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August 21, 2009 COLOURED.
why is people so concerned abt me got find gf or not. whenever they ask me this question i always feel so sad afterwards. guess i still cannot forget my ex.
i did ask them why they keep asking. they said they see me everytime come work give the type of face they see liao they also concerned. but thats my normal everyday face wat. guess wat they said.
"there is a difference, u are lifeless now"
is it affecting me so much that im just a pale shadow of wat i used to be?
its been a while now but why cant i still get over it... =(
10:49 PM
August 04, 2009 COLOURED.
keep breathing, just keep breathing...
12:24 AM
July 30, 2009 COLOURED.
come back to me only if u still love me
dun come back to me if u pity me
i dun wan u to leave me again
4:24 PM
July 19, 2009 COLOURED.
confession
today is my junior wedding day and i need to be the brother. i didnt wan to go one as i just wanna stay at home n have some rest. but he kept bugging me to go as he said he wan to intro a nurse to me who happens to be one of the sisters.
since everyone is telling me to go out more often n get to know ppl so i just go la...
didnt sleep last nite at all after watching harry potter with guildies n slacking until last train. then just stay online until the time is up for me to go my junior house.
did the usual rituals of being tortured before we can go in the bride house. after that i think everyone is like checking each other out. the brothers looking at the sisters the sisters looking at the brothers.
when my junior pointed out the nurse to me, i got no comments. just take it as its not my cup of tea. but quite alot of the brothers were interested in her as her assets are quite awesome. but she dun interest me.
so my eyes went one round n inspect the girls. hmm only 3 look not bad, but further n closer inspection only 1 is more acceptable. but who am i to choose anyway. like im some drop dead gorgeous guy lol.
then i began missing my ex again.
is it really beauty in the eyes of the beholder or my ex is just too fabulous.
no matter how i look at other girls i still feel that no one can match my ex. they can never compare to her, not as attractive, not as ke ai, not as sweet, not as caring as my ex. they just dun cut it.
i confessed i do check on her updates on facebook n blog once a while to see hows she doing. i try not to check too often in case i will emo when i see her write abt her bf. its not as bad as last time but i will still feel very sad.
try as hard as i might, i just cant get over this hurdle. that is myself. i just cant get myself to forget her. i dun tink she reads my blog anymore.
i used to be carefree until i met her. then it all changed
my life revolved around her, she became my everything and i planned my future around her.
blame it on me for neglecting her n not showing her enough to know that i care.
at the wedding dinner as they play the photo montage of the couple. i kept thinking abt her.
i wish her happiness but its a bitter pill for me to swallow. i wanted her so badly but if shes not happy with me then its pointless. it is really very hard for me to take it.
i miss her so badly. i so wanted to call her or msg her to tell her i miss her yet i dun wish to disturb her current happiness. i guess thats why im writing here.
if u have been reading my blog u know in the past i wouldnt write abt all this emo things at all becos its so not me. but this is the way i am now. i really shouldnt see so much couple couple things then i wouldnt think so much.... arrrrghh
how do u teach someone to forget a person when she's alr embedded in his heart.
how do u replace a missing jigsaw piece with another when its unique
love love, i miss u so much
can u pls come back to me
11:50 PM
July 03, 2009 COLOURED.
i used to laugh at ppl who cant handle relationships.
now i guess ppl are laughing at me.
in the past i tot nothing of sailing
now i felt its dangerous out there with each and every sailing
i hope i can touch land safely every time
cos u never know one day u never get to see the world again.
life is short
thats life
i have nothing to look forward to anymore
3:08 AM
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August 21, 2009 COLOURED.
why is people so concerned abt me got find gf or not. whenever they ask me this question i always feel so sad afterwards. guess i still cannot forget my ex.
i did ask them why they keep asking. they said they see me everytime come work give the type of face they see liao they also concerned. but thats my normal everyday face wat. guess wat they said.
"there is a difference, u are lifeless now"
is it affecting me so much that im just a pale shadow of wat i used to be?
its been a while now but why cant i still get over it... =(
10:49 PM
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August 04, 2009 COLOURED.
keep breathing, just keep breathing...
12:24 AM
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July 30, 2009 COLOURED.
come back to me only if u still love me
dun come back to me if u pity me
i dun wan u to leave me again
4:24 PM
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July 19, 2009 COLOURED.
confession
today is my junior wedding day and i need to be the brother. i didnt wan to go one as i just wanna stay at home n have some rest. but he kept bugging me to go as he said he wan to intro a nurse to me who happens to be one of the sisters.
since everyone is telling me to go out more often n get to know ppl so i just go la...
didnt sleep last nite at all after watching harry potter with guildies n slacking until last train. then just stay online until the time is up for me to go my junior house.
did the usual rituals of being tortured before we can go in the bride house. after that i think everyone is like checking each other out. the brothers looking at the sisters the sisters looking at the brothers.
when my junior pointed out the nurse to me, i got no comments. just take it as its not my cup of tea. but quite alot of the brothers were interested in her as her assets are quite awesome. but she dun interest me.
so my eyes went one round n inspect the girls. hmm only 3 look not bad, but further n closer inspection only 1 is more acceptable. but who am i to choose anyway. like im some drop dead gorgeous guy lol.
then i began missing my ex again.
is it really beauty in the eyes of the beholder or my ex is just too fabulous.
no matter how i look at other girls i still feel that no one can match my ex. they can never compare to her, not as attractive, not as ke ai, not as sweet, not as caring as my ex. they just dun cut it.
i confessed i do check on her updates on facebook n blog once a while to see hows she doing. i try not to check too often in case i will emo when i see her write abt her bf. its not as bad as last time but i will still feel very sad.
try as hard as i might, i just cant get over this hurdle. that is myself. i just cant get myself to forget her. i dun tink she reads my blog anymore.
i used to be carefree until i met her. then it all changed
my life revolved around her, she became my everything and i planned my future around her.
blame it on me for neglecting her n not showing her enough to know that i care.
at the wedding dinner as they play the photo montage of the couple. i kept thinking abt her.
i wish her happiness but its a bitter pill for me to swallow. i wanted her so badly but if shes not happy with me then its pointless. it is really very hard for me to take it.
i miss her so badly. i so wanted to call her or msg her to tell her i miss her yet i dun wish to disturb her current happiness. i guess thats why im writing here.
if u have been reading my blog u know in the past i wouldnt write abt all this emo things at all becos its so not me. but this is the way i am now. i really shouldnt see so much couple couple things then i wouldnt think so much.... arrrrghh
how do u teach someone to forget a person when she's alr embedded in his heart.
how do u replace a missing jigsaw piece with another when its unique
love love, i miss u so much
can u pls come back to me
11:50 PM
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July 03, 2009 COLOURED.
i used to laugh at ppl who cant handle relationships.
now i guess ppl are laughing at me.
in the past i tot nothing of sailing
now i felt its dangerous out there with each and every sailing
i hope i can touch land safely every time
cos u never know one day u never get to see the world again.
life is short
thats life
i have nothing to look forward to anymore
3:08 AM
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