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February 28, 2003 COLOURED.
"sissy ar... ku ku ku (cry cry cry)... ku bu ting (canot stop crying)... cong zao ku dao hei ye cry from dawn til dusk)..."
statement above is not from M1 advertisements about the dogs... it comes from my mother when i was young... almost everyday kena caning 1... since entering school... i tink i have used up all my tears liao, otherwise its just cant seem to flow anymore...
i remember during primary 2, my form teacher passed away... the school had a one minute silence and when we head back to our class... everyone was crying, getting tissues, comforting each other... some initially didnt cry but see so many cry, if never cry then a bit the extra, so they dun want to be left out and cried with them... as for me, i was busy playing rubber with the person sitting next to me...
pri 4... i was alone at home and fiddled with the camera out of boredom... didnt know that if i open it, the film will be exposed and negatives are as good as gone... i was stunned and didnt know wat to do... then i down there cry... mother come baack and say i siao ar... come to think about i was quite stupid...
bodies have been bruised... necks broken... careers ended in an instant... yes this is entertainment... but the hazards are real... so whatever you do... please dun try this at home...
my neck is not broken, i dun even have a career to begin with... but one thing for sure... i have lost count of how many times i have fell down and hurt my legs when i was young... while normal babies begin to walk at 1... i was still crawling... only begin to stand and walk after i was 2... its rare if i dun fall down once a day... often see my peers during primary school cry whenever they have stomachaches... always thought they siao ding dong... waz stomach pain compared to blood gushing, pus oozing legs... from then i stopped crying...
last time i ever cried was at sec 3 leadership training camp... selected few from different uniform groups were sent to ubin for 5 day 4 night holiday... i wish it was a holiday... training camp is not leisure camp... just becos of sth i did, the instructors 'kidnapped' me and announced to the rest that i was lost when in fact i was ordered to stay in the instructors' tent... then the campers have to search all over the place for me all night... they were also punished... later when they were allowed to sleep... the teacher summoned me and of cos i had some punishment... but the punishment like machiam peanuts compared to wat npcc gave me... teacher oso not so stopid, he see me do push-ups how come so relaxing 1 then he scold scold scold scold scold scold scold scold scold... apparently i cant take scoldings very well... he scold until his head smells (direct dialect translation) that i cry... LOL...
yesterday i shed a tear... today woke up sniffing... not from the crying... i caught cold, and wif my cough, i am so sick... hope tml fever dun catch up with me...
listened to shino's You Sheng Zi Nian over and over until i realised i'm late for school... today got lab test... step inside the room and i suddenly panic... codes in front of me and i'm flipping over the pages not thinking properly... in the end i have bryant to thank for hinting me about the codes... managed to do enuf to ensure a pass...
although spent time in school for a short 2 hours... returned home with Volcano High, My Sassy Girl and Darkness Falls as well as some Jackass clips... thanx to toy for burning them and bryant for remembering to bring volcano high... annoyed at lazio match being postponed... there goes my chance of winning back what i lost... otherwise im looking forward to a new weekend and push up my balance a bit... i have set aside some money for betting, not much though... just enuf to pay for a meal if i win... if left no more credit then i wash my hands liao...
"ni yong yuan shi wo de yi bu fen..." - hong
11:24 PM
February 27, 2003 COLOURED.
went to SALC first thing in the morning when i saw bryant at one of the workstations... "wah, so early come here see some porno liao" i thought... turns out this morning's lecture was cancelled... good thing i never went to MLT2... otherwise wasted trip...
downloaded all the lectures required for MST in 2 weeks time... completed bjork... oso have erasure's hits and primal scream's evil heat... heard only a few of erasure's songs b4 and thought they were good... after listening, sad to say ----- thumbs down...
"i am beautiful... no matter what they say... words cant bring me down..."
"eh francis... solli to interrupt... but u r NOT beautiful!"
"wah lau... never mind... words cant bring me down... i am beautiful..."
"solli again ar... how can a guy be beautiful... still dreaming izzit"
"no leh.. u then dreaming la... i sing oso cannot izit"
printed out vb coding for the last lab test of the week tml... went to SAC with bryant only to find chicken rice gang playing carrom... all skipped lessons sia... all of us took turns trying to defeat dj... the guy who spends his time in sp not attending classes but playing carrom... he himself versus three of us... there can be only 1 outcome... we suffered defeat after defeat as he twacked his bloody smooth striker around the board... lucky i was not part of the lineup against him... play with bryant versus jimmy and ys... won all of the matches...
ate kfc for lunch... unhappy about the staff... see me small small then my 2 piece chicken she give oso small small liao... play cheat sia... somemore the chicken when u squeezed it gently can see oil pouring out from its skin...
nobody uses the swimming pool in sp... thought of swimming in it once but drop the idea since everyone's watching, esp lunchtime... have to act modest a bit and cannot show off mah... in reality i dunno how often do they have maintenance... thats the real reason thats keeping me off...
during maths lesson i was slow in scribbling solutions for questions and got up to get the transparency... no sooner had i taken the first step, laura immediately stood up and rushed to get the transparency... if she didnt know that i wanted it then thats alright... but she saw me and she got to the transparency like rushing to reincarnate like that... haiz... gers gers gers wt to do... lim bei is a gentle man... did the rest of the questions myself... who needs transparencies...
right now our class got 5 people are at home playing CM over the network... if i have broadband, i'll be the 6th... all of us are just waiting for the CM4 which will be out quite soon... but im more looking forward to something else...
people always say dun listen to others... just follow yourself...
but what if i'm on the wrong side of track... people tried to sway me back but i refuse to listen... becos they taught me not to listen to others... just follow what i feel is right...
if thats the case... i'll bomb india and china... im right... becos i help to keep world population from increasing...
i'll stop studying... waste so much money just for the paper which my father calls it "pang sai jua" (toilet paper)... in the end go out work oso have to learn the ropes as u progress...
i'll allow public swimming pools to have ppl booking the pool for themselves so they can suntan or swim without anything on... then there wun be any white butts or busts around anymore... and it looks so much better...
i'll revert ezlink to the good old farecard... i really dun understand how come they can deduct so much money from the card at times... $2 for overstaying? wat kind of shit rule is this... i have seen or heard many incidents of absent-minded people who dun tap their cards at the exit gantry... heard from my mother that all bus drivers received a fat bonus during lunar new year... where all that money come from?... of cos from the poor commuters... transport minister says the price hike is necessary to keep up with costs and what do we have... bus companies all reported handsome profits...
wat less salary is better than no salary, got job is better than no job, get more benefits... all a load of crap which idiots think are true... do we hear that the ministers' salaries have been reduced?... one month of salary from anyone in the government is enough for at least 5 persons... they're enjoying life and they're telling us to survive over the bad times...
being a stayer or a quitter... if im a quitter then i'll be foreign talent to other countries... hey isnt that wat my own country's gonna do... attract foreign talents and earn crazy money... if all humans are stayers... there's no foreign talent at all for singapore to woo...
in the end... who would you rather listen... rich always have different views from the poor... partial and impartial statements... all plain cheemlogies...
"it aint labeled #1 album in UK for nothing..." - hong
11:08 PM
February 26, 2003 COLOURED.
let me get the facts right first... yesterday was almost a perfect day when i just remembered something... i can picture that lady carrying 5kg dumbbell above her shoulder... she was around her thirties and she was lighter than me surely... i can only go wah as my morale dipped...
and i didnt really had $12 left for the rest of the week... i happened to have some $1 coins not counted... so i can spend a bit on pool... i went there to be trashed while learning the ropes... after much observing from the chicken rice gang... we all agree on 1 thing... girls standard attire for pool is spaghetti straps... all like purposely do it to distract their opponents... luckily our class all guys...
mood is feeling very good right now... becos the 1 week break is just 2 days away... cant wait to swim...
regretted not treating bjork seriously when her music was played some time ago... before i used to lament who would listen to this kind of bian tai music while i was listening to "I'll Make Love To You" a long time ago... times have changed... gone are the love songs... and now i'm listening to the bian tai music and im loving it... Massive Attack is even more awesome... to experience the hypnotic feel, u have to hear Butterfly Caught... almost like in another world...
hao hua wor~. lai qing yi xia~. zhen de hao xiang he guo nai~... funny advertisement...
"ru guo ni shi feng, wo jiu shi bai yun rang ni chui..." - hong
10:53 PM
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz
11:51 AM
February 25, 2003 COLOURED.
Strange Encounter
have you ever woke up realising the sky shouldnt be that bright at the point of time u're supposed to wake up... and realised well... u are late...
most of us will encounter this at some point of our lives... but sometimes do you experience cases whereby the alarm clock is turned off when it has been on before u sleep...
'oh thats my parents who cant stand the ringing sounds of my alarm and so they put the clock to sleep... '
or
'i know i have to wake up but wat the hell i still want to sleep' and u woke up and off it yourself and goes back to sleep again...
BUT
u woke up... saw ur parents doing their normal things, not complaining about digging my ears or anything to do with the ringing... and u dun remember waking up at all to shut that damn alarm...
sleepwalk?... sudden memory loss?... dysfunctional brain?... tink too much?... i duno...
Back to Business
never felt so good b4... began increasing weights at the gym... almost all the excerises have been increased... i can almost feel it... my weight is back to 58 liao... everything's in control... down with boybands~, all luan luan de...
listened to Massive Attack's 100th Window album... first reaction was to go woW... dunno i suaku or wat... first time ever heard this type of music... hypnotic feel... if i ever go on drugs, this album surely gives me a floating feeling... perhaps can even put weed on the cd and watch it spin... dunno how to describe how the music's like, dark and edgy?... music critics got more terms to introduce soon...
also downloaded Bjork's Greatest Hits... completed half of the downloads and she's special... got her own unique way of singing... so today at school didnt really waste my time, downloaded REAL artistes instead of those wannabes...
cs called me in evening about cancellation of class for a tutorial tml as the lecturer give birth to a baby girl... not the lecturer i mean, its his wife... shows how much he really cared for our upcoming MST... simply bochap attitude...
"trance..." - hong
11:32 PM
overheard a ger on the phone at MRT...
"so what u want?"
"separate loh"
"u go ur way i go my way"
"hello?"
"uh"
"tell u wat i'll call u later, getting off right now"
treat like wat sia... easy come easy go... i dun like boybands but i have to agree to jerry yan on 1 thing... he once commented that when he goes looking, its going to be his future wife, not someone who u can change every other week...
Quiz
didnt study for this 1... cant be bothered anyway... some careless mistakes... some is a lot since there's only 5 questions... this shouldnt be of a problem to me... quite easy to score for this Server Management...
Lab Test 1
how i wish Digital Systems is tested purely on practicals alone... the practicals are so easy compared to the theory part... all these drawing of diagrams... i rather let the workstation do the talking...
Lab Test 2
perhaps the hardest among the lab tests... Internetworking is so hard... not really hard... since i neber read about it... and the lecturer is so sucky... had no idea how to go about doing the practical but being on the bottom half of the class list helps... always get tips from first batch... from expecting to fail this lab to being able to get quite high marks for it... i'll take that...
rushed to orchard to meet up with jokers and ano... watched The Hot Chick... as usual just let uchu do the talking as i stole glances around... not really around... just, just... admiring... star-struck... hmm, forget wat i said... no one understands anyway lol...
people used to say girls like guys who are shy... if thats the case... then i should have enough girls to fill up the Yellow Pages book... so obviously its bull...
"wo men zhong shi xue bu hui..." - hong
2:15 AM
February 23, 2003 COLOURED.
tml i got a lab quiz and 2 lab tests... right now im still playing worms and not studying...
pretty much tells today's whole story... and Blogger's still as crappy as ever...
"i smell a conspiracy..." - hong
11:44 PM
went swimming... its crazy... i apply sunblock also got people staring at me... me not some supermodel... not even fit to be manhunt whatever...
had a good time swimming 50... was about to do a encore session when i cant feel my legs... like paralysed from waist down... can only offer a limp kick...
beginning to get my appetite back... still get hungry easily... its end of week 7... 2 more weeks to MST... if any person ask me what have i learnt so far in school, i can only answer him with a blank look...
been listening to the 3 ladies continuously for 3 days before switching to audioslave... cant get enuf of the ladies... zhu-er's chirpy songs, shino's realistic songs, stefanie's erm indian songs... she even got a duet with mai kuraki...
"records are meant to be broken..." - hong
1:07 AM
February 21, 2003 COLOURED.
from unable to work... to able to work...
from able to work... to spotting errors...
from spotting errors... to further enhance it...
am i a genius or what... lecturer has said about questioning of people once he find some similiarity among the work... just hope that im not selected for it... either that i have to understand some parts of it...
verse from shino's wo xian zai hen hao... nice song...
ni yao bu gu yi qie bao zhe wo
zhi dao wo neng ken ding ni ai wo
hao ran quan shi jie dou neng yuan liang wo
wei le ni fan guo le na me duo de cuo
uchu asked me out tml... how to go out when no money... leave it to fate...
"i dun believe ill help the government forever..." - hong
11:15 PM
I AM BLOODY CURSED!
