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October 27, 2005 COLOURED.
well do ya, do ya, do ya wanna?
ppl ought to love franz ferdinand man... their first album rocks, their new 2nd album is also nice... haha stop listening to all the black ppl singing la... brit rock is the best...
when i ask u to draw sth abt sacred religion, what would u draw... for me i would do something controversial... haha my first thought was to draw all the figures... buddha, jesus, satan, allah, mary sitting down together having dinner or picnic by the beach... sorry if it offends everyone but i thought that is what the world should be... world peace, i can join ms universe! cannt join manhunt international cos its considered damn sissy for the contestants to go bimbolistic and say world peace during Q & A... manhunt must always have the macho macho answers like... "I AM A MAN, U SHALL LISTEN TO ME" u know those type of sexist remarks... hahaha, duno why gers wun make such a big fuss over it... maybe becos if u are handsome u get away with everything ya... hahah
anyway uchu came up with this celtic thing which the only thing that comes to mind is celtic the football club... u know john hartson, neil lennon, chris sutton... lol thats celtic for u... didnt know it was a religion at all until i did some searching over the net for "nude celtic" and there it was... celtic at its most rawest... TALK COCK ONE LA, this para if u can believe then i can happily announce i have finally bluffed ppl le...
looking at the designs my mind wandered to the tattoos section... wah sey, now i know wat it meant by celtic cross le... triple h logo is a celtic cross... the one so nice i wanted to get tattoo but eh... size not big enuf to be triple h copycat so cannot... looks ugly on a small frame
yea tattoos, i have been talking abt getting one since poly... but now i tink its time to do it soon... maybe in the early months of next yr... got some ideas of wat to have le... hehehe I WAN SLIPKNOT TRIBAL S ON MY LEFT LOWER LEG... tt is the onli one that i really want... i wanted others but cant think of designs yet... tribal celtic fusion sun looks gd... n i always wan to get my ship on my body but duno wat is better... either the name or the number... but perhaps the most craziest one i ever thought of is inking my ger's name on my right shoulder n her face on my heart... its dangerous la becos wait break then die liao cannot remove tattoo so easily de... but knowing me too well, onli the ger will break, i wun break de... hahaha... lucky now no ger i still no worries...
today the stupid safety run... like old ndtc meetup like tt... 16 ppl 5 used to come from ndtc sia... waste of time really but oso gd la, at least no need to do stupid stuff like throwing rubbish... then sibei gd leh our chief gun give us half day off tml for our participation in the run... hahaha, we actually suggested it out of fun one when they say we must get first... then really so gd give us half day... happy sia! hahahaha but oso not confirm la, have to see whether own department gt things or not... duno why ever since i am posted i become so nua... nua like the rest of the ship crew... ask me anymore abt ship knowledge i tink i am forgetting some of them le... hahaha... too lazy...
tink friday n saturday duty i am going to try n get my self back on track liao... have to start reading up abit... otherwise kena scold by my chief is not a very gd thing... not a gd thing for my future as well if i still not zai enough to do things by myself...
dota getting abit sian... maybe it has to do with the fact that i am being kept busy by other things... which is good... haha at least i have a life! more nxt time... buay tahan, head dizzy...
12:56 AM
October 25, 2005 COLOURED.
the ship the people realli fucked up... knn today one incident leave us newbies to die sia... but can say i heng la, i not the one to tio, but if i was the one do duty today, i think i oso kena the same thing as him liao... sucks man, thats why i dun like the way things are currently... maybe everyone is like that one de... when everything is going smoothly, u smile i smile everyone smile smile never mind... when something crops up, u smile at him he fuck u upside down like prostitue...
then suddenly he isnt ur friend anymore... the worst part is he in front of the chief say yea yea we have guided u but duno why u fail to listen to our valuable advice... tt is sibei fake loh, wah lan eh, i felt so uncomfortable i wanted to say out but canot la, wait he pushed me to the ground n rape me i die... thats how the story goes... juniors always kena one... wat to do... just bid ur time and slowly wait... patience is the key, when time is ripe, strike with all ur might and no one will be guessing who is having the last laugh...
anyway back to that fateful day where there are so many twists and turns...
i still cannot figure out how come friendster will put wat day is ur birthday... all i know is they put the month n horoscope, but no day... weird la... truth be told, this yr is the first time i receive so many bdae greetings from ppl... maybe it has to do with the fact that i am 21yrs old liao... YAY CAN FUCK ARD WITHOUT PARENTS CONSENT LIAO... ya rite, no gers to fuck ard thats the problem... :(
hahaa, anyway ppl know me well enough to know i am not that kind of person wat... hahaha, evening time tt day very funny la go eat the dinnner at this goddess of mercy feast where the temple staff were auctioning off several stuff for rebuilding of temple or for funds, cant remember... i didnt know that ppl are so rich loh... 3 big sweep tickets can sell for 3k... lol realli crazy la, i hear the prices they shout... the problem is they dun dress in branded stuff all that... in fact they look like those who go the kranji racecourse frequently and constanting swearing n tearing their ticket when they dun win...
