans to buy BoA's concert vid have to be put on hold...
blame germany for it...
lucky england scraped through...
otherwise i really no mood to study liao...
read the new paper about the relaxation of censorship views...
actually not too many people bother about it...
everything that u want to know can be found on the internet...
and if a household doesnt have an internet connection, they must be living in the stone ages...
which reminds me...
my sister complained that where did my connection program go when she tried to access internet...
now im the 1 living in the stone age...
at least better, no one invented undergarments at that time... cool, totally!
still shocked at wat the ger being interviewed said...
about sex n stuff...
actually i should have guessed it...
heard a lot of stories from bryant's frens encounters...
and the mentalities of different age groups...
which makes me wonder if im more towards eastern or western...
my parents taught me to be eastern...
seen too much on mags and i wan to be western...
some say im western, some say im oldfashioned...
i prefer to say im western in thought, eastern in actions...
make things simple, a banana-wannabe...
yellow outside, white inside...
hey, im responding well to revision...
1/2 hour for every chapter...
finish 1 chapter play some freecell, blog, listen mp3s...
nice, i dun get irritated by too many words today...
maybe i break for too long...
for every chapter done, 1 hour break in between...
i even got time to eat my lunch n bathe during the breaks...
spent a gd half hour cutting away at the dead skin on my big toe 2...
never seems to stop growing...
lucky i got swim a few days ago, make the skin softer to be chopped up...
when im under stress, i tend to win freecell easily...
now i keep losing i guess i am relaxing abit now...
i should, after all i finished my revision...
save for the tutorial part where it'll take abt an hour to complete
otherwise, im pretty prepared to fail tml :D
now i just wonder how much mail with the subject head "my details" i will be getting...
i dun mind if its small, but its freaking 100kb per mail...
and ppl all over hotmail is forwarding it over...
thanks to their curiosity for opening it...
hey, i didnt even open my herbal viagra n penis enlargement n vagina tightening ads...
|Push me
|And then just touch me
|Til I can get my -- satisfaction
|Satisfaction... satisfaction... - Benny Benassi "Satisfaction"
"im hardworking aint i eh, blogging every day" - hong
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September 30, 2003 COLOURED.
a damning head banging song, a must download for all!
right click on the link to dl
Korn - Did My Time (Lara Croft : Cradle Of Life OST)
Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something to help the pain
Thats why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
Beaten
I feel so
Insane
I really
Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me
O god the angers changing me
O god the angers changing me
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wat the hell did i do to deserve all of this?
the alarm clock rang but i turned it off...
i need more sleep, classes can wait...
10 minutes later, i hear irritating sounds coming from the neighbours...
tic tic tok tic tic tok tic tic tok...
mind u the sound wasnt soft...
the whole block can hear it clearly...
cant get to sleep becos of that...
muttered "got ppl die izit" angrily to my mother...
she say next door duno perform wat rites to invite the gods over...
wah lanz... its 7am in the morning...
if got ppl work night shift come back home wanna slp...
then becos of this stupid thing canot slp...
any humane person will confront them with a chopper loh...
somemore they go n hire this bloody sai gong...
tic tic tok until so loud...
even when ppl die oso no have so loud 1 loh...
and never so early 1...
wat gives them the right to tic tic tok...
hoping to get some 4D number or toto meh...
wan some numbers cfm tio then find jingjing la...
the gods wun be able to help la...
all they do is eat like pigs during the 7th month...
how else do u explain the big bottle of cooking oil being placed as offerings...
no person can ever gulp that down in 1 shot...
not even those jackass ppl...
chicken rice gang went to eat after 11...
i only had my breakfast 2 hours ago...
ordered something light...
but its bloody oily...
im having the morning sickness symptoms again...
first time playing street soccer in school...
not a very good experience...
regretted staying as goalie...
im very lousy with my hands...
and the opposition were hostile...
raining shots all over like free frag like that...
i think the ball hit almost every part of my body...
my family jewels depreciated in value when kena tio by the ball...
lucky he hit the ball not so hard...
otherwise i will be urinating blood over the next few days...
but its still okie, the worst has yet to come...
a guy rammed the ball straight up my jaw...
for a moment i was shocked...
shortly after i felt the pain...
first thing i did was to ask them if im bleeding...
i thought my teeth has caught the gums inside...
"no bleeding" they assured me...
but i felt some discomfort on my jaw...
it signals the end of my stint as goalie...
i've had enough...
time to get out and start my revenge...
i think i behaved like roy keane...
im not going for the ball animore...
more like kicking at their legs...
i think they will know how i feel when i break 1 of their legs...
after they left, another group of players came in...
the malays were laughing at our play...
i know my team play like shit la...
we onli have 1 skilled player in our team...
but it doesnt give them the right to be arrogant...
the more they laugh, the more i wanna whacked...
when i had the chance, i whacked the ball...
i thought it was going to hurt...
but then the ball lobang thru his legs and into goal...
sian sia, i wanna see his tears than me scoring...
in the end we lost both matches...
street soccer hard to play, esp for us newbies...
at least field still can anihow run about...
after we took a short rest, they were playing monkey...
i was sitting down one corner assessing the damage done to my jaw...
my lower jaw cant turn left n right...
back n front oso a bit of problem...
like jaw misalignment like that...
open my mouth oso got problems...
toy n jonathan told me not to move my jaw too much...
otherwise i will have a drooping jaw...
the hacking lab i duno wat was going on...
toy, jonathan n chiobu were working on the challenge...
while i dun understand a single thing abt wat they were doing...
not that i bothered to...
i was still worried abt my jaw...
while the rest of them headed home, i went to salc to publish blogs...
oso need to get more program samples...
now the fyp is like not moving anymore...
all it needs is juz 1 minor and 1 major thing and its all finished...
but its easier said than done...
even those sample programs are not able to do the major thing...
so while i was browsing thru blogs...
a ger was looking at me...
i didnt notice it at first...
then she started coming closer...
oh, yet another looking for cashcard...
does my face look like i own cashcards?
she walked to my side...
but she didnt said a word...
her face seems familiar...
and before i could muttered "weihui"
she intro her name first...
oh great, do i still look like the person 10 years ago?
or do i still look like the person 3 years ago...
oh man, i realli need a image makeover... lol
cos it meant i still look like shit...
she...
still the same as b4...
10yrs ago, 3 yrs ago...
the face is still the same n still so white...
juz like weixian...
never see him for 7 years yet his face still the same...
except that weihui now wear braces...
gers... always so vain...
maybe ppl didnt know...
she n i were from the same pri sch...
she transferred over during pri 3 i think...
and she's one of those who always ask "why are u so quiet"...
these ppl so clever...
once the question is asked, the ice auto melts...
while guys have been raving abt her at whatever schools she has attended...
i was neber once interested abt her...
i dun see anything special in her anyway...
zhenglong was gushing abt her during pri sch...
most of the normal academic guys were fantasizing abt her during sec sch...
now?
she's in the school of business which i tink the cycle will follow...
made a mistake when i thought she in her first yr...
lol... oreadi in her second liao...
looking at her face like she still newbie in sp wat...
go home eat was a difficult affair...
everytime i chew pain...
by the end of my meal however, i felt better...
my mouth can open bigger a bit liao...
so maybe excerising my jaw is better than not moving it...
my butt is feeling the pain again...
oh my, i cant walk properly again...
anyway, i slept at 10:30 last night...
i was too dead to watch jacky...
the sai gong...
the jaw...
sleep my worries away~...
"white on black is sultry" - hong
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September 29, 2003 COLOURED.
just like heathens thinking on our feat believe in god
we're one step two step three steps towards the graveyards
hello to the memory it seems that we forgot
- Audioslave "Bring Em Back Alive
wats wrong being a mummy's boy...
wats wrong being immature...
dun gers nowadays like to boss ppl ard...
although majority are still mcps...
got mcp must complain, got snag oso must complain...
then wat they wan, go some other countries to find some ang moh...
to get some romanticness out of them...
juz becos they lament sg guys are not romantic enuf...
so u can have a cute guy chatting u up while clubbing...
his words make you feel like u're the only ger in the world...
there is a very big BUT...
truth be told, u're not the only ger in the world...
he'll be doing his rounds very single night...
and every ger on the dancefloor becomes the onli ger in his eyes...
of cos wats being said in the papers doensnt reflect totally...
most of the time they juz happened to interview the minority...
which means it is possible to have 100 women complaining about their opposite...
while ard 2 million will be gushing about them...
2 million, there are more gers than guys in sg u know...
that's inclusive of gers aged 12 below and aged 65 above...
wat do such young gers adore?...
their kor kors, cousins...
i should have known...
i was a victim of sexual harassment manz...
wat abt those 65yr old grannies...
they are such a horny lot i tell u...
otherwise why are all the middle-aged men always topless 1...
if newspapers are to be believed...
sg gers like to set records (annabel chong)
sg guys have photo shoots for foreign mags (gay mags)
jpn gers orgasm in record time (jpn av)
all russians are rich (roman abra-duno-wat-vich)
beckham = soccer (he sucks terribly)
sg ppl are kaypoh (why is tnp showing extracts of beck's book)
and so much more...
ppl should boycott the sales of beck's book...
at the rate he is going, one wonders how many books he will publish...
look, i am writing abt my life as well...
do i expect any fees to be paid?
do i have a enter ur credit card details somewhere in my site?
its FOC...
i prefer to call it doing community service...
providing something useful for the mass...
in short becks is juz like RIAA...
ripping money off those blur blur victims...
bodohsexual, thats the nicest word ive ever heard...
some ppl juz duno the meaning of bu zi hao dai...
"black is sportY" - hong
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September 28, 2003 COLOURED.