10:01 AM
February 20, 2003 COLOURED.
i dunno wat am i doing... wearing all blue to school... feeling blue perhaps?... nah.. more like grabbing any clothes i can find on the closet before rushing to school... sleep so soundly that my mother off my alarm clock... and i didnt hear it at all...
programming programming programming... happy to know that i'm not the only fretting over it... but its still a strain right now... how to make it work wthout using blatant copying of codes... its what really stress me out... whatever error he encounters is sure to appear in mine and other classmates as well... jonathan even got 2 versions of codings... 1 for his submission of work, the other for us to edit and modify at our free will...
maths is getting so difficult... one and half hour for the test is insufficient given my current brain rate... its working damn slow... i know i'll have problems if i have to refer to notes for tutorials... die die die liao la... always used to be finishing the questions before the tutorial lecturer show us her working... now its us waiting for her to show us the steps to do it right... i even got time to arm-wrestle with jimmy... as expected i lost... i never seem to win in arm-wrestling... must pump more liao...
"everybody wants to win back what belong to theirs... right?" - hong
4:56 PM
February 19, 2003 COLOURED.
saw sano's blog abt hairy legs and felt i had to comment on it...
dun fret... i'm been doing research and almost half of my class have hairy legs, i myself included... shows that we have high testerone levels...
11:09 PM
dun dun dun do dee do dee dun dun~...
something's wrong with me...
my stomach always feel empty... but when i do eat... i dun seem to eat enuf to have a full stomach yet it feels that it cant take any more food... like my father always say : "your shen ti huai diao liao, always sleep late"... i still dun believe in this crap... discovered i'm been losing weight since CNY...
going to invest in Strepsils soon... if that still dun get rid of my cough... i really got no idea wat else is potent enuf...
feeling very lethargic these days... once i lie on bed then i'll start to fade away... i hate it cos i'll be super wide awake at night and come school time i'll be yawning away...
cw and chicken were at free access doing the internet programming after school hours... i was there with them busy clicking... on 'download mp3'... got shino, joey, stefanie's albums after my time there... can feel myself moving to rong zhuer's 'dun dun dun'... cant be bothered to do the programming... just buying time for the moment...
accidental sleep cause me to miss Chuang Shi Ji... awoken from the sleep with news about my grandmother... dunno wat happen to her but it cant be serious since my father is not panicking...
"a gambler always wants to win back what he lost..." - hong
11:03 PM
got my part 1 ad 2 done finally... but the rest of my class is finalising part 3 while im still doing the interface...
11:43 AM
when things cant work... have to work overtime... no need sleep liao...
SP server is so biased... me at home now trying to connect to it using the coding... and it say connection error... still say about what must go home and try out... how to try when it cant even connect in the first place....
tired of tinkling with it... can leave it til tomorrow... and right now i m looking through the shoutbox thinggy... hopefully will come out with something nice... either that my clock can rot in the ranchoweb...
noticed somebody's template from the template exchange site... nice icons but the heck i dunno how to do it...
1:54 AM
February 18, 2003 COLOURED.
will be busy rushing the internet programming thing... had to make that bloody thing work...
11:09 PM
February 17, 2003 COLOURED.
[Voices In My Head]
was it something i said or was it your fault... you can choose to blame me but that's what i get for being honest... then you rather be surrounded with a bunch of liars who make you feel good about yourself...
dont think that you are always right... i always felt the other party deserves better than that... whatever decision has been made then just leave it at that... be cool about it...
a coal chamber song has this line - "if its meant to be, then set it free"... no use when one wants to tango and the other wants to breakdance...
Early Morning Taiji
im really bad at multi-tasking... from chatting to 1 person to helping 2 persons and then attending to 4 simultaneously... hardest part was to deal with my father... sit on my bed looking at the monitor, asking me to check soccer results... and wat i was doing, chatting to senzi... lucky he only studied until primary school, if he got past sec sch... i will have a lot explaining to do...
and while i was happily chatting... guess what my classmates were doing... reading the whole textbook and lab book for tml's lab test... i thought somebody cast them a spell or what... its just a lab test and they actually go read up the textbook... even discussing how install windows 2000 server and creating answer file... totally crazY~... last night i didnt read anything, just went back to sleep after being a good samaritan...
Morning Rush and School Beckons
didnt bother to take out my lab book and read... just ate, bathe and head off to school knowing that im on the 2nd shift and sufficient time to revise over there... sit on staircase instead of revising, spending my time killing mosquitoes...
except for 2 minor errors, all went well... and it took one and a half hours to complete that, eating into our lunchtime... went straight to another practical...
saw chan siang ju... that laobei(vincent)'s cousin... quite surprised really... i remembered he was in normal academic and the earliest he can enrol is this july... i tink he got promoted to express... always not serious in npcc, must be reading books all the time... saw laobei last year... now dunno wat happen to him liao... still in batok ite or ns oso not sure...
used to fear digital systems practical... not anymore, its seems so easy suddenly... dun even need to peek at the book for the steps to process the thing... what i'm afraid of though is the theory part...
i give up on my Internetworking practical... more confident on the theory as its just plain memorising...
after school events
its the 3rd week without pocket money now... had to question my mother... thought she was too into work and probably just forgot about it... turned out she purposely didnt give me any money cos she expects me to use my angbao money... in the end she gave me this week's allowance... a good thing i didnt deposit the cash to bank... otherwise i have to go sell myself liao... not that im in demand...
my father's in a rage... not becos of what happen yesterday... in fact he even won money... some bloody cleaner in the block early in the morning taiji bojio ppl then steal my father's fugui hua (fortune plant)... crazy these banglas, last time put the plants downstairs kena stolen, now put outside house also kena stolen... must throw more litter around to make them work hard liao...
"tou fu and ping guo are both healthy foods... i treat u ji tui..." - hong
11:18 PM
February 16, 2003 COLOURED.
my sister hasnt been going out often these few days... saw a note by accident in her room... regarding some relationship problems with her bf... watever, she dun talk to me about these stuff... neither do i like her bf... otherwise he'll be my friend 3 yrs ago...
actually i found out im not that close to my family at all... mother has said before she's tired of tinking about wat dishes to cook when she gets back home... all she wants is a break from a hard day's work when she still has to do housework... if she didnt said anything, i will just take things for granted...
likewise for my other relatives... im always trying to find an excuse not to visit them for lunch or dinner... sometimes its nice to be alone... instead of being in a place with familiar faces with nothing to talk about... maybe that gay can teach me a thing or two about socialising...
after hearing honglin talk about his ns things... i tink its time i start to prepare myself right now... less than one and half years to go... i dont want to go there to suffer... must pump myself so that ns wun be so tough... he said he was lucky to in be the moderate obese group... not so hiong, can slack a bit... hell he even lost 8kg... maybe i wun recognized him if i ever see him...
eat sleep eat sleep... sunday must lie in bed... still practising my 'O' and not revising for tml's server management lab test...
"rock music and dance music does mix well together..." - hong
10:59 PM
Survivor Amazon is so interesting... first episode oreadi got 2-headed snake in the male tribe liao... gers may have won immunity but i think the guys will come back strongly... maybe the guys wun even be at the tribal council again until the tribes finally merge... daniel really clumsy pig...
spent the last 2 days online for quite some time... ranchoweb is dead soon... have to find a free offsite hosting place to store pics and liang shan bo...
dun wan to slp this morning... then i see i have 2 hours of free time... how to pass them... decide to lie on bed at 5... and woke up see sky so bright... 9:50... but i'm still not late... able to do the delivery except no time to work on programming...
reached dover and saw bryant with his overnight clothes on... lol... from sentosa come back directly... told me the beach there flooding with couples, even got pitch tents...
lecture theatres full of people... its obscene... first time i ever see a lecture theatre whereby i cant even go in... even the door also got people... felt like a wasted trip coming to school... had i known that so many were coming... i would have shine my butt under the afternoon sun as i snoozed in bed...
bryant left for his beauty sleep... left cw, chicken, chiobu, jonathan n me... head to lido catch final destination 2... 90 min show, theres even a scene almost the same as ghostship 1, the barbwire, but this fd 2 is more graphical though not enuf to make my stomach churn... i even laughed at the last death scene...
had ljs for lunch at cineleisure... chicken took bus home, the rest took mrt home... i travel by foot... to borders...
long time never go there dunno whether i lucky or wat... got sofa to sit, not once but twice... spend 7 hours down there... from 3 to 10... abit the bian tai...
on my way home keep sucking my cheeks throughout the ride home practising the art of making a nice 'O'...
"bu yao wo nan guo jiu bu yao li kai wo..." - hong
12:47 AM
February 15, 2003 COLOURED.
[Thoughts]
bu zi hao dai huo bu dao xian zai~...
"saw ppl swimming and thought it was fun... took the plunge without testing the waters and now he's drowning... can someone save him?... no... he'll have to learn swimming on the spot in order to survive..."
ming bai bu ming bai~...
[End of Thoughts]
late for my csw class and the test has already started... had 1 look on the paper and wanted to walk out straight away... the practice test last week was so easy and today... the words dun seem english to me... more like some foreign language i never studied before... i dunno wat i was writing in the end... scribble, cross out words repeatedly... to pass is a miracle...
internet programming lecturer is killing us... next week must hand in all the 3 parts... i'm still in midst of part 2... shitty shit shit... if only they know not all are born to be programmers... meant to be a practical and he got us a lecture to make up for lost time... like that how to do vb peacefully...
a small excerpt from my class yesterday (realli shows how crap we can be)
[01:12] tml all got date anot .... ?
[01:12] [01:04] <@ReN`XiYaN> tml all got date anot .... ? <-- yes 14 feb
[01:12] sry
[01:12] 15 feb
[01:12] dotz..
[01:12] got yue ren anot...
[01:12] moon man?
for those single males who are suffering from depression due to valentine's day, this may brighten up your day a little~...
10 reasons why DOGS are better than WOMEN:
- the later you get home, the more excited dogs are to see you.
- dogs will forgive you for seeing other dogs
- dogd don't notice if you call them by another dog's name
- dogs think breaking wind is funny
- no dog ever put on 100lb after reaching adulthood
- a dog's parents never visit
- dogs can appreciate exessive body hair
- a dog's temperament stays the same all month long
- when a dog gets old and snappy, you can shoot it
- dogs don'y want to know about every other dog you ever had
uchu's on the loose... called me at 6pm telling me to go out... told him i gotta be househusband and cook rice... anyway im a sensible person... dun wan to disturb him n sano in a candlelight dinner... i go there i'll become the lighted candle...
was fussing over tml's talks... bryant keep saying no need go... cw oso say as long as not compulsory then no nd go... 10pm called me tell me go online discuss abt tml... kaoz, must remind them then they know 1...
a beautiful song from ash...
There's a Star - Ash
Tonight there's no denying, no there's no denying
There's something magic in the air
Emotional disorder, came from out of nowhere
And took me unaware
The patterns of the oceans, lost in her emotions
You know that I don't care
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
Dream of a new age
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
All I can do is wait
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be hoping for
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be dreaming of
Cool evening falling, I can hear her calling
Cross the serpentine
Dark and chaotic, slow and hypnotic
She comes into my mind
And tonight nothing matters, no it doesn't matter
Everything will be fine
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
Dream of a new age
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
All I can do is wait
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be hoping for
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be dreaming of
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be wishing for
There's a star in the night sky
"keep on pouting!..." - hong
12:04 AM
February 13, 2003 COLOURED.
cant sleep well these days... prefers to sleep in afternoon but theres school... eyes may be tired at night but i just toss around in bed constantly... oh ya, didnt notice the table looks not bad... forgot all about the html coding... got it from my old site...
singapore should declare a public holiday for valentine's day since they are so despo to create romance for its citizens... heard bryant saying about his friend's mother making quite a bit... she's a florist by the way... obscene prices for roses... fancy spending quite a huge amount of money to buy something that wilts within a week, thats how long the relationship will last... LOL... quite harsh eh... who cares... i always prefer something thats more practical instead of the usual stuff...
singles in my class contributed some ideas... nice ones and bad ones... cost-effective... here they are:
- plant some rose seeds and comment that like the seeds, our love xu yao pei yang de
- one stalk of rose... why?... becos u're cheap!
- date on a rooftop... zai wu ding chang zhe ni de ge~...
- sing a*du's song... ta yi ding heng ai ni~... provided u have no voice that day...
- singing can either make or break your day... must be like miriam yeung, pipagao in ur pocket always!
- watch The Hot Chick together... highly recommended by cw
- at the end of the day... no matter what must have at least $3.50 in ur wallet
- spend a day in pulau ubin... there got more privacy!
- talk about having hou zi hou sun while trekking bukit timah hill
it is evident that based from the above examples i have listed... the singles in my class (including me) are all cocking crappers who do nothing but talk cock and crap...
lunchtime chicken rice gang go out to singapore pools outlet for the latest queue sensation... no hello kittys but the angbao toto jackpot... in the end turn out the outlet never operate liao... much to their disgust... for me, toto 4d these type like throw money away... chances of winning is like me being the next prime minister of singapore... hehe, right now im just a lowly SM Lee... LOL...
my maths tutorial lecturer seems to have a grudge against F4... saying the girls all crazy over 4 ah guas for what... she even said my class all better looking than F4... heard that?... girls can be oh so blind... or issit my lecturer... she's been teaching in SP since 1979... hmmm... i take back my word about blind girls, u know i'm not serious dun u...
while ppl are fretting about how to get cash in such a short amount of time... i still havent study for my csw test tml... now thats more impt than a date with BoA!...