bid so high yet dun look rich at all... either they are really golden tortoises in disguise or they are going to commit suicide becos no money to pay off loansharks when they borrow money to pay for the crazy "lucky" items... i dun think its worth it la, for the sake of that thing u go and make ur own life difficult... with that amount of money u spent on the 3 big sweep tickets, u could like buy groceries for ur family, pay sch bills n utilities bills, housing loans etc... see i am such a family man right, i will think of such things... hahaha gers really duno how to appreciate me... :X LOL
then down there sibei extra... though got L210 ppl there la, i not those gd at making small talk one la, so talk a bit then stop le, concentrate more on thinking how many ppl is coming for ktv later... then so sian when i learnt meihui not coming... hahah i thought my superb plans at first gone case then revived then now die again... so sad loh... but later xue say she coming i was like huh... did she meant to give me a surprise or got change of heart... so i felt better la, or else i would have pester her for the whole of next week liao...
then hor when she came... as usual always ignore me first de, then when she sat next to me, we were like grinning at each other... at first i thought why she dress so sexy like abit translucent... then i realise is my eyes playing tricks on me... whahahhaha...
wat happened next is a series of events that is going to uncover a big controversy... we waited for xue to finish then we head over to the place... n meihui onli followed us until there then parted ways le... i thought she was joking when she say she wun go up... whatever la, decided to let her off since she has already made an effort to come le... then the mini controveries came...
when xue me n iris went up... i thought onli cat n her fren was there... but guess who i saw... my lovely max, whahahaha... still bluff me say he not free at changi doing something... though i was quite suspicious at that time when i called him cos his answers arnt firm enough... i didnt think too much about it anyway... glad that he could made it otherwise i would have been so lonely... imagine one guy surrounded by 4 gers... if meihui was there, it would have been 5 on 1... pure paradise i tell u but i paisei la... lol
then the singing wasnt that fun as i wanted it to be... too much was focused on good singing... like all wanna join superstar like that... i know i cant sing for to save my ass but thats the fun part of ktv... too bad la, xue wasnt singing... and oh yea, xue bought me aslurpingape tshirt...
and duno why my mouth so itchy i say dun tell me its pink color... FUCK ITS REALLI PINK COLOR, SOMEMORE ITS BRIGHT PINK! FUCK!!!! but i will wear it la, since those ape gorilla shirts quite expensive to me leh... dun wear like wasted... lol thanks xue for the tshirt if u are reading this... u know i dun mind green... go n buy me pink wah lau...
then we have our oreos cookies n cream icecream cake... by that time xue has already left le much to my disappointment... the cake damn nice leh, but too bad eating ice cream cake in that freezing room is very very sick! everyone was shivering while eating the cake loh, i am like trembling and stomach cramping becos of the cold...
and the big cock up as well... i turned 22 that day becos i blew 2 big n 2 small candles... WTF!!!! cat thought i was 22... and becos of that, can say my wishes all buang liao la... one of them already buang liao... LOL sad isnt it...
and a small secret... when i excused myself in the middle of the ktv to go toilet... actually i was somewhere else... i guess only one person knew where i was... hehehe...
if u are reading this meihui, which i dun think so, but i think u may becos i have no idea how come u know some of my things which i never tell ppl 1... i thank u for being someone who will go the extra mile just for a friend... seriously i have never come across such ppl loh... if me i also wouldnt do that but it was very touching leh... thanks alot n pls take care of ur health k... if u r not meihui n u r reading this para... just pretend that u are meihui n be proud of urself k... hahahaha
and sad thing was we were being chased out of the room becos got other ppl need the room... worse still, liang still haven come... LOl wtf... initially say b4 11pm, then become after midnite... then become b4 2am... hahaha when he came, the cake was gone and we were chased out... hahahah he poor thing from cck come amk and now have to go back cck... bad thing is that he become our driver... whahahahha... thanks for the ride eh...
that is so nearly the end of story when i got insider news...
now thats an entire different story... now is dota time!
11:24 PM
October 24, 2005 COLOURED.
on the early hours of my bdae i was stuck at the ship doing stupid things... while others can relax, i cant... becos i am part of the navigation team so sian... that one still okie la... the worst part is the morning throw the rope... knn duno why that day sibei laoya... cannot throw over then everything do like shit...
maybe some think that i am always a cannot-make-it type of ppl but i can take comfort from the fact that some seniors think i am better than my peers judging by their comforting words... they just brush it off as one of those days when everything is not going right for u that type of thing... haha, thanks i will repay their faith...
and hor i dunno why ppl can find out abt my birthday one... i thought friendster only put month onli never put date... scary, this year i get the greetings messages is more than wat i got last yr... maybe it has to do with the fact that i dun have a phone last yr... LOL... ask them how they know they play cool and say dun tell u...
wah lau if ger say dun tell u at least its still valid... but guy say dun tell u... that is very gay! lol hahaha if u r reading this, u know i am joking k, hahahhaa
it was a very bad day la that day... all my planning n scheming seem to go to waste initially but thankfully it turned out ok though it still wasnt the way i wanted it... i was on the bloody verge of calling the whole thing off if not for divine intervention... and abit of my bootlicking skills as well...
saturday... alot of things happened underhand... from this to that, from that to this... how to say oso very hard leh... i think i shall leave it for now la... sleepy now, and cant think properly...
its better to be loved than to love...