YEAH
finally anomalic quits b4 me...
honggy scores!
i have a lot of things prepared...
but when things dun turn out the way i've expected...
suddenly im at a lost...
maybe i no needa waste my time thinking too much abt it in the first place...
winzip is now cracked...
so 2 is system mechanic pro... BLACKTASTIC!
i had such a hard time getting the right one...
and so sick of kena restart pc like very fun like that...
wow, my pc is now 5.2gb free...
its supposed to be 3 gb...
something strange is going on...
some funny formatting in the background?
the worst thing is i've lost my scandisk...
pizzas shouldnt be taken in excess...
jimmy suggested pizza hut for lunch since it has a buy 1 get 1 free promo...
so the six of us have 4 large pizzas...
hawaiian, chicken, beef, tuna...
toy could onli eat 2 slices b4 he have to rushed off for his driving lessons...
eat 1 or 2 slice still okie...
anything more than 3 slices can be so sick...
and i was trying very hard to swallow my portion...
after my 4th piece, i was on the verge of puking liao...
eat my 5th slice midway and go toilet to relief myself abit...
must drain my bladder then my stomach got more space to let in food...
unzipped my pants to ard 3 quarters down...
i neber buttoned my pants anyway...
and the best thing is nobody will notice it...
and it doesnt slip either...
anyway the 5th slice was the last straw...
and the results of the pizza eating contest is...
bryant - 7
jonathan - 6
jimmy - 6
junia - 5
me - 5
toy - 2
add the numbers up and u know there's 1 spare slice left...
we threw it away, nobody can finish it anymore...
i can hardly walk after that...
like tortoise like that, slowly stroll to the next classroom...
suffer some setbacks while testing my program...
back to the drawing board n back to square 1...
and the music server today quite lag...
so i got mtvs instead of music to listen...
AFI - The Leaving Song Part II
APC - Weak And Powerless
Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom
Korn - Did My Time(Tomb Raider OST)
limpbizkit - Eat You Alive (Live)
limpbizkit - My Way (Live)
Linkin Park - Numb
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love
Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit
Planet Hemp - Adoled
Static X - The Only
Zwan - Lyric
not bad leh, my record...
1 day get 12 videos...
since that spinjunction no more, i oreadi stop getting videos liao...
now i know google is such a great help...
AFI(a fire inside) is the band i wanted to try out...
same thing for static x...
AFI keeps appearing in rock magazines...
and wayne static keeps appearing as guest vox...
i thought AFI is juz one of those yucky bands...
one look of davey havok n u know...
he n his pierced lip...
but he showed looks can be deceiving...
its a nice song 2...
nevertheless he should have learnt from jonathan davis...
jonathan davis and gang... great song
makes u wanna head bang automatically...
and his weird looking mic stand that has featured in so many of korn's vids...
of cos theres that angelina jolie who appeared in the vid...
i think the videos i have today are somehow related...
think of korn n limpbizkit comes to mind...
after all jonathan davis was the one who discovered fred...
live songs are always nice...
provided u knoe how to pull them off...
which all boybands cant even do a decent job...
thats why rock always rule...
they scream oso wun go out of tune 1...
too bad live performances oso mean no one to help sing "DAMN URE SO HOT" lines...
linkin park juz happened to appear on my list of downloads...
becos a lot of the links cant work...
and linkin park was available...
i liked them b4...
but not after the rest of the world catches up with them...
duno why, im not into those over-popular bands...
take fool's garden n that lemon tree monstrous hit...
before it hit #1, i thought it was nice...
once it stayed at #1 for duno how bloody long...
i felt sick of it...
did i tell u that i hate ketchup song to the core?
that was becos i dun even like it in the first place...
fountains of wayne's vid was cool...
if onli all moms are that hot... LOL
anyway i got it becos of the preview pic...
same goes for planet hemp's 1...
but planet hemp bluff me...
show some kinda lame stuff n music...
at least APC's weak n powerless is the real thang...
i have seen it in school anyway...
APC (A Perfect Circle)...
doesnt ring any bell?
how abt james iha (ex smashing pumpkins)
or twiggy (ex marilyn manson band)
APC members mostly are from other bands...
super video but song sounds strange...
the other ex smashing pumpkins is billy corgan now wif zwan...
and his drummer i forget wat name...
feels so weird to see corgan sing something happy...
smashing pumpkins is nice, they shouldnt have split...
marilyn manson is doing better n better...
the metallic dentures...
the white n black contact lenses...
the overly drawn lips
the ghastly white make up...
the black fingernails...
heck, he painted them red in This Is The New Shit!!!!
tv should show more of rock videos...
original in creativity...
and no lame 1 person sing, 4 persons zuo bo...
"white is so innocent" - hong
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September 26, 2003 COLOURED.
How Horny Are You? Find out!
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Which Kid's TV Character are You?Find out!
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Rin, you are hard-working and popular, loved by
all. You may not be very unique, but survival
is really all that matters.
Which Spirited Away Character are you?
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i was sleeping like a pig while it was raining away...
i dun know who closed my windows...
i dun know why is the area so wet...
i dun even know wat time it started raining...
i dun know who touched me in my sleep...
exactly like wat drunk ppl love to say...
"i cant remember wat happened last night"
smart ppl attract the smart...
smart ppl attract the dumb...
dumb attract the dumb...
does the dumb attract the smart?
maybe 1 or 2...
their screws must be loose somewhere...
helped my sister install the dialer program...
actually i was kinda reluctant...
knowing that she is very bad at multi-tasking...
she will wait for the website to load completely before proceeding...
n ppl all know that school sites are strictly off limits when surfing from home...
esp. when u have slow connections...
cos they always take forever to load...
think i have to cut down more on online time liao...
was lucky to get 62 for software...
he was giving out pity marks to everyone...
i mean some answers were blatantly wrong yet he still mark it rite...
"if u wan to deduct marks, dun find me... if u wan add marks, come find me"
words of a nice lecturer u say?
more like trying to keep his track record perfect...
so he can boast to his future classes...
tried to do some pre-enlistment documentation online...
when i realised i've forgotten my password...
tried all sorts of passwords i have thought of...
rejected one after another...
selected the 'forgotten ur password?'...
and it asked the security question which was set by me ages ago...
"WHO DO YOU LOVE?"
'who do u need, who do u love, when u come undone'
i thought die liao...
always treat these optional logins so casually...
i put in 'singapore'...
wrong, so i dun love singapore at all...
i began to tink hard...
i dun wan to go through the process of calling the ns staff...
it wasn't hard to think of another possible answer...
hit jackpot immediately...
no prizes for guessing who that person is...
so great, another new password will be sent to my mail soon...
toy oso forgot his password as well...
his security qn was quite easy...
"wat is my ic"
i thought that was a trick question...
he said the answer was simply his ic no.
no wonder its so easy to hack into accounts...
left bryant to fill the details by himself...
so many data must give...
like the whole family go ns like that...
been relaxing abit the past 2 days...
my fyp's part almost done...
i juz need to test it out for 10 minutes to confirm that it works...
too bad the SD domain's still down...
and the other group is using the only station available...
toy is doing the checksum, bryant is doing the read file...
i can focus on software miniproject...
which lefts financial, wireless, network management ones still unattended...
watever, im returning the useless bible over the weekend...
"black on white is so drool-inducing" - hong
4:46 PM
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September 25, 2003 COLOURED.
attended the stupid talk for SAF...
clever ppl should have known that the compulsory thing was juz fake...
guessed my brain's too engrossed with fyp rite now...
its okie anyway...
went inside the sp convention hall for the first time...
the fire staircase smells so new...
but its a nice location for making out...
provided u have power lungs...
we used the staircase for obvious reasons...
we're testing to see whether next time got emergency then can escape or not...
the escape plan was a success...
have to complain abt the long flight of stairs though...
to accomodate more lovers maybe...
so the rest went home while the 3 of us rushed to our project lab...
i wanted to try out my code...
it doesnt work...
then for some reason it works...
the program hates me...
toy click click then can work...
hard to describe the lecturer's expression...
its like he has seen a miracle like that...
i know we're lazy...
but we're not that dumb...
maybe bryant n toy are...
but im certainly not...
becos all the code is exclusively written by me...
with many references from sample programs all over of cos...
hell yea, it works...
we were celebrating while toy discuss the checksum problem with the teacher...
played abit and realised its a big UH OH...
even if we set the wrong settings, the device still can change the data...
if only they buy the idea that ours is a multipurpose 1...
got more work to do...
anyway the lecturer has oreadi told us what is required to get the 50%...
and im pretty optimistic abt it...
time flies...
spent 2 hours making connection to database without realising it...
that done, and configuration done...
watz more need to be done...
writing part is as good as finished...
left that hard read...
which bryant will do...
and that nice 10000 numbers toy have to manually type in the database...
thought of helping him...
but gave up when the numbers are juz too much to handle...
i need a break...
"white is full of ompH" - hong
3:27 PM
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September 24, 2003 COLOURED.
the way some women sit can be so enticing...
today quite weird...
my eyes like auto aim on gers...
guessed my big H is coming...
http://www.acircularmotive.net/apc/Weak_and_Powerless-VCDacm.mpg
64/1.68� = 22.68...
more realistically...
64/1.66� = 23.23...
i have never hit 1.68 b4...
but its quite a magic number...
considering that sano, uchu n i all say we are 1.68...
maybe becos roberto carlos is oso 1.68...
70/1.68� = 24.8...
he was so nearly over the 25 mark...
i dun see him being unhealthy if he does overshot the mark...
wif his 7% body fat onli...
i need about 6kg of meat to get his thighs...
and then we share the same stats liao...
chicken's bmi is onli 15.9 which is so cool...
i think gers oso hard to beat him...
i think i quite low maintenance leh...
its been 3 weeks since i went to gym...
now oso lazy run liao...
spent too much time staring at the program codes...
but still no spare tyres or saggy breasts...
laziness sets in when u know napfa tests onli start from dec onwards...
i dun consider palying soccer as running...
very easy out of breath... and sweating 2...
i need more than half an hour to stop sweating after play...
and that is onli accomplished wif a towel around...
gers tink that guys who sweat look cool eh...
then they better come to their senses...
wet guys look cool alright...
but no sweating guys pls...
which crazy ger likes to be hugged by a sweaty guy anyway...
even the guys all avoid like flies...
thats y i love playing topless...
always put water for my team 1...
would u still call a program as a keygen...
when all it does is to help u restart the pc and does nothing at all...
some kinda dumb program...
and im still stuck at the 30day evaluation period...
going to crack that dumb winzip as well...
and winrar...
and mirc...
in short, i'll register every thing in my pc that's not registered...
system mechanic pro offers some funny firewall n antivirus...
didnt install it as it requires me to delete my avg n zonealarms...
the name sucks too, who so clever go n name it as panda...
sounds so china...
those system tweaking stuff never fails to amaze me...
ive always heard of emptying the recycle bin doesnt mean the data is lost forever...
u can actually retrieve it using some programs...
and so it was there...
all sorts of music zips n mp3s that i have deleted after converting...
of cos there's a program that can help u permanently delete information...
53096 items deleted on my first run...
over two and a half years worth of accumulated rubbish...
all can be retrieved...
argh...
my mother cut off that white hair from my head...
took so much efforts to grow it...
juz 1 snip and its gone...
exactly like my white arm hair...
sian...
now is to try growing white leg hair...
