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July 03, 2009 COLOURED.
i used to laugh at ppl who cant handle relationships.
now i guess ppl are laughing at me.
in the past i tot nothing of sailing
now i felt its dangerous out there with each and every sailing
i hope i can touch land safely every time
cos u never know one day u never get to see the world again.
life is short
thats life
i have nothing to look forward to anymore
3:08 AM
July 02, 2009 COLOURED.
just like im being killed...
over
n over
n over
n over
n over
again
i tink im going crazy
1:21 PM
if i dun have any feelings for her anymore, i wouldnt be feeling like this at all...
why why why
do u still love me?
if yes can we stop torturing ourselves
can we get back together?
i really cannot take this anymore
5:09 AM
July 01, 2009 COLOURED.
yesterday i went to watch transformers at cineleisure with some guildies from WOW. it was the first time that i ever went out with fellow gamers, kinda stupid right considering i was at my old guild for so long and every week they have outing but i didnt go to a single one. but this guild i barely joined for 2-3 months then i go meet them liao.
maybe it was becos i was really feeling lonely and i dun wanna stay home n rot anymore. but anyway it was quite interesting seeing them for the first time. lol
n on my way home i saw a msg by a familiar number. it was my ex, i tot she need me to help her buy something for fluff again. but when i read the msg, i was taken aback. very very taken aback.
i really never expect something like that to come from her. i was so surprised. all along i tot ever since the day she left me she had no feelings for me alr when she got a new bf.
back then i tot how could she be so heartless, cos im sure u dun forget a relationship that lasts 2 yrs so easily. after reading her msg, i guess i was wrong. she still wanted me. she was waiting for me to take action.
but how could i, the sight of them together just makes me sad. i wish i could break them up but that would have been too selfish of me. i just want to see her happy. when i see the pictures of her so happy, u tink i wanna disrupt her current relationship and trouble her?
noble or stupid i really duno. her msg yesterday really shooked me. did i miss my last chance to get back with her again? i think i blew it big time. initially my plan was to just remain low key just trying to remain friendly and hopefully there is a opening for me. but now i guess its over.
if only
if only
so many if onlys
i feel fucking miserable rite now
n im sailing out again soon
i hope they dun notice it
10:45 AM
June 16, 2009 COLOURED.
whenever i am out at sea and all i see is the the blue sea and ur own ship and pretty much nothing else, i tend to look back at life abt the things i have done. the urge to jump out into the sea is always there, the sea seems to be beckoning me over all the time. then u realise u are relieved of ur duty and can go sleep thats when i can go back dreaming.
10:15 PM
May 30, 2009 COLOURED.
i need to buy a life.
too much world of warcraft during weekends is horrible really.
6:02 PM
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July 03, 2009 COLOURED.
i used to laugh at ppl who cant handle relationships.
now i guess ppl are laughing at me.
in the past i tot nothing of sailing
now i felt its dangerous out there with each and every sailing
i hope i can touch land safely every time
cos u never know one day u never get to see the world again.
life is short
thats life
i have nothing to look forward to anymore
3:08 AM
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July 02, 2009 COLOURED.
just like im being killed...
over
n over
n over
n over
n over
again
i tink im going crazy
1:21 PM
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if i dun have any feelings for her anymore, i wouldnt be feeling like this at all...
why why why
do u still love me?
if yes can we stop torturing ourselves
can we get back together?
i really cannot take this anymore
5:09 AM
C0mments!
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July 01, 2009 COLOURED.
yesterday i went to watch transformers at cineleisure with some guildies from WOW. it was the first time that i ever went out with fellow gamers, kinda stupid right considering i was at my old guild for so long and every week they have outing but i didnt go to a single one. but this guild i barely joined for 2-3 months then i go meet them liao.
maybe it was becos i was really feeling lonely and i dun wanna stay home n rot anymore. but anyway it was quite interesting seeing them for the first time. lol
n on my way home i saw a msg by a familiar number. it was my ex, i tot she need me to help her buy something for fluff again. but when i read the msg, i was taken aback. very very taken aback.
i really never expect something like that to come from her. i was so surprised. all along i tot ever since the day she left me she had no feelings for me alr when she got a new bf.
back then i tot how could she be so heartless, cos im sure u dun forget a relationship that lasts 2 yrs so easily. after reading her msg, i guess i was wrong. she still wanted me. she was waiting for me to take action.
but how could i, the sight of them together just makes me sad. i wish i could break them up but that would have been too selfish of me. i just want to see her happy. when i see the pictures of her so happy, u tink i wanna disrupt her current relationship and trouble her?
noble or stupid i really duno. her msg yesterday really shooked me. did i miss my last chance to get back with her again? i think i blew it big time. initially my plan was to just remain low key just trying to remain friendly and hopefully there is a opening for me. but now i guess its over.
if only
if only
so many if onlys
i feel fucking miserable rite now
n im sailing out again soon
i hope they dun notice it
10:45 AM
C0mments!
BACK TO TOP
June 16, 2009 COLOURED.
whenever i am out at sea and all i see is the the blue sea and ur own ship and pretty much nothing else, i tend to look back at life abt the things i have done. the urge to jump out into the sea is always there, the sea seems to be beckoning me over all the time. then u realise u are relieved of ur duty and can go sleep thats when i can go back dreaming.
10:15 PM
C0mments!
BACK TO TOP
May 30, 2009 COLOURED.
i need to buy a life.
too much world of warcraft during weekends is horrible really.
6:02 PM
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