2:18 AM
October 19, 2005 COLOURED.
eh, my drinking still haben improve... LOL
drink one can only i can already feel my head floating liao... wtf... die liao la, saturday jio xue to go drink, think i am the one to die first instead of her... then my plan wasted le, hahaha... wan to go out with her but alone abit paisei... then robin saturday duty cannot go... i just hope they reshuffle my duty or i go swap one weekend so that i can be free on friday...
i am worried about my drinking... becos sooner or later the crew is going to drag me to the dirty bars for some eye-opener... the insights of singapore which u would have never imagine... actually that day they went le, except for me becos i got duty... duno whether can consider heng or suay or not... considering what max told me abt the events that happened... i thought it was quite an expensive trip eh... so wat if u have plenty of breasts straight in ur face for milking... the kind of money u spent for that was not quite worth it la... somemore go there must drink, then i drink so lousy, open bottle can onli drink a bit then no more liao...
in the past i used to tink i am a devil just waiting for ppl to enlighten me about the dark side... but now i really feel that i am like an angel surrounded by a bunch of hungry wolves... they say they are going to bring me along the next time but i think i wun be going ba... say what no give face i think is just crap la... its a matter of choice, dun care what the rest are saying and just stick by my decision... too bad i am not easily influenced by ppl and i am dead stubborn once i have made a decision...
dun like to play gers leh, they are not toys loh... tt time someone told me to go and try on some easy target i thought they siao ah... go ahead laugh at me but i am devoted to one person only hor...
5:34 PM
October 17, 2005 COLOURED.
i hate to stay at harbourrrrrrrrrrrr!
i like sailing more... duno why some prefer harbor life... maybe becos they got their lives onshore like having to accompany their gfs or wives or kids... even though i haben touch any foreign land yet throughout my whole sailing, still love sailing though... hahahaha
everything is beginning to fall into place nicely liao... though i still not quite zai at my work, i dun feel the stress anymore... must be becos my cheif not around la...
anyway my pc is up n running and my 120gb harddisk seems to be working fine again after some nice work by some nice troubleshooting programs... only thing left is see whether i can still retrieve the old movies or not... if not then i just have to dl them all over again ba... hahaha... and becos my pc is up i am hogging my pc playing dota liao...
some things caught my attention over the past week or so... wanted to blog it down but lazy becos of dota... lemme c if i still can recall some of the stuff...
everybody knows about sarongpartygirl issue right... about her writing abt her sex and end up being publicised in the news... i happen to chance upon another similar site to hers... except that this unknown site has pictures of her nude and her ang moh is more understandable than the spg... i really wonder do they really like to write about their sex encounters so much or do they do it for the sake of high readership... hey i mean sex sells... write anything about sex, everyone gets hyped up and curious... somemore she heightens our anxiety by posting pics of her nude without showing her face... this perfect combo is a hotseller and sooner or later the papers is going to feature her sooner than u can shout "EEEEEEEEE!!"
no doubt ppl will say why they so low class go and do such things but its the same exact ppl who log in everyday to check her new postings... to secretly masturbating while looking at the pics or find new stuff to criticise... i find it personal but its up to the individual la... i mean maybe she was trying to help those who duno how to make babies... look at the amount of the idiot guide to sex books we have at borders... if theres nobody to do something about this... i think singapore would soon be a white country instead of our already greying population...
the whole issue is about blogging man... i remember the article that caught my eye... ppl got jailed for making racist remarks on their blog... it may sound logical but i think its stupid... i mean blogging is for ppl to vent their personal frustations at things... it is totally harmless, unless u go n rob bank or rape ppl to vent ur anger out... here u r just going full force by slapping ur keyboard and furiously moving ur fingers up n down so much that even the ger would orgasm within minutes... blog is something personal and ppl do have their personal side which others seldom know unless they are siamese twins la...
i dun believe the world leaders never said a single vulgarity or made racist remarks in their whole life before loh... becos they are public figures, therefore they have to watch how they shoot their mouth off in public so that ppl can vote for him to help him keep his job...
so who so extra the eyes and fingers so itchy go n stumble upon this blog which got the poor blogger into trouble... suddenly we are like the public figures, we are the stars, we are the spotlight, we are the pay-per-view... they believe everything shit we write and they thought all that is written is serious business...
and even worse... the papers ask why do ppl blog and those non blogger commented tat bloggers r pathetic ppl with no brains... hurhurhurhruhur... last time i checked, my brains is inside my head intact... i never take it out and put inside safe like that guy who made that comment...
so if they ca nsue ppl over remarks made over the net, i supposed we can sue the person who said that we have no brains... becos that is obviously a lie... everyone's brains are inside their head u dumb dumb... who so clever teach him brains is not inside ur body one... must be the wily fox trying to amuse him la...
i cant believe we are living in a world of dumb ppl with nothing to do wif their lives except for sourcing out blogs in hope of finding some interesting remarks so that they have a chance to sue us... eh, u kena hired by company or wat, got commission one ah, or theres a new job called blog-killer...
ppl tring to be lame... but one lame will always have one lame lamer... if u know what i mean... :D tonight no nd slp le la... go play dota le...