"black is so ooH ooH ooH..." - hong
9:39 AM
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September 23, 2003 COLOURED.
the first time the channel was rejected...
i can still take it...
cos that nick was beri's ex...
i thought it was hers until i told her abt it...
the 2nd time it was rejected...
i am pissed...
this time i used familiar nicks...
save for that literati...
i thought since he helped out with #adm...
might as well help in here...
guessed all guys are juz fucked up...
help gers dun help guys...
who knows, he was not the culprit...
but some people that i've actually known...
the 3rd time around im taking no chances...
im roping toy in for a lil help...
soon he will know why i stay up late at times...
anyway vultures are oreadi spotted in the channel...
had a hard time bathing today...
cuts on my arm n leg while retrieving the ball under the barb wire today...
guess im not suited for SM sessions...
cleaning the wounds are such a ouch ouch affair...
im juz a gentle beast...
hugged my snoopy for some comfort...
4cm long on my arm...
5cm long on my leg...
and that love bite on my shoulder blade...
when someone sink his teeth into the other day...
soccer can be a bloody affair...
all of a sudden there's so many mini projects to be done...
network management, hacking, wireless, software, financial...
not forgetting the big fyp...
jimmy said next week must hand in liao...
which was quite a shock...
but still alright becos their group have not made much progress as well...
most said its oct 10+, which is about 3 weeks...
whatever...
i predict by the time the deadline's up, at most onli can complete half only...
finally got back network management paper...
78, not bad considering all of the ex07s lose me except for chiobu...
he got 98...
maybe the lecturer mark wrongly...
cos i dun think i deserve such high marks...
class average was 60+...
so there are dumber ppl out there after all...
"see the world in my eyes and u know why..." - hong
10:36 AM
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September 22, 2003 COLOURED.
Wait, wait for me
Wait, please wait for me
Even though its gonna crumble down
I keep building till you come around
Even though its gonna fall apart, break my heart
I keep building till I die
- Limp Bizkit "Build a Bridge"
it takes a lot of listens to get to like freddy's new album...
its juz not loud enuf, a bit mellow...
esp since many songs are abt him being lonely...
one track features snoop dogg in it...
snoop d-o-double-g...
they do all sorts of nice intros...
l-i-m-p bizkit is rite here and stuff...
i oso have one leh...
im a HO-to the N- double G- u wanna know Y
okie my intro sucks...
not going for class gathering even though i have confirmed my atttendance earlier...
i juz dun feel like going...
why should i bother to open my eyes big big for them...
when i was considered an outcast last time...
never mixed wif them at all, always in my own world...
anyway my eyes are stinging from yesterday's session...
not that i mind...
theres no one to fight over the lameness...
all of them are tucked in bed early...
actually i wanted to go out...
but then its not sunny enuf...
the weather is so cool...
which juz makes home feel so much nicer...
yesterday juz feels so good...
im not looking at any c++ programs at all yesterday...
spent 2 hours staring at lifeless irc...
it isnt interesting at all without anomalic around...
and uchu's slping again...
sometimes i really questioned my existence...
"4get all the memories, 4get all the possibilities" - hong
its a big dumb world out there...
everyone and everything is dumb...
when i was young...
parents have the intelligence of a juz fertilised egg...
they told me not to play wif my uncle's keyboard...
wait the whole computer spoil then i will receive spanking...
but the problem is the power switch is not on...
"please stand behind the yellow line"...
i once asked why must stand behind yellow line...
they said the cement quality behind the yellow line is not that good...
too many ppl standing on it will cause it to give way...
but i dun see it collapsing when ppl do the magic trick while waiting for the doors to open...
and of cos there's that incident about sweets n itchy butts...
they say that if u look at trees n green things, u wun need glasses...
now my room is painted lime green and i dun see my eyesight improving...
tv is even dumber...
as long as you r the good guy, you wun die...
and ur gun doesnt seem to run out of ammo...
u can dodge endless bullets and walk off from explosions unharmed...
while the bad guys always seem to be hit by ur oh-so-accurate shooting skills...
n a sexy lady will always appear in the midst of the action...
when a guy n a gal are kissing, the man will let the ger lie on bed nicely...
and the next day the ger pronounced she's pregnant with her clothes still intact...
if kissing makes ppl pregnant then they should ban their kids from kissing them...
its incest, plain incest...
and the relationship is hard to figure out when ur mother is pregnant wif ur baby...
should the baby call grandmother or call the father as his older brother...
next time when a ger brings you to a dark room...
dun ever let her unbutton her clothes off...
cos the "Infected with HIV" words will illuminate off her chest...
and the guy will wonder whatever happened to those boobs...
aliens must have abducted her...
beer ads always show those sexy ladies in bikinis...
actually you can see it for yourself too...
esp after u have downed about 5 bottles...
and then u realised how come the coffeeshop suddenly got so many chiobus with devil figures...
u prolly nd a sober fren to knock u out of ur senses...
the aunties in the coffeeshops are there for a reason, not to be ogled by drunk men...
young ppl always like to fren u then dun fren u that stuff...
i was a victim of it, my sister always used that tactic against me...
ended up i always going "fren la fren la" b4 she relented...
c, i so young oreadi a SNAG liao, so submissive...
gers who dun snap up this rare deal is their own loss...
n i m not sorry, i m not sorry...
this is wat u deserve...
kids always laugh when they point middle fingers at each other...
they'll point fingers and go "hor hor, scold bad word"...
playing catching even dumber...
we'll go "twist" and show victory signs...
and the catcher cant do a single thing at all...
which defeats the purpose...
how the hell is the catcher supposed to catch ppl...
when ppl go "twisting" all the way...
maybe i learnt to kick ppl's legs from playing pepsi cola 123...
back then it was legal alright...
if u dun aim a kick at them, u cant win the game...
i told my mother that i love a girl when i was juz primary 1...
imagine the reaction she had when i told her that...
remembered she said something like "not bad, not bad" when she saw her...
anyway i soon forgot her when i saw miaoling...
loyal readers will know who is she...
radio plays love songs...
they didnt play songs that were deem violent...
and any songs that featured the word fuck...
there's a song titled "Bitch" last time...
P10 banned the word n beeped out the "bitch"...
and replaced it with a new song title...
while other other stations are playing the original one with the title "Bitch"
i duno why they banned the words...
like wat fred durst sings in hotdog...
"aint it a shame that you cant say fuck, fuck's just a word and its all fucked up"
and suddenly eminem's music is appearing on radio...
if his songs can even be heard on radio...
i dun see why there's no slipknot song around...
not even a single song okie, at least marilyn manson has sweet dreams...
if like that then they might as well banned those love songs...
they shouldnt teach kids to go "i'll make love to you like you want me to"...
that was a boyIImen hit which was the song of the year...
4get wat year liao but it was receiving a lot of airplay...
they're teaching kids make love, not war...
make love as in having sex...
if the love songs are banned...
there's no need to show alien-abducted women with their worded chests on tv...
"u have no future if u dun study hard"
why is it then those 22 men chasing after a soccer ball...
u better check out the stadium carpark...
and be amazed by the lamborginis, porches, ferraris...
toyota? honda? they dun exist there...
and most of them were school dropouts...
maybe this situation is onli possible in european countries...
but hey, look at wat s-league players are getting...
much better than working ur ass off in a stressful environment...
soccer players onli come for some training...
and getting paid for that 2...
if having ur right ear pierced means u're gay...
then david beckham would have been cheating on victoria for quite some time now...
so does all the other soccer stars...
as for me, i have to balance out...
cos its juz plain stupid to have 1 ear full of holes n the other is so clean...
that to me, is juz real dumb...
trying to be a gd boy on 1 side n a bad boy on the other?
queueing up to get the hello kitty for ur gf...
for all the efforts and hard work u have been through...
does she appreciate it when she decides its over?
try asking her to queue up to buy 50cent ice-cream for u n she'll sulk...
next time tell her to get the things she wan herself...
but relent if she tries the "fren u dun fren u" tactic...
its bloody deadly n effective...
of cos it helps to enhanced ur SNAG image...
its dumbness for ppl queueing days n nights to get tickets to NDP...
okie it was in the past since everything is done electronically now...
anyway, i dun see what for queue up juZ to get tickets...
for that slim chance of appearing on tv ?
or juz to sing the national anthem once in 365 days...
i dun see any ppl opening their mouths whenever the national anthem is played in schools...
nobody bothers to sing it...
unless they are forced to stay back becos it was not sang loud enuf...
if they wanted to appear on tv...
try the condo or hdb queues...
so many of them appeared on tv...
but the onli problem is they were covering their faces with newspapers...
juz wat is wrong wif those people...
others queue until so jialat juz to appear on tv...
now they got chance they dun wan appreciate...
prefer to hide their faces...
thats y i said the world is dumb...
being dumb is a virtue, everyone is born with it...
"are u being dumb, or juz plain stupid" - hong
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September 20, 2003 COLOURED.
late for class as usual...
my eyes were tired...
toy came half n hour late and talking abt the trojan thing...
if im not wrong, maybe its the new worm...
that disables the antivirus n firewalls...
anyway, juz use netstat on command prompt to check connections...
if u see ports up to 1024 appearing...
most prolly sth fishy is going on...
actually that was wat he told me...
i not so free to go command prompt to check everytime...
supposed to be doing fyp during the 3 hour break...
thank goodness ys came early and said he was bored...
which means... SOCCER!
meet up with the rest of my piggies n doggies at salc...
nah, they're the chicken rice gang, not pigs n dogs...
that term is onli used when they are disrupting my studies...
bryant n i weighed the pros n cons...
there won't be anything much to achieve even if we do fyp...
since i haben got my code up yet...
pretty crowded field with 6 teams playing...
we tried to find a dry surface before deciding to challenge one of the teams...
the team is really a very good example of how fast young kids grow...
they are yr ones yet they look older than me...
2 days ago i accidentally touched a lady's bottom...
today i accidentally touched a guy's privates...
wats going to happen next...
accidental gay? accidental rapist?...
felt sorry for the guy...
my hand slapped his lil brother quite hard as i was trying to tackle the ball...
that's life...
sometimes u got to learn the hard way...
it was quite funny playing wif them...
one of them told ys that i too muscular, cannot compete for ball with me...
that was 1 of the funniest things i have ever heard...
comeback for weili...
i think the opposition quite afraid of him when they saw the scars...