"its nice to be important, but its more important to be nice..." - hong
11:41 PM
went for a swim under the bright sun... heng heng never see that guy... always loved swimming when there's sun... can see my shadow moving while swimming, very nice... when there's sun, there's always girls... n guys who thought the pool was a beach... put towel on concrete then down there read chinese novel while kissing the sun...
| Pool | Beach |
|---|
| pay 50 cents for entry | free | | hard concrete | soft sand | | chlorine water | sea water | | trees? | coconut trees |
obviously beach is the winner... maybe they prefer to ogle at lifeguards drooling in their sleep...
today no crazy guy... but got xiao mei mei... take off her swimsuit in front of me... lucky i not those into child porno... otherwise her father will regret...
go home find nobody at home... turns out they all go grandmother house... feeling sleepy after excercises nowadays... weak liao... in the end overslept then they help me takeaway some food... have to master art of snacking soon... trying desperately to finish the cny food... living without pocket money for 2nd week running... parents holidays come back like still gong gong like that...
"cat dun teach tiger how to climb trees becos students always betray the teacher..." - hong
12:43 AM
February 12, 2003 COLOURED.
early in the morning got ppl outside school giving out brochures...
"is the world coming to an end?"
cant they tink of a better title... seem everytime they give things always got this title 1...
didnt really listen to lectures... not that i'm attentive throughtout the 2 yrs... ys take my maths notes home to copy... if he never bring on thursday then i song bo liao... dun wan to lend him 1 cos all he tinks of is play and whistling at girls that he deemed chio...
busy reading brochure... then ask cs what is this what is that... then i borrow his bible go see see look look... recommended John to me... spend 2 hours down there read read... turn water to wine... born blind can see... feed 5000 ppl... lamb of god, son of god, bread of man... so many terms make me confused... have to flip back to recall who is who... no time to read dying lazarus... next time perhaps... heaven knows how long it'll take to finish the whole book...
jimmy see me thought i read dictionary...
"why the sudden interest?... wan to have faith ar?"
as a libra... cannot let fellow librans down... must have 2 sides of stories... then can balanced... too many people see 1-sided liao, never see from the other side...
"so francis... ni ling wu dao le mah?"
cs see me so engrossed in it keep asking that question... ask what i have learnt... he seems very happy that i'm reading it... pretty interesting i must say, didnt make me sleep...
last lecture went FC4 to eat... after that some carrom and off to gym... cw idiot go put me under housewife category... working on the arms... do until no more feeling...
"wha lau, where ur name... put feng for wat... u got so many nicks meh"
signing out is always a problem... flip back cant find... cw cant find feng... then he realised another person sign cw's 1 instead of his own 1... next time dun sign out better... so troublesome 1... they should computerised it, then can search for keyword... faster sign out that way...
go home bathe and wash my smelly shoes... straight after that go and sleep liao... too tired, just now at gym arms no feeling... sleep liao wake up arms not aching 1... not hiong enuf... or maybe i really lost the feel of my arms liao...
at first thought today can continue to work on my internet programming project... then remember tml no school... wah lanz... make me slack for 1 more day...
"success comes at the price of other people's failure..." - hong
2:21 AM
February 11, 2003 COLOURED.
went to school without putting gel on hair... no time and no one bothers to look at it anyway... the advantage of being in engineering... i tink wear only underwear oso no ppl bother to open eyes to see...
practicals do until eyes sleepy... next week start lab test liao... 2 more weeks more lab tests... 3 more weeks to 1 week break... 4 more weeks to MST... no one to pei me overnight like last time liao... lol...
playing worms nowadays... to kill a worm got so many patterns... provide some comic relief to a rather dull world of mine... i even had a team that had names that i've known... irc ppl like ano, sano, neo, bla bla bla and of cos senzi... control them very funny... esp. uchu sounds like girl and j talk like guy... cant blame... the COM anyhow put 1...
luohan on standby when around 7pm... waiting for us to switch on tv... 7:15 liao still haben open then they sian diao... 7:30 open then they happy again... stoned down there watch... never rest their eyes... cant blink even... sooner or later need glasses... watched the much anticipated drama Chuang Shi Ji II... Rong Tian kan suay... all the people around die... even that killer also suay suay tio accident just to avoid Rong Tian... but hes a hero...
"ni kuai le shuo yi wo kuai le..." - hong
1:29 AM
February 10, 2003 COLOURED.
finally started on my internet programming... finished the part one although there's not much to be done really since ive worked on it long time ago... just have to add a bit of things here and there... part 2 and 3 bases's oreadi done... just have to modify it so it is authentic... then lecturer wont question about it... right now im in 2 minds... to do by myself or modify the thing... given my nature, i'll take the easy way out...
writing blog for so long liao... sometimes got the urge to just put everything in... sometimes i wished no need to write at all... its like a burden sometimes, like having to submit b4 the deadline just for people to see... nowadays writing blog just comes naturally... in that sense its more of a enjoyment rather than giving myself extra stress...
happened to see jamie teo in the glen and rod sport show... she was doing some parachuting... long time never see her appear on tv... now dye and cut hair... all like to copy senzi... too lazy to email jamie... she took ages to reply and i would forget what i have written to her previously... if i own somebody an email... it gotta be strawberi... she always forward me things but i never forward back or write anything to her at all... think i have to write something soon to confirm my existence in this world... i think i also own 1 person an email... but i'll only write once i have clear my mind of all things... i dun like a rushed 1... cos emotions can run high...
had frogs' legs for lunch... hopefully i can develop webbed hands and feet then can swim like a real frog and beat those SASA!...
saw advertisement of pierre png and andrea de cruz about the campaign of Romancing Singapore... kinda xia suay... romance also need government's help?... just follow your heart and everything comes into place naturally...
noticed my luohan swimming vertically noseup and nosedown... heck, it can even swim sideways liao... crazy fish, can swim straight dun wan... want to do stunts... stuntfish no money, only stuntman got money... that luohan really watch too much tv liao... everytime open tv the 2 fish stoned down there... eyes fixed on the tv set... my sister wave her hands to distract them they angry... tried to bite her fingers... spoilt fish... one day take them out to cook...
"cos i am the game and i am that damn good"... how i wish i can say that...
"4 behemoths inside the ring..." - hong
1:10 AM
February 09, 2003 COLOURED.
today school got briefing about 3rd yr selection of modules and fyp briefing... reached dover mrt and waited for friends... all never go MLT1 before... at sp for 2 years liao still dunno the place like the palm of the hand... lousy, really lousy...
bryant oreadi there... cw reached there with me... 1 minute later ys and chiobu came as well... about to set off then still have to wait for weili... briefing at 11 and we wait until 11:20 then weili come... walk 1 big round to MLT1 when we have to wait for jonathan and weide... not again... wait wait wait... by the time we reached MLT1 oreadi 11:35... 25 more minutes then over liao...
down there no space... then we go outside play blackjack and si kee puay... after the whole thing over... i still not sure about what's going on... fyp max number of members only 3... B.T.H.K have to split liao... hope to remain inside the group... otherwise dunno how to survive... cant maximise my ability if kena split...
3rd year selection... only 1 class open for maths... may open another 1 if there's huge demand... cw says maths useless... but it kinda means the elite... only 2 classes... feel tempted to go for it... need a kick in the butt to get me going, cant keep slacking forever...
thought of going home straight after the briefing when sano told me the alien has landed... already promised my mother i'll be home for lunch... arranged to meet at 2...
go home then my mother got the food prepared... but havent cook yet... watched the clock ticks by as i pace up and down anxiously... by the time lunch's ready, oreadi 1pm liao... eat fast and wanna clean up then she tell me to finish all in the wok... ended up eating 2 plates of mifen... rushed to meet them but still late...
walked around orchard... nothing much... in search of arcades that have the game...not sure what game is it... never played arcade cos i always suck at it... see those small lians and bengs wannabes also sian... forever the case of see who stare the longest wins... been a long time since i went to plaza singapura... the place looks foreign to me...
saw fireworks again... like trying to show off like that... singapore cannot put, malaysia can put... go home still got bird nest to eat sia... makes me think... if swallow's spit can be so expensive... then mine must be priceless...
"ni yao chi tou fu mah?..." - hong
12:04 AM
February 07, 2003 COLOURED.
7th day of lunar new year is everybody's birthday... wishing all happy birthday~... a lot of people go restaurants lao yu sheng... not becos they want to flaunt their wealth... they lazy to clean up when they anyhow flip the veggies around...
today lao yu sheng with my neighbours outside the corridor... only my parents are on friendly terms with them... my sister and i seldom talk to them... flip here flip there... food fly all over the place... flip finish liao then those kena thrown on the table 1 put back to the plate... like chao guo tiao... opened up a bottle of french red wine... kena drink 2 glasses... hate the taste, why people like drinking... plain water is good...
Some Chinese New Year Comic Relief
- "wish you nian nian you yu!"
- "what? neh neh you yu ?"
which cny song shouldnt be played to people lying in bed?
- sing bu lai... sing bu lai... song ni ge guan cai...
which cny song shouldnt be played to elderly?
- dong dong dong dong chiang... chiang dong chiang dong chiang!
didnt do the blog yesterday as i was well... busy... practising how to sleep well... sleep for 13 hours and didnt get any results, sad to say... cant sleep properly these days, not because of work... tv is tempting, watch jacky wu too much... think i'm in love with kang kang liao... *slaps myself*... no more gay issue... wednesday night wanna sleep early then ended up playing my sister's bf's gamecube he brought over... play Mario's Party 4... if it wasnt fun, it wouldnt rob me of my beauty sleep... i hate it when it's fun...
my yesterday's events...
i hate integration... i hate lecturer... why she give until so long-winded steps when my tutorial lecturer got short cuts... making me confused... practice doesnt seem to work here... all requires formulas from the formulae book... just hope test week i can do fast enough...
go play pool with chiobu, ys and cw... ys say go ginza that counter girl pretty... turned out she isnt working... but ys's standards is always low... so i played... with my SP Orientation screaming out from my t-shirt... the guard down there also dunno do what, eyes blind, play around with cues, look at people play...
long time never play liao... as always i play like shit... i need regular pool to get it going... hit some nice shots initially... later missed clear-cut chances... eyes cant take it... chiobu demonstrated his sniper stance, britney 'spear' stance, one hand stance... at first thought he was joking about it whenever he discussed it with us during lessons... cant believe what he was doing... britney 'spear' 1 really open my eyes big big... all these are what he call the "humiliation" methods to disgrace opponents... even cw who can be considered a pro among our class says he bo way kong...
must show what i'm made up of this year... if only... how i wished i was honggy the nerd in my pri and sec sch days... cant get any motivation in poly at all... people around all slackers, not all people... some began to work hard liao... being a part of chicken rice gang doesnt help... only think of sleeping, playing and dear... now oreadi 5th or 6th week liao... 2 more weeks lab test, 4 more weeks to MST... time flies... have to get things going this weekend... if only...
my today's events
played Mario's Party 4 with my sister in the morning... can be very addictive...
lecturer...(hmm, is a female called a lecturess?)... called my name to get my letter back... she was going through what needs to be improved so i can prepare myself for the test next week... she talk a while then she looked at my left side of face... i was looking at the paper and wondered why she didnt talk liao... she tilted her head right left, right left, squinting eyes...
my left side of face got macaroni which i had for lunch stuck on my face like seashell?
she attracted to that thick mousse smell?
my left side more handsome?
my left sde of head got dandruff?
oh good... wednesday i attracted a guy... and today on a friday i attracted a lady... sweating again... lecturer how to run away... this time doom liao...
snap back to reality... its not so complicated...
"WHY YOU PUT STRAWS ON YOUR EAR?"
- "... .... ... ..."
she was looking again and again, again and again... and again for 1 more time... how many encores does she do...
"why francis... why u put straws on ur ear?"
- "... ... ... ... yi shu... ... ... ..."
no studs no earrings... still can put what... normal earrings so small... body piercing ones so big... looked at those colored studs on 77th Street but duno how people wear...
internet programming getting cheemer and cheemer... im the one to blame... keep checking on blogs while lecturer was teaching... now i completely lost ground... look at my friends type type type... i down there play with the butterflies and shouted around ppl's boxes... thought of doing everything from scratch over the weekend...
weide tell me dun log off my workstation first... no idea what he was trying to do... then he hit jackpot and found the codings which some smart alecs from other class did and save it inside the hard disk... we sent a copy of the coding to our class... from despair to joy... try to do it myself first... if it cant works by the deadline... still have that smart alec to thank...