3:09 AM
October 07, 2005 COLOURED.
i am highly misunderstood...
do u think i care though? LOL
no matter wat complaints onboard ship they have about me, i dun mind... time will tell what kind of a person i really am... then they will realise honggy is what the rest of u find me --- adorable!
*closes eyes* dun throw eggs at me, i dun have enough sperm to go around!
anyway i am back from 5 days of sailing... considering that i have the least amount of sailing time among the 3 of us, i thought this sailing was a good experience for me... to refresh what i have done during my 10 day cruise the other time round with xue... as usual starting got a bit of problem la, kalang kabok here n there... still not good enough to keep watch by myself... but i am happy with my progress though... personally i feel that i have improved... based on my that 10 day sailing and this one la, i really think i have progressed liao... good to hear that my petty officers mentioned that i have improved during the debrief... but of course it wasnt good enough to allow me to single up... and i think my chief will still not be satisfied with my performance...
so what if hes not sailing with us and hes on course and will not be staying for long... i still have to see his face until end of this year...
BUT THEN AGAIN...
i duno why but i am feeling happy again... especially when we were out sailing... though others were complaining about lack of sleep and all... i felt the conditions were better than last time even though the number of hours i have to clock per day is exactly the same... somemore i am also involved in some operations during the day...
mentality... throughout the sailing i am able to keep watch without feeling sleepy at all... think its all down to mental man... or maybe becos my chief wasnt there, so i couldnt felt his presence which lifts a huge load off my shoulders... or maybe everytime i lie on my bed thinking about her that gives me internal strength... wTF?
thinking about somebody doesnt give u strength... it only brings ur morale down down down becos she is not by ur side n u keep thinking of all the bad things u dun wish to happen... i miss her face and her voice... i try to think of her everytime when i sleep so that i could dream of her... but u cant dream of someone as and when u like... its only possible when u were interrupted from a dream and then u start thinking of someone and then u will dream of the someone...
CHEEM RITE! say yes say yes and i will gladly explain...
how it works? first u dream of something... then u either hope someone punch u real hard, ur house caught fire, ur alarm sounded, someone raping u, or heng heng tio toto u wake up by urself...
that is the critical first step which is hard to achieve... once u have reached that stage, the rest is easy... now obviously kena interrupted from ur dream n sleep... u start going back to sleep again... this time think of something... and ur brain duno for wat reason starts to construct a dream out of that something which u thought about... trust me it works... my friend told me about it b4 and at first i dun believe... until i experience it myself...
ok, back to me being happy again... maybe it has got to do with the fact that i am no longer on-job-training... i am now posted... but i admit la, there are still a lot of things that i duno yet...
yesterday when we were back in singapore waters... i felt whether it was meant to be for me to join the navy... all that crossed my mind when i signed the papers was the money... but now i think i am beginning to like it... i like the sailing, hate the harbour though... hahaha...
i mean not many have a chance to see what the sea really looks like... its blue... just like what u see in the movies n documentaries... and not the green color which u seen in singapore... and of cos, the sunrise n sunset... u think go east coast to catch sunrise or sunset romantic huh... wait til u see the sunrise n sunset at sea... not forgetting the stars under the clear clear sky... yea the stars are really amazing... one of these days i am going to learn about the stars liao... then can pian xiao mei mei... ghahahhahaha...
and if u think shooting stars come once in a lifetime... then i wonder how many lifetimes i have... it is very common out at sea loh...
see, envy me right, can see so many romantic things... u be my gf then i smuggle u next time i go sailing loh... hhahahaha... eh how come i am like an advertisement blog for the navy... join the navy --- at ur own risk... thats all i can say... if u really wan to sign then come find me la, i talk to u personally becos it is not wat everyone think it is...
anyway... when i think of it this way, i felt better... no reason why though, its like suddenly i am back to my old self... the adorable honggy...
*encore of eggs expected* pls, i am not sperm bank
by the way... my pc has been giving my problems lately so now i am surviving on my bloody old drive... and then i just request for a rma for my new sata harddisk becos i personally feel this one canot make it liao... hopefully i can get a brand new harddisk free soon... im not worried about losing any private information to them la becos i dun have enough stuff to download there except for my games... DOTA!!!
the only thing i am worried is my other hard disk, tt one got so many movies download liao never watch, damn wasted... but duno can replace new one or not cos its quite old le but i 4get exactly how old was it...
why i can update again? hmm it should be why am i updating again... becos i am dling frozen throne now and i cant do anything thats why... has been downloading frozen throne for like the 3rd time liao loh... think i must start to burn impt software liao... otherwise everytime down has to go and redownload everything over again... now my nice nice software all gone... no office, no zonelabs, no megacodecpack...
life really sucks when ur computer is alive but it has no programs... lol girls i can do without, but no program-computer is really sucky! and guess what, i am playing maplestory again... hahahha but so sian canot level up fast... who wan to help me play until lvl 40... i now lvl32... lol...