14 lovely stitches up his arm...
like juz recovered from some gang fight like that...
one plump guy fell under jonathan's challenge...
he deserves the oscar...
he fell hard and landed on his head...
i was near n saw his head rebound against the ground...
thats wat will happen to ppl who are juz so clumsy...
he couldnt get up for a while...
i thought he was suffering from mild concussion...
fancy giving ownself a knockout blow... cool~
and my frens all chided jonathan for such rough play...
he did nothing wrong at all, it was that fatso...
and finally for the first time...
i've been winning shoulder charged challenges...
i mean i kinda sent them flying the other direction when my shoulder bump against theirs...
i even had to hold his arm to prevent him from falling once...
not forgetting that pink tshirt guy...
looks like paikia, real proness in soccer...
had quite a hard time containing him...
then he took his shirt off...
tattoos all over, nice paikia...
or maybe he wanted to compare his physique against mine...
no chance he can win, i've been eating at irregular times...
so my pecs are still showing after 2 weeks of inactivity...
i was taunting him whenever he gets the ball...
maybe i duno wats good for me...
but watever, im a gentleman's hardman...
i always go in hard on ppl's legs...
im addicted to aiming kicks at their legs...
then thats when the gentleman part comes to play...
i always apologise after every kick...
was kinda hard at first when he dun respond to my apologies...
wif persistent sorries, he finally showed the signal that its okie...
GREAT, which means i can kick him 1 more time!
btw the match ended 1-0...
the first time we didnt concede a goal... happy~
reading about RIAA things after lessons ended...
congress is looking into the excessive lawsuits that RIAA has come up wif...
wow, congress quite free leh... not bad at all...
u know morpheus case was dismissed by the court?
the judge deemed it as a technology and not piracy...
he gave an apt example of video recorders...
ppl owning video recorders oso should be charged for piracy...
anyway, its quite hard for users of any p2p programs to be sued...
unless u're serving files...
otherwise leechers are very safe...
browsing at blog sites out of boredom...
forever those i miss her, i miss him stuff...
i love him, i love her things...
forever politics for north americans...
forever relationships for singaporeans...
up til now still haben seen one that realli fascinates me...
still no blog that has brought up that topic yet...
i have been waiting very long...
im losing my patience...
but i cant write about it anyway...
im not the right person to do it...
and 1 lamo said he chose his template from blogger winning designs...
and found it to be nice...
how nice can it be when u have other ppl using the exact same template as u...
then it looks like ur blog has a twin...
mine was taken from a girlish template...
all pinkish n white n full of stars...
but i edited the template...
got rid of the girly star n changed it wif the cross...
now i cant find one who has the same design as mine...
one which i can truly call my own...
another claims he's from a fucked up school wif fucked up teachers...
aint all schools supposed to be that?
school is juz a gathering place for pigs n dogs to chit chat n irritate teachers...
and its also the place where u neednt worry ur ass out over many things...
watever, its juz a big dumb world out there...
u'll know wat i mean over the next few days...
"radio is dead" - hong
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September 19, 2003 COLOURED.
did a search on registry mechanic on kazaa the other time...
managed to find lots of system mechanics instead of registry ones...
anyway the system mechanic helps to clear a further 500 entries from the registry...
which i think is way too obscene...
pretty scary too when it lists so many things that are deletable...
wait blindly delete then later system error no backup will song bo...
has been going to download.com to search for system utilities lately...
esp since toy's pc has a trojan inside...
if we never take this course i think we still blur blur anyhow download from internet...
his sister duno download wat thing then the pc tio...
its clever to get firewalls n antivirus that are not so famous...
anyone writing trojans will always have norton, mcafee, blackice, zonealarms in mind...
so ulu ulu brands are the best...
but i still using zone alarms, i duno got wat other firewalls good...
shucks...
software haben mark finish...
ended up going through the answers thru transparencies...
instead of giving out the papers...
SP is different...
ppl save the best for last, they save the worst for last...
at least they're considerate...
they know that too many setbacks are bad for health...
sent the resume thru email today...
not sure if the lecturer received it or not...
never send any acknowlegement note or anything...
anything, juz long as im not posted to pulau ubin for my attachment...
toy has been playing games at home...
bryant bought beckham's my side storybook...
yea, its a storybook, not a write-up on him...
me?
racking my brains trying to figure out how that darn visual c works...
why cant they be more hardworking...
sometimes i juz wonder if i should have friends at all...
wif all those pigs and dogs around...
they're good for company...
but they're teaching all the bad things...
do u know for the first time after two and a quarter years in poly...
i actually find a lecture meaningful...
and that when i was alone, without any of the pigs n dogs around...
my ideal situation initially was to read the papers...
and hopefully fall asleep...
but no, i was attentive...
even though i was about to doze off abit...
i still can catch the points...
all this happened...
juz becos i wanted to make sure our attendance wasn't full of zeroes...
ppl are always performing magic tricks on other ppl during peak hours at the mrt...
how else do you explain the phenomenal ability...
of ppl behind the yellow line suddenly end up inside the mrt without shuffling their feet...
occured to me so many times...
i now juz let the crowd push me inside...
save energy esp when u still need some sleep...
juz yesterday...
the passengers were my partners in crime when they help me molest a lady...
pushing and shoving from behind...
and helped brush my hand against her butt...
she turned around and stared at me...
wat was a innocent looking boy supposed to do???
[Dream Sequence]
when i was juz a little boy
i ask my mother wat will i be...
will i be pretty...
will i be sweet...
here's wat she said to me...
xiao lao shu, xiao lao shu...
watever will be will be...
the future is the present is the past...
xiao lau shu, xiao lao shu...
wat will be will be...
[End Dream Sequence]
when i was young, it was foretold i will touch someone's butt...
on that present day, i did touch it alright...
yesterday, i touched it...
i juz look at other directions as she look at my sian expression...
maybe she expected a excited look...
then at least she knows she still have the goods...
but c my sian look she oso sian...
i dun like mcdonalds new image...
uniforms in all-black...
like funeral like that...
even the counter staff oso changed to youths liao...
no more aunties...
i prefer aunties leh...
they're so much faster and efficient...
"shi ni gei le wo ai de yong qi" - hong
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September 18, 2003 COLOURED.
[Basement Jaxx - Good Luck (Feat Lisa Kekaula)]
i need loads of good luck...
got 75 for my maths...
and i am the lowest among the 5 of us...
jonathan got full marks, chiobu got 90, toy got 91...
bryant got 80+...
whatever, i juz know i cocked up alot of the answers...
so quite satisfied with my results...
normally i dun fare so well during the mst...
so far the grades i have been getting are above 70...
but its a different matter when i get my software and network management papers back...
software i expect ard 40 like that onli...
blame it for the drawing...
i sucks terribly in drawing, dun even know the specifics...
didnt bring my sports attire as i wanted to do some research for fyp...
in the end give in to temptation...
go play soccer with the rest under the hot sun for the second day running...
i have to stop halfway as my pigu pain...
told u i need to buck up on that area...
never train 1 then overstrained...
my lower back oso sour i tell u...
now i walk around like lao ah pek or pregnant lady...
walk with hands behind an arching back...
"u wan it, u take it!" - hong
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September 17, 2003 COLOURED.
limpbizkit - Eat You Alive
Hey you Mrs I dont know what the fuck your name is
Im drawn to you somethings magnetic here
If I could approach you or even get close to the scent that you left behind Id be fine
No doubt (no doubt) that you bring out (bring out) the animal inside
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
Hey you, Mrs. too-good-to-look-my-way and that's cool you want nothing at all to do with me.
But I want you, ain't nothing wrong with wanting you cause I'm a man and I can think what the hell I want, you got that
straight?
No doubt (no doubt) that I'd love to (I'd love) sniff on them panties now....
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
I'm sorry. So sorry (damn, you're so hot!!)
Your beauty is so vain (damn, you're so hot!!)
It drives me, yes it drives me (damn your so hot) absolutely insane
I just want to look at you
I just want to look at you, look at you all day
I just want to look at you, I just want to look at you all day
There ain't nothing wrong, no. There aint nothing wrong with that
Once you seep in (once you seep in) under my skin (under my skin)
Theres nothing, theres nothing in this world that could wash you away
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE!!!! i'd eat you alive.....
I'D EAT YOU A-LIVE!
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oh great...
wat a nice way to greet me...
downloaded a registry mechanic keygen...
and it gave me a nice virus...
luckily i have learnt my lesson previously and updated my antivirus frequently...
and wats this zone alarms firewall asking me to pay some money to update...
didnt i cracked it earlier???
my license was fully functional okie...
which means i m entitled to 1 year's supply of updates n support...
okie...
channel's been reregistered...
i put it in caps lock...
its supposed to be...
cant be too feminine when it comes to this yea...
GREAT...
now my nice antivirus removed that virus along with that keygen...
which means i have to go download again...
got 80 for my wireless MST...
i needed it badly...
a nice cushion from the hard blow yesterday...
played soccer under the hot sun today...
too long never excercise liao my movements very retarded...
bryant not going for fyp tml...
sometimes i juz question if he is committed or not...
it seems like im the only one making the effort to write program...
borrow useless books...
and he's doing all the explaining to the lecturer...
while im juz a man in the background...
i dun mind really...
becos he wun take all the credit...
at this rate we're going...
i think we going to die liao...
FAN AH~
"wat i do... is all becos of u..." - hong
9:43 AM
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September 16, 2003 COLOURED.
solli eh...
#stfu have to be reregistered again...
it was rejected on 29th August...
but it neber send a mail or anything, so i thought it was fine...
then today checked its status then know tio reject...
never mind, it will see its Q soon...
long time neber go for wireless lecture...
so few ppl in the morning sia...
she teach oso sian sian...
its really better not to come at all than be late...
come late she will say u not interested in her lessons...
and have to listen to her complaints...
eh ppl at least make the effort to come...
some like pig like that sleeping at home dun wan to come...
we come support her she oso dulan...
maybe its becos of the wireless test results...
i couldnt believe my practical marks for wireless...
a very nice 25 out of 100...
tt day i couldnt get the IE to work and thats 40 marks gone alone...
and the theory part i wrote some crap...
but it doesnt deserve such low marks...
i would be satisfied with a 40...
to make matters worse, onli 3 persons in my class fail the practical...
n the other 2 failers scored 40, which is far off from my pathetic 25...
first time score so low sia, sian diao...
can onli hope for my mst to help push the grade up...
which reminds me of the software test...
i will be very happy if i get 40+...
at least hacking better...