"dun you know that i'll be having you cos i have an angel interceptor..." - hong
11:10 PM
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4:22 PM
February 05, 2003 COLOURED.
is shoutbox dead?... how come it cannot load 1...
okie it's dead... www.activetopic.com cant even go...
i always seem to remember things and my friends will forget things easily... everytime people asked to borrow something from me, they'll get it the next day... ask something from them and i'll need 2 or 3 days before they finally bring their stuff... really forget or pure laziness... maybe next time should get a girl to help me borrow...
after school went to cmpb with jimmy and chicken... amazed with their knowledge of bus routes... always knows take which bus to where 1... chicken always so on, last time orchard he tag along... today he also follow us go see see look look...
didnt know cmpb got so many female staff... i thought only got those sickly guys in uniform 1... let jimmy do the talking while i look around... feel uneasy talking to girls... in the end never fill up any forms... unsure which vocation to apply for... commando's tempting... but i mentally very soft... nearly became crazy in a leadership camp last time in sec sch... dun like to try it again... chicken suggested signals... jimmy dun wan army becos must play with mud... me also haben decide yet... jimmy wanted navy long time ago... maybe can go be diver... wait until they send brochures or yr 3 before i make the decision...
walked past bukit merah swimming complex... like what sia... lifeguards down there can sleep whole day also never mind... water also no need clean 1... not a single person swimming... wanted to try the pool but i rather find a pool which is im more familiar with...
go batok pool liao only got 2 persons swimming... the moment i get down left me only liao... strange feeling, swimming while being watched by lifeguards... later how i wished i can swim alone when i encounter 2 incidents...
noticed 1 idiot bobbing up and down in the pool... up down up down... then he just got up and left... never even swim... queer...
someone is watching me swimming... no not the lifeguard... some guy is watching me...
he kept standing on my lane and as i swim towards him... he'll move left and right alternately... not to another lane, on the same lane... swim away from him he'll move to the centre again... looking at me... thought he was gay... maybe i should teach him the "kong ji si se" sutra...
go wash up and was changing when he come and talk to me... ARRGH, chatting with a stranger... guy somemore... i feel so sick...
he - "i noticed u swim a lot of laps... very good... how many did u swim?..."
me - "20..."
then he went "wah" wonder if he die of heart atttack if i tell him the truth...
he - "did you workout or anything?..."
me - "no..."
he - "wow... just by swimming alone and u have a fit body ar..."
later i told him the truth...
he - "i go swimming to lose weight... have to lose 7kg..."
me - "i see..."
he - "u from the army? see you so fit and u have the ns shoes..."
me - "no la..."
his chest didnt look bad at all... if cw got that kind of chest he oraedi happy like siao liao... only need to shed fat around his stomach... then again, he has a flat stomach... tink he's been working out for a long time when he said he havent workout for quite some time... see him swim, dun think he'll lose that 7kg... he more like wading around in the water, looking at me swim throughout...
he - "from young attend lessons?..."
me - "no..."
something which i'm always proud of... but i wun tell him i only know how to swim last year... no people will believe anyway...
he - "u swim often issit... see ur butt white 1..."
me - "huh..."
did i hear clearly... he go and c my butt!?!?... no one supposed to see my butt until my wife spanks it... pity mi poor butt... gay i tell u he's gay... begin to sweat liao... quickly pack my things...
he - "i go swimming mondays to fridays, 2pm like that... so if u're around..."
me - "-___-~..."
he - "wanna walk with me to the mrt?..."
me - "-___-~..."
gave him lame excuse i meeting my friend... of all people why must guy sia... if girl i more than happy to walk with her... purposely walk the opposite way when we parted... observed him from behind and discovered he can walk damn fast... disappear soon after... changed course to my old route then rain...
thinking back... gay or not gay... i'll see him again sooner or later... how not to miss him when he's swimming mondays to fridays... if holidays then worse... see him everyday liao... if he's not gay then good... me got swimming partner liao... but have to get him to swim 50 first... admire his ability to talk to strangers... if only i know how to do that too, then life will be so much fun... he better change the way he look at my body next time... otherwise i'll condemn batok forever...
take initiative and make new friends... talking doesnt kill... but i just dunno how to go about doing it... always waiting... lousy... damn lousy...
"thinking about you..." - hong
9:55 PM
February 04, 2003 COLOURED.
people all like still having holidays... must have too many relatives... cant visit all in 3 days... only half of lecture theatre is filled... boring, keep yawning throughout...
only cw n me going gym... bryant cny too shag liao... lousy excuse... later he say he wan to go orchard... cny didnt help me in my mass-gaining programme... only increase 0.5kg... now 58 liao... 2 more then i can the title belt liao...
intially wanna stay until 5 then go my grandmother hse for dinner... cw complain complain say too long... i managed to extend his normal time at the gym to 3 hours...
got 1 1/2 hour b4 i can go my grandmother house... take mrt from chinese garden to boon lay... then wait for it to go towards the east... sleep sleep sleep until reach kembangan and down there see see look look... take train back to the west to lakeside when i found out i cant get out of the gantry... it says "overstay"... go ask the station manager then she say must pay $2 more then can pass through... &@*$#%^#!... seems like everything comes at a price...
reach my grandmother hse just in time for dinner... eat a lot but still hungry... quite unlike my childhood... go there eat she everytime plonk food to my bowl... finish up liao she plonk somemore... then most of time i eat quickly and faster clean up... now different, is she chasing me off the table so other ppl can sit down and eat...
my uncle b4 that cook for my sis n my share liao but then we dunno... somemore never inform us or anything then just tell us to come over... too bad we oreadi eating at grandmother house liao...
we'll go walking barefoot on the beaches in summer...
we'll catch the falling leaves of trees in autumn...
we'll watch the cherry blossoms bloom...
we'll watch the tortoises grow up together...
fan xiao xuan - wo yao wo men zai yi qi... like this song last time... fast slow fast slow with piano... keeps playing in my mind these days...
"sha sha kan ni... zi yao he ni zai yi qi..." - hong
11:35 PM
February 03, 2003 COLOURED.
today my parents go on hoilday liao... wun be back until thursday... i m now the owner of the house!!!... sounds nice at first, then the thought of wash clothes, feed tortoise, feed fishes, water plants, offer incense, take tortoise out for walk, and so much more makes me think like The Sims... i'm in control now...
b4 they go, my father put the luohans together hope that they'll mate...
"c... they're kissing each other..."
"wah kaoz... the big 1 bite the small 1 then dun wan to let go la... they not human le, how can kiss..."
yesterday tortoise was in a very good mood and decided to put on a show for the kids... went down the stairs all by herself... can hear her shell kok kok kok against the concrete... used too much energy... today keep sleeping... need to replenish her strength...
mother tell me what to do for tomorrow... 4th day of lunar new year must "bai bare gong"... later most of the words will be in teochew... i juz try to put the pronounciation so it sounds alike... dun feel like writing the chinese meaning to it since its so fake...
so funny sia, "dua bare gong" got sugar, salt and a branch with some leaves... ask my mother for wat 1... she say "dua bare gong" rides on horse then come down eat the offerings... the horse will eat the salt to regain energy... the branch is used as a whip for "dua bare gong"... sugar wise i dunno for what... anyone knows pls tell me...
tml "bai tea gong and bare gong"... my sister too lazy then i have to do it... burn paper... joss sticks for them to smoke... my mother remember to tell me about tml's things but she forget to give me pocket money!
lucky afternoon no more rain then pack my things for swimming... keep thinking something's amiss...
on my way to mrt when i saw fiona from MMEC... chiobu like her but dun dare say then somemore anyhow accuse his fren when its obviously he's the one who likes her... fren, fiona got stead liao leh... today she even wear matching red with bf...
find it very funny when i board the train... all dress so nice to go happy new year... then i extra down there dressed shabbily... all the people looking at me... look at me for what, if pity me then i dont mind u throw some money over so i can buy Hugo Boss suit to go swimming leh... but then ppl at pool will see i siao 1 wear suit go swim... maybe i use the pity money to hire ian thorpe as my private swimming instructor...
my mother said b4 only crazy people cny go swim... guess there are many crazy people around... better than any weekday... swim swim swim... the cold water's slowing my pace... freezing arms freezing legs... freezing brain... how to swim...
SASA public holiday also must train... watching them swim can be terrifying... esp the SASA girls... all so black like charcoal... looks like african to me... noticed 1 pervert dunno doing wat inside the water... but i must say i was impressed with his breathing technique... can hold his breath for very very very long...
go wash up then i know what i have left out... bloody underwear... not that i like them anyway, plan to burn them together with the incense and paper... dunno who so black-hearted invent underwear... trying to make all men impotent and destroy all humans...
without underwear in public is hard to survive... kept murmuring "kong ji si se, se ji si kong"... trying not to get a reaction and visualize all women as men... lucky i escaped without anyone who detected it...
a lot of advertisements of compilations of love songs and 80s songs... only interested in that shino album... yea n i remember her another oldie goodie - "fan"... come to think about it... must save money... all cny collections will be donated to my bank account... couples below 18 pls seek parental consent before donating... cos u can scare the living daylights of me...
"cold... cold... i need ur warmth... but not so warm that we'll burn!!!" - hong
8:08 PM
February 02, 2003 COLOURED.
andy lau says having to consider so many factors when it comes to love is tiring... if only it can be as simple as that... it comes from a movie featuring the man himself yesterday...
blur sister and her idiot bf go chiong... she forget to bring her house keys... then my mother tell me to wait until they come back then open door for them... like butler like that... wait until want to die... stomach so hungry, house no maggi mee, all cny cookies cant fill my stomach... always disapproves my sister going to these nightspots... deep inside i also wan to go and enjoy a bit but my mother always forbid... guess she's concerned for me as much as i'm concerned for my sister...
time they came back - 4:50am... time i wake up - 9:00am... my eyes suay suay have to work overtime liao... somemore free labour, not paid 1... like to torture them too much...
today all my mother's side all come to shout and scream... kept my stomach full by constantly eating from my lunch onwards... snack snack snack... gained some knowledge about mandarin oranges... apparently they can reduce my cough, just dun peel too cleanly and leave some strands of that thing-i-dunno-what-to-call untouched...
my uncle tell me to on pc to show them the pics of the malay cousin that he forwarded to me... start up my pc and the wallpaper shows up... "wah who's that... all girls 1..." still havent changed my wallpaper since she sent me that 1... was red-faced as all the relatives gather around my pc and stare...
quickly changed topic and opened slide show of my malay cousin asmah... she looks like chinese since she's chinese malay... she gave us pics of her on mt kinabalu, study trip in indonesia, and her university in malaysia... resembles my other cousin... later my uncle use my pc go play freecell... he's a solitaire, daidee, mahjong game freak... can forgo his meals just to play the games...
get red packets as usual... when it comes to my godmother turn... my 1 special from the rest... biggest among the rest... money-wise also biggest... hehehe...
saw shino tv advertisment of her latest album... she copy senzi's image sia... how come exactly the same 1... esp. the album cover, really looks the same... her Wu Ji Er Zhong bagus... highly recommended... and also 1 old song 4get title liao...
watch tv all day... will carry on tonight... tml swim liao then go back to school liao... no more cny... chew on tough bak kwa so much that my right side of mouth aches nia...
"as he indulges.. i just hope it wont happen to him like it did last time..." - hong
10:37 PM
February 01, 2003 COLOURED.
yesterday midnight got fireworks in malaysia... this time is all over the place and not over some specific spot... CNY means a lot to malaysians... provides some entertainment after the boring rain... wished u were there...
my uncle come to happy new yr us very early sia... 8++... talk so loud i cant sleep... go washed up and dressed up in buaya gear... crocodile brand, wat to expect... all set to go grandparents house...
early wake up but still got poor eating timing... eat breakfast at 9++... forced to eat lunch at 10++... dinner at 7++... time between lunch and dinner i wan to die sia... oso nth to eat... hate bai du (white stomach) fish... that bloody cny fish... every new year cfm have... parents always say i not teochew man... only teochew like to eat bai du... bai guo also neber eat... mother everytime cook for father n herself only... kids dun eat this stuff liao... just show us the bak kwa and crackers and pineapple tarts...
treat green tea like water like that... CNY = no plain water... sure drink flavoured water or even wine... no other fruits except mandarin oranges... these 2 are killers for my cough... but right now i'm still a survivor...
my sister was cursing her bf when he havent come yet... in the end she was the last to eat lunch at grandparents house... later she going her bf side there get angbaos... there got good business... they pack in $50s... too bad i cant take part in it... bf later still go chiong... cny also got open meh... waste money on lousy beer sia...
go my grandparents brother or sister or watever house to gong xi fa cai... awkward... all i never see b4 1... down there all elderly... i can only sit down there diam diam... later got 1 girl ard same age as me come give me angbao i shocked sia... so young married liao?!... later asked my mother then find out that her mother never bring bag then tell her daughter to give out angbaos...
in between visits have to help mother pack angbaos... not enough packets to go around... near paisei... lucky my uncle was there first then inform my mother how many children are there...
go these old people house like going through time warp... houses all retro retro type... got that receiver that was the rage 10 years ago... concrete floor without any finishes... no air con... standard 20" TV... the round tables that only old ppl keep... adjustable chairs that can be found in malaysia... altars all got pictures of their ancestors...
only in CNY then i bold enuf to shake strangers hands... becos thats what they do n i just follow suit... "happy new yr happy new yr"... actually inside i was dying to get home and sleep... open eyes big big for whole morning and afternoon... they need rest... tml sure die... my mother side all coming my house... open big big whole day... someone help me...
reached home at 3pm... wanted to go swim but mother sure kill me... cny swim what, go ppl hse happy new yr...
only good thing is tml eating steamboat... finally can fill up my stomach... feeling hungry with these sort of eating hours...
"piece of advice for you my friend... dun let history repeat..." - hong
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February 28, 2003 COLOURED.