9:15 PM
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October 27, 2005 COLOURED.
well do ya, do ya, do ya wanna?
ppl ought to love franz ferdinand man... their first album rocks, their new 2nd album is also nice... haha stop listening to all the black ppl singing la... brit rock is the best...
when i ask u to draw sth abt sacred religion, what would u draw... for me i would do something controversial... haha my first thought was to draw all the figures... buddha, jesus, satan, allah, mary sitting down together having dinner or picnic by the beach... sorry if it offends everyone but i thought that is what the world should be... world peace, i can join ms universe! cannt join manhunt international cos its considered damn sissy for the contestants to go bimbolistic and say world peace during Q & A... manhunt must always have the macho macho answers like... "I AM A MAN, U SHALL LISTEN TO ME" u know those type of sexist remarks... hahaha, duno why gers wun make such a big fuss over it... maybe becos if u are handsome u get away with everything ya... hahah
anyway uchu came up with this celtic thing which the only thing that comes to mind is celtic the football club... u know john hartson, neil lennon, chris sutton... lol thats celtic for u... didnt know it was a religion at all until i did some searching over the net for "nude celtic" and there it was... celtic at its most rawest... TALK COCK ONE LA, this para if u can believe then i can happily announce i have finally bluffed ppl le...
looking at the designs my mind wandered to the tattoos section... wah sey, now i know wat it meant by celtic cross le... triple h logo is a celtic cross... the one so nice i wanted to get tattoo but eh... size not big enuf to be triple h copycat so cannot... looks ugly on a small frame
yea tattoos, i have been talking abt getting one since poly... but now i tink its time to do it soon... maybe in the early months of next yr... got some ideas of wat to have le... hehehe I WAN SLIPKNOT TRIBAL S ON MY LEFT LOWER LEG... tt is the onli one that i really want... i wanted others but cant think of designs yet... tribal celtic fusion sun looks gd... n i always wan to get my ship on my body but duno wat is better... either the name or the number... but perhaps the most craziest one i ever thought of is inking my ger's name on my right shoulder n her face on my heart... its dangerous la becos wait break then die liao cannot remove tattoo so easily de... but knowing me too well, onli the ger will break, i wun break de... hahaha... lucky now no ger i still no worries...
today the stupid safety run... like old ndtc meetup like tt... 16 ppl 5 used to come from ndtc sia... waste of time really but oso gd la, at least no need to do stupid stuff like throwing rubbish... then sibei gd leh our chief gun give us half day off tml for our participation in the run... hahaha, we actually suggested it out of fun one when they say we must get first... then really so gd give us half day... happy sia! hahahaha but oso not confirm la, have to see whether own department gt things or not... duno why ever since i am posted i become so nua... nua like the rest of the ship crew... ask me anymore abt ship knowledge i tink i am forgetting some of them le... hahaha... too lazy...
tink friday n saturday duty i am going to try n get my self back on track liao... have to start reading up abit... otherwise kena scold by my chief is not a very gd thing... not a gd thing for my future as well if i still not zai enough to do things by myself...
dota getting abit sian... maybe it has to do with the fact that i am being kept busy by other things... which is good... haha at least i have a life! more nxt time... buay tahan, head dizzy...
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October 25, 2005 COLOURED.
the ship the people realli fucked up... knn today one incident leave us newbies to die sia... but can say i heng la, i not the one to tio, but if i was the one do duty today, i think i oso kena the same thing as him liao... sucks man, thats why i dun like the way things are currently... maybe everyone is like that one de... when everything is going smoothly, u smile i smile everyone smile smile never mind... when something crops up, u smile at him he fuck u upside down like prostitue...
then suddenly he isnt ur friend anymore... the worst part is he in front of the chief say yea yea we have guided u but duno why u fail to listen to our valuable advice... tt is sibei fake loh, wah lan eh, i felt so uncomfortable i wanted to say out but canot la, wait he pushed me to the ground n rape me i die... thats how the story goes... juniors always kena one... wat to do... just bid ur time and slowly wait... patience is the key, when time is ripe, strike with all ur might and no one will be guessing who is having the last laugh...
anyway back to that fateful day where there are so many twists and turns...
i still cannot figure out how come friendster will put wat day is ur birthday... all i know is they put the month n horoscope, but no day... weird la... truth be told, this yr is the first time i receive so many bdae greetings from ppl... maybe it has to do with the fact that i am 21yrs old liao... YAY CAN FUCK ARD WITHOUT PARENTS CONSENT LIAO... ya rite, no gers to fuck ard thats the problem... :(
hahaa, anyway ppl know me well enough to know i am not that kind of person wat... hahaha, evening time tt day very funny la go eat the dinnner at this goddess of mercy feast where the temple staff were auctioning off several stuff for rebuilding of temple or for funds, cant remember... i didnt know that ppl are so rich loh... 3 big sweep tickets can sell for 3k... lol realli crazy la, i hear the prices they shout... the problem is they dun dress in branded stuff all that... in fact they look like those who go the kranji racecourse frequently and constanting swearing n tearing their ticket when they dun win...