73 for lab, 71 for mst...
ex 07s in our class not bad...
the lowest 62 for mst...
rest of our class are hovering around 50+...
and thats becos they dun have the 100 MCQ answers...
maybe the lecturer mark very strict...
Benny Benassi - Satisfaction
Evanescence - Going Under
Kai Tracid - Too Many Times
Staind - So Far Away
Venke - Panic
got myself these videos...
as well as paul van dyk's reflections...
not much albums to download now anyway...
juz wasting some bandwidth on the videos abit...
pay school fees for internet access 1...
rather than listening to boring lectures...
went to orchard library after lessons ended at 5...
toy told me not to collapse on the floor looking at upskirts...
i was quite drowsy then, the medicine power...
but im still coughing...
although not so much...
maybe i must realli stop talking...
the bible was there untouched alright...
borrowed it and went to the sitting area listen music...
put on the headphones and the first thing i heard was stupid jazz...
switched to the alternative channel and there was radiohead...
blast the speakers...
actually i wanted to go off once i borrowed the book...
but then got radiohead, so i listened to the whole hail to the thief album...
the headphones nice, but too tight...
veri pain, make my ears red red...
on the mrt so wanting to sleep...
but cant becos there's no seat at all...
everyone of them is talking abt the mindef letter...
i juz received it when i got home...
whenever i thought about the medical, i always get a bad feeling...
i may seem healthy, wait check check then my inside actually many problems...
life is just so unpredictable...
"juz wishful thinking, we're 2 different..." - hong
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September 15, 2003 COLOURED.
September 12 Friday
my maths alot wrong...
answers all different from my friends...
be glad if i still have 70%...
then will chiong for semestral...
after all, this mst onli 25% overall...
not bad...
ppl are actually reading my blog...
i always thought ppl are more interested in wat is being said in the tagboards...
at least my efforts didnt go to waste...
sacrifice time to type instead of study...
has been scalding my throat quite often...
no idea how to stop coughing...
juz now in the morning i was feeling nauseous...
morning sickness, haiz...
in a few months time my stomach will show a bulge liao...
2 more days b4 #STFU is officially rejected...
getting impatient now, it shouldnt take so long...
and it also marks my 2 weeks of absence...
juz 1 more paper left...
juz $28 left...
tml to hell wif the paper...
tml is pirates of carribean day...
tml is ogle at OL at orchard library day...
tml is bible day... (visual c++ 6 bible -- everything u wanted to know on VC++)
tml is survive on $20 day at orchard (movie + food)
tml is bringing children on an excursion...
most of my classmates duno where is orchard library...
oso duno where is shaw...
where is cineleisure...
thats y its an excursion trip tml!
now im addicted to travis...
been listening to it nonstop since the day i downloaded 12 memories...
didnt know much of them when they first started out...
onli knew back then they are always competing wif coldplay for awards...
time:0200
erm, forget abt the pirates...
forget abt the OLs...
forget abt the excursion...
tml im visiting the doctor...
i feel like POW like that...
losing weight...
cant eat at all...
make me cant concentrate on studies...
too concerned wif my bloody stomach...
totally sick...
the onli good thing abt this is stomach muscles so visible sia!
no need cake oso can show clearly...
should have taken photo as a souvenir...
u know how it feels when u're hungry but u cant eat at all...
becos watever u put in ur mouth juz comes out -- thru ur mouth again...
i rather get well and start eating like a pig again...
than going thru this period...
during exams time somemore...
"oi oi oi... I EAT U ALIVE" - hong
September 13 Saturday
actually i was supposed to publish the friday's one on saturday...
but then the school free access neber open...
so bo bian...
i am very wide awake after juz 4 hours of sleep...
spent most of the time tossing and turning...
no one can sleep well wif an empty stomach loh...
4got to add that i was thinking abt ano when i fell asleep in the afternoon yesterday...
and guess wat i dreamt afterwards...
a cow bathing in its milk!
it was surrounded by this whole pool of milk...
very funny...
next time must tink of ano more then more funny things will appear in my dreams...
network management paper quite okie la...
give 6 marks away when i obviously knew the answer but didnt write it down...
too blur to react...
60% for this test...
my mcqs flunk big time...
bryant n toy decided not to watch the movie after i said i was not going...
they say dun wan 2 guys to watch together...
2 canot, then 3 can???
guys love threesomes...
went back to jurong west to find my doctor...
temperature measurements are now taken at the door...
so if i have a fever then will they give me mask to wear?
masks look sexy, esp the straps...
can pull and piak, so fun~
36.5�C...
first time record so low...
normally my temperatures at exam halls are ard 37.3�C...
sian liao, my metabol rate not high liao... not fit le...
told the doctor i have been coughing for over a month now...
he ask how many doctors have i seen...
erm, im a very one-person man...
told him i didnt see any at all...
he gave me a look...
like any doctor would when treating those stubborn elderly...
prescripted some medicine...
was writing a MC for me...
wow, tt means if my test results for today sux, i can cancel it with my sick leave...
but i tell him i no need...
why m i so honest...
he write halfway then crumple and throw...
the real cause for my wanting to vomit...
not suffering from morning sickness, love sickness, lonely sickness or internal injuries...
my coughing was too forceful liao...
thats why it made wat i eat come out...
i didnt tell anyone abt the contents of wat i vomitted on wednesday...
other than the usual brownies n other stuff...
i could see some traces of blood in it...
this is real vomit blood manz...
but i dun care much...
tried to vomit somemore to confirm if i coughing blood or not...
but i dun have anything inside to purge liao...
so... watever...
i was given the same cough mixture and some antibiotics...
i have neber finished the antibiotics he gave me whenever i visit him...
the doctor must like me for being obedient...
he told me to open my mouth and i showed him my throat...
he dun even need to put the stick in to force my tongue down...
i got practise at home 1, to make the throat show without moving my tongue...
why do doctors listen to heartbeats...
listen to it then know where got problem 1 meh...
then oso got listen from the back 1...
back no have heart oso can hear anything meh...
or he trying to eat my tofu...
anyway, i walked back to my old home...
old neighbourhood realli so nice...
all the shops so near, dun have to walk far to get wat u want...
many of the shops are still there after at least 20 years...
but some have changed...
now my old house downstairs got 4 salons sia...
last time onli 2...
a new one is offering japanese haircuts...
another one called love love unisex salon...
the hairstylists inside all wear tube tops sia, all wanna show some cleavage...
no wonder its called love love...
the old medicine shop is still there, the one where i always buy TNP...
electronic shop oso there with the 2 hiao lady bosses...
not bad, still got figure after all these years...
the only thing i dun miss about there is the lousy lift...
slow and small...
always have to endure the urge to piss whenever i come back home...
the new occupants changed our windows sia...
actually they should, one of our old window panes was broken...
now when i dun live here animore then they become more open...
their windows all open big big for strangers to see...
i like peeping tom like that walking past the flats leering...
some of their rooms oso neber close their windows...
basket nia...
last time i here, the windows all closed tight tight...
no chance to see anything at all...
play cheat...
left the block and proceeded to the park...
realli conspiracy nia...
last time down here realli no trace of gers at all...
then now i go got 2 gers jogging... #$^%#!#$%^
the tiny pond full of tortoises oso no more...
kena become cement pool...
duno what for they still keep the bridge...
down there do some pullups...
realli weak liao, can onli do 8...
walked past my old primary school...
a new 6-floor block has been built...
primary schools last time all max onli got 4 floors...
even the school uniform change liao...
suddenly feel like lao ah pek...
the new paper states today tiger time at chijmes...
basket... all plotting against me...
i have used up 3 out of 4 rides liao...
there's no way i can go out again...
then somemore sick canot anihow eat outside...
[FOR DEAREST TAKUMI]
honglin called...
and he said peijuan they all organised some sort of class gathering...
on next saturday 5pm at orchard...
most probably i will be there...
although go there sure go home veri soon...
duno if farhain going or not, she always ponten 1...
this is juz to inform u...
or maybe next saturday we go swim swim by ourselves n put them paper aeroplane?
[END OF TAKUMI]
"the time has come to peace the fuck out" - travis
September 14 Sunday
thought of going online last night...
but decided against it...
ano must be busy clubbing or eating stingray to go online...
and sano onli goes in for a short while...
which means even if i go back oso nobody...
and i needed some precious rest...
actually not...
i was watching summerslam...
the antibiotics is really some power stuff...
my morning sickness is gone...
my appetite is back...
i dun cough so much now...
the doctor said if im still coughing after 2 days...
he will change my medicine and give me some boosters...
like some booster pack like that...
for trading cards sia...
maybe when i stop coughing then i can sell my mixture to the drug addicts...
completed the japanese game!
so proud of myself...
all the wandering aimlessly finally has come to an end...
now to concentrate on fyp liao...
"oi oi oi" - hong
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September 10 Wednesday
hacking test is juz as wat i expected...
save for that stupid 8-mark question which nobody seems to know the real answer...
should be scoring quite well...
min 70% is a very realistic target...
i need to score high, bo bian...
my hacking practical test oreadi get veri poor liao...
ever since that luvsan/msblast worm thing...
i have been downloading lots of utilities to protect my system...
as well as some nice tweaking software to enhance things a little...
download.com best site to find some funny things ppl invent to help us...
Highly Recommended : Registry Mechanic 2.0
i think this is the thing that i always wanted...
try on Start-> Run, type regedit...
then look at many foreign names which are not supposed to be there...
the fucking problem abt some software...
they let u install...
uninstall like completely remove like that...
but they never clear the registry keys for the software uninstalled...
ran this registry mechanic program...
and help me deleted 100 over useless keys from my registry...
actually still got some keys they failed to clear...
becos they got values in them so the program dare not delete...
if i can use klite, i will need some keygen...
the pro version can clear more stuff on the shortcuts...
nice nice program...
Highly Recommended 2 : FreeRAM XP Pro
love it... becos its freeware...
and at least better than cacheman...
cacheman doesnt work at all...
quite a lot of those RAM freeing software dun work on WinXP...
but this one does, and it rocks...
Travis - 12 Memories
Kosheen - Kokopelli
Enigma - Voyageur
not happy wif my catches today...
i cant download iron maiden's dance of death...
and the speeds all so slow...
paul van dyk new 1 oso canot get, sian...
went to my old mtv site download out of boredom...
long time never update mtvs liao...
was doing some research on standing board jump while downloading...
need to train the buttock muscles n thighs to jump very far...
no wonder my standing board jump sucks...
my butt the onli area not firm enuf...
soft soft nice to pinch, but not nice for sports...
going to train pigu next time liao...
then next time wun have the chance to lau sai...
becos the buttock muscle power enuf to cake and prevent the watery shit from flowing...