"sissy ar... ku ku ku (cry cry cry)... ku bu ting (canot stop crying)... cong zao ku dao hei ye cry from dawn til dusk)..."
statement above is not from M1 advertisements about the dogs... it comes from my mother when i was young... almost everyday kena caning 1... since entering school... i tink i have used up all my tears liao, otherwise its just cant seem to flow anymore...
i remember during primary 2, my form teacher passed away... the school had a one minute silence and when we head back to our class... everyone was crying, getting tissues, comforting each other... some initially didnt cry but see so many cry, if never cry then a bit the extra, so they dun want to be left out and cried with them... as for me, i was busy playing rubber with the person sitting next to me...
pri 4... i was alone at home and fiddled with the camera out of boredom... didnt know that if i open it, the film will be exposed and negatives are as good as gone... i was stunned and didnt know wat to do... then i down there cry... mother come baack and say i siao ar... come to think about i was quite stupid...
bodies have been bruised... necks broken... careers ended in an instant... yes this is entertainment... but the hazards are real... so whatever you do... please dun try this at home...
my neck is not broken, i dun even have a career to begin with... but one thing for sure... i have lost count of how many times i have fell down and hurt my legs when i was young... while normal babies begin to walk at 1... i was still crawling... only begin to stand and walk after i was 2... its rare if i dun fall down once a day... often see my peers during primary school cry whenever they have stomachaches... always thought they siao ding dong... waz stomach pain compared to blood gushing, pus oozing legs... from then i stopped crying...
last time i ever cried was at sec 3 leadership training camp... selected few from different uniform groups were sent to ubin for 5 day 4 night holiday... i wish it was a holiday... training camp is not leisure camp... just becos of sth i did, the instructors 'kidnapped' me and announced to the rest that i was lost when in fact i was ordered to stay in the instructors' tent... then the campers have to search all over the place for me all night... they were also punished... later when they were allowed to sleep... the teacher summoned me and of cos i had some punishment... but the punishment like machiam peanuts compared to wat npcc gave me... teacher oso not so stopid, he see me do push-ups how come so relaxing 1 then he scold scold scold scold scold scold scold scold scold... apparently i cant take scoldings very well... he scold until his head smells (direct dialect translation) that i cry... LOL...
yesterday i shed a tear... today woke up sniffing... not from the crying... i caught cold, and wif my cough, i am so sick... hope tml fever dun catch up with me...
listened to shino's You Sheng Zi Nian over and over until i realised i'm late for school... today got lab test... step inside the room and i suddenly panic... codes in front of me and i'm flipping over the pages not thinking properly... in the end i have bryant to thank for hinting me about the codes... managed to do enuf to ensure a pass...
although spent time in school for a short 2 hours... returned home with Volcano High, My Sassy Girl and Darkness Falls as well as some Jackass clips... thanx to toy for burning them and bryant for remembering to bring volcano high... annoyed at lazio match being postponed... there goes my chance of winning back what i lost... otherwise im looking forward to a new weekend and push up my balance a bit... i have set aside some money for betting, not much though... just enuf to pay for a meal if i win... if left no more credit then i wash my hands liao...
"ni yong yuan shi wo de yi bu fen..." - hong
11:24 PM
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February 27, 2003 COLOURED.
went to SALC first thing in the morning when i saw bryant at one of the workstations... "wah, so early come here see some porno liao" i thought... turns out this morning's lecture was cancelled... good thing i never went to MLT2... otherwise wasted trip...
downloaded all the lectures required for MST in 2 weeks time... completed bjork... oso have erasure's hits and primal scream's evil heat... heard only a few of erasure's songs b4 and thought they were good... after listening, sad to say ----- thumbs down...
"i am beautiful... no matter what they say... words cant bring me down..."
"eh francis... solli to interrupt... but u r NOT beautiful!"
"wah lau... never mind... words cant bring me down... i am beautiful..."
"solli again ar... how can a guy be beautiful... still dreaming izzit"
"no leh.. u then dreaming la... i sing oso cannot izit"
printed out vb coding for the last lab test of the week tml... went to SAC with bryant only to find chicken rice gang playing carrom... all skipped lessons sia... all of us took turns trying to defeat dj... the guy who spends his time in sp not attending classes but playing carrom... he himself versus three of us... there can be only 1 outcome... we suffered defeat after defeat as he twacked his bloody smooth striker around the board... lucky i was not part of the lineup against him... play with bryant versus jimmy and ys... won all of the matches...
ate kfc for lunch... unhappy about the staff... see me small small then my 2 piece chicken she give oso small small liao... play cheat sia... somemore the chicken when u squeezed it gently can see oil pouring out from its skin...
nobody uses the swimming pool in sp... thought of swimming in it once but drop the idea since everyone's watching, esp lunchtime... have to act modest a bit and cannot show off mah... in reality i dunno how often do they have maintenance... thats the real reason thats keeping me off...
during maths lesson i was slow in scribbling solutions for questions and got up to get the transparency... no sooner had i taken the first step, laura immediately stood up and rushed to get the transparency... if she didnt know that i wanted it then thats alright... but she saw me and she got to the transparency like rushing to reincarnate like that... haiz... gers gers gers wt to do... lim bei is a gentle man... did the rest of the questions myself... who needs transparencies...
right now our class got 5 people are at home playing CM over the network... if i have broadband, i'll be the 6th... all of us are just waiting for the CM4 which will be out quite soon... but im more looking forward to something else...
people always say dun listen to others... just follow yourself...
but what if i'm on the wrong side of track... people tried to sway me back but i refuse to listen... becos they taught me not to listen to others... just follow what i feel is right...
if thats the case... i'll bomb india and china... im right... becos i help to keep world population from increasing...
i'll stop studying... waste so much money just for the paper which my father calls it "pang sai jua" (toilet paper)... in the end go out work oso have to learn the ropes as u progress...
i'll allow public swimming pools to have ppl booking the pool for themselves so they can suntan or swim without anything on... then there wun be any white butts or busts around anymore... and it looks so much better...
i'll revert ezlink to the good old farecard... i really dun understand how come they can deduct so much money from the card at times... $2 for overstaying? wat kind of shit rule is this... i have seen or heard many incidents of absent-minded people who dun tap their cards at the exit gantry... heard from my mother that all bus drivers received a fat bonus during lunar new year... where all that money come from?... of cos from the poor commuters... transport minister says the price hike is necessary to keep up with costs and what do we have... bus companies all reported handsome profits...
wat less salary is better than no salary, got job is better than no job, get more benefits... all a load of crap which idiots think are true... do we hear that the ministers' salaries have been reduced?... one month of salary from anyone in the government is enough for at least 5 persons... they're enjoying life and they're telling us to survive over the bad times...
being a stayer or a quitter... if im a quitter then i'll be foreign talent to other countries... hey isnt that wat my own country's gonna do... attract foreign talents and earn crazy money... if all humans are stayers... there's no foreign talent at all for singapore to woo...
in the end... who would you rather listen... rich always have different views from the poor... partial and impartial statements... all plain cheemlogies...
"it aint labeled #1 album in UK for nothing..." - hong
11:08 PM
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February 26, 2003 COLOURED.
let me get the facts right first... yesterday was almost a perfect day when i just remembered something... i can picture that lady carrying 5kg dumbbell above her shoulder... she was around her thirties and she was lighter than me surely... i can only go wah as my morale dipped...
and i didnt really had $12 left for the rest of the week... i happened to have some $1 coins not counted... so i can spend a bit on pool... i went there to be trashed while learning the ropes... after much observing from the chicken rice gang... we all agree on 1 thing... girls standard attire for pool is spaghetti straps... all like purposely do it to distract their opponents... luckily our class all guys...
mood is feeling very good right now... becos the 1 week break is just 2 days away... cant wait to swim...
regretted not treating bjork seriously when her music was played some time ago... before i used to lament who would listen to this kind of bian tai music while i was listening to "I'll Make Love To You" a long time ago... times have changed... gone are the love songs... and now i'm listening to the bian tai music and im loving it... Massive Attack is even more awesome... to experience the hypnotic feel, u have to hear Butterfly Caught... almost like in another world...
hao hua wor~. lai qing yi xia~. zhen de hao xiang he guo nai~... funny advertisement...
"ru guo ni shi feng, wo jiu shi bai yun rang ni chui..." - hong
10:53 PM
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz
11:51 AM
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February 25, 2003 COLOURED.
Strange Encounter
have you ever woke up realising the sky shouldnt be that bright at the point of time u're supposed to wake up... and realised well... u are late...
most of us will encounter this at some point of our lives... but sometimes do you experience cases whereby the alarm clock is turned off when it has been on before u sleep...
'oh thats my parents who cant stand the ringing sounds of my alarm and so they put the clock to sleep... '
or
'i know i have to wake up but wat the hell i still want to sleep' and u woke up and off it yourself and goes back to sleep again...
BUT
u woke up... saw ur parents doing their normal things, not complaining about digging my ears or anything to do with the ringing... and u dun remember waking up at all to shut that damn alarm...
sleepwalk?... sudden memory loss?... dysfunctional brain?... tink too much?... i duno...
Back to Business
never felt so good b4... began increasing weights at the gym... almost all the excerises have been increased... i can almost feel it... my weight is back to 58 liao... everything's in control... down with boybands~, all luan luan de...
listened to Massive Attack's 100th Window album... first reaction was to go woW... dunno i suaku or wat... first time ever heard this type of music... hypnotic feel... if i ever go on drugs, this album surely gives me a floating feeling... perhaps can even put weed on the cd and watch it spin... dunno how to describe how the music's like, dark and edgy?... music critics got more terms to introduce soon...
also downloaded Bjork's Greatest Hits... completed half of the downloads and she's special... got her own unique way of singing... so today at school didnt really waste my time, downloaded REAL artistes instead of those wannabes...
cs called me in evening about cancellation of class for a tutorial tml as the lecturer give birth to a baby girl... not the lecturer i mean, its his wife... shows how much he really cared for our upcoming MST... simply bochap attitude...
"trance..." - hong
11:32 PM
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overheard a ger on the phone at MRT...
"so what u want?"
"separate loh"
"u go ur way i go my way"
"hello?"
"uh"
"tell u wat i'll call u later, getting off right now"
treat like wat sia... easy come easy go... i dun like boybands but i have to agree to jerry yan on 1 thing... he once commented that when he goes looking, its going to be his future wife, not someone who u can change every other week...
Quiz
didnt study for this 1... cant be bothered anyway... some careless mistakes... some is a lot since there's only 5 questions... this shouldnt be of a problem to me... quite easy to score for this Server Management...
Lab Test 1
how i wish Digital Systems is tested purely on practicals alone... the practicals are so easy compared to the theory part... all these drawing of diagrams... i rather let the workstation do the talking...
Lab Test 2
perhaps the hardest among the lab tests... Internetworking is so hard... not really hard... since i neber read about it... and the lecturer is so sucky... had no idea how to go about doing the practical but being on the bottom half of the class list helps... always get tips from first batch... from expecting to fail this lab to being able to get quite high marks for it... i'll take that...
rushed to orchard to meet up with jokers and ano... watched The Hot Chick... as usual just let uchu do the talking as i stole glances around... not really around... just, just... admiring... star-struck... hmm, forget wat i said... no one understands anyway lol...
people used to say girls like guys who are shy... if thats the case... then i should have enough girls to fill up the Yellow Pages book... so obviously its bull...
"wo men zhong shi xue bu hui..." - hong
2:15 AM
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February 23, 2003 COLOURED.
tml i got a lab quiz and 2 lab tests... right now im still playing worms and not studying...
pretty much tells today's whole story... and Blogger's still as crappy as ever...
"i smell a conspiracy..." - hong
11:44 PM
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went swimming... its crazy... i apply sunblock also got people staring at me... me not some supermodel... not even fit to be manhunt whatever...
had a good time swimming 50... was about to do a encore session when i cant feel my legs... like paralysed from waist down... can only offer a limp kick...
beginning to get my appetite back... still get hungry easily... its end of week 7... 2 more weeks to MST... if any person ask me what have i learnt so far in school, i can only answer him with a blank look...
been listening to the 3 ladies continuously for 3 days before switching to audioslave... cant get enuf of the ladies... zhu-er's chirpy songs, shino's realistic songs, stefanie's erm indian songs... she even got a duet with mai kuraki...
"records are meant to be broken..." - hong
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February 21, 2003 COLOURED.
from unable to work... to able to work...
from able to work... to spotting errors...
from spotting errors... to further enhance it...
am i a genius or what... lecturer has said about questioning of people once he find some similiarity among the work... just hope that im not selected for it... either that i have to understand some parts of it...
verse from shino's wo xian zai hen hao... nice song...
ni yao bu gu yi qie bao zhe wo
zhi dao wo neng ken ding ni ai wo
hao ran quan shi jie dou neng yuan liang wo
wei le ni fan guo le na me duo de cuo
uchu asked me out tml... how to go out when no money... leave it to fate...
"i dun believe ill help the government forever..." - hong
11:15 PM
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I AM BLOODY CURSED!
10:01 AM
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February 20, 2003 COLOURED.
i dunno wat am i doing... wearing all blue to school... feeling blue perhaps?... nah.. more like grabbing any clothes i can find on the closet before rushing to school... sleep so soundly that my mother off my alarm clock... and i didnt hear it at all...
programming programming programming... happy to know that i'm not the only fretting over it... but its still a strain right now... how to make it work wthout using blatant copying of codes... its what really stress me out... whatever error he encounters is sure to appear in mine and other classmates as well... jonathan even got 2 versions of codings... 1 for his submission of work, the other for us to edit and modify at our free will...
maths is getting so difficult... one and half hour for the test is insufficient given my current brain rate... its working damn slow... i know i'll have problems if i have to refer to notes for tutorials... die die die liao la... always used to be finishing the questions before the tutorial lecturer show us her working... now its us waiting for her to show us the steps to do it right... i even got time to arm-wrestle with jimmy... as expected i lost... i never seem to win in arm-wrestling... must pump more liao...
"everybody wants to win back what belong to theirs... right?" - hong
4:56 PM
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February 19, 2003 COLOURED.
saw sano's blog abt hairy legs and felt i had to comment on it...
dun fret... i'm been doing research and almost half of my class have hairy legs, i myself included... shows that we have high testerone levels...
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dun dun dun do dee do dee dun dun~...
something's wrong with me...
my stomach always feel empty... but when i do eat... i dun seem to eat enuf to have a full stomach yet it feels that it cant take any more food... like my father always say : "your shen ti huai diao liao, always sleep late"... i still dun believe in this crap... discovered i'm been losing weight since CNY...
going to invest in Strepsils soon... if that still dun get rid of my cough... i really got no idea wat else is potent enuf...
feeling very lethargic these days... once i lie on bed then i'll start to fade away... i hate it cos i'll be super wide awake at night and come school time i'll be yawning away...
cw and chicken were at free access doing the internet programming after school hours... i was there with them busy clicking... on 'download mp3'... got shino, joey, stefanie's albums after my time there... can feel myself moving to rong zhuer's 'dun dun dun'... cant be bothered to do the programming... just buying time for the moment...
accidental sleep cause me to miss Chuang Shi Ji... awoken from the sleep with news about my grandmother... dunno wat happen to her but it cant be serious since my father is not panicking...
"a gambler always wants to win back what he lost..." - hong
11:03 PM
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got my part 1 ad 2 done finally... but the rest of my class is finalising part 3 while im still doing the interface...
11:43 AM
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when things cant work... have to work overtime... no need sleep liao...
SP server is so biased... me at home now trying to connect to it using the coding... and it say connection error... still say about what must go home and try out... how to try when it cant even connect in the first place....
tired of tinkling with it... can leave it til tomorrow... and right now i m looking through the shoutbox thinggy... hopefully will come out with something nice... either that my clock can rot in the ranchoweb...
noticed somebody's template from the template exchange site... nice icons but the heck i dunno how to do it...
1:54 AM
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February 18, 2003 COLOURED.
will be busy rushing the internet programming thing... had to make that bloody thing work...
11:09 PM
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February 17, 2003 COLOURED.
[Voices In My Head]
was it something i said or was it your fault... you can choose to blame me but that's what i get for being honest... then you rather be surrounded with a bunch of liars who make you feel good about yourself...
dont think that you are always right... i always felt the other party deserves better than that... whatever decision has been made then just leave it at that... be cool about it...
a coal chamber song has this line - "if its meant to be, then set it free"... no use when one wants to tango and the other wants to breakdance...
Early Morning Taiji
im really bad at multi-tasking... from chatting to 1 person to helping 2 persons and then attending to 4 simultaneously... hardest part was to deal with my father... sit on my bed looking at the monitor, asking me to check soccer results... and wat i was doing, chatting to senzi... lucky he only studied until primary school, if he got past sec sch... i will have a lot explaining to do...
and while i was happily chatting... guess what my classmates were doing... reading the whole textbook and lab book for tml's lab test... i thought somebody cast them a spell or what... its just a lab test and they actually go read up the textbook... even discussing how install windows 2000 server and creating answer file... totally crazY~... last night i didnt read anything, just went back to sleep after being a good samaritan...
Morning Rush and School Beckons
didnt bother to take out my lab book and read... just ate, bathe and head off to school knowing that im on the 2nd shift and sufficient time to revise over there... sit on staircase instead of revising, spending my time killing mosquitoes...
except for 2 minor errors, all went well... and it took one and a half hours to complete that, eating into our lunchtime... went straight to another practical...
saw chan siang ju... that laobei(vincent)'s cousin... quite surprised really... i remembered he was in normal academic and the earliest he can enrol is this july... i tink he got promoted to express... always not serious in npcc, must be reading books all the time... saw laobei last year... now dunno wat happen to him liao... still in batok ite or ns oso not sure...
used to fear digital systems practical... not anymore, its seems so easy suddenly... dun even need to peek at the book for the steps to process the thing... what i'm afraid of though is the theory part...
i give up on my Internetworking practical... more confident on the theory as its just plain memorising...
after school events
its the 3rd week without pocket money now... had to question my mother... thought she was too into work and probably just forgot about it... turned out she purposely didnt give me any money cos she expects me to use my angbao money... in the end she gave me this week's allowance... a good thing i didnt deposit the cash to bank... otherwise i have to go sell myself liao... not that im in demand...
my father's in a rage... not becos of what happen yesterday... in fact he even won money... some bloody cleaner in the block early in the morning taiji bojio ppl then steal my father's fugui hua (fortune plant)... crazy these banglas, last time put the plants downstairs kena stolen, now put outside house also kena stolen... must throw more litter around to make them work hard liao...
"tou fu and ping guo are both healthy foods... i treat u ji tui..." - hong
11:18 PM
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February 16, 2003 COLOURED.
my sister hasnt been going out often these few days... saw a note by accident in her room... regarding some relationship problems with her bf... watever, she dun talk to me about these stuff... neither do i like her bf... otherwise he'll be my friend 3 yrs ago...
actually i found out im not that close to my family at all... mother has said before she's tired of tinking about wat dishes to cook when she gets back home... all she wants is a break from a hard day's work when she still has to do housework... if she didnt said anything, i will just take things for granted...
likewise for my other relatives... im always trying to find an excuse not to visit them for lunch or dinner... sometimes its nice to be alone... instead of being in a place with familiar faces with nothing to talk about... maybe that gay can teach me a thing or two about socialising...
after hearing honglin talk about his ns things... i tink its time i start to prepare myself right now... less than one and half years to go... i dont want to go there to suffer... must pump myself so that ns wun be so tough... he said he was lucky to in be the moderate obese group... not so hiong, can slack a bit... hell he even lost 8kg... maybe i wun recognized him if i ever see him...
eat sleep eat sleep... sunday must lie in bed... still practising my 'O' and not revising for tml's server management lab test...
"rock music and dance music does mix well together..." - hong
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Survivor Amazon is so interesting... first episode oreadi got 2-headed snake in the male tribe liao... gers may have won immunity but i think the guys will come back strongly... maybe the guys wun even be at the tribal council again until the tribes finally merge... daniel really clumsy pig...
spent the last 2 days online for quite some time... ranchoweb is dead soon... have to find a free offsite hosting place to store pics and liang shan bo...
dun wan to slp this morning... then i see i have 2 hours of free time... how to pass them... decide to lie on bed at 5... and woke up see sky so bright... 9:50... but i'm still not late... able to do the delivery except no time to work on programming...
reached dover and saw bryant with his overnight clothes on... lol... from sentosa come back directly... told me the beach there flooding with couples, even got pitch tents...
lecture theatres full of people... its obscene... first time i ever see a lecture theatre whereby i cant even go in... even the door also got people... felt like a wasted trip coming to school... had i known that so many were coming... i would have shine my butt under the afternoon sun as i snoozed in bed...
bryant left for his beauty sleep... left cw, chicken, chiobu, jonathan n me... head to lido catch final destination 2... 90 min show, theres even a scene almost the same as ghostship 1, the barbwire, but this fd 2 is more graphical though not enuf to make my stomach churn... i even laughed at the last death scene...
had ljs for lunch at cineleisure... chicken took bus home, the rest took mrt home... i travel by foot... to borders...
long time never go there dunno whether i lucky or wat... got sofa to sit, not once but twice... spend 7 hours down there... from 3 to 10... abit the bian tai...
on my way home keep sucking my cheeks throughout the ride home practising the art of making a nice 'O'...
"bu yao wo nan guo jiu bu yao li kai wo..." - hong
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February 15, 2003 COLOURED.
[Thoughts]
bu zi hao dai huo bu dao xian zai~...
"saw ppl swimming and thought it was fun... took the plunge without testing the waters and now he's drowning... can someone save him?... no... he'll have to learn swimming on the spot in order to survive..."
ming bai bu ming bai~...
[End of Thoughts]
late for my csw class and the test has already started... had 1 look on the paper and wanted to walk out straight away... the practice test last week was so easy and today... the words dun seem english to me... more like some foreign language i never studied before... i dunno wat i was writing in the end... scribble, cross out words repeatedly... to pass is a miracle...
internet programming lecturer is killing us... next week must hand in all the 3 parts... i'm still in midst of part 2... shitty shit shit... if only they know not all are born to be programmers... meant to be a practical and he got us a lecture to make up for lost time... like that how to do vb peacefully...
a small excerpt from my class yesterday (realli shows how crap we can be)
[01:12] tml all got date anot .... ?
[01:12] [01:04] <@ReN`XiYaN> tml all got date anot .... ? <-- yes 14 feb
[01:12] sry
[01:12] 15 feb
[01:12] dotz..
[01:12] got yue ren anot...
[01:12] moon man?
for those single males who are suffering from depression due to valentine's day, this may brighten up your day a little~...
10 reasons why DOGS are better than WOMEN:
- the later you get home, the more excited dogs are to see you.
- dogs will forgive you for seeing other dogs
- dogd don't notice if you call them by another dog's name
- dogs think breaking wind is funny
- no dog ever put on 100lb after reaching adulthood
- a dog's parents never visit
- dogs can appreciate exessive body hair
- a dog's temperament stays the same all month long
- when a dog gets old and snappy, you can shoot it
- dogs don'y want to know about every other dog you ever had
uchu's on the loose... called me at 6pm telling me to go out... told him i gotta be househusband and cook rice... anyway im a sensible person... dun wan to disturb him n sano in a candlelight dinner... i go there i'll become the lighted candle...
was fussing over tml's talks... bryant keep saying no need go... cw oso say as long as not compulsory then no nd go... 10pm called me tell me go online discuss abt tml... kaoz, must remind them then they know 1...
a beautiful song from ash...
There's a Star - Ash
Tonight there's no denying, no there's no denying
There's something magic in the air
Emotional disorder, came from out of nowhere
And took me unaware
The patterns of the oceans, lost in her emotions
You know that I don't care
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
Dream of a new age
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
All I can do is wait
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be hoping for
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be dreaming of
Cool evening falling, I can hear her calling
Cross the serpentine
Dark and chaotic, slow and hypnotic
She comes into my mind
And tonight nothing matters, no it doesn't matter
Everything will be fine
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
Dream of a new age
And on nights when the north wind blows through your heart
All I can do is wait
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be hoping for
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be dreaming of
There's a star in the night sky
The kind of star we would be wishing for
There's a star in the night sky
"keep on pouting!..." - hong
12:04 AM
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February 13, 2003 COLOURED.
cant sleep well these days... prefers to sleep in afternoon but theres school... eyes may be tired at night but i just toss around in bed constantly... oh ya, didnt notice the table looks not bad... forgot all about the html coding... got it from my old site...
singapore should declare a public holiday for valentine's day since they are so despo to create romance for its citizens... heard bryant saying about his friend's mother making quite a bit... she's a florist by the way... obscene prices for roses... fancy spending quite a huge amount of money to buy something that wilts within a week, thats how long the relationship will last... LOL... quite harsh eh... who cares... i always prefer something thats more practical instead of the usual stuff...
singles in my class contributed some ideas... nice ones and bad ones... cost-effective... here they are:
- plant some rose seeds and comment that like the seeds, our love xu yao pei yang de
- one stalk of rose... why?... becos u're cheap!
- date on a rooftop... zai wu ding chang zhe ni de ge~...
- sing a*du's song... ta yi ding heng ai ni~... provided u have no voice that day...
- singing can either make or break your day... must be like miriam yeung, pipagao in ur pocket always!
- watch The Hot Chick together... highly recommended by cw
- at the end of the day... no matter what must have at least $3.50 in ur wallet
- spend a day in pulau ubin... there got more privacy!
- talk about having hou zi hou sun while trekking bukit timah hill
it is evident that based from the above examples i have listed... the singles in my class (including me) are all cocking crappers who do nothing but talk cock and crap...
lunchtime chicken rice gang go out to singapore pools outlet for the latest queue sensation... no hello kittys but the angbao toto jackpot... in the end turn out the outlet never operate liao... much to their disgust... for me, toto 4d these type like throw money away... chances of winning is like me being the next prime minister of singapore... hehe, right now im just a lowly SM Lee... LOL...
my maths tutorial lecturer seems to have a grudge against F4... saying the girls all crazy over 4 ah guas for what... she even said my class all better looking than F4... heard that?... girls can be oh so blind... or issit my lecturer... she's been teaching in SP since 1979... hmmm... i take back my word about blind girls, u know i'm not serious dun u...
while ppl are fretting about how to get cash in such a short amount of time... i still havent study for my csw test tml... now thats more impt than a date with BoA!...
"its nice to be important, but its more important to be nice..." - hong
11:41 PM
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went for a swim under the bright sun... heng heng never see that guy... always loved swimming when there's sun... can see my shadow moving while swimming, very nice... when there's sun, there's always girls... n guys who thought the pool was a beach... put towel on concrete then down there read chinese novel while kissing the sun...
| Pool | Beach |
|---|
| pay 50 cents for entry | free | | hard concrete | soft sand | | chlorine water | sea water | | trees? | coconut trees |
obviously beach is the winner... maybe they prefer to ogle at lifeguards drooling in their sleep...
today no crazy guy... but got xiao mei mei... take off her swimsuit in front of me... lucky i not those into child porno... otherwise her father will regret...
go home find nobody at home... turns out they all go grandmother house... feeling sleepy after excercises nowadays... weak liao... in the end overslept then they help me takeaway some food... have to master art of snacking soon... trying desperately to finish the cny food... living without pocket money for 2nd week running... parents holidays come back like still gong gong like that...
"cat dun teach tiger how to climb trees becos students always betray the teacher..." - hong
12:43 AM
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February 12, 2003 COLOURED.
early in the morning got ppl outside school giving out brochures...
"is the world coming to an end?"
cant they tink of a better title... seem everytime they give things always got this title 1...
didnt really listen to lectures... not that i'm attentive throughtout the 2 yrs... ys take my maths notes home to copy... if he never bring on thursday then i song bo liao... dun wan to lend him 1 cos all he tinks of is play and whistling at girls that he deemed chio...
busy reading brochure... then ask cs what is this what is that... then i borrow his bible go see see look look... recommended John to me... spend 2 hours down there read read... turn water to wine... born blind can see... feed 5000 ppl... lamb of god, son of god, bread of man... so many terms make me confused... have to flip back to recall who is who... no time to read dying lazarus... next time perhaps... heaven knows how long it'll take to finish the whole book...
jimmy see me thought i read dictionary...
"why the sudden interest?... wan to have faith ar?"
as a libra... cannot let fellow librans down... must have 2 sides of stories... then can balanced... too many people see 1-sided liao, never see from the other side...
"so francis... ni ling wu dao le mah?"
cs see me so engrossed in it keep asking that question... ask what i have learnt... he seems very happy that i'm reading it... pretty interesting i must say, didnt make me sleep...
last lecture went FC4 to eat... after that some carrom and off to gym... cw idiot go put me under housewife category... working on the arms... do until no more feeling...
"wha lau, where ur name... put feng for wat... u got so many nicks meh"
signing out is always a problem... flip back cant find... cw cant find feng... then he realised another person sign cw's 1 instead of his own 1... next time dun sign out better... so troublesome 1... they should computerised it, then can search for keyword... faster sign out that way...
go home bathe and wash my smelly shoes... straight after that go and sleep liao... too tired, just now at gym arms no feeling... sleep liao wake up arms not aching 1... not hiong enuf... or maybe i really lost the feel of my arms liao...
at first thought today can continue to work on my internet programming project... then remember tml no school... wah lanz... make me slack for 1 more day...
"success comes at the price of other people's failure..." - hong
2:21 AM
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February 11, 2003 COLOURED.
went to school without putting gel on hair... no time and no one bothers to look at it anyway... the advantage of being in engineering... i tink wear only underwear oso no ppl bother to open eyes to see...
practicals do until eyes sleepy... next week start lab test liao... 2 more weeks more lab tests... 3 more weeks to 1 week break... 4 more weeks to MST... no one to pei me overnight like last time liao... lol...
playing worms nowadays... to kill a worm got so many patterns... provide some comic relief to a rather dull world of mine... i even had a team that had names that i've known... irc ppl like ano, sano, neo, bla bla bla and of cos senzi... control them very funny... esp. uchu sounds like girl and j talk like guy... cant blame... the COM anyhow put 1...
luohan on standby when around 7pm... waiting for us to switch on tv... 7:15 liao still haben open then they sian diao... 7:30 open then they happy again... stoned down there watch... never rest their eyes... cant blink even... sooner or later need glasses... watched the much anticipated drama Chuang Shi Ji II... Rong Tian kan suay... all the people around die... even that killer also suay suay tio accident just to avoid Rong Tian... but hes a hero...
"ni kuai le shuo yi wo kuai le..." - hong
1:29 AM
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February 10, 2003 COLOURED.
finally started on my internet programming... finished the part one although there's not much to be done really since ive worked on it long time ago... just have to add a bit of things here and there... part 2 and 3 bases's oreadi done... just have to modify it so it is authentic... then lecturer wont question about it... right now im in 2 minds... to do by myself or modify the thing... given my nature, i'll take the easy way out...
writing blog for so long liao... sometimes got the urge to just put everything in... sometimes i wished no need to write at all... its like a burden sometimes, like having to submit b4 the deadline just for people to see... nowadays writing blog just comes naturally... in that sense its more of a enjoyment rather than giving myself extra stress...
happened to see jamie teo in the glen and rod sport show... she was doing some parachuting... long time never see her appear on tv... now dye and cut hair... all like to copy senzi... too lazy to email jamie... she took ages to reply and i would forget what i have written to her previously... if i own somebody an email... it gotta be strawberi... she always forward me things but i never forward back or write anything to her at all... think i have to write something soon to confirm my existence in this world... i think i also own 1 person an email... but i'll only write once i have clear my mind of all things... i dun like a rushed 1... cos emotions can run high...
had frogs' legs for lunch... hopefully i can develop webbed hands and feet then can swim like a real frog and beat those SASA!...
saw advertisement of pierre png and andrea de cruz about the campaign of Romancing Singapore... kinda xia suay... romance also need government's help?... just follow your heart and everything comes into place naturally...
noticed my luohan swimming vertically noseup and nosedown... heck, it can even swim sideways liao... crazy fish, can swim straight dun wan... want to do stunts... stuntfish no money, only stuntman got money... that luohan really watch too much tv liao... everytime open tv the 2 fish stoned down there... eyes fixed on the tv set... my sister wave her hands to distract them they angry... tried to bite her fingers... spoilt fish... one day take them out to cook...
"cos i am the game and i am that damn good"... how i wish i can say that...
"4 behemoths inside the ring..." - hong
1:10 AM
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February 09, 2003 COLOURED.
today school got briefing about 3rd yr selection of modules and fyp briefing... reached dover mrt and waited for friends... all never go MLT1 before... at sp for 2 years liao still dunno the place like the palm of the hand... lousy, really lousy...
bryant oreadi there... cw reached there with me... 1 minute later ys and chiobu came as well... about to set off then still have to wait for weili... briefing at 11 and we wait until 11:20 then weili come... walk 1 big round to MLT1 when we have to wait for jonathan and weide... not again... wait wait wait... by the time we reached MLT1 oreadi 11:35... 25 more minutes then over liao...
down there no space... then we go outside play blackjack and si kee puay... after the whole thing over... i still not sure about what's going on... fyp max number of members only 3... B.T.H.K have to split liao... hope to remain inside the group... otherwise dunno how to survive... cant maximise my ability if kena split...
3rd year selection... only 1 class open for maths... may open another 1 if there's huge demand... cw says maths useless... but it kinda means the elite... only 2 classes... feel tempted to go for it... need a kick in the butt to get me going, cant keep slacking forever...
thought of going home straight after the briefing when sano told me the alien has landed... already promised my mother i'll be home for lunch... arranged to meet at 2...
go home then my mother got the food prepared... but havent cook yet... watched the clock ticks by as i pace up and down anxiously... by the time lunch's ready, oreadi 1pm liao... eat fast and wanna clean up then she tell me to finish all in the wok... ended up eating 2 plates of mifen... rushed to meet them but still late...
walked around orchard... nothing much... in search of arcades that have the game...not sure what game is it... never played arcade cos i always suck at it... see those small lians and bengs wannabes also sian... forever the case of see who stare the longest wins... been a long time since i went to plaza singapura... the place looks foreign to me...
saw fireworks again... like trying to show off like that... singapore cannot put, malaysia can put... go home still got bird nest to eat sia... makes me think... if swallow's spit can be so expensive... then mine must be priceless...
"ni yao chi tou fu mah?..." - hong
12:04 AM
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February 07, 2003 COLOURED.
7th day of lunar new year is everybody's birthday... wishing all happy birthday~... a lot of people go restaurants lao yu sheng... not becos they want to flaunt their wealth... they lazy to clean up when they anyhow flip the veggies around...
today lao yu sheng with my neighbours outside the corridor... only my parents are on friendly terms with them... my sister and i seldom talk to them... flip here flip there... food fly all over the place... flip finish liao then those kena thrown on the table 1 put back to the plate... like chao guo tiao... opened up a bottle of french red wine... kena drink 2 glasses... hate the taste, why people like drinking... plain water is good...
Some Chinese New Year Comic Relief
- "wish you nian nian you yu!"
- "what? neh neh you yu ?"
which cny song shouldnt be played to people lying in bed?
- sing bu lai... sing bu lai... song ni ge guan cai...
which cny song shouldnt be played to elderly?
- dong dong dong dong chiang... chiang dong chiang dong chiang!
didnt do the blog yesterday as i was well... busy... practising how to sleep well... sleep for 13 hours and didnt get any results, sad to say... cant sleep properly these days, not because of work... tv is tempting, watch jacky wu too much... think i'm in love with kang kang liao... *slaps myself*... no more gay issue... wednesday night wanna sleep early then ended up playing my sister's bf's gamecube he brought over... play Mario's Party 4... if it wasnt fun, it wouldnt rob me of my beauty sleep... i hate it when it's fun...
my yesterday's events...
i hate integration... i hate lecturer... why she give until so long-winded steps when my tutorial lecturer got short cuts... making me confused... practice doesnt seem to work here... all requires formulas from the formulae book... just hope test week i can do fast enough...
go play pool with chiobu, ys and cw... ys say go ginza that counter girl pretty... turned out she isnt working... but ys's standards is always low... so i played... with my SP Orientation screaming out from my t-shirt... the guard down there also dunno do what, eyes blind, play around with cues, look at people play...
long time never play liao... as always i play like shit... i need regular pool to get it going... hit some nice shots initially... later missed clear-cut chances... eyes cant take it... chiobu demonstrated his sniper stance, britney 'spear' stance, one hand stance... at first thought he was joking about it whenever he discussed it with us during lessons... cant believe what he was doing... britney 'spear' 1 really open my eyes big big... all these are what he call the "humiliation" methods to disgrace opponents... even cw who can be considered a pro among our class says he bo way kong...
must show what i'm made up of this year... if only... how i wished i was honggy the nerd in my pri and sec sch days... cant get any motivation in poly at all... people around all slackers, not all people... some began to work hard liao... being a part of chicken rice gang doesnt help... only think of sleeping, playing and dear... now oreadi 5th or 6th week liao... 2 more weeks lab test, 4 more weeks to MST... time flies... have to get things going this weekend... if only...
my today's events
played Mario's Party 4 with my sister in the morning... can be very addictive...
lecturer...(hmm, is a female called a lecturess?)... called my name to get my letter back... she was going through what needs to be improved so i can prepare myself for the test next week... she talk a while then she looked at my left side of face... i was looking at the paper and wondered why she didnt talk liao... she tilted her head right left, right left, squinting eyes...
my left side of face got macaroni which i had for lunch stuck on my face like seashell?
she attracted to that thick mousse smell?
my left side more handsome?
my left sde of head got dandruff?
oh good... wednesday i attracted a guy... and today on a friday i attracted a lady... sweating again... lecturer how to run away... this time doom liao...
snap back to reality... its not so complicated...
"WHY YOU PUT STRAWS ON YOUR EAR?"
- "... .... ... ..."
she was looking again and again, again and again... and again for 1 more time... how many encores does she do...
"why francis... why u put straws on ur ear?"
- "... ... ... ... yi shu... ... ... ..."
no studs no earrings... still can put what... normal earrings so small... body piercing ones so big... looked at those colored studs on 77th Street but duno how people wear...
internet programming getting cheemer and cheemer... im the one to blame... keep checking on blogs while lecturer was teaching... now i completely lost ground... look at my friends type type type... i down there play with the butterflies and shouted around ppl's boxes... thought of doing everything from scratch over the weekend...
weide tell me dun log off my workstation first... no idea what he was trying to do... then he hit jackpot and found the codings which some smart alecs from other class did and save it inside the hard disk... we sent a copy of the coding to our class... from despair to joy... try to do it myself first... if it cant works by the deadline... still have that smart alec to thank...
"dun you know that i'll be having you cos i have an angel interceptor..." - hong
11:10 PM
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4:22 PM
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February 05, 2003 COLOURED.
is shoutbox dead?... how come it cannot load 1...
okie it's dead... www.activetopic.com cant even go...
i always seem to remember things and my friends will forget things easily... everytime people asked to borrow something from me, they'll get it the next day... ask something from them and i'll need 2 or 3 days before they finally bring their stuff... really forget or pure laziness... maybe next time should get a girl to help me borrow...
after school went to cmpb with jimmy and chicken... amazed with their knowledge of bus routes... always knows take which bus to where 1... chicken always so on, last time orchard he tag along... today he also follow us go see see look look...
didnt know cmpb got so many female staff... i thought only got those sickly guys in uniform 1... let jimmy do the talking while i look around... feel uneasy talking to girls... in the end never fill up any forms... unsure which vocation to apply for... commando's tempting... but i mentally very soft... nearly became crazy in a leadership camp last time in sec sch... dun like to try it again... chicken suggested signals... jimmy dun wan army becos must play with mud... me also haben decide yet... jimmy wanted navy long time ago... maybe can go be diver... wait until they send brochures or yr 3 before i make the decision...
walked past bukit merah swimming complex... like what sia... lifeguards down there can sleep whole day also never mind... water also no need clean 1... not a single person swimming... wanted to try the pool but i rather find a pool which is im more familiar with...
go batok pool liao only got 2 persons swimming... the moment i get down left me only liao... strange feeling, swimming while being watched by lifeguards... later how i wished i can swim alone when i encounter 2 incidents...
noticed 1 idiot bobbing up and down in the pool... up down up down... then he just got up and left... never even swim... queer...
someone is watching me swimming... no not the lifeguard... some guy is watching me...
he kept standing on my lane and as i swim towards him... he'll move left and right alternately... not to another lane, on the same lane... swim away from him he'll move to the centre again... looking at me... thought he was gay... maybe i should teach him the "kong ji si se" sutra...
go wash up and was changing when he come and talk to me... ARRGH, chatting with a stranger... guy somemore... i feel so sick...
he - "i noticed u swim a lot of laps... very good... how many did u swim?..."
me - "20..."
then he went "wah" wonder if he die of heart atttack if i tell him the truth...
he - "did you workout or anything?..."
me - "no..."
he - "wow... just by swimming alone and u have a fit body ar..."
later i told him the truth...
he - "i go swimming to lose weight... have to lose 7kg..."
me - "i see..."
he - "u from the army? see you so fit and u have the ns shoes..."
me - "no la..."
his chest didnt look bad at all... if cw got that kind of chest he oraedi happy like siao liao... only need to shed fat around his stomach... then again, he has a flat stomach... tink he's been working out for a long time when he said he havent workout for quite some time... see him swim, dun think he'll lose that 7kg... he more like wading around in the water, looking at me swim throughout...
he - "from young attend lessons?..."
me - "no..."
something which i'm always proud of... but i wun tell him i only know how to swim last year... no people will believe anyway...
he - "u swim often issit... see ur butt white 1..."
me - "huh..."
did i hear clearly... he go and c my butt!?!?... no one supposed to see my butt until my wife spanks it... pity mi poor butt... gay i tell u he's gay... begin to sweat liao... quickly pack my things...
he - "i go swimming mondays to fridays, 2pm like that... so if u're around..."
me - "-___-~..."
he - "wanna walk with me to the mrt?..."
me - "-___-~..."
gave him lame excuse i meeting my friend... of all people why must guy sia... if girl i more than happy to walk with her... purposely walk the opposite way when we parted... observed him from behind and discovered he can walk damn fast... disappear soon after... changed course to my old route then rain...
thinking back... gay or not gay... i'll see him again sooner or later... how not to miss him when he's swimming mondays to fridays... if holidays then worse... see him everyday liao... if he's not gay then good... me got swimming partner liao... but have to get him to swim 50 first... admire his ability to talk to strangers... if only i know how to do that too, then life will be so much fun... he better change the way he look at my body next time... otherwise i'll condemn batok forever...
take initiative and make new friends... talking doesnt kill... but i just dunno how to go about doing it... always waiting... lousy... damn lousy...
"thinking about you..." - hong
9:55 PM
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February 04, 2003 COLOURED.
people all like still having holidays... must have too many relatives... cant visit all in 3 days... only half of lecture theatre is filled... boring, keep yawning throughout...
only cw n me going gym... bryant cny too shag liao... lousy excuse... later he say he wan to go orchard... cny didnt help me in my mass-gaining programme... only increase 0.5kg... now 58 liao... 2 more then i can the title belt liao...
intially wanna stay until 5 then go my grandmother hse for dinner... cw complain complain say too long... i managed to extend his normal time at the gym to 3 hours...
got 1 1/2 hour b4 i can go my grandmother house... take mrt from chinese garden to boon lay... then wait for it to go towards the east... sleep sleep sleep until reach kembangan and down there see see look look... take train back to the west to lakeside when i found out i cant get out of the gantry... it says "overstay"... go ask the station manager then she say must pay $2 more then can pass through... &@*$#%^#!... seems like everything comes at a price...
reach my grandmother hse just in time for dinner... eat a lot but still hungry... quite unlike my childhood... go there eat she everytime plonk food to my bowl... finish up liao she plonk somemore... then most of time i eat quickly and faster clean up... now different, is she chasing me off the table so other ppl can sit down and eat...
my uncle b4 that cook for my sis n my share liao but then we dunno... somemore never inform us or anything then just tell us to come over... too bad we oreadi eating at grandmother house liao...
we'll go walking barefoot on the beaches in summer...
we'll catch the falling leaves of trees in autumn...
we'll watch the cherry blossoms bloom...
we'll watch the tortoises grow up together...
fan xiao xuan - wo yao wo men zai yi qi... like this song last time... fast slow fast slow with piano... keeps playing in my mind these days...
"sha sha kan ni... zi yao he ni zai yi qi..." - hong
11:35 PM
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February 03, 2003 COLOURED.
today my parents go on hoilday liao... wun be back until thursday... i m now the owner of the house!!!... sounds nice at first, then the thought of wash clothes, feed tortoise, feed fishes, water plants, offer incense, take tortoise out for walk, and so much more makes me think like The Sims... i'm in control now...
b4 they go, my father put the luohans together hope that they'll mate...
"c... they're kissing each other..."
"wah kaoz... the big 1 bite the small 1 then dun wan to let go la... they not human le, how can kiss..."
yesterday tortoise was in a very good mood and decided to put on a show for the kids... went down the stairs all by herself... can hear her shell kok kok kok against the concrete... used too much energy... today keep sleeping... need to replenish her strength...
mother tell me what to do for tomorrow... 4th day of lunar new year must "bai bare gong"... later most of the words will be in teochew... i juz try to put the pronounciation so it sounds alike... dun feel like writing the chinese meaning to it since its so fake...
so funny sia, "dua bare gong" got sugar, salt and a branch with some leaves... ask my mother for wat 1... she say "dua bare gong" rides on horse then come down eat the offerings... the horse will eat the salt to regain energy... the branch is used as a whip for "dua bare gong"... sugar wise i dunno for what... anyone knows pls tell me...
tml "bai tea gong and bare gong"... my sister too lazy then i have to do it... burn paper... joss sticks for them to smoke... my mother remember to tell me about tml's things but she forget to give me pocket money!
lucky afternoon no more rain then pack my things for swimming... keep thinking something's amiss...
on my way to mrt when i saw fiona from MMEC... chiobu like her but dun dare say then somemore anyhow accuse his fren when its obviously he's the one who likes her... fren, fiona got stead liao leh... today she even wear matching red with bf...
find it very funny when i board the train... all dress so nice to go happy new year... then i extra down there dressed shabbily... all the people looking at me... look at me for what, if pity me then i dont mind u throw some money over so i can buy Hugo Boss suit to go swimming leh... but then ppl at pool will see i siao 1 wear suit go swim... maybe i use the pity money to hire ian thorpe as my private swimming instructor...
my mother said b4 only crazy people cny go swim... guess there are many crazy people around... better than any weekday... swim swim swim... the cold water's slowing my pace... freezing arms freezing legs... freezing brain... how to swim...
SASA public holiday also must train... watching them swim can be terrifying... esp the SASA girls... all so black like charcoal... looks like african to me... noticed 1 pervert dunno doing wat inside the water... but i must say i was impressed with his breathing technique... can hold his breath for very very very long...
go wash up then i know what i have left out... bloody underwear... not that i like them anyway, plan to burn them together with the incense and paper... dunno who so black-hearted invent underwear... trying to make all men impotent and destroy all humans...
without underwear in public is hard to survive... kept murmuring "kong ji si se, se ji si kong"... trying not to get a reaction and visualize all women as men... lucky i escaped without anyone who detected it...
a lot of advertisements of compilations of love songs and 80s songs... only interested in that shino album... yea n i remember her another oldie goodie - "fan"... come to think about it... must save money... all cny collections will be donated to my bank account... couples below 18 pls seek parental consent before donating... cos u can scare the living daylights of me...
"cold... cold... i need ur warmth... but not so warm that we'll burn!!!" - hong
8:08 PM
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February 02, 2003 COLOURED.
andy lau says having to consider so many factors when it comes to love is tiring... if only it can be as simple as that... it comes from a movie featuring the man himself yesterday...
blur sister and her idiot bf go chiong... she forget to bring her house keys... then my mother tell me to wait until they come back then open door for them... like butler like that... wait until want to die... stomach so hungry, house no maggi mee, all cny cookies cant fill my stomach... always disapproves my sister going to these nightspots... deep inside i also wan to go and enjoy a bit but my mother always forbid... guess she's concerned for me as much as i'm concerned for my sister...
time they came back - 4:50am... time i wake up - 9:00am... my eyes suay suay have to work overtime liao... somemore free labour, not paid 1... like to torture them too much...
today all my mother's side all come to shout and scream... kept my stomach full by constantly eating from my lunch onwards... snack snack snack... gained some knowledge about mandarin oranges... apparently they can reduce my cough, just dun peel too cleanly and leave some strands of that thing-i-dunno-what-to-call untouched...
my uncle tell me to on pc to show them the pics of the malay cousin that he forwarded to me... start up my pc and the wallpaper shows up... "wah who's that... all girls 1..." still havent changed my wallpaper since she sent me that 1... was red-faced as all the relatives gather around my pc and stare...
quickly changed topic and opened slide show of my malay cousin asmah... she looks like chinese since she's chinese malay... she gave us pics of her on mt kinabalu, study trip in indonesia, and her university in malaysia... resembles my other cousin... later my uncle use my pc go play freecell... he's a solitaire, daidee, mahjong game freak... can forgo his meals just to play the games...
get red packets as usual... when it comes to my godmother turn... my 1 special from the rest... biggest among the rest... money-wise also biggest... hehehe...
saw shino tv advertisment of her latest album... she copy senzi's image sia... how come exactly the same 1... esp. the album cover, really looks the same... her Wu Ji Er Zhong bagus... highly recommended... and also 1 old song 4get title liao...
watch tv all day... will carry on tonight... tml swim liao then go back to school liao... no more cny... chew on tough bak kwa so much that my right side of mouth aches nia...
"as he indulges.. i just hope it wont happen to him like it did last time..." - hong
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yesterday midnight got fireworks in malaysia... this time is all over the place and not over some specific spot... CNY means a lot to malaysians... provides some entertainment after the boring rain... wished u were there...
my uncle come to happy new yr us very early sia... 8++... talk so loud i cant sleep... go washed up and dressed up in buaya gear... crocodile brand, wat to expect... all set to go grandparents house...
early wake up but still got poor eating timing... eat breakfast at 9++... forced to eat lunch at 10++... dinner at 7++... time between lunch and dinner i wan to die sia... oso nth to eat... hate bai du (white stomach) fish... that bloody cny fish... every new year cfm have... parents always say i not teochew man... only teochew like to eat bai du... bai guo also neber eat... mother everytime cook for father n herself only... kids dun eat this stuff liao... just show us the bak kwa and crackers and pineapple tarts...
treat green tea like water like that... CNY = no plain water... sure drink flavoured water or even wine... no other fruits except mandarin oranges... these 2 are killers for my cough... but right now i'm still a survivor...
my sister was cursing her bf when he havent come yet... in the end she was the last to eat lunch at grandparents house... later she going her bf side there get angbaos... there got good business... they pack in $50s... too bad i cant take part in it... bf later still go chiong... cny also got open meh... waste money on lousy beer sia...
go my grandparents brother or sister or watever house to gong xi fa cai... awkward... all i never see b4 1... down there all elderly... i can only sit down there diam diam... later got 1 girl ard same age as me come give me angbao i shocked sia... so young married liao?!... later asked my mother then find out that her mother never bring bag then tell her daughter to give out angbaos...
in between visits have to help mother pack angbaos... not enough packets to go around... near paisei... lucky my uncle was there first then inform my mother how many children are there...
go these old people house like going through time warp... houses all retro retro type... got that receiver that was the rage 10 years ago... concrete floor without any finishes... no air con... standard 20" TV... the round tables that only old ppl keep... adjustable chairs that can be found in malaysia... altars all got pictures of their ancestors...
only in CNY then i bold enuf to shake strangers hands... becos thats what they do n i just follow suit... "happy new yr happy new yr"... actually inside i was dying to get home and sleep... open eyes big big for whole morning and afternoon... they need rest... tml sure die... my mother side all coming my house... open big big whole day... someone help me...
reached home at 3pm... wanted to go swim but mother sure kill me... cny swim what, go ppl hse happy new yr...
only good thing is tml eating steamboat... finally can fill up my stomach... feeling hungry with these sort of eating hours...
"piece of advice for you my friend... dun let history repeat..." - hong
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