bid so high yet dun look rich at all... either they are really golden tortoises in disguise or they are going to commit suicide becos no money to pay off loansharks when they borrow money to pay for the crazy "lucky" items... i dun think its worth it la, for the sake of that thing u go and make ur own life difficult... with that amount of money u spent on the 3 big sweep tickets, u could like buy groceries for ur family, pay sch bills n utilities bills, housing loans etc... see i am such a family man right, i will think of such things... hahaha gers really duno how to appreciate me... :X LOL
then down there sibei extra... though got L210 ppl there la, i not those gd at making small talk one la, so talk a bit then stop le, concentrate more on thinking how many ppl is coming for ktv later... then so sian when i learnt meihui not coming... hahah i thought my superb plans at first gone case then revived then now die again... so sad loh... but later xue say she coming i was like huh... did she meant to give me a surprise or got change of heart... so i felt better la, or else i would have pester her for the whole of next week liao...
then hor when she came... as usual always ignore me first de, then when she sat next to me, we were like grinning at each other... at first i thought why she dress so sexy like abit translucent... then i realise is my eyes playing tricks on me... whahahhaha...
wat happened next is a series of events that is going to uncover a big controversy... we waited for xue to finish then we head over to the place... n meihui onli followed us until there then parted ways le... i thought she was joking when she say she wun go up... whatever la, decided to let her off since she has already made an effort to come le... then the mini controveries came...
when xue me n iris went up... i thought onli cat n her fren was there... but guess who i saw... my lovely max, whahahaha... still bluff me say he not free at changi doing something... though i was quite suspicious at that time when i called him cos his answers arnt firm enough... i didnt think too much about it anyway... glad that he could made it otherwise i would have been so lonely... imagine one guy surrounded by 4 gers... if meihui was there, it would have been 5 on 1... pure paradise i tell u but i paisei la... lol
then the singing wasnt that fun as i wanted it to be... too much was focused on good singing... like all wanna join superstar like that... i know i cant sing for to save my ass but thats the fun part of ktv... too bad la, xue wasnt singing... and oh yea, xue bought me aslurpingape tshirt...
and duno why my mouth so itchy i say dun tell me its pink color... FUCK ITS REALLI PINK COLOR, SOMEMORE ITS BRIGHT PINK! FUCK!!!! but i will wear it la, since those ape gorilla shirts quite expensive to me leh... dun wear like wasted... lol thanks xue for the tshirt if u are reading this... u know i dun mind green... go n buy me pink wah lau...
then we have our oreos cookies n cream icecream cake... by that time xue has already left le much to my disappointment... the cake damn nice leh, but too bad eating ice cream cake in that freezing room is very very sick! everyone was shivering while eating the cake loh, i am like trembling and stomach cramping becos of the cold...
and the big cock up as well... i turned 22 that day becos i blew 2 big n 2 small candles... WTF!!!! cat thought i was 22... and becos of that, can say my wishes all buang liao la... one of them already buang liao... LOL sad isnt it...
and a small secret... when i excused myself in the middle of the ktv to go toilet... actually i was somewhere else... i guess only one person knew where i was... hehehe...
if u are reading this meihui, which i dun think so, but i think u may becos i have no idea how come u know some of my things which i never tell ppl 1... i thank u for being someone who will go the extra mile just for a friend... seriously i have never come across such ppl loh... if me i also wouldnt do that but it was very touching leh... thanks alot n pls take care of ur health k... if u r not meihui n u r reading this para... just pretend that u are meihui n be proud of urself k... hahahaha
and sad thing was we were being chased out of the room becos got other ppl need the room... worse still, liang still haven come... LOl wtf... initially say b4 11pm, then become after midnite... then become b4 2am... hahaha when he came, the cake was gone and we were chased out... hahahah he poor thing from cck come amk and now have to go back cck... bad thing is that he become our driver... whahahahha... thanks for the ride eh...
that is so nearly the end of story when i got insider news...
now thats an entire different story... now is dota time!
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October 24, 2005 COLOURED.
on the early hours of my bdae i was stuck at the ship doing stupid things... while others can relax, i cant... becos i am part of the navigation team so sian... that one still okie la... the worst part is the morning throw the rope... knn duno why that day sibei laoya... cannot throw over then everything do like shit...
maybe some think that i am always a cannot-make-it type of ppl but i can take comfort from the fact that some seniors think i am better than my peers judging by their comforting words... they just brush it off as one of those days when everything is not going right for u that type of thing... haha, thanks i will repay their faith...
and hor i dunno why ppl can find out abt my birthday one... i thought friendster only put month onli never put date... scary, this year i get the greetings messages is more than wat i got last yr... maybe it has to do with the fact that i dun have a phone last yr... LOL... ask them how they know they play cool and say dun tell u...
wah lau if ger say dun tell u at least its still valid... but guy say dun tell u... that is very gay! lol hahaha if u r reading this, u know i am joking k, hahahhaa
it was a very bad day la that day... all my planning n scheming seem to go to waste initially but thankfully it turned out ok though it still wasnt the way i wanted it... i was on the bloody verge of calling the whole thing off if not for divine intervention... and abit of my bootlicking skills as well...
saturday... alot of things happened underhand... from this to that, from that to this... how to say oso very hard leh... i think i shall leave it for now la... sleepy now, and cant think properly...
its better to be loved than to love...