SP got this RIAA notice put up eh...
saying 4 university students have been caught and forced to pay fines...
i dun see how it is possible to get us...
SP oreadi blocked ports, no adminstrator rights to install anything...
that means its impossible to have klite in school...
i always get my songs from the websites...
and they always say its for evaluation only...
i can oso say im evaluating the songs...
anyway, i think websites are safe...
cos they have the evaluation statements...
unless the authorities caught up wif the webmasters of cos...
like mp3wma, lmp3, music369, xuxule...
music369 and xuxule still exist, but then they dun provide links for download liao...
RIAA is killing music if they continue to stop listeners...
[Metallica - Frantic(MV)]
great album, but old-fashioned videos sux...
i mean hu wanna c James Hetfield, Lars and the likes...
showed close-up of their faces somemore... EEEE
james hetfield reali lao ar pek, beter shave tt goatee...
n that video all abt a car being overturned...
they should learn from limpbizkit...
[limpbizkit - Eat You Alive(MV)]
a better one...
fred kidnapping a ger to a forest and starts to....
sing wif a loudspeaker in front of her...
after crack addict, this song is oso nice...
cant wait for their new album...
also amazed at how fred durst can skate...
wif his size n all, the board sure piAk...
erm, that wasnt featured in the vid, thats his hobby...
rock bands should learn to be like the white stripes yea...
[The White Stripes - I Just Don't Know What To Do(MV)]
GUYS MUST DOWNLOAD THIS!
GERS SHOULD LEARN TO BE AS FIT AS HER!
how's a video if it shows a lady onli and doesnt feature the band at all...
they always say gers in pole-dancing all fit fit...
well, they dun look like fit, those normal normal pattern...
but their arms realli power...
i mean i have difficulty supporting my body weight using my arms onli...
somemore they can control the slide down slowly...
*hands down*
[BoA - Milky Way(MV)]
wat can i say...
she's good...
every video of her is nice, except for amazing kiss...
pity her hair for the vid is not so straight...
curls at the ends like jolin like that...
finally understand why hi^roko hates guys wearing sleeveless...
sleeveless is for the ladies...
guys juz cant wear it...
unless they have arms like uchu then alright la...
skinny skinny wear sleeveless is so...
tempting for the dogs...
nice bones...
sg guys are realli malnourished than sg gers...
most of their arms are thinner than gers...
its true, damn true...
i got do my research while inside the mrt 1...
today finally got time to rest and relac a bit...
tml no test, friday maths...
duno whether wan to do tutorial or not...
mostly i will juz be reading the notes...
oh yea, i saved the dress missy answers to play...
onli can managed 2 characters without answers...
and finally got to see missy naked in the comics as well!...
"BoA BoA BoA" - hong
September 11 Thursday
didnt go school today...
revision for maths took took long...
ended up not doing tutorial...
becos i dun understand many questions at all...
listening to the travis new songs help a lot...
quite a soothing effect when i was getting irritated...
esp. that lousy holland and stupid davids...
think travis is the onli band who sings clearly right now...
nothing much for today really...
my whole mind is too obsessed with maths to tink of anything to write...
another windows vulnerability...
lazy to patch, ppl cant hack me anyway...
not online how to hack, hack SP pcs loh, i dun mind...
15th on the lunar calendar...
didnt realise that...
i dun eat mooncakes anyway...
and today so cold...
no moon at all...
"how to buy BoA like that..." - hong
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September 10, 2003 COLOURED.
Deftones - Lucky You
They'll come soon
I keep waiting... and I wait...
Won't somebody...save me....
And if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home
And if you feel loved
If you feel lucky, if you feel loved
If you feel lucky, if you feel loved
You've crossed the walls - Excelled
Further along through their hell
All for my heart, I watch you kill
You always have, you always will
Now spread your wings and sail out to me....
So if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home.
Come and take me home.
Yeah if you feel love...
(If you feel lucky, if you feel loved)
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java theory test sucks...
a lot of the students taking the test oso stumped...
i pray...
i pray for a miracle...
i pray that majority of us fails...
the more the merrier...
then the lecturer have to revise the marks allocation liao :p
shouldnt have studied so much yesterday...
last night jacky wu got ruby lin!
eVonne hsu, jay chou, and another ger duno wat name...
onli watched the last part where ruby won, sian...
im going to kill that person who's suspected of having SARS...
SP is going to bring back its stupid STRES program on 18 Sept...
wats the use of it when they know we're all faking the temperatures...
who is so free to stick the thermometer inside the mouth for a gd 2-3 minutes...
didnt know that i have to write resume for the itp next year...
i thought everything's prepared nicely by the lecturers...
think i juz write some shit for my resume...
since u're going to work for sure regardless of shit resume or pro resume...
better hide some talents as well...
otherwise the employer will expect me to do all sorts of things...
programming languages?
j#, c++, visual basic, html, database...
only html is easy to understand...
the rest all onli remember basic basic...
if all list down then he expect me to write a sample program i song bo liao...
hobbies?
sleeping, ogling, fantasizing...
since i'll get a job anyway, list down napping, lazing, stoning oso no problem ar...
best if the company is a slacker company...
then can sit down surf net, download files from klite, chat chat online...
life is so fun... IF ONLY
overheard someone...
"wah, ur chest grow so big liao ar"
then a loud THUD as he delivers a chop to that "big-chested" guy...
nice way of greeting...
not so nice if u try it on gers...
was surfing to compare price plans between starhub n mysingtel...
basically the same...
saw that table which mysingtel has drawn up...
indicating how much u will pay depending on ur usage...
was compared to its other available plans...
turns out mysingtel is onli considered cheap when u spend up to 15mins online per day...
anymore than that n its daylight robbery...
since that access fee implementation...
have to pay $1.20 extra for every hour used...
obviously trying to get rid of dial-up users...
never mind though...
im aiming to get maxonline 1500 come december...
y settle for 256kbps when u can get 1.5mbps for the same price...
and the contract's juz nice 2...
use up to 6 months then cancel...
and then off to ns..
which means i wun appear in irc... save for some special occasions...
thats the primary reason why i posted that life in irc...
just 3 months without irc n internet wun die rite...
anomalic has gone through a lot longer than me...
needs for december (i will get it)
- broadband (sick of baseband)
- 80gb hard disk
- RAM (most prolly 256 to increase mi current 128)
- shoes (said it for many times liao)
- handphone (this is for real)
- pants (i cant fit into all of my pants now)
- shirts (all t-shirts torn liao, no thanks for trying to be hulk)
- underwear (enuf said, i hate them)
wants for december
- cd-rw drive (my cd-rom drive is dying)
- new spec frame (the paint is coming off)
- new lenses (wear n tear)
hopes for december
- promote to next stage (pray for fyp to pass)
- maintained 65kg (which means i gained a bloody 15kg since January!)
- swimming everyday
- as black n as cool as louis koo (same bdae brotheR, cool part cmi though)
- golden arm hair
- more white hair
- more mature (dun tink so)
- sg gers to like sg guys
- sg guys to treat sg gers better
- gays to continue being gays (must give chance)
- lesbians to go straight (more chances liao)
- RIAA chairman to be shot dead
- BoA to write a message on my shoutbox
- get 6000 vistors for my site (very tall order, satisfied with a 5500)
damn it...
have been taking ages to finish my meals recently...
my cough's back again becos of a stupid kickapo...
my mother tell me go see doctor...
she scared i excercise too much until i got internal injuries...
juz now finished my dinner n i vomited...
and its not my tortoise who caught cold...
i was the one who is having cold now...
hope everything's fine...
dun feel so good these days...
|u need to understand
|there's nothing strange about this
|u need to know ur frens
|u need to know that
|i'll be waving my hand
|watching u drown
|watching u scream
|crying out loud
|no one's around - Our Lady Peace "Clumsy"
"falling, well i remember falling, like a one man army" - hong
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"If a bird sings for you every morning, and suddenly one day the bird stops singing, how would you feel?"
i will go ard celebrate jumping with joy...
birds ought to shut their mouths in the morning...
now i have a bird inside the fan now...
the old motor is croaking every now and then...
i used to think i was a deep sleeper...
after numerous experiments, i can conclude that the ringing keeps me awake...
whenever i wanted to fantasize, the creaking sound brings me back to the conscious state...
so what if i dun have internet at home rite now...
my sleep is still disturbed by the fan...
thought i would be in school early...
i was late for 5 minutes...
when i saw that MCQs onli account for 20%, i nearly faint...
"siao liao, sure fail"
later that section B quite normal...
a sure-pass paper wif some blur mistakes...
realistic target : min 70 (+/-10)
checked out my tagboard after 4 days of inactivity...
quite surprised that i actually had to go back 1 page to see where i've last checked...
then again, wif so many praises n criticism of people, i've expected it...
remembered i mentioned sth abt small world wif sammiz being my sister's ex classmate...
now rick is etoiles's colleague...
WHY
he doesnt look the sort who have what it takes to teach...
last time he was the one who introduced me to CounterStrike...
always talking abt his famed AK-47 headshots...
read that piece which neo posted...
not much to comment really...
seen something in a mag abt SPGs' preferences for ang mohs over locals...
said sth about sg guys are all mummy's boys...
which i tink is veri wrong...
i confessed i m a mummy's boy though...
but other than me n a few others...
the rest are all bad... bad as in veri bad...
u cant change a person's opinion on something...
cos they always base their nice theories on past experiences...
and u'r not him/her anyway...
next time u ask someone if he/she knows wat u're thinking...
u better pray he/she says no...
wat he/she tinks is not wat u tink...
wat u tink is not wat he/she tinks...
sure humans are made equal...
but their minds are totally different...
okie, im toking nonsense again...
maybe im lost...
i need to suffer more setbacks to understand life... (more PMS perhaps)
"onli when u're at the weakest do u find real meaning in life"
here i am after a 2 hour nap at 6pm...
and everyone is asking me i from last night sleep until now...
dun they know i today got test?
even ys thought i was busy sleeping while he was doing the test...
do i look like sleeping beauty?
am i so non existant that ppl think i m invisible when i dun speak a word...
u're not supposed to speak during test...
unless we're trading answers, then that's different...
raining in the evening...
n that stupid tortoise at the corridor dun wan to seek shelter...
go n get itself drenched...
she's too old to be a charlie angel...
and she can onli blame herself if she caught cold...
last time she was sneezing and gasping for breath when the weather is bad...
for the 2nd time in a week now...
lift stops at lower floor n the person refuses to take the lift...
do i look so psychotic?
i dun wear a trenchcoat with nothing beneath leh...
my uncle told me to go down to get something from him...
said he's coming from choa cku kang way...
and told me juz estimate ard wat time go down can liao...
sad thing -- i duno the distance between cck way n cck crescent...
juz went down straight away n wait...
why should i spend 7 hours reading some stupid stuff...
i juz hate programming...
practical is juz trial n error...
theory test is so sucky...
ask all sorts of questions not related to practicals...
and the english in the powerpoint slides...
its simple english but it seems foreign...
i'll be glad to get a 50% tml...
"theres something called ctrl + h..." - hong
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September 3 Wednesday
|its just one of those days
|when you dun wanna wake up
|everything is fucked
|everybody sucked
well well well, wat to do...
bryant called me last night but i was slping...
actually i fell asleep while spending 4 hours defragmenting my pc twice...
he damn act cute...
he knows i sure stay up watch jacky wu 1 then neber call again...
said he dun wanna disturb me doing my private thing...
so he called this morning... while i was sleeping...
i was kinda expecting it aniway...
otherwise i today oso duno do wat...
i didnt know my sister haben wake up so i ate her breakfast 2...
early wake up the brain blur blur 1, sometimes i dun even remember wat i did...
my mother always like to tell me something in the morning while im still in bed...
then i always half listen half dozing off...
n she will go "oi oi" then tickle my soles when i dun reply her...
so wat if i reply and so wat if i didnt...
juz a lil "um um" will make her tink i have listened and she goes off...
and then back to my sleep again!
its the holidays n still so many ppl go sp...
all act cute like the kids in woodlands library...
surprised that toy decided to come...
he's supposed to come anyway, otherwise we will push all the blame to him...
TSO is away on course in the morning...
so we went SALC downloading... MUSIC...
Rob Zombie - Greatest Hits Past, Present and Future
Nickelback - The Long Road
Basement Jaxx - Kish Kash
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Take Them On, On Your Own
Various Artists - Techno Tuning 7
Abs - Abstract Theory
Jay Chou - Yeh Hui Mei
if im gonna fuck them...
i gotta add more to my collection...
i duno who the hell is abs anyway...
i thought the title sounds cool, and some website classified as electronica music...
but after sampling the first song, it sounds so POP... eeeerRrer
the workstation that im using got some mp3 folder which the previous user neber delete...
must be some ger... 5566, tension, stella, twins, a*mei... oh dear...
if not for RIAA, i wouldnt have taken them home on my cdrw as well...
|i get up when i'm down
|i can't swim but my soul won't drown
|i do believe i've got flare
|i got speed and i walk on air - Oasis "The Hindu Times"
the government is so crappy...
suddenly all the prices are increasing n i m feeling it liao...
go FC4 for lunch then the auntie tell me the food prices are up becos of the rent hike...
it must be quite high leh, considering 3 stalls have closed becos of it...
ez-link ez-link...
when it was first introduced... everyone complained...
now ppl settled liao then they claim they are making a loss...
obviously hinting of a price hike again...
actually it is so much better to use those old farecards...
no matter how u bend oso wun damaged...
in the end is the ez-link company that is the 1 so stupid...
make so hard for wat, trying to act class like credit card like tt...
to replace the old farecard so easy, juz use any transparency n do sth to it n tadA!...
some more the farecard nice, can always play cheat...
ez-link is the company try to play cheat wif u...
now wassup wif the swimming pools...
if the singapore sports council wans to generate future champions like me...
then sadly, singapore dun have any olympic champions in the future...
basket tt time they put the lao auntie outside the entrance i oreadi dulan liao...
then now in addition to the auntie, the price go up by 50%...
crazy, they closed so many swimming pools liao...
then now still increase price...
they tink they some condo pool or wat...
ass sickeners...
the pool is for the public...
it is for people like us where we can urinate, spit, salivate, or even shit in it...
not for those who feed grapes to one another beside the pool 1 loh...
the pool doesnt serve its purpose animore when it doesnt tink for the public...
|Coz all of the stars are fading away,
|Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
|Take what you need and be on your way
|And stop crying you heart out - Oasis "Stop Crying Your Heart Out"
okie, enuf of my "blame government" campaign...
i didnt pay any taxes... so sssshhh...
we got something going for our project liao...
which makes me think we can actually finish the project on time...
provided our lecturer put water abit...
i dun mind some golden showers... so long as i dun have to repeat a semester juz for fyp...
how i wish i can be as pro as jonathan or chiobu...
they dun have any problems wif programming...
they were the onli ones who scored full marks for the java practical...
pro ppl have their way of learning...
they dun listen to lectures...
instead, they spent their time at home trying to create their own program...
and troubleshoot along the way...
which is the most effective method of learning really...
but all the cheemo terms in vc++ i c oreadi make me sian liao...
so i spent my time yesterday comparing the 2 sample programs...
1 which my lecturer provide a bit, the other from a website...
so i started playing around wif the code at school...
and the infusion pump actually reacted!...
hey hey... its juz a small step...
but at least we know it is communicating wif the pc...
now nd to set 2 things at 1 shot n capture the response...
which can be done... provided we turn pro overnite... :(
actually bryant n i oreadi delighted liao...
cos we everytime go sch dun have any results to show...
then today give us a nice surprise...
it isnt so fucked after all...
after that i go guardian to check out price for suntan lotion...
seldom go inside then i gong gong walk ard...
n this lady come n ask me liao...
i told her i looking for suntan/sunblock...
i add the sunblock becos she's bound to say i so dark liao wat for need suntan...
then she explained to me the difference between suntan n sunblock which i oreadi knew liao...
simple excuse is to always say its for my fren...
so she squatted down n showed me the stuff...
the spray type n the apply type...
i wasnt listening to her aniway... i was looking at the spf...
how come suntan's spf so little 1, i neber c any going beyond 10...
sunblock needless to say, the max i've seen is spf 45, that one super power...
u can go lie under the sun for 8 solid hours and still remain bai bai nen nen...
i onli saw one spf 8, the rest i didnt c clearly as she kept wanting to grab my attention...
told her i tml then come again when i cfm wif my fren... (i not enuf money)
then she saw my face n say "u sunburnt leh"...
then she go no no, u cant use suntan or sunblock, u need some treatment...
anyway i got up n started to walk a little towards the exit...
n she said next time must come n find her... WAT!
i was tinking...
someone in her late twenties interested in me?????
that's the problem wif humans, they tink too much...
she followed up that sentence wif some introduction to facial care...
maybe her definition of come find her is in case i shy then i juz find her can liao...
cos she brought me to her counter n showed me all those cream...
it was obvious they were meant for women...
didnt look closely at wat was it anyway...
she said my skin looks a bit sensitive so that cream should be nice...
bla bla and it will make my face become shinier n smooth...
some gers go EEeeurGh when guys go for facials, pedicures, manicures etc...
now this lady is trying to get me to be vain n pamper my face...
even told me to try small bottle $10+...
she said she wouldnt intro the big one which cos $70+...
watever, i onli had $12 on my wallet...
i told her i dun have much money wif me n she said how come i dun even have $10...
she suggested using NETS to pay...
nice move, but my NETS at home and it has onli done 1 transaction so far since i got it...
in the end she bo bian, she sighed and said next time i must come again...
i tink she needs me for her commission... poor ger...
lol, i think thats the longest time i ever spent wif a salesperson...
normally i moved away as soon as they approach or juz the usual "browsing"...
btw, i always thought guardian, watsons n the likes are meant for women...
after all, the staff are women, women at different counters for some nice cream like her...
but actually its juz toiletries... n i dun c any male customers 2...
even though i got my coppertone sunblock from west mall guardian some time ago...
i did that on a hurry, juz grab n go...
"u better luvvvvee me" - hong
September 4 Thursday
hey, im getting on fine...
i dun get the urge to click connect...
although now i have a lot of time on my hands at nite...
oso nth to do, so im listening to my songs, blogging at nite...
thats y u c all the long long entries...
becos i take hours to complete 1!...
deleted my connection program in case my itchy fingers start to go out of hand...
installed mirc6.1 yesterday though... LOL
onli in times of desperation, u will find the real meaning of life...
david blaine did it his way by doing stupid stunts...
TCS can hire him for the charity shows...
better make full use of him before he's dead becos of the stunts...
then they no nd to raise money every single year...
i did it my way...
no life-threatening moves or full monty...
lying in bed is enuf to enlighten me...
i wonder if it will draw in calls for donation if i do that...
imagine a person lying in bed...
okie, change that to a seductive lady lying in bed...
that may pull in nice ratings...
"i think, therefore i am."
i have been trying to understand the meaning of this lousy line...
from someone who makes his money juz by uttering pure nonsense...
such simple english, and ppl proclaim it to be a genius...
try teaching ur kid that line...
next time teacher ask him to start a sentence beginning wif a "I"...
c whether the kid will come home wif his face red red...
if its kisses, then gd for him, if its slaps, gd for u...
first of all, that line is a incomplete sentence...
becos of that, u will get penalized in exams...
and u may fail which results in having to repeat...
same thing wif art...
juz splash some paint accidentally and ppl will applaud ur works...
i tried explaining that it was abstract art to my pri sch art teacher...
it didnt work, he still failed me...
if one can become a great artist juz by drawing circles alone...
any babies can become rich too by selling their poo-poo art...
call me bad for insulting great ppl...
or u can say i m someone who dun appreciate art...
so those rich ppl or those who are so into art can spend hours looking at weird drawings...
they're trying to understand or feel wat the artist is trying to explain through his works...
to me, i think that any person can do that as well...
somemore he can do about 10 pieces an hour while an artist takes months to complete 1...
efficiency and common sense are the keywords here...
so if u not happi wif me, i got 2 words for u... (takumi knows wat the words are)
anyway, its juz brainless banter...
if u so serious wan to sue me for it, then i will sue u for slapping me wif a trout!
i got no idea as to go borders update on music or gym update body or swim update nosebleed...
i thought of doing all 3 but too bad i dun have enuf time...
so i went lot 1 go find guardian shop...
i m so scared of their staff...
every branch the staff all oh so friendly and always me the onli male inside...
even the suntan sunblocks oso put at the same position 1, all put below below hard to find...
i was kinda heng to spot it and tried looking for other varieties...
i mean yesterday i saw dark tan, protective tan, brown tan, bronze tan, white tan...
white tan is of cos the powerful spf45 sunblock...
but lot 1 onli have spf 8 1, dun have the red n yellow cap 1...
i was still pondering when the lady squatted down and ask if i need any assistance...
guardian should have specified that all staff must wear miniskirts to work...
then at least i will be happy to let them serve me...
i juz said i got wat i needed and got up...
she saw wat i got n asked whether i wanted better stuff...
not again, dun depend on me for commission manz...
i need a sugary saccharine sweety mummy to support mi leh...
while buying the ticket for gym, i spotted the SSC adjustment of prices from next month...
gym increase to $3...
its crazy... the onli thing left that's free is the stadium track...
CCK gym looks so spacious...
loads of space, little equipment...
i oso duno why, so much space for ppl to catwalk ard ar...
not sure if it was done on purpose or not...
can see the swimming pool from the gym...
exactly like chinese garden 1...
i was thinking if SSC will be using the same cards for swimming pools next month...
if like that then i will purchase many many b4 the month ends...
then i can save quite a lot leh...
imagine paying a adult fare on a weekday and going to chinese garden 1 during weekends...
save $1 loh...
but if SSC is as smart as SMRT then its useless since they have a time limit 1...
|i'm trapped in this world
|lonely and fading
|heartbroken and waiting for u to come
|we are stuck in this world
|that's not meant for me - Static-X "Not Meant For Me"
"wat waT WAT u wanna battLE mE?" - hong
September 5 Friday
if u dun have a angelic face then at least get a devilish figure...
i worked on it...
and i got my devil figure, now have to work on the angel face liao...
cosmetic surgery?... or go guardian for help...
i took a good look at myself last night when i cant sleep...
i try sleeping at 10 but ended up wide awake at 11:30...
i was shocked...
i always look at ppl's bodies and strive to have it...
i always wonder why theirs are better than mine...
little did i know, i was oreadi better than them...
and i kept working on it without realising it...
so i'll stop once ive reached 65, if i aim for 70 then realli become freak liao...
i look a bit on the thin side when im wearing clothes...
but if anybody has seen me doing pullups topless will know...
now i oso got a bit of problem pulling my body weight up liao...
this whole week has been guardian, guardian n more guardian...
today i take the train full of guardian advertisements...
i like taking that train...
it has a lot of health tips all over...
gd for someone like me who appreciates healthy lifestyle = no books...
dun feel so good swimming today...
monday i have no problems doing my 50...
today i struggling to complete it...
thankfully got some ppl swim beside me...
give me the motivation to keep up wif the pace...
and why is there a couple kissing in the pool...
chlorine water...
at least the water is not so bad in woodlands, not salty at all...
couples behave funny whenever they are in the pool...
i enjoy watching them, becos i was always laughing at their actions...
and its the onli place where the gers actually have the strength to piggyback the guys...
too long neber swim liao now not enuf breath...
cant dive properly past the 8 lanes now...
last time can slowly move oso can reach, now must chiong otherwise sure drown...
and i realised why SP pool the other length is so deep...
its not a olympic sized pool manz...
it measures 25m...
no wonder i c how come public pools so big then sp 1 so small...
spent 3 hours at the pool today...
the last time i stayed for so long was when i swam my 100...
spent 1/2 of my time there becoming one of the dead people around...
nice, first time i neber kena sunburnt...
i sat down on the pavement outside woodlands mrt eating my lunch...
look like beggar sia, but no ppl come n drop money leh...
there is a guy performing there anyway, wif a auntie beside him selling tissues...
the songs i heard while i was there all love songs nia...
basket, feel like whacking him...
zui ai ni de ren shi wo...
unchained melody...
yue liang dai biao wo de xin...
cant help falling in love...
have i told you lately...
i love it whenever he sings zui ai ni de ren shi wo...
always makes me wanna go up n sing as well...
but once he starts playing the yue liang song i wanna whack liao...
suddenly i was singing along...
like yearning for love like that...
now i feel im in the mood for love...
the feeling is juz nice if u have a gf beside u and u're singing to her...
anyway, if u 4get the lyrics can juz hum along, since the guy is providing the music...
come to tink of it, the auntie sell tissue quite smart...
wait the gf touched then cry, thats where the tissues get to action...
|you ask me love you got how deep
|i love you got how many points
|mine feelings oso real
|my love oso neber change
|the moon represents my heart
|light light one kiss
|used to touch ur heart
|deep deep one relationship
|become memory until now - Tao Ze(honghong remix) "Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin"
4get it, i dun have any aims for my love life...
come to tink of it, i dun have any aims for my life...
i juz wan to laze by the pool as the water drifts...
lying down looking at the skies come evening time...
completely makes me forget im in singapore...
how i wish i can be a wanderer, but that means i wun have any bed to sleep...
maybe being an adventurer is better...
everything singapore oso sponsor, so good...
why they wan to sponsor a person who is pursuing his hobby...
they might as well get slipknot n marilyn manson to hold concerts here...
after all, the chinese music scene got the SARS concert n ZPop concert...
zouk got its zoukout...
there should be some for rock mah, not that live n loud...
that's for the ah pek ah chek to go n listen 1...
bring on korn, linkin park, metallica, radiohead, coldplay, papa roach, muse, system of a down...
or even better, get BoA to come...
YIKES... the government is ghosting mi pc...
prices for usage of sports facilities wun increase...
WhEE, thats nice...
next move = allow downloading of music for free?
they should listen to my views more often...
soon, all sorts of porno will be making their way to a television screen near u...
eating bananas for the past few days...
bo bian have to eat a lot otherwise it will rot liao...
my father duno go which ulu ulu jungle cut down 1...
crazy 1, sometimes he oso go that kranji beach get some lalaks...
looks like he cant get over his kampong days...
|Something told me to tell you
|Not to tell me what to do
|I am what I fuckin' am
|Many have tried to change this man
|Life's always been an uphill fight
|Some things I do you may not like
|Something told me to tell you
|Don't give it to me - Coal Chamber "Something Told Me"
"i am the name of the game" - hong
September 6 Saturday
i was wrong...
my face was burnt for the 2nd time in a week...
neber put enuf protection... sian...
any ger c me sure become happy...
becos they will think i blushing when i look at them...
looks like im back at my old habit again...
tml then start my revision for the tests next week...
supposed to be sleeping early throughout the week but cant sleep...
instead of taking some books to read, im busy listening to mp3s...
i still have 600 more to clear before i can hear my latest collection...
went borders to update more stuff...
kerrang!, circus, revolver, Q, men's health, fhm, wwe, raw...
no artist appeared on all the covers...
AFI, chino moreno, beyonce, andrew, cynthia, dudley, kane...
not much news either...
have to wait for month's end where limp bizkit will prolly be on the covers...
men's health veri interesting, esp the workout part...
teach a lot of things that should be done correctly...
n i should start working on the stationary bike...
otherwise i can neber get nice quadriceps...
oh how i hate my eyes...
my eyes sux, small n lifeless...
gers wun even bother to take a 2nd look...
i know, becos i oso like ppl with sparkling eyes...
its better to be cyclops and go ard zapping ppl with a red laser beam...
make all of them scream for ecstasy... erm more likely its pain...
duno if there's something wrong wif me...
my eyes always feel tired for no reason...
cant open big big for too long...
try resting my eyes but the strain still doesnt go away...
onli when i go n sleep then okie...
but i cant possibly go sleep every now n then...
guess there are no nerds ard at orchard library...
all the programming books are left untouched...
bryant's highly recommended vc++ bible book orchard got 2 nia...
at woodlands keep kena loaned out...
but i lazy to borrow...
too busy looking at OLs, so many sia, ZER0 would have loved it...
the main reason for not borrowing is i cant borrow now...
otherwise veri fast date due then sian...
wait until tests over then go n borrow...
scanned some of the new songs i've got...
jay chou is mumbling again...
hard to figure wat he is singing as he release more albums...
even the kid featured in 1 of his songs sings much clearer...
nonetheless, quite a unique album wif quite many new inventions to his music...
tt abs is realli pop siah... deleted it straight away...
next time i must practise QC liao...
nickelback new album not bad...
always thought they will onli survive on "how u remind me"...
although the lead guy still looks gay to me...
|I'm cold, I'm ugly
|I'm always confused by everything
|I can stare into a thousand eyes
|But every smile hides a bold-faced lie - Slipknot "Diluted"
"u're nothing but a penetration" - hong
September 7 Sunday
plans to buy BoA's concert vid have to be put on hold...
blame germany for it...
lucky england scraped through...
otherwise i really no mood to study liao...
read the new paper about the relaxation of censorship views...
actually not too many people bother about it...
everything that u want to know can be found on the internet...
and if a household doesnt have an internet connection, they must be living in the stone ages...
which reminds me...
my sister complained that where did my connection program go when she tried to access internet...
now im the 1 living in the stone age...
at least better, no one invented undergarments at that time... cool, totally!
still shocked at wat the ger being interviewed said...
about sex n stuff...
actually i should have guessed it...
heard a lot of stories from bryant's frens encounters...
and the mentalities of different age groups...
which makes me wonder if im more towards eastern or western...
my parents taught me to be eastern...
seen too much on mags and i wan to be western...
some say im western, some say im oldfashioned...
i prefer to say im western in thought, eastern in actions...
make things simple, a banana-wannabe...
yellow outside, white inside...
hey, im responding well to revision...
1/2 hour for every chapter...
finish 1 chapter play some freecell, blog, listen mp3s...
nice, i dun get irritated by too many words today...
maybe i break for too long...
for every chapter done, 1 hour break in between...
i even got time to eat my lunch n bathe during the breaks...
spent a gd half hour cutting away at the dead skin on my big toe 2...
never seems to stop growing...
lucky i got swim a few days ago, make the skin softer to be chopped up...
when im under stress, i tend to win freecell easily...
now i keep losing i guess i am relaxing abit now...
i should, after all i finished my revision...
save for the tutorial part where it'll take abt an hour to complete
otherwise, im pretty prepared to fail tml :D
now i just wonder how much mail with the subject head "my details" i will be getting...
i dun mind if its small, but its freaking 100kb per mail...
and ppl all over hotmail is forwarding it over...
thanks to their curiosity for opening it...
hey, i didnt even open my herbal viagra n penis enlargement n vagina tightening ads...
|Push me
|And then just touch me
|Til I can get my -- satisfaction
|Satisfaction... satisfaction... - Benny Benassi "Satisfaction"
"im hardworking aint i eh, blogging every day" - hong
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