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October 19, 2005 COLOURED.
eh, my drinking still haben improve... LOL
drink one can only i can already feel my head floating liao... wtf... die liao la, saturday jio xue to go drink, think i am the one to die first instead of her... then my plan wasted le, hahaha... wan to go out with her but alone abit paisei... then robin saturday duty cannot go... i just hope they reshuffle my duty or i go swap one weekend so that i can be free on friday...
i am worried about my drinking... becos sooner or later the crew is going to drag me to the dirty bars for some eye-opener... the insights of singapore which u would have never imagine... actually that day they went le, except for me becos i got duty... duno whether can consider heng or suay or not... considering what max told me abt the events that happened... i thought it was quite an expensive trip eh... so wat if u have plenty of breasts straight in ur face for milking... the kind of money u spent for that was not quite worth it la... somemore go there must drink, then i drink so lousy, open bottle can onli drink a bit then no more liao...
in the past i used to tink i am a devil just waiting for ppl to enlighten me about the dark side... but now i really feel that i am like an angel surrounded by a bunch of hungry wolves... they say they are going to bring me along the next time but i think i wun be going ba... say what no give face i think is just crap la... its a matter of choice, dun care what the rest are saying and just stick by my decision... too bad i am not easily influenced by ppl and i am dead stubborn once i have made a decision...
dun like to play gers leh, they are not toys loh... tt time someone told me to go and try on some easy target i thought they siao ah... go ahead laugh at me but i am devoted to one person only hor...
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October 17, 2005 COLOURED.
i hate to stay at harbourrrrrrrrrrrr!
i like sailing more... duno why some prefer harbor life... maybe becos they got their lives onshore like having to accompany their gfs or wives or kids... even though i haben touch any foreign land yet throughout my whole sailing, still love sailing though... hahahaha
everything is beginning to fall into place nicely liao... though i still not quite zai at my work, i dun feel the stress anymore... must be becos my cheif not around la...
anyway my pc is up n running and my 120gb harddisk seems to be working fine again after some nice work by some nice troubleshooting programs... only thing left is see whether i can still retrieve the old movies or not... if not then i just have to dl them all over again ba... hahaha... and becos my pc is up i am hogging my pc playing dota liao...
some things caught my attention over the past week or so... wanted to blog it down but lazy becos of dota... lemme c if i still can recall some of the stuff...
everybody knows about sarongpartygirl issue right... about her writing abt her sex and end up being publicised in the news... i happen to chance upon another similar site to hers... except that this unknown site has pictures of her nude and her ang moh is more understandable than the spg... i really wonder do they really like to write about their sex encounters so much or do they do it for the sake of high readership... hey i mean sex sells... write anything about sex, everyone gets hyped up and curious... somemore she heightens our anxiety by posting pics of her nude without showing her face... this perfect combo is a hotseller and sooner or later the papers is going to feature her sooner than u can shout "EEEEEEEEE!!"
no doubt ppl will say why they so low class go and do such things but its the same exact ppl who log in everyday to check her new postings... to secretly masturbating while looking at the pics or find new stuff to criticise... i find it personal but its up to the individual la... i mean maybe she was trying to help those who duno how to make babies... look at the amount of the idiot guide to sex books we have at borders... if theres nobody to do something about this... i think singapore would soon be a white country instead of our already greying population...
the whole issue is about blogging man... i remember the article that caught my eye... ppl got jailed for making racist remarks on their blog... it may sound logical but i think its stupid... i mean blogging is for ppl to vent their personal frustations at things... it is totally harmless, unless u go n rob bank or rape ppl to vent ur anger out... here u r just going full force by slapping ur keyboard and furiously moving ur fingers up n down so much that even the ger would orgasm within minutes... blog is something personal and ppl do have their personal side which others seldom know unless they are siamese twins la...
i dun believe the world leaders never said a single vulgarity or made racist remarks in their whole life before loh... becos they are public figures, therefore they have to watch how they shoot their mouth off in public so that ppl can vote for him to help him keep his job...
so who so extra the eyes and fingers so itchy go n stumble upon this blog which got the poor blogger into trouble... suddenly we are like the public figures, we are the stars, we are the spotlight, we are the pay-per-view... they believe everything shit we write and they thought all that is written is serious business...
and even worse... the papers ask why do ppl blog and those non blogger commented tat bloggers r pathetic ppl with no brains... hurhurhurhruhur... last time i checked, my brains is inside my head intact... i never take it out and put inside safe like that guy who made that comment...
so if they ca nsue ppl over remarks made over the net, i supposed we can sue the person who said that we have no brains... becos that is obviously a lie... everyone's brains are inside their head u dumb dumb... who so clever teach him brains is not inside ur body one... must be the wily fox trying to amuse him la...
i cant believe we are living in a world of dumb ppl with nothing to do wif their lives except for sourcing out blogs in hope of finding some interesting remarks so that they have a chance to sue us... eh, u kena hired by company or wat, got commission one ah, or theres a new job called blog-killer...
ppl tring to be lame... but one lame will always have one lame lamer... if u know what i mean... :D tonight no nd slp le la... go play dota le...
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October 07, 2005 COLOURED.
i am highly misunderstood...
do u think i care though? LOL
no matter wat complaints onboard ship they have about me, i dun mind... time will tell what kind of a person i really am... then they will realise honggy is what the rest of u find me --- adorable!
*closes eyes* dun throw eggs at me, i dun have enough sperm to go around!
anyway i am back from 5 days of sailing... considering that i have the least amount of sailing time among the 3 of us, i thought this sailing was a good experience for me... to refresh what i have done during my 10 day cruise the other time round with xue... as usual starting got a bit of problem la, kalang kabok here n there... still not good enough to keep watch by myself... but i am happy with my progress though... personally i feel that i have improved... based on my that 10 day sailing and this one la, i really think i have progressed liao... good to hear that my petty officers mentioned that i have improved during the debrief... but of course it wasnt good enough to allow me to single up... and i think my chief will still not be satisfied with my performance...
so what if hes not sailing with us and hes on course and will not be staying for long... i still have to see his face until end of this year...
BUT THEN AGAIN...
i duno why but i am feeling happy again... especially when we were out sailing... though others were complaining about lack of sleep and all... i felt the conditions were better than last time even though the number of hours i have to clock per day is exactly the same... somemore i am also involved in some operations during the day...
mentality... throughout the sailing i am able to keep watch without feeling sleepy at all... think its all down to mental man... or maybe becos my chief wasnt there, so i couldnt felt his presence which lifts a huge load off my shoulders... or maybe everytime i lie on my bed thinking about her that gives me internal strength... wTF?
thinking about somebody doesnt give u strength... it only brings ur morale down down down becos she is not by ur side n u keep thinking of all the bad things u dun wish to happen... i miss her face and her voice... i try to think of her everytime when i sleep so that i could dream of her... but u cant dream of someone as and when u like... its only possible when u were interrupted from a dream and then u start thinking of someone and then u will dream of the someone...
CHEEM RITE! say yes say yes and i will gladly explain...
how it works? first u dream of something... then u either hope someone punch u real hard, ur house caught fire, ur alarm sounded, someone raping u, or heng heng tio toto u wake up by urself...
that is the critical first step which is hard to achieve... once u have reached that stage, the rest is easy... now obviously kena interrupted from ur dream n sleep... u start going back to sleep again... this time think of something... and ur brain duno for wat reason starts to construct a dream out of that something which u thought about... trust me it works... my friend told me about it b4 and at first i dun believe... until i experience it myself...
ok, back to me being happy again... maybe it has got to do with the fact that i am no longer on-job-training... i am now posted... but i admit la, there are still a lot of things that i duno yet...
yesterday when we were back in singapore waters... i felt whether it was meant to be for me to join the navy... all that crossed my mind when i signed the papers was the money... but now i think i am beginning to like it... i like the sailing, hate the harbour though... hahaha...
i mean not many have a chance to see what the sea really looks like... its blue... just like what u see in the movies n documentaries... and not the green color which u seen in singapore... and of cos, the sunrise n sunset... u think go east coast to catch sunrise or sunset romantic huh... wait til u see the sunrise n sunset at sea... not forgetting the stars under the clear clear sky... yea the stars are really amazing... one of these days i am going to learn about the stars liao... then can pian xiao mei mei... ghahahhahaha...
and if u think shooting stars come once in a lifetime... then i wonder how many lifetimes i have... it is very common out at sea loh...
see, envy me right, can see so many romantic things... u be my gf then i smuggle u next time i go sailing loh... hhahahaha... eh how come i am like an advertisement blog for the navy... join the navy --- at ur own risk... thats all i can say... if u really wan to sign then come find me la, i talk to u personally becos it is not wat everyone think it is...
anyway... when i think of it this way, i felt better... no reason why though, its like suddenly i am back to my old self... the adorable honggy...
*encore of eggs expected* pls, i am not sperm bank
by the way... my pc has been giving my problems lately so now i am surviving on my bloody old drive... and then i just request for a rma for my new sata harddisk becos i personally feel this one canot make it liao... hopefully i can get a brand new harddisk free soon... im not worried about losing any private information to them la becos i dun have enough stuff to download there except for my games... DOTA!!!
the only thing i am worried is my other hard disk, tt one got so many movies download liao never watch, damn wasted... but duno can replace new one or not cos its quite old le but i 4get exactly how old was it...
why i can update again? hmm it should be why am i updating again... becos i am dling frozen throne now and i cant do anything thats why... has been downloading frozen throne for like the 3rd time liao loh... think i must start to burn impt software liao... otherwise everytime down has to go and redownload everything over again... now my nice nice software all gone... no office, no zonelabs, no megacodecpack...
life really sucks when ur computer is alive but it has no programs... lol girls i can do without, but no program-computer is really sucky! and guess what, i am playing maplestory again... hahahha but so sian canot level up fast... who wan to help me play until lvl 40... i now lvl32... lol